Unforgivable

It was close to eleven o'clock in the evening when Nan Shu returned to Shili'an. When he opened the bedroom door, he saw the food all over the place, and the broken glass was everywhere. It was a mess.He saw Shi Zhiyuan curled up in a corner of the sofa, looking at the night outside, and didn't turn his head when he heard the sound.

"Why don't you eat? Do you know that you have a bad stomach?"

Shi Zhiyuan's eyes were empty, like a body without a pulse, and his whole face was bloodless.

Seeing that he ignored him, Nan Shu put the things in his hand on the table, stepped forward and picked him up.Only then did Shi Zhiyuan react. He punched Nan Shu one after another, with a hoarse voice: "...don't touch me!"

"I won't touch you after I finish the meal." Nan Shu put him on the bed, turned around and brought out the delicate meal, "Look, it's the one you like to eat, I've been waiting for it for a long time—"

Before he finished speaking, the rice in his hand fell heavily to the ground, the vegetables and soup spilled all over the floor, and the room was filled with the smell of food.

Shi Zhiyuan looked at him, and said coldly: "If you have the ability, you can imprison me for the rest of your life, and you will be happy to collect my body when the time comes, right?"

very quiet.

After a while, Nan Shu raised his head, his eyes were red, his eyes sank little by little, and sank into the bottomless abyss, he lost his smile, like a puppet who lost his mind, he threw Shi Zhiyuan heavily on the bed.

Shi Zhiyuan had never seen him like this before, he seemed to be surrounded by evil spirits, and said in surprise: "...What are you doing?!"

"You're right, brother." Nan Shu pressed him down, his voice was emotionless, "I won't let you go, let's die here together, do you think anyone will collect the corpse for us? But in the end Well, let's just be a pair of wild ghosts, you are not allowed to leave me for reincarnation."

Shi Zhiyuan couldn't bear it anymore, and yelled: "You are so fucking hopeless!"

The corners of Nan Shu's lips curled up. At this time, his eyes were full of love, and he gently stroked Shi Zhiyuan's hair, his thin jaw, and his soft and slightly parted lips. His fingers stayed between his lips and teeth. for a long time.

Seeing his gaze gradually replaced by lust, Shi Zhiyuan's heart tightened suddenly, and he couldn't believe it: "You—"

His words could no longer be spoken.

……

Nan Shu lowered his head and kissed him with great force, not giving him a chance to breathe. He bit his lips, but he was afraid of hurting him. Both of them were breathing heavily. He greedily wanted Asking, wanting to capture, not allowing Shi Zhiyuan to hide, he kissed very deeply, fiercely out of control, but it would slow down after a while, as if suppressed for a long time, this kiss lasted for 10 minutes.

Shi Zhiyuan was powerless to resist.

After Nan Shu's lips finally left, Shi Zhiyuan breathed heavily, his face was ruddy, ashamed and angry: "Nan Shu! You are the same person as your father!"

While speaking, Nan Shu had already taken off his clothes, and the fiery kiss made Shi Zhiyuan tremble all over, and raised his leg to kick him: "Do you know what you are doing?!"

But gradually, he couldn't say anything, whether he was irritated or because of other reasons, a tear fell from the corner of Shi Zhiyuan's eye, he closed his eyes, and opened his lips uncontrollably.

Nan Shu's movements were gentle, but his mouth was the opposite. Shi Zhiyuan couldn't move, and with a hoarse voice, he said with difficulty: "You are the same person as your father..."

"The same pervert, the same incompetence... Nan Shu, do you want to follow your father's old path so much?"

Nan Shu stood up and looked at him with a blushing face: "Brother, don't you like it?"

Shi Zhiyuan struggled angrily, but when he opened his eyes, he saw that his clothes had also taken off, and he was at a loss, "Nan Shu..."

It's just that Nan Shu's eyes were red, like a wild beast that has been freed after being imprisoned for a long time, everything can't be stopped.

Shi Zhiyuan felt his body being torn apart, Nan Shu hugged him and kissed him constantly, trying to ease his pain, he murmured: "Brother, I love you, I love you..."

Shi Zhiyuan no longer struggled.

The moonlight outside the window was so deep, she slipped in through the curtains, spying on this scene that wasn't really warm.

Their bodies are so close and fit together, but their hearts are far away.

Nan Shu kissed him, breathing intertwinedly, his kiss was no longer fierce, but frantic, obviously he already had Shi Zhiyuan, but he didn't seem to know what to do, his hand was protecting Shi Zhiyuan's Head, and buried his face in the crescent of his neck.

Shi Zhiyuan felt warmth in his neck.

Nan Shu cried.

When Shi Zhiyuan was hugged by him, he heard him cry and said, "Brother, tell me, what should I do to forgive me?"

There was a trace of bewilderment in Shi Zhiyuan's eyes.

forgive?Forgive whom?Who will forgive?

Who committed the great crime?is it him?Is it this younger brother who is robbing him of all his breathing senses and wants to die together?

Shi Zhiyuan closed his eyes as if he recognized it, his heart was ashamed.

forgive.

Does he fit?

Nanshu suddenly stopped going to class.

When the teacher contacted Nan Che, he said a lot, saying that Nan Shu did not perform well in class, did not actively participate in activities, and did not take the initiative to communicate with others. As one of the famous schools, University A, although the management is not particularly strict, students are never allowed to To this extent, if Nan Shu still maintains such an attitude, the school will consider expulsion.

He went to the dormitory and ran away again, but Song Zhi told him that Nan Shu came back yesterday and took a small box away.He brought few things in the first place, and now there are only some study materials on the table, and even the group photo is gone.

