Unforgivable

Nan Shu has been very honest these days, and there is no need for Nan Che to ask him for leave, but Nan Che still finds it very strange, because he can never find Nan Shu when there is no class.

He had been to Nanshu's dormitory, and Song Zhi told him that Nanshu hadn't come back every night recently.

Walking out of the dormitory, Nan Che called Nan Shu, but no one answered. He looked at the previous chat records with Nan Shu, and there was only one possibility he could think of, except where Shi Zhiyuan was, he couldn't think of anything else.

The villa in Shili'an looked the same as usual. Nan Shu walked in with the vegetables and other supplies he had just bought. When he reached the living room, he glanced at the room on the second floor. It had been an hour since the yam porridge was ready.

Bringing the porridge to the room, Nan Shu saw Shi Zhiyuan cast a look of hatred, he walked over, put the steaming porridge on the table in front of him, and said softly: "Brother, I can finally Make the porridge, try it."

"How courageous." Shi Zhiyuan's eyes seemed to kill him, "You lied to me?"

Nan Shu could clearly see the emotion in his eyes, knowing that Shi Zhiyuan had no love for him now, after a few seconds of silence, he smiled, so gentle: "I don't, look, I do Well, porridge, it's so hard to learn..."

"You think I'll eat what you make?"

"Ah." An annoyed expression appeared on Nan Shu's face, "Then what should I do, you don't want to eat for several days."

Shi Zhiyuan frowned, and the anger in his eyes was about to spurt out: "Don't play dumb here, my company still has a lot of things to do, unlike you who depend on others all your life, I don't have time to play with you here!"

Nan Shu's eyes drooped, and he helped him stir the hot porridge: "Brother, would you like to eat a little?"

Shi Zhiyuan ignored him and began to struggle slightly. There was a deep red mark on his wrist, which looked shocking.

Nan Shu's eyes stopped there, his face sank, he held his arm, and said, "Don't move."

Shi Zhiyuan leaned back, wanting to stay away from his touch, but he fell to the ground with the bench. He hadn't eaten well these days, and this fall directly made him dizzy, and he lost the ability to struggle. strength.

He was panting weakly, very embarrassed, never before, Nan Shu saw all his embarrassment these days.

Nan Shu touched his forehead with his hands, his eyes were full of unbearable: "You know I won't hurt you."

He slowly let go of Shi Zhiyuan, just as he was about to raise his hand to touch it, but was slammed open, Nan Shu watched him staggering towards the door, the doorknob couldn't be pulled no matter what.

"Nan Shu..." Shi Zhiyuan had a stomach problem, and the pain made him unable to stand still, but he still held on, unwilling to show weakness in front of Nan Shu, he gritted his teeth, "You are so fucking crazy! "

Nan Shu stood on the spot and looked at him quietly, and said in a flat tone, "Just think I'm crazy."

The colic caused Shi Zhiyuan to kneel on one knee. His face was pale, and the red marks on his wrists could not be ignored. Nan Shu stepped forward and gently hugged him. Shi Zhiyuan began to struggle violently. Not enough strength to push it away at all.

Nan Shu led him to the bed step by step, Shi Zhiyuan shouted: "Let me go!"

Knowing that it was futile, Shi Zhiyuan raised his hand suddenly, and punched him hard on the unhealed wound. Nan Shu frowned and looked down at him: "If you kill me, who will cook for you?"

"I need you to do this for me?!"

Nan Shu put him on the bed, held him down, bent down, and the two of them were very close: "Do you need it, I am the only one who can take care of you now, brother, just be good."

Shi Zhiyuan was really exhausted, lying on his side on the bed and covering his stomach, Nan Shu brought over the still hot porridge and wanted to feed him, but Shi Zhiyuan didn't even turn his head.

Nan Shu looked at his profile: "Do you still want me to tie you up?"

"you dare!"

"You can try."

"...What exactly do you want?" Shi Zhiyuan was a little emotionally broken, and suddenly sat up and pulled his collar, "You will only make me hate you more and more."

Nan Shu smiled: "I just want you to eat well."

In the end, under his threat, Shi Zhiyuan drank a bowl of porridge, and Nan Shu went to fill the second bowl. Seeing that Shi Zhiyuan was satisfied after drinking all of it, he went to the cabinet under the TV and took out the medical kit , Shi Zhiyuan put his hand under the quilt, turning a blind eye to him.

Nan Shu said: "The medicine will heal quickly."

Shi Zhiyuan turned his back to him: "Who do you thank?"

"Well, blame me." Nan Shu held a cotton swab in his right hand and reached into the quilt, "Brother, as long as you don't run away, I won't do anything to you."

His hand was held, Shi Zhiyuan couldn't shake it off, he took a deep breath: "Nan Shu, you can't lock me up forever."

