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Su An's ashes were sent by Chu Zhi'an to be made into diamonds, and then processed into a diamond ring. The fastest time limit was four months.During these four months, Chu Zhian found a pastor who was registered with the US government. He had done wedding certificates for many homosexuals in the US, and now he settled in China.

When hearing Chu Zhian's request, the old pastor's first reaction was absurd, no one has ever asked him to witness the marriage between a living person and a dead person.Under Chu Zhian's repeated requests, the old pastor was silent for a long time, and finally agreed.

Chu's father and Chu's mother knew about this, and they looked at Chu Zhi'an hesitantly. Su An was the child they grew up with. Not only did this happen to them, but it also gave them vigilance. In front of him, nothing is worth mentioning.

They didn't want to see their son trap themselves in this self-deception forever, but Chu Zhian's resolute eyes made them speechless, and finally they acquiesced to this ridiculous wedding.

On the day the ring arrived, Chu Zhi'an carefully kissed the diamond on it, and sighed in satisfaction: "An'an, we can be together again..."

Diamonds represent eternity and they will never be apart.

"I applied for a marriage license in the United States but failed..." He said to Diamond, "It's okay, there is no marriage certificate, there must be a wedding, and you can't wrong An An."

There was silence all around, but he replied as if he had heard something: "Don't worry, I know that my aunt and uncle are not in good condition. I didn't tell them, but I just felt wronged... My parents will definitely agree..."

"...I didn't invite anyone, oh yes, I invited Brother Chen, the policeman on the rooftop...well, he is willing to come, he has saved me twice, he is a good policeman..."

The wedding was held in a small church, there were only three people, the pastor, the policeman, and Chu Zhian.

"Mr. Chu Zhi'an, would you like this man to be your husband and enter into a marriage contract with him? Whether sick or healthy, poor or rich, or any other reason, love him, take care of him, respect him, accept him, and treat him forever He remained faithful until the end of his life?" The old pastor stood above, looking at the special couple.

Chu Zhian nodded: "I am willing"

"Mr. Suan, would you like this man to be your husband and marry him? In sickness or in health, in poverty or in wealth, or for any other reason, love him, take care of him, respect him, accept him, and always treat him Be faithful until the end of life?"

There was a moment of silence in the air, Chu Zhian smiled as if he heard something, turned his head to the old pastor and said: "He said he was willing."

The old pastor said the oath: "Now ask the bridegroom to kiss your groom."

Chu Zhian bowed his head, and kissed the diamond ring in his hand devoutly, full of love.

Chen Yang sat in the empty guest seats, his eyes were red.

At the end of the wedding, the old pastor walked up to him with complicated eyes, with emotion and regret: "Ann, you really love him."

Chu Zhian nodded: "He also loves me very much."

The old pastor smiled, and said with sincere blessings: "I wish you happiness."

Chu Zhian was taken aback, this was the first time someone said to him, I wish you happiness.

He raised the corner of his mouth: "Thank you, I will."

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Chu Zhian completed all the credits in his junior year and graduated ahead of schedule. At this time, his company had just been established, and he worked desperately, like a machine that would not stop turning, and within a year, the company was listed on the market. .

After Su An left, he never went back to live, but went back to see his parents and Su An's parents every month.Su An's parents also resisted him from the beginning to let him in by default, and gradually stopped rejecting the things he sent.

The original community has a long history, people's thoughts are feudal, and they like to discuss some family's gossip, and poke their hearts in a hurry.Su An jumped off the building, and no one knew why he jumped off the building, but this did not prevent them from talking about it.

Chu Zhi'an wanted them to move, but Su's father and Su's mother refused. They took the rumors lightly, and just wanted to stay in the place where they had lived for most of their lives, and spend their old age with the memory of their son.

The Su family still put three sets of bowls and chopsticks on every meal. Su's mother said that in case An An became homesick over there one day, she could go home and have a warm meal.Occasionally, she would habitually call Su An out to eat after cooking, and then she would stop suddenly, wipe away her tears and continue to set the third pair of bowls and chopsticks.

