lover's self-cultivation

"Sister Weng, there is no problem after clearing these items." Entering autumn, the weather in the Shanghai market is gradually getting cooler, and the wind is also bitingly chilly.Standing by the pier, Weng Linran was wearing a thin windbreaker, and the cigarette in his mouth was emitting gray mist.After hearing what her subordinates said, she nodded, took out her mobile phone and looked at the rest of today's work, but her heart was extremely bitter.

Si Xiangyan's kiss was very sweet, kissing her was like eating the sweetest candy in the world, which was satisfying.It's just that that happiness didn't last long, and was broken by the other party himself.The body was pushed away, followed by a hard slap on the face.The strength this time was unprecedented, making Weng Linran unsteady and fell directly to the ground.

There was a burning tingling at the corner of the mouth, and a brief deafness appeared in the ear.Looking at Si Xiangyan, Weng Linran suddenly felt hopeless.Up to now, I still don't have the rights to Si Xiangyan, and it was just a kiss that ended up like this.

"Why?" Although there was pain on the face, the pain in the heart was ten times heavier than *.Weng Linran stood up and asked in a low voice.She could feel that Si Xiangyan no longer hated herself as much as when she first met, and she also heard her admit that she had feelings for her.That being the case, why torture her like this?

"You're not qualified yet." Seeing Weng Linran's desperate look, Si Xiangyan felt complicated.Not only dissatisfaction with Weng Linran's offense, but also a lot of heartache and a little bit of confusion.In the past few days, she has been trying hard to persuade herself to accept Weng Linran, but this is not a simple thing to do.The forced kiss just now reduced Si Xiangyan's affection for Weng Linran by a little bit. She deliberately said things that would make him sad, and intentionally seriously hurt his heart.Seeing Weng Linran staring at him blankly, Si Xiangyan turned and went upstairs without looking back.

"Sister Weng, are you okay?"

"Huh? I'm fine." At the moment of being in a daze, Weng Linran heard the shouts from his subordinates, and replied in doubt.Subconsciously, she reached out to touch her nose, only to find that her cheeks were wet.Touching the tear stains at the corners of her eyes, she smiled awkwardly, and left in a hurry regardless of her subordinates' questioning, which could be regarded as a fled.

After getting into the car, Weng Linran drove to the hotel tonight according to the arrangement.There was a grand banquet there, and the protagonist was none other than Di Lao who was interrupted in the middle of the last meeting.Arriving at the destination, Weng Linran found that Brother Wang was waiting for him at the door, he greeted her with a smile, and led her towards the dressing room.

"Xiao Weng is here. I heard that you have been very busy recently. Thank you for your hard work."

"It's nothing, it's all I should do, when will Yanyan come?"

"Sister Si won't arrive until evening, so let the makeup artist tidy up first and dress up beautifully." Sending Weng Linran into the dressing room, Brother Wang patted her on the shoulder and walked out with a smile.But after closing the door, the smile on that face quickly collapsed and changed to worry.

"Has anyone arrived?" On the top floor of the hotel, Si Xiangyan looked at Brother Wang who came up, and asked in a low voice. There was a man in a suit standing beside him, who was the translator of Di Lao. "Well, I have taken him to the locker room according to your arrangement. Sister Si, do you think about this matter again, Xiao Weng..."

"Mr. Long." Long Wang didn't finish speaking, but the translator beside him couldn't help but speak.He smiled respectfully, but there was a hint of warning in his eyes. "Di Lao came here today just to chat with Ms. Weng. We are not robbers, and all the conditions have been negotiated. I also hope that you will not make temporary regrets, which will make everyone unhappy."

"What the hell are you? I'm talking to Sister Si, but it's not my turn yet..."

"Longwang, shut up." Seeing that the atmosphere was becoming tense, Si Xiangyan stopped it in time.

"Yes, boss, I'm sorry, I was impulsive just now." No matter how dissatisfied he was, Long Wang didn't dare to lose his temper with Si Xiangyan.Now being reprimanded, he can only bow his head and admit his mistake.

"Well, don't let the same thing happen again. Also, our Si family has always kept our word and will never do anything to regret it. I hope you will tell Di Lao." The first half of Si Xiangyan's sentence was a warning Long Wang, the one behind is obviously talking to the translator.Seeing that her face became cold and serious, the interpreter accepted her as soon as she was good, and got up to say goodbye.

"Things that rely on people's power." Seeing that the person had already walked away, Long Wang cursed in a low voice, turned his head to look at Si Xiangyan, hesitated to speak, and finally couldn't bear the confusion in his heart, and opened his mouth. "Boss, do you really plan to let Xiao Weng do that?" Long Wang thought for a long time before he came up with such a euphemistic word. After he finished speaking, Si Xiangyan frowned, waved his hand, and signaled him to go out.

"Boss, this matter..."

"Longwang, just take care of your own affairs, and don't interfere with other issues." At this point, Si Xiangyan lost the patience to continue.She supported her head and leaned on the chair, but her heart was also in a mess.She knows what the decisions she makes lead to and what she loses.But by doing this, she can return to the former Si Xiangyan.That ruthless girl who treats everyone as a tool.

"Brother Wang, why hasn't Yanyan come?" At seven o'clock in the evening, the banquet officially began.Except for Di Lao's people, almost all the people present were the big and small stewards of the Si family.Weng Linran was placed next to Di Lao as soon as he appeared on the stage, watching this fat man smiling ambiguously at him.Weng Linran couldn't help rubbing his goosebumped arm, and stiffly drank the wine toasted by the other party.

