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At the age of 31, he raised a golden retriever, which was a stray dog ​​picked up on the road. He was not too young, and he still had some minor illnesses. He took it home, washed it and cured it, and named it Awang.

He smiled and thought, if Su An heard this, he would definitely complain about his name, Fei, for such a silly name.

At the age of 35, Chu Zhi'an went to the orphanage to adopt a four-year-old boy. His cleverness was just like Su An's.

He kissed the child's cheek and told him that from today onwards his name will be Su Nian'an, and he will have two fathers, one is Su's father and the other is Chu's father.

The child is very good, and he is called Papa Chu in a childish voice.

Chu's father and Chu's mother knew the reason why Chu Zhian would adopt him the first time they saw the child.

Chu Zhian said: "He will be my own son from now on."

He will have no one else, and the child will only have this one.

Then he brought the child to Su's house. Su's father and Su's mother were stunned when they saw the child, tears filled their eyes, the child was a little scared, and pulled back at the corner of Chu Zhi'an's clothes, he patted the child's head : "This is your Grandpa Su and Grandma Su."

Su Nian'an glanced at them timidly, and called out obediently: "Grandpa Su, Grandma Su." This obedient behavior is very similar to Su An who was a baby when he was a child.

"Hey." Mother Su agreed with tears in her eyes.

"My parents will take care of the child from now on," Chu Zhi'an said to the elders, "He is also your grandson, if you miss him, you can take him over for a few days."

Su's father wiped his tears and nodded, Su's mother knelt down and hugged Su Nian'an, tears streaming down her face.

After adopting Su Nian'an, Chu Zhi'an would find time to go back every week, and the relationship between the two families gradually improved because of Su Nian'an, and even faintly returned to the relationship they had a long time ago.

Su Nian'an is growing up day by day. Like Su An, he doesn't like studying very much, but his grades are better than Su An's. This grandma, except for the fact that she has never met Papa Su, everyone loves him very much.

Chu Zhian watched him grow up, as if he watched Su An grow up again.

On the eve of New Year's Eve that year, Chu Zhi'an promised that Su Nian'an would go back to accompany him for dinner. When he was at the door, he heard the laughter of four old people and children through the crack of the door. He smiled and suddenly didn't want to go in. He sent a text message saying: My company has something to work overtime, so I turned around and left.

It was raining lightly, and the road was deserted. He stood by the bridge with an umbrella and watched the scenery, with a cigarette in his mouth. Over the years, he has become more and more fond of smoking a cigarette when he is free.

The white smoke dissipated slowly in the raindrops without leaving a trace. He extinguished the smoke, took a deep breath, and felt the coolness penetrate into his body little by little.

After this year, he will be 38 years old.

Time really flies, and the youthful young man turned into a tall and straight man in an instant.

When returning to the villa, Awang rarely ran out to meet him. Chu Zhian found Awang's body in the garden with an umbrella.

He hugged Awang silently, not minding the rain and mud on his body at all.Yes, Awang is getting old, and his spirit is not very good recently.

He looked at the golden retriever in his arms and smiled: "Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, and you won't be able to eat the New Year's Eve dinner..." He carried Awang in and gently put him into the kennel, "Did you go to find him... "

Chu Zhian woke up in the middle of the night, he had a dream, in the dream Su An said to him with crooked eyebrows, brother, Awang is so good, I like Awang so much.

He sat up and leaned against the head of the bed without turning on the light. He silently lit a cigarette and bit his mouth. Through the dim light, he looked at the photos on the opposite wall in a daze.

"An An..." Chu Zhi'an's voice was hoarse, "I haven't dreamed of you for a long time..."

He closed his eyes and imagined that An An was sitting beside him, or in his arms. Even though he couldn't feel any warmth, he still insisted that Su An was always by his side, listening to him.

"You are always so young, my brother is old, it has been 20 years...An An, sometimes I dare not count how many years I have passed by myself, I just feel terrible, how did I get here for so long, then Many years..." He murmured in a low voice, "Actually, I was very scared, afraid that you might have waited too long, so I just left, that's why I didn't come to my dream..."

"Brother promised you a big house, a dog, and a lot of money. My child, I adopted one like you. You are not here. I raised one that looked like mine. It's disgusting, isn't it..."

"The child's personality is very similar to yours, but his grades are better than yours. Your parents like him very much. They are living a good life now... If you are still here, maybe my parents have agreed to us being together. Is it..."

He