Sometimes they have an uncontrollable expectation that maybe one day Su An will go home after being tired from wandering.

Chu Zhian bought a villa in the city center when he was 25 years old. Although he was in the city center, he seemed to be far away from all the hustle and bustle of the city, fresh and unconventional.Chu Zhi'an personally participated in all the decorations. There are balconies, gardens, and swings, and everything is full of warmth.Su An would like it, he thought.

At the age of 28, he became the most well-known President Chu in the industry. He was hot, young and promising, self-made, handsome and rich, no matter which word was a hot topic in the news.The only pity is that he has publicly stated in an interview with a financial magazine that he has already married and loves his significant other very much.

He protected Su An's news very well, and also protected the parents of both parties very well. The media could not explore any information they wanted to know.

Some people say that he said this on purpose to avoid unnecessary trouble, some people say that his wife died long ago, and there are even gossip that he likes a teenager who committed suicide a few years ago... There are different opinions, most people Don't believe that last guess, it's just ridiculous.

No matter how everyone guesses, the diamond ring on his hand never leaves his body. Even if there are special occasions where the ring cannot be worn, he will string it up with a necklace and wear it around his neck.Over time, the business legend Chu Zhi'an has always had a personal matter in his heart, which is known to almost everyone.

Only his secretary miss knew that the last guess could be true.

She had seen the group photo on Chu Zhian's desk, and knew that Chu Zhian was staring at the group photo besides handling official business.Once by chance, due to work reasons, Miss Secretary went to that extremely secretive villa. She stood at the door waiting for information, and when she looked inside, she found that there were pictures of that boy everywhere she looked, with immature eyebrows and eyes. , The smile is clean and clear.

Chu Zhian sat at the desk, repeating what he did every day, talking to Su An in front of the photos.

It was a group photo of them when they were in junior high school. In the photo, they were wearing the silly blue and white school uniforms at that time. Su An grinned and hooked his neck with one hand and took a selfie with his mobile phone, while he was forced to bend down and look at the camera with eyes There is an unconcealable surprise.

Su An asked him to take a group photo that day. He said he wasn't interested, but the moment he turned around, the boy jumped up and grabbed his neck and took a photo forcibly.

Among all the group photos, he likes this one the most, because they didn't understand anything at that time, there was no pain, no depression, and no fear of the future that they dared not touch. Their eyes were simple and their smiles were pure.

He stretched out his hand and traced the boy's smiling face with his fingertips: "Time flies so fast..." He said in a low voice: "I miss you very much, do you miss me?"

"Thinking about it, thinking about it all the time"

He heard Su An say like many years ago.

Chu Zhian was sitting with his head deeply pierced, covering his face with his hands, his body was shaking violently.

He has been living on memories, regurgitating the short ten years between him and Su An countless times, as if he couldn't survive without this.

When I met Chen Yang last time, Chen Yang saw that he was wearing a new red bracelet, which was incompatible with his temperament, so he asked a casual question.

He replied that he bought it from a shop owner by chance. The shop owner said that this red string could tie himself and his beloved life together, so he bought it without hesitation, one for himself and one for burning. Sue Ann.

Chen Yang looked at what he wanted to say, and remembered how long he had been crazy about this kind of thing, and finally just sighed and said: "It's been so long, I should let it go..."

Over the years, some people have always advised him to let go. His parents have already silently compromised on his sexual orientation, and they only hope that he can start a new life. Even Su's father and Su's mother are expressing their concern with euphemism, it is time to let go, it is time to start New life.

But it's not necessary, he doesn't need to let go, he doesn't need a new start, and he doesn't need another person besides Su An.

He used to put Su An in the circle in the name of love, but now he has made the ground a prison, shutting himself in a world with only him and Su An, and there is no room for a third person anymore.

Those things have become old diseases, untouchable and untouchable.Whenever he couldn't bear it, he would always think why Su An was so cruel, and he would want to hate when the pain was unbearable, but he couldn't bear it.

All his love and hatred were buried in that summer along with Su An.