I'm going crazy and I'm green

The new wind outside the house was beating against the window, and it was also beating hard on my heart.

Shen Miao upholds the attitude of not saying anything rude, and he is always embarrassed when talking about romantic affairs.I used to like his shy and unspeakable appearance the most, but now I only feel that the pain and embarrassment have been prolonged.

He said: "The young master misunderstood the last time in front of the Jin Pavilion, it was Shen's fault."

"Last...last time?" I faintly felt something was wrong.

Shen Miao paused for a moment, then continued: "My son and I... and Brother Liu are just friends with each other through literature, and have no other relationship. Please don't worry about it, young master."

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What kind of nonsense... It's more realistic for me to eat Guozijian's sacrificial wine than Liu Chao's "literary friendship" with others!

And... Although the fact that Shen Miao and Liu Chao haven't gotten too close made me feel a little relieved, why did he explain it to me specially!

I suppressed the collapse in my heart, and said obediently: "Brother Shen, what am I worried about?"

Shen Miao, who thought he could go as far as he wanted, seemed to have collapsed, so he could only say, "Young master, please don't worry, I had no intention of intervening in the matter between you and Brother Liu, and that encounter was also accidental. You don't need to waste time. I circle around."

"I...what's the matter with Liu Chao!?" I completely broke down.

Seeing that I was silent, Shen Chao thought I was a child who was ashamed and angry when his mind was pierced: "Don't worry, I will definitely not tell anyone else about this matter."

I really want to shake Shen Miao's shoulder and shout: "I'm not! I don't! I only have you in my heart, how can I fall in love with Liu Chao so heartlessly!"

But I can't, I want to maintain my soft, crying image.

So I adjusted my mentality and said aggrievedly: "Brother Shen, did Liu Chao say something nonsense to you?"

I reckoned that my emotions were particularly good. Seeing me like this, Shen Miao immediately panicked, and said honestly: "This... Brother Liu said that you should be young at heart, and you have admiration for him, so that I got jealous in Zhuijin Pavilion, just now I was about to enter the Imperial College and come to my side."

He educated me again in an elder-like tone: "I wanted to explain clearly to the young master that studying in the Imperial College is the most important thing, and don't miss your homework because of me."

I……

I, Yu Jiayan, are going to break into the general's mansion at night today, tear Liu Chao's dog's mouth, and see if he dares to bark indiscriminately in the future.

Before today, although I tried my best to prevent them from contacting each other, I never said a bad word about Liu Chao to Shen Miao.After all, there is no big difference between me and Liu Chao.It is best for the three of us to live in peace in this life. As for the resentment, hatred, disappointment and suspicion in the previous life, it is enough for me to see it alone.

But now that Liu Chao is not benevolent, I don't want righteousness anymore!

"How could I admire Liu Chao!" I was angry and ashamed: "Brother Shen, you don't know. Liu Chao has been bullying me since he was a child. Not only is his brain "crashing", but his stomach is also full of bad water. Taking advantage of his seniority, he deceived me around. The last time I met Big Brother Shen, it was because he bullied me that I ran out in a fit of anger and lost my way."

Shen Miao was obviously greatly shocked, after all, Liu Chao was really good at pretending to be a gentleman at this time.

I continued to explain: "I love to be by Brother Shen's side because I met that time in the east of the city, and I know that Brother Shen is a good person whom even strangers care about, so I don't want you to be bullied by Liu Chao!"

I couldn't help but wow my own improvisation.

My sweetheart Shen Miao was a little confused by the different rhetoric, his surprised look made me want to pounce on him and grab his lapel and kiss him fiercely.

Realizing that my heart will always be agitated in front of Shen Miao, I plan to be more ruthless and block the way back.

I said to Shen Miao: "Besides, I don't like men either. I will marry a woman who is as good-looking as my mother, but not as fierce as her."

I seemed to see the princess mother rushing angrily with her skirt in hand, and I heard the voice of the villain in my heart who was familiar with "Longyang Yishi" and "Pinhuabaojian" crashing his head against the south wall to death.

Maybe Shen Miao didn't fully believe it yet, but he apologized first: "I was thinking about it, and I hope you don't take it to heart."

I quickly said: "No, no, no, if Brother Shen is not so open-minded, I don't know how long it will take for this misunderstanding to be resolved."

It would be great if Shen Miao believed my explanation.If you really think that I really like Liu Chao, it doesn't matter.According to me, a young scholar who knows how to be polite, I will take the initiative to avoid suspicion and distance myself from Liu Chao.Except for the four words "I like Liu Chao" which sound like goosebumps all over my body, no matter how I think about it, it's a business that only makes money but doesn't lose.

I ate dinner with Shen Miao's beauty, my whole body was warm, and when I walked out of the gate of Zhuijin Pavilion, I realized that it was snowing outside again.

Shen Miao said goodbye to me, and was about to get into his dilapidated carriage, I said distressedly, "Brother Shen, I'll ask someone to take you back. That car looks like it's drafty, it's so cold sitting there."

Shen Miao's smile seemed to fade a bit, he waved his hand and rejected me, said goodbye, got in the car and left.

I stood in the snow at a loss, I don't know why the atmosphere suddenly changed, and finally I was coaxed into the carriage by Wan Yue.

The wheels of the car made a "creaking" sound on the snow, and Wan Yue swept the snow off my clothes for me, and said reproachfully and distressedly: "Little master, what you said just now made Mr. Shen so embarrassing!" .”

I raised my head to look at Wanyue.

Wan Yue said: "Young master, you said that Mr. Shen's father died early, and he lived in poverty alone in Beijing. We know what you said just now is because of the kindness of the young master, but to Mr. Shen, it's not like poking your heart out to say that you are poor. Is it?"

is... is it...

In this case, I said a lot in my previous life, and I thought Shen Miao's yard was too small countless times, so I wanted to build another house for him.

It turns out that what I thought I cared about, in the eyes of others, are all words spoken from the bottom of my heart.

My broken mouth.

*It is not Koyanagi who is in the overhead history who is really familiar with "Pin Hua Bao Jian", but Kaqiu Benqiu

*Xiao Shen is not perfect, and it hurts to lose face.

*Xiao Liu didn't lie, she really thought of herself as a flower, and Xiao Yu fell in love with him when she saw her.