"Miss Weng, Di Lao said that you are different from the oriental women he has seen. Your appearance is outstanding, and your temperament is like a fire, burning hot, making people want to stop." Just after the banquet started, Weng Linran was caught by Di Lao. The people at one table couldn't drink a bottle of wine.She frowned, listening to Di Lao's translator crackling over there, but her heart was in a mess.

Intuition tells Weng Linran that there seems to be a hidden mystery in the banquet tonight.Si Xiangyan, who is the boss, has not come for a long time, and the members of the Si family are also gradually leaving the stage, only himself and brother Wang are still here.Visiting Brother again, he looked at the table of dishes with a sad face, barely moving a mouthful.Weng Linran felt dizzy, and his body was so weak that he had no strength.She wanted to make an excuse to go to the bathroom, but Di Lao's rough hands hugged her waist. She was so disgusted that she almost vomited out what she ate last night.

"Miss Weng, Di Lao said that you seem to be drunk, why don't you stay in the hotel to rest for the night, and he will send someone to take you back tomorrow morning." Hearing what the translator said, Weng Linran shook his head subconsciously.She struggled to get up and want to leave here.But Di Lao hugged her body forcefully and led her towards the elevator.

At this point, Weng Linran didn't care about any messy etiquette, and started to push Dicky with his hands, but he couldn't use any strength in his body.Her drinking capacity is considered good, so she won't be so drunk after just drinking so much, Weng Linran guessed that there must be something wrong with the wine she just drank. "Di Lao, there must be some misunderstanding. Sister Si hasn't come yet, it seems not good for us to leave like this. If you need, I can find other sisters to accompany you." Seeing that he was about to be pushed into the elevator, Weng Lin Ran is still making the last struggle.She hoped that Si Xiangyan would come soon, at this moment, all she could hope for was Si Xiangyan to help her.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Weng, Di Lao said that he didn't make a mistake, and the agreement was negotiated with Miss Si early in the morning. You will stay with Di Lao tonight, and all the latest models of goods will be sold to Di Lao first. Si family, you just need to stay here for one night honestly."

"Are you kidding me? I don't even know that I am so valuable." Hearing the translator's words, Weng Linran said with self-deprecation, his mind was completely blank.It never occurred to her that this would be the case in the end.Thinking that Si Xiangyan didn't pay much attention to herself these days, leaving all the work outside to her, and she didn't even need to cook three meals by herself.

Weng Linran covered his heart, only feeling the pain as if something had been dug away there.At this time, she really wanted to trust Si Xiangyan, that she didn't know about it, didn't do it on purpose, and that she was still on her way.However, when the elevator door opened, and looking at Si Xiangyan standing inside who was obviously coming down from upstairs, Weng Linran forced out a wry smile, and even had difficulty breathing.

"Yanyan." "En." Looking at Weng Linran's flushed face, and Di Lao who was hugging her.Si Xiangyan only felt that this scene was particularly dazzling, she resisted the urge to push Di Lao away, turned and left the elevator.At this moment, another hand grabbed her wrist, and she knew who it was without turning her head, but she didn't dare to turn her head.

"Is Yanyan leaving?"

"kindness."

"You're not going to take me away, are you?" Even though he already had the answer in his heart from the moment the elevator opened, Weng Linran still asked unwillingly.

"kindness."

Hearing Si Xiangyan's indifferent answer, Weng Linran smiled even more, but his brown eyes gradually lost their light.She clutched the other's wrist tightly, even though the strength in her body was gradually disappearing, she didn't want to let go of this hand.The body hurts, and the heart is more like being hollowed out and stuffed into a ball of torches.Compared with the disappointment and hopelessness before, she has fallen into the abyss called despair at this moment.

Si Xiangyan doesn't love herself, maybe she doesn't even like her, otherwise she wouldn't give herself to Di Lao for the so-called business.Weng Linran wanted to cry, but felt that there was nothing to cry about.She is to blame for everything now, and she had prepared for the worst long before she came to the Si family.It's just...it would be a hundred times better than the current situation instead of being executed by Si Xiangyan after discovering his identity?

"Aside from um, what else can you say?" Weng Linran whispered, touching Si Xiangyan's wrist with trembling hands, trying to clasp her ten fingers.

"I'm leaving." Si Xiangyan knew that Weng Linran didn't cry, but this woman who always liked to make a fuss didn't cry or make a fuss at this moment, she just held herself silently, as if she was her complete salvation.

Ruthlessly pulling Weng Linran's hand away, Si Xiangyan walked out of the hotel without looking back.The gap in the elevator is getting smaller and smaller, and her back is becoming more and more blurred.Weng Linran held his tumbling stomach, feeling pain all over his body.That sadness made her want to vomit, and she even felt that she might as well die like this, and it would be over once and for all.

"Miss Weng, you have seen the truth, please rest here for a good night, and we will send you back tomorrow." Put on the bed in the hotel, Weng Linran stared straight at the roof with empty eyes, Has lost the ability to speak.She felt that her vision was dark, but Si Xiangyan's name kept appearing in her mind.

White characters on a black background, one after another, kept repeating Si Xiangyan's name over and over again, like demons that would not stop biting her brain.When another strange weight appeared on his body, Weng Linran let Di Lao's dark and rough hands touch his legs, waist, and face.She found that she could no longer cry unconsciously thinking of Si Xiangyan like she did in the morning.It can be said that she can't even cry now.

"Yanyan..." He called Si Xiangyan softly, feeling the zipper on his skirt being unzipped, Weng Linran slowly closed his eyes.