Nan Che felt bad, so he called Nan Shu, but there was no answer. He took a taxi to Shi Zhiyuan's house, and after searching for a long time, he found the place where Shi Zhiyuan lived. There was no one in the yard. There was no sound even after knocking on the door.

In desperation, he had no choice but to go to Shi Zhiyuan's company, and took the elevator to the office area. The atmosphere was oppressively quiet. Everyone was busy with their work at their workstations, and the sound of typing on the keyboard kept ringing in his ears. Nan Che stood at the door for a few minutes, trying to grab an employee to ask, when he suddenly heard a roar from the office: "What does the finance department do? Can't you handle such a small matter? "Not limited to" appears in the contract. These three words have become the overlord clause, who will bear the loss if the other party is unwilling to cooperate with us? Has Sheng Zehua seriously led his employees? If you don’t want to do it, let him get out of here today!”

He was in the office, but the people outside didn't even dare to breathe, but Nan Che heard that it was not Shi Zhiyuan's voice, and seeing that no one cared about him, he walked in slowly.

The door of the office was closed, and the curtains were not drawn tightly. Nan Che saw the man who confronted Nan Shu at the school gate that day, and his face was full of anger. There was a person standing opposite him, who seemed to be an assistant.

"Go and find out who made this contract, fire him immediately, and deduct Sheng Zehua's salary and bonus for two months!"

After Xu Ming finished speaking, he waved to his assistant, turned around and saw Nan Che standing outside the door, and was taken aback for a moment. Nan Che went in and closed the door. Xu Ming was a little surprised by his appearance: "Who are you?"

Seeing the way he trained the employees just now, Nan Che guessed that his status in Shi Zhiyuan's company should not be low, and he must be the person his father said had been helping Shi Zhiyuan all the time.

Nan Che didn't allow himself to think too much, and replied, "Nan Che, Nan Shu's elder brother."

Xu Ming paused for a while, then narrowed his eyes: "Is there something wrong?"

Nan Che got straight to the point and said, "I found Zhiyuan when I was looking for it."

Xu Ming laughed suddenly, Nan Che looked at him inexplicably, and heard him say: "You have to ask your dear brother about this."

"……What's the meaning?"

Xu Ming's eyes darkened, and he laughed mockingly: "Tell Nan Shu that I didn't choose to do it because of Shi Zhiyuan's face. If he doesn't send Shi Zhiyuan back, I will let him die in the next life." It won't be easy."

In the evening, Nan Che finally called Nan Shu, and when he learned what Nan Shu had done, he was so angry that he couldn't hold back the fire, and shouted at him: "Nan Shu, what on earth are you trying to do!"

"You want to go back to City A like crazy. Have you forgotten how you came here in high school in order to be admitted to University A? Don't you cherish it at all? Also, where is Shi Zhiyuan? What did you do to him? gone?"

It was very quiet on the phone, only the siren of the vehicle, Nan Shu kept silent, Nan Che rubbed his eyebrows, calmed down, and said: "...Where are you, I will find you."

City A is too big, and it has been an hour since I found Nan Shu. Nan Che was panting, and he was relieved when he saw his figure. I don't know how long I've been here.

Nan Shu didn't look at him as if he noticed someone approaching, his eyes were full of nostalgia, and seemed to be trapped in endless memories.

"He used to like to come to this place the most. There are many things he likes to eat here."

Nan Che looked at him helplessly: "Nan Shu, no matter what you did, stop it...it's still too late."

The corner of Nan Shu's mouth was rippling with a smile, as if he didn't hear it, he just said to himself: "He will come here after picking me up from school. Look, the Japanese restaurant is still there."

Nan Shu pointed him in the direction: "My brother often took me there when I was young, and the boss there knew us, but I went there last time, so sad, the boss doesn't remember me anymore."

"He's a picky eater, but I've never noticed it." Nan Shu smiled bitterly, "He doesn't seem to like the food I cook now, and he eats very little every time. I can't do anything about it."

"I went to buy the Spanish dishes he likes. I don't know if he doesn't like them, so I smashed them to the ground. I bought the ingredients and learned how to make them myself. I failed several times." Nan Shu Staring at his hand, which was bruised by oil, he murmured, "I finally made a decent dish, but he threw it away. I think he really didn't like it, but at that time He only loves that dish, which makes me think it will never change."

"Why do people grow up?" He wasn't asking Nan Che, and he didn't know who he was asking, and he didn't know what kind of answer was the best answer to this question. Can't hear clearly, "If we don't grow up, some things won't change, and some people won't leave us, right?"

Nan Che saw that his state was abnormal, very much like the time when he first went to City C, his calmness after going crazy was terrifying, like a pool of stagnant water, like a pool of mud.

"Nanshu, don't think about it anymore..."

Nan Che felt flustered. He didn't know how to comfort Nan Shu. During the five years in City C, he tried to get Nan Shu to open up to him, but every time he was doing nothing. Here, in Nanshu's world, Shi Zhiyuan occupied his entire sky.

He has done a lot, but there is nothing he can do.

"I'm sorry, Nan Che." Nan Shu said, "I always remember those years in City C, because it was the only five years when he was not by my side. I know how good you are to me, so I'm sorry."

"It was my luck, thinking that his hatred for me would fade after such a long time, and that he would miss me when I missed him. I can't believe that he who loves me so much can actually be cruel. Make up your mind not to want me, I don't want to see him treat others so well, those things belonged to me once."

"When I was young, the coffee shop held an event. My brother bought a limited edition brown bear and gave it to me." Nan Shu finally turned to look at him and smiled at him.

"I imprisoned the brown bear my brother gave me."

"Just as I imprison him now."

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