lover's self-cultivation

"Hey, brat, what kind of fruit do you want to eat?" In the single ward, Zhong Jinlan looked at the person lying on the bed who had just hung up the phone with some dissatisfaction, and asked in a low voice.She knew very well that Zhong Jinyu did not listen to her own words and take a good rest, and was even on the phone with Si Xiangyan to discuss work matters a few seconds before she entered the door.

More than half a month has passed since the day of the accident, although Zhong Jinlan only injured his shoulder, Zhong Jinyu still insisted on letting Zhong Jinyu stay for a few more days before being discharged from the hospital.Lying on a boring hospital bed, eating and sleeping every day, Zhong Jinyu shouted in his heart thousands of times to leave this ghostly place, but in the end he lost his temper because of Zhong Jinlan's stare.

"I was just making a phone call with Sister Si." As careful as Zhong Jinyu, how could he not see that his mother was having trouble again?Seeing Zhong Jinlan peel fruit for herself with a gloomy face, and put the papaya she hated most next to the peach, if it wasn't for her physical inconvenience, she would really seem to hug this woman and give her a good look.

"You can call whoever you want, you don't need to tell me, anyway, it's your body that hurts, not mine." Hearing Zhong Jinyu's explanation, Zhong Jinlan became even more angry.She said aggrievedly, and after a while, the eyes were faintly red.In the past few days, not only Zhong Jinyu, but even she has been running between her home and the hospital.He not only needs to take care of Zhong Jinyu, but also Weng Linran.

That night, she was very relieved that Zhong Jinyu would send Weng Linran away, but after receiving a call from Si Xiangyan, she knew that things were not that easy.The two rushed to the scene quickly, and were almost too nervous to communicate normally along the way.No one knew how scared she was when she saw Zhong Jinyu lying in the car covered in blood.

She told Si Xiangyan to calm down, but she was actually telling herself.Zhong Jinyu is the person she values ​​the most, her family and even her lover.At the beginning, I didn't agree with Zhong Jinyu's going to the underworld, because I was afraid of seeing such a scene.Now she saw it, and she knew what it was like to be afraid.But Zhong Jinyu still refused to listen to his persuasion, and still wanted to intervene in the affairs of the underworld.

"Mom must be angry with me." Keeping Zhong Jinlan's flushed eyes and the helplessness in his tone in his heart, Zhong Jinyu sighed lightly, propped his body up with the other hand, and put his head in front of Zhong Jinlan.

"Your injury is still not healed, don't move around." Sure enough, when Zhong Jinyu moved, Zhong Jinlan also became nervous.Seeing her frantically putting the fruit on the plate, and hastily helping herself back to the bed, Zhong Jinyu hugged her neck and took Zhong Jinlan to the bed.

"Don't be angry with me, okay?" The soft words, with a slightly warm temperature, sprayed directly on the ears like this.Clearly she didn't cry on the day of the accident and these few days, but this time Zhong Jinlan couldn't help but wet her eyes.She wasn't angry with Zhong Jinyu at all, but was angry at herself for being so useless and fragile.If I could help Si Xiangyan more, the situation between her and Weng Linran might be much better than it is now.If he was the one who went there that night, Zhong Jinyu would not have been injured.

"I'm not angry with you, I'm just scared." With difficulty holding back her tears, Zhong Jinlan dodged Zhong Jinyu's injury and lay down gently on her chest.It seemed that just listening to the heartbeat under her skin would make her feel at ease.

"I know what you are afraid of. I can guarantee that this is the first and last time I have made you afraid. From now on, there will be no more."

In many cases, Zhong Jinyu always felt that compared to Zhong Jinlan, he was the older one.They depended on each other for so long.It was Zhong Jinlan who gave her a home, and now it's time for her to repay her.She wanted to love Zhong Jinlan all the time, and eliminate any factors that would make her sad for her.

This is the meaning of existence.

"I'll keep it in mind. If you dare to get hurt next time, I'll kick you out of the house."

"Okay, okay, listen to mom in everything."

"Don't call me mom, you don't think of me as your mom at all."

"How could it be? I always love my mother so much. Didn't my mother find out?"

"I'm too lazy to tell you." Hearing Zhong Jinyu's "mother" in his mouth, Zhong Jinlan couldn't help but turn his ears red.The two have been together for so long, she is very aware of Zhong Jinyu's bad taste, and only calls herself that when "bullying" herself.So as soon as she heard the word mother, she would reflexively think of those restricted-rated pictures, which was really embarrassing.

"Mom's shy look is also very cute. You seem to have become more sensitive recently. Every time I call your mother, will you get wet?"

"You're enough, don't talk nonsense." Zhong Jinlan clenched her legs subconsciously, blushing from being teased by Zhong Jinyu's shameless and impatient words.As Zhong Jinyu said, my body seems to have become really strange, even if the feeling is very shallow, I can feel it.

"Okay, I won't talk about it. What should you do if you can't help it? By the way, how is Miss Weng's condition? Her injury should be serious."

