Jinsu Liuguang Lightly Worrying about the Years

Bodhi fast.

An Lexuan opened his eyes to see Xie Hongling's smiling cheeks, and a voice that couldn't conceal his joy; "It's a success!"

"Successful?" An Lexuan whispered this sentence softly. He couldn't even believe what Xie Hongling said. What he was afraid of was Nan Keyi Meng. After waking up, he was still a paralyzed cripple, and could only lie motionless on the bed .He asked uncertainly, "Can I stand up now?"

"Okay, you can be as free as before again." Xie Hongling couldn't suppress the joy in his heart. An Lexuan's bone marrow transplant was successful, and he was the happiest one.Because he hit a new high.Master, this apprentice has lived up to your expectations. Don't worry, I will pass on Bodhizhai forever.His mood at this moment is the same as when he rescued Xiyin and Xiaoqianyou back then, it's just as touching, and it's also just as tense that every hair on his body is tense.

At this moment, An Lexuan grinned and realized that he was happy, and his eyes disappeared from An Haotian, thinking that he would be the first person he saw when he woke up, but in the end only Xie Hongling was by his side. "Where did Haotian go?" Maybe he was lazy because he was tired after taking care of himself for too long.

Xie Hongling's face darkened in an instant, and he didn't know whether he should tell the person in front of him that his freedom was bought with another life.

Seeing that he didn't speak, An Lexuan felt a little uneasiness in his heart. This uneasiness slowly spread from the bottom of his heart to his fingertips. His slender fingers could not move except for a little movement. "Hongling, did Haotian go to rest because he was too tired?" He pointedly stared at Xie Hongling, hoping that he could confirm his guess.

However, Xie Hongling still didn't speak.Because he couldn't bear to look at his expression, he put his eyes on the treetops outside the window, and watched silently.He has always firmly believed that patients have the right to know everything about themselves, but facing An Lexuan, he couldn't say that that person would trade his life for his freedom.

"What's wrong with him?" The premonition in An Lexuan's heart became stronger and stronger, he wanted to get up, but he couldn't move, so he could only look at Xie Hongling helplessly, and his voice became more urgent. "Tell me what happened to him? Red Zero, please tell me."

It took a long time to hear Xie Hongling's deep and somewhat unusual voice, which made Jinsu feel the pressure. "In this matter, no one is right or wrong, it is all willing."

An Lexuan seemed to understand something, but also seemed to understand nothing, the panic in his eyes betrayed the calmness he pretended on his face.He asked incredulously, "What did you say?"

Xie Hongling has always believed that every patient has the right to know everything about himself, even if the truth is so cruel that it is hard to bear it.But at this moment, he didn't have the courage to tell An Lexuan.After a long time, he casually took out the wooden wheelchair beside him, got up and carried An Lexuan to the wheelchair, and pushed him to go out. "Go and see for yourself!"

An Lexuan resisted instinctively, and his cheeks that were not much blood turned pale even more. He said, "I won't go, Hong Ling, can you let him come to see me? I beg you. Let him come to see me."

Xie Hongling's footsteps paused, finally got it, but was about to lose it, he began to sympathize with An Lexuan, but also envied An Lexuan.At least he was luckier than himself. "There are some things that you need to solve by yourself. What's the use of blindly escaping? Didn't you hurt others and yourself in the end?"

Xie Hongling's words made An Lexuan quiet down, yes, what he said was, what's the use of escaping?

When he saw An Haotian standing intact in the small courtyard, the joy in his heart was beyond words. He just said softly: "You are fine, that's great." It fell down from the corner of his eyes, he couldn't imagine the grief he felt just now.He said: "I knew that Brother Wang would not lie to me. He never lied to me since I was a child."

An Haotian looked at the person in the wheelchair with mixed emotions in his heart. After all, he walked over, stretched out his hand to gently caress the teary cheek, and kept wiping the tears on his face with the temperature of his fingertips, but the more Rub more.

Slowly, lightly, bit by bit, the fingers traced that cheek in detail, as if looking at a rare treasure.Can't put it down. "Brother Wang is also very happy to see you awake."

An Lexuan looked at the person in front of him. From those weather-beaten eyes, he saw joy, helplessness, and reluctance. Suddenly, he had the illusion that the person in front of him would disappear in the next second. in front of myself.I want to reach out and hold the hands that are walking on my face, but I can't move a little bit, so I can only ask tentatively with a worried face: "Can we be together forever?" Why do you have such a look in your eyes? complex?It's so complicated that I can't figure it out.

forever?How far is forever?An Haotian's hand paused for a moment, then slowly retracted, his left hand covered his right index finger, and lightly scrubbed the top-quality purple jade, which was the symbol of An Guo's supreme power and the responsibility of An Guo.

Originally I thought that I could put aside everything and be with him, but I couldn't match the sincerity of that person's few words. He won the world, but he will lose him in the end. Is there really no way to have both in this world?

Taking a step back, An Haotian gently closed his eyes. He heard his own voice so soft that he thought it was an illusion. "sorry!"

He has said these three words to him many times, and he has only said them to him in this life.No one knows how much bitterness and helplessness these three words contain, how much unwillingness and reluctance they contain.

"What do you mean by sorry?" An Lexuan's eyes suddenly fell on the index finger of his right hand, and suddenly he understood everything, he understood everything about his sorry.

What do you say to leave everything behind and stay with yourself, what do you say to hold your hand and grow old together?Saying the oath of everlasting, after all, it can't match a prosperous country.It was just a product of this person's whim, and the ridiculous thing is that he really took it seriously like that, thinking that in his heart, he was more important than the country, and he was more important than that high-ranking person.But I never thought that everything was just my own wishful thinking.

"So, are you going back now?" An Lexuan sighed and regained his composure, but his heart felt like a knife.If you know this is the ending from the beginning, then you won't be so desperately looking forward to it and then lose all the rest.Throwing him into the clouds again and again, and throwing him into the dark abyss, such an extreme feeling made him suffocate.