"I know."

"So what's the point of your doing this?" Shi Zhiyuan paused, "It's impossible for us to be like before."

Nan Shu's five fingers rubbed the back of his hand, bowed his head in silence for a while, and pulled his arm out forcefully.He moved lightly, afraid of hurting Shi Zhiyuan, after wiping, he blew lightly, just like Zhiyuan rubbing medicine on him when he broke his knee when he was a child.

Shi Zhiyuan's wrist was seriously injured, it was too red, Nan Shu held his two hands, and kept looking down, slowly, Shi Zhiyuan noticed that he was trembling slightly.

The corners of his mouth were tense, as if he was holding back his emotions. Suddenly, a hot tear fell on the back of his hand without warning. Nam-soo is crying for something.

Nan Shu didn't let go of his hand, but put it on his lips and kissed it. With a suppressed voice, he said, "...I'm sorry."

The warm touch of his lips was like the tears just now, which made his heart tremble, Shi Zhiyuan's eyes flickered, he withdrew his hand, and turned his head away from him.

Listening to Nan Shu crying softly, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he couldn't tell what it was like, it was too messy and complicated, all the emotions were knotted in his brain, and he couldn't sort it out.

"I'm sorry..." Nanshu said, "I don't want to hurt you, brother, don't leave me."

Shi Zhiyuan had a sore throat, closed his eyes, and said, "You know the answer."

No one spoke again, and both of them calmed down for a while. Nan Shu took gauze and wrapped it around his wrist a few times, and then brought medicine to feed him.

Shi Zhiyuan hasn't had a good rest in the past few days. After taking the medicine, he feels drowsy, and finally sleeps soundly.Nan Shu straightened his messy hair, looked at his face with a sad look in his eyes.

The sleeping elder brother will not look at him with that disgusting look, the sleeping elder brother is very good, and will not think about running away from him.

He locked the doors and windows and took a taxi back to the school. Before he got out of the car, he saw the conspicuous car at the school gate. Sure enough, after seeing him, Xu Ming also got out of the car and strode towards him.

Xu Ming unbuttoned his suit jacket, and walked quickly, as if carrying the wind. His face was full of ruthlessness, and he grabbed Nan Shu's collar, and the words he said seemed to be grated between his teeth: " What about others?"

Nan Shu was pushed back a few steps by him, looked up and saw his eyes, suddenly smiled, and said provocatively: "Didn't you guard him very strictly? Why, didn't you watch?"

Xu Ming shouted, "Don't fucking talk nonsense, where the hell is he!"

Nan Shu opened his hand, straightened his clothes, and said slowly, "Why should I tell you?"

Xu Ming looked at him for a few seconds, then laughed: "No wonder he hates you so much, your face is really hard to like."

There were a lot of people staying around, all watching this scene and whispering, after Xu Ming finished speaking, Nan Shu's expression froze for a moment, his eyes turned cold, and he asked, "In what capacity do you ask me to ask for someone? "

"Lover? Lover? Or are you unwilling to be "friends" for so many years?"

Xu Ming shook his head, the corners of his lips curled up, and his words were filled with disdain: "Listen, the murderer's son is talking about his identity with me."

"I think you should be very concerned, after all, this is the reason why he will never forgive you for the rest of his life." Xu Ming looked at him, "Don't care about my identity, anyway, it is impossible for you to return to him."

"...Nanshu?"

During the stalemate, a voice came from the crowd, and Nan Che looked at the two people who were not looking well in doubt: "What's going on?"

Xu Ming approached Nan Shu and lowered his voice: "You'd better send him back unharmed, if you don't want to eat in prison."

"who's that person?"

Xu Ming had already left, Nan Shu turned around and entered the school gate, and replied as he walked, "I'm not familiar with you."

Nan Che sighed: "Where have you been these few days? I haven't been able to contact you. Do you know how worried I am about you?"

Seeing that he didn't speak, Nan Che pulled him back with a sullen face, as if he was scolding a disobedient child: "I know I shouldn't ask, but you also know whether what you are doing is meaningful, Nan Shu, look forward, Go forward and let yourself go, isn't it good?"

Nan Shu's eyes were dim, and he repeated: "Let it go?"

He murmured: "Can you let this never happen?"

Nan Che frowned: "That's not your fault!"

"Then why didn't he forgive me?"

The moment his father committed a crime, he received all kinds of stares. Many people told him that it was not his fault, but he did not understand why Shi Zhiyuan still left him behind. , why hate him to the bone, why can't he be forgiven no matter what he does?

Nan Che had nothing to say to his questioning.

In the eyes of outsiders, he is innocent.

But in Shi Zhiyuan's view, he is Nan Jianming's son, and this is an unforgivable sin in his life.