Jinsu Liuguang Lightly Worrying about the Years

"I have no choice, Le Xuan. I also want to stay together with you and live the life of the two of us, but I can't." An Haotian is also in great pain. Could it be that he is really destined to miss Le Xuan?I once thought that I lost him, but I didn't expect that God would give him to me again. Just when I decided to leave everything behind, I made this arrangement so that I had to leave him.

An Lexuan's bitter smile made people feel distressed. "Yeah, you always have your own last resort."

An Haotian couldn't bear to look at his expression, so he turned his back on him. "An Guo has fallen into an unprecedented disaster because of me, and I can no longer abandon them because of my own self-interest."

"So, you're leaving?" He was the one who pulled himself into his arms, and he's the one who pushed himself away now?Who swore at the beginning that this life would never be a burden, and it turns out that the eternal shelf life is so short?After singing all the joys and sorrows, is this drama over now?He smiled lightly, full of sarcasm, he laughed at his innocence, his self-righteousness, and the cruelty of the man in front of him.

"Lexuan, listen to me!" An Haotian felt anxious, stepped forward and squatted in front of An Lexuan, and reached out to grab that arm. "There is a way to get the best of both worlds. You and I don't have to separate."

"You pretend to be thousands of miles away, so what am I?" An Lexuan smiled even more sadly.The world is safe and secure?

"No, Lexuan, you are thousands of times stronger than Jiangshan in my heart, but I also have my own difficulties, do you know how much I want to be with you in this life?"

"Then you pull it out." An Lexuan looked straight at the purple jade, which represented power, represented status, and of course, also represented killing.

"Lexuan, why can't you think about it for me? If you really want to be with me, where is it different?" An Lexuan's stubborn temper annoyed An Haotian very much. That's why he was sent to Anguo in a fit of anger.

An Lexuan did not expect that at this moment, he would still doubt his sincerity. This time, he was not disappointed, but completely desperate.He said in a cold voice: "Differences are different and we don't conspire with each other, you and I should never meet again in this life."

If he had known that it would end in such a tragedy, he would rather not be tempted from the beginning. It would be better to miss him when he met him. If he hadn't bothered him again, would he be a cool wanderer now?Occasionally play back the memory in your mind in the dead of night?

"What did you say?" An Haotian looked at the indifferent face in disbelief, shook his body, and sat on the ground, in a state of embarrassment.An Lexuan's words were like a steel needle piercing his heart, and the pain spread from his chest to his whole body.

An Lexuan looked directly into those eyes, expressionless, and said word by word: "You and I. We will never see each other. This will not increase the unhappiness in vain." After saying a word, his heart felt like bleeding. Feel.It's like someone holding a knife and slashing your heart one by one, each cut is deeper than one cut.

An Haotian only felt that the world had collapsed in an instant. He looked at the person in the wheelchair and closed his eyes. His expression seemed to be bored to look at himself more.He murmured: "Why? You and I have to face each other in this way?

Why?I don't want to be disappointed or even despaired again and again when I'm full of hope. I don't want to see you step by step on the road of the murderous demon king. I don't want to end up with only a mottled palace gate.I don't need sympathy and pity. When I see me in a mess, I will show you kindness, and when I feel warm, I will withdraw, leaving me alone in the same place, eagerly looking forward to your return.

It was as if everything had come back to the original point. He ignored all opposition and became the top ten thousand people. He was alone on a tall building with no one to accompany him. The old him was no longer by his side. Only at this time did he really feel the feeling of being overwhelmed by the heights. .

And now, he still hates him to the bone.

"Lexuan, take me back!"

Hearing what An Lexuan said, An Haotian raised his head, but his tired eyes fell on him for the last time.

Xie Hongling, who watched the two quietly from the beginning to the end, acted as if he had never heard what An Lexuan said. He watched them go from the joy of reunion at the beginning to the entanglement of separation now, and watched their expressions change according to his mood. One after another, he just watched quietly like this, without speaking or leaving.

An Lexuan didn't care, just because he didn't care about anything anymore, including himself, who could let go so easily, so what else did he care about?He laughed softly, and said in a joking tone: "As the saying goes, helping people to the end and sending the Buddha to the west. I have helped so many things before, but this time I even agreed to such a small request?"

If I help you, who will help me?The people in my heart, the things in my heart, who will help me?Xie Hongling finally moved. He stretched out his hand to turn the wheelchair, took a look at An Haotian, and then slowly moved towards An Lexuan's room.Only the once stalwart man was left lying alone in the desolate patch of grass.

Entering the room, Xie Hongling hugged An Lexuan to the soft couch, and while covering him with the quilt, said: "There is a plan for the best of both worlds between you and him, why do you have to be so persistent? Up to now, both sides have suffered a loss?"

An Lexuan's face was indifferent, as if the matter he was talking about was not his. "That imperial palace looks rich but in fact it's ruthless. It's easy to hide a spear and it's hard to defend against it. If I go back with him now, maybe I will become a bargaining chip for others to threaten him. Moreover, it's like a prison, and the people inside Like a bird in a cage, where is the freedom? That's not the life I want."

"Isn't it the most important thing for two people to be together? You should believe that he has the ability to protect you." If it were him, Xie Hongling, he would follow him to the ends of the earth desperately.He stretched out his hand to stir up the charcoal fire that had just been lit next to his hand.

The four seasons of Bodhizhai did not use charcoal fire, but because An Lexuan was injured and had just received treatment, his body could not feel the slightest chill, so Xie Hongling personally burned charcoal.

"What I want is unique, but he can't afford it." He has the world in his heart, how can he fully contain himself?After going through those things, An Lexuan's character has long been honed, and the intrigues in the officialdom are naturally not as comfortable as picking chrysanthemums!

"I didn't expect your possessive desire to be so strong." An Lexuan gave Xie Hongling the feeling that he didn't care about anything, but he ignored one thing, that is love.

He wanted to tell the truth to the person in front of him, but An Haotian's words echoed in his ears again. "It's a choice. I'd rather he remember and hate me for the rest of his life than let him live in guilt for the rest of his life. Even if it's unfair to the elder brother, I think he thinks the same way, so he died for both of us."