Beyond friendship is love

As soon as Ji Yiran spoke, all the lights dimmed.

An Shixiao, who was sitting under the stage, held his breath and waited at this moment, it was Yanxi, he did not make a mistake, Shen Mingyan really came.

Ji Yiran's performance just now really surprised him, and he also admired Ji Yiran's courage. For more than a year, what he was most afraid of hearing was that Shen Mingyan accepted Ji Yiran. They were together, and now, he no longer had to worry about it like this.And what Ji Yiran said, he actually felt the same deeply, because he also hurt the person who loved him deeply because of his blindness.

His heart was beating wildly, like a boy who just fell in love, so excited, so indescribably surging that he sat on the chair, feeling that there was nowhere to put his hands and feet.

Just when he was at a loss, a pleasant violin sounded in the darkness.Immediately afterwards, a beam of light hit a thin figure, and the light gradually changed from dark to bright.

It's him, it's really his words!

An Shixiao stood up from his chair excitedly, but sat back down again under the strange eyes of the people around him. Just imagine, who would suddenly stand up nervously in such a lyrical atmosphere.

Sitting obediently on the chair, An Shixiao didn't dare to blink his eyes, staring at the person on the stage obsessively, afraid that in a blink of an eye, he would disappear again.

The appearance of Shen Mingyan playing the violin reminded him of the welcome party that year, and he was just as dumbfounded as he is now. The whole body of Shen Mingyan radiated light, so dazzling that it made his heart thump.

Afterwards, Ji Yiran's piano voice joined in, and the two played together again after many years, and they still cooperated seamlessly. Only then did An Shixiao remember that the deterioration of his relationship with Shen Mingyan was not due to this kind of ensemble, and that kind of ensemble. Dazzling hug? At that time, he was impulsive and irritable, and he flinched without getting the truth of the matter. Not only did he hurt Shen Mingyan, but he also suffered for himself, and even dragged the innocent Fang You into it.

After the prelude, Ji Yiran's melodious singing voice also joined in immediately.

without me

Look up, the moonlight is as lonely as me,

The heavy black drowns me,

Looking into the distance, the indifference stung by the cold wind,

Is the handsome you still the outline in memory?

I have tasted the bitter fruit of longing in the world,

Years have passed, flowers bloom and fall,

You are happier without me.

let go, the lingering silence,

Dark night swallows me up,

Persistence, a sin ridiculed by the world,

Humble me, am I still as fragile as I used to be?

I keep the promise I made in the corner,

Prosperous commemoration, the world has been broken,

The candlelight eventually lost its color.

If this fireworks, with me, is doomed to be powdered,

disappear without me,

All will be happier and happier,

Just without me.

An Shixiao realized that this was the title song of Ji Yiran's new song, and of course, he made up for it when he heard that it was said that he wrote the lyrics.Hearing those lyrics made his heart ache violently. What kind of mood did that fool write such words? His words at that time must have hurt his heart, but he couldn't find him and stay with him. around.

——My silly words, how can I be without you, how can I be complete without you, how can I be happy without you by my side, how can I be happy without your life?

Ji Yiran and Shen Mingyan's first cooperation in such a large-scale concert ended with a friendly embrace between the two.During Shen Mingyan, he simply said hello to everyone, thank you, and left the stage.

Ji Yiran's farewell concert ended completely in Ji Yiran's closing words.

An Shixiao, who saw Shen Mingyan leaving the stage, also stood up and followed in Shen Mingyan's direction.

He guessed that maybe Shen Mingyan would return to the backstage. After all, Ji Yiran's farewell concert, as a friend, he would definitely wait for him to leave the backstage. An Shixiao guessed and ran to the backstage.

Turned round and round in the background, but couldn't find Shen Mingyan's figure, An Shixiao was so frustrated that he didn't know what to do?This time, they are so close, are they going to miss it again?

He is not reconciled!

The people around him kept passing by, and he kept asking, but no one knew where his words were. Standing dejectedly, despite being pushed around, An Shixiao felt that he was about to lose his strength.Thinking about it, I'd better wait here for Ji Yiran and ask him about it.

A turned around and looked back.

It's him!It is his words!

The four eyes met, and no one moved, as if the whole world was disappearing at this moment, and the world of both sides was only each other.

