I'm going crazy and I'm green

I'm a scumbag, and I did everything in my power to kill Lao Gong.However, the sky is closed, and the disaster will remain for thousands of years.I jumped into the river in grief and anger, but I jumped back to a few years ago. The family is harmonious, rich and powerful, and the people are so good that I want to pry open the head of the thief to see what is inside.Only I am no longer myself.The former "I" stood in the way, showing a familiar smile.