"Well, her injury is much more serious than yours. In the past half month, she only woke up twice before passing out again. Every time she woke up, she stared blankly at the ceiling in a daze, and then fell asleep again. Si Si also I dare not come to see her, I am anxious to see the current situation of the two of them."

"Lan, as an outsider, you have no way to participate. Even if you want to help, it may not be of much use. The problems between them need to be resolved by themselves."

"I know it too, so I didn't interfere in anything. Well, you can take a rest first, I'll go and see how Weng Linran is doing."

"Okay." The single VIP room is not far from the special care ward, and Zhong Jinlan arrived at Weng Linran's room after a while.Just about to open the door and go in, the mobile phone in the bag rang.

"Si Si, what's the matter?" The person who called was Si Xiangyan. After checking the time, it was after 1 pm. These days, the other party would always call him at this time.

"Nothing, how is she? Still awake?"

"You ask me this question every day, and my answer is still the same. She has woken up twice, and her consciousness is still clear. The doctor said that the reason why she is still sleeping is because she doesn't want to wake up and her body is weak. .”

"Then her injury..."

"Sisi, if you really care about her, you should come and see her in person. Let me tell you straight, she woke up, but forced herself to fall into a coma again. She can't eat, and can only rely on nutrient solution to maintain her health .”

After Zhong Jinlan finished speaking, there was a long silence on the phone, and it took a long time for Si Xiangyan to speak again. "Zhong Jinlan, it's not that I don't want to go to the past, but that I have something that must be resolved first. Besides, with my current status as her, even if we meet, it will only increase the embarrassment." "Forget it, do you love to come?" Come on, I really didn't expect Si Xiangyan to be a coward. Also, when are you going to tell her about her mother?"

"I have a plan for this. Let's do this. I will find time to go there today and hang up first." Not wanting to argue with Zhong Jinlan any more, Si Xiangyan on the other side hung up the phone ahead of time. Looking at the words that the call was over on the screen, Zhong Jinyu Shaking his head helplessly, he opened the door and walked in.The room was still full of the smell of disinfectant, but the person who was supposed to be asleep had woken up at this moment, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

"Are you awake? How do you feel about your body? Can you see with your eyes?" Because of the heavy blow to the head, Weng Linran's eyes couldn't see clearly.At this moment, seeing her staring at him blankly, Zhong Jinlan knew that the question she just asked was unnecessary. "Drink some water first, you should be thirsty."

Seeing Weng Linran's dry lips, Zhong Jinlan took the cup with a straw on the side and put it in her mouth. Seeing her drink it slowly, she supported her body with her hands and wanted to get up.Zhong Jinyu hurriedly stopped her, for fear that she would hurt her right leg, which couldn't stand any more trouble, with any random movement.

"You can't get up yet. If it's too uncomfortable to lie down, I can give you a massage." Zhong Jinlan felt that Weng Linran had become a lot weirder since she was admitted to the hospital. Just the three times she woke up, she almost didn't say a word As I said, it's like a different person.It's hard not to worry about such an abnormal reaction.

"Missed." The silence lasted for nearly half an hour, and when Zhong Jinlan was about to fall asleep, the person on the bed finally moved.Hearing Weng Linran's words, Zhong Jinlan almost thought that he was delusional.She raised her head and met the latter's empty eyes. Even though their relationship was not even considered as friends, she felt inexplicably sad.

This kind of Weng Linran is really different from her former self, she has nothing left.He lost his only relative and lover, and his body was also destroyed.It's more like a walking dead than a human being.

"What did you just say?" Zhong Jinlan asked softly.

"You don't need to hide it from me. Although I can't see the departure of important relatives, I can at least feel it in my heart." Weng Linran spoke slowly and in a flat tone.Don't look at her face, just watch her talk, you won't feel moved at all.However, watching the transparent liquid slide down the corners of her eyes onto the pillow, such tears appearing on her unwavering face, she didn't yell, make noise or cry, but it made people's heart sore.

"Sorry, Si Si and I are only worried about your health, so we plan to hide it from you."

"Thank you. In fact, tell me directly, I will not do anything. Fortunately, Cheng Lun only harmed her, but did not destroy her dream. In this way, she will always feel that her husband is a good person, and her daughter is what she expected .”

"Weng Linran, you will get better."

"kindness."

"Si Si, wait for the meeting..."

Perhaps it was because she had been awake for too long and talked too much this time, before Zhong Jinlan finished speaking, she found that Weng Linran had fallen asleep again.After tidying her hair, Zhong Jinlan got up and walked towards the door, only to see Si Xiangyan standing there.

"How long have you been here?"

"A few minutes."

"She already knew about her mother, but she still couldn't see it."

"Well, I'll take care of her tonight, you can have a rest."

After Si Xiangyan finished speaking, she turned the door handle and was about to go in. Zhong Jinlan suddenly grabbed her wrist and led her to the corner of the corridor. "Si Si, I never want to teach you what to do, and I don't want to interfere with your thoughts. But this time, I really hope you can think clearly. If you continue to drag on the emotional matter, it will be nothing to you or Weng Linran. benefit."

"I know, but this is not the time to solve those things. The most important thing now is to make her get better. No one will hurt her after this, including me."