Shen Mingyan packed up his things and put them in his backpack. The backstage was in chaos. He had no choice but to put his backpack on his back first. He was going to wait for Ji Yiran to go backstage and go back to the hotel together. He didn't expect to meet An Shixiao here, whom he hadn't seen for more than a year. A person suddenly appeared in front of him, making his heart frantic.

When he woke up in the hospital more than a year ago, he forgot about An Shixiao, but he completely remembered it the next day. He didn't know what was wrong with him. Sometimes, he kept thinking, if he couldn't remember , is it better?

During those days in the hospital, it's not that he didn't know what An Shixiao had done, but he couldn't believe it, let alone accept it. An Shixiao's attitude had changed too much. He obviously hated him because he liked men before. How could it be possible to fall in love with him all of a sudden?Even thinking about it feels impossible.Maybe, An Shixiao was just grateful for saving Fang You.

He believed in his own thoughts, so he ran away.

Over the past year, he has traveled to too many places. At first, he was only in the country, stopping and going. Every time he went to a place, he stayed for half a month at most, and then left. Before leaving, he would definitely send a postcard to his home , don't let them worry.

At first, he didn't know how An Shixiao was going after that, he deliberately cut off the contact between the two, just to let time forget everything, let An Shixiao forget those so-called gratitude, or maybe it was just It just takes time for me to forget my feelings for An Shixiao.

Shen Mingyan is always guessing, if he loves another person, will that person be a man or a woman?He himself is not sure about this, because he has only loved An Shixiao for so many years.

During his journey, he met too many people and encountered many things.Life, how can it be smooth sailing, compared to those who are disabled, have lost their loved ones, and are poor, he is much happier.He began to learn to face life with a positive attitude. Emotional setbacks are only a small part of life. There are many things worth paying attention to besides love.

In the past six months, he has often heard his family mention An Shixiao's situation. He knew that Fang You gave birth to a son, but his surname was Shen, he knew that Fang You had left the country, he knew that An Shixiao was alone with the child, and he knew that An Shixiao was alone. Xiao has been looking for him.

The determination I made for myself at the beginning became looser with time, especially when I heard that An Shixiao had not had a good life in order to find him for more than a year.

Many people advised him that he should give each other a chance, perhaps, happiness is just around the corner, just waiting for him to take another brave step.

Therefore, Shen Mingyan decided to give himself two years of freedom. If after two years, he still loves An Shixiao, and An Shixiao really loves him, then he will return to City A and have an affair with An Shixiao. together forever.

It was just a chance to help Ji Yiran write lyrics.

Before his study tour, Ji Yiran returned to City A and visited him, and only then did he know that Ye Qianyu had disappeared.Ye Qianyu once left a letter to the Shen family, saying that he was going to study abroad. The family members were still wondering why he suddenly went to study abroad, the return date was not yet fixed, and the phone was turned off after calling. After Ji Yiran said, he finally understood that Ye Qianyu I'm afraid that Qian Yu is also heartbroken.

Half a year ago, while he was still in the country while studying abroad, he suddenly received a call from Ji Yiran, saying that he would quit the music industry, and asked him to help fill out a song and attend his last concert as a guest.

"Why do you suddenly want to leave? Isn't the development just right now?" Shen Mingyan asked.

"No matter how good it is, what's the use, he's not around." Ji Yiran replied.

At that moment, Shen Mingyan seemed to understand the deepest love in Ji Yiran's heart, and Ye Qianyu's departure was an indescribable pain for Ji Yiran.

Back then when he asked Ji Yiran if he loved Ye Qianyu, he answered so definitely that he didn't, but he was just used to keeping him by his side.

People think they are smart, but they only know how to cherish when they lose it. Ji Yiran didn't understand how terrible things are to get used to, so that after he lost Ye Qianyu, he realized that his heart ached unbearably. attach.

He agreed to Ji Yiran's request, wrote a poem, and attended Ji Yiran's last concert as a guest.Ye Qianyu couldn't appear in the final concert, Ji Yiran must be the most regretful, as a friend, if he doesn't even attend, he thinks, Ji Yiran's regret will increase.

So, today, when he came, he did not expect to meet An Shixiao.

Faced with this person who appeared more than half a year earlier than planned, Shen Mingyan couldn't react. He just looked at him stupidly, and he also looked at himself blankly.

An Shixiao lost a lot of weight, this was the first thought that came to Shen Mingyan's mind.

The two stared at each other for a long time, neither of them knew how to break this hard-won silence.

Shen Mingyan was surprised, but An Shixiao was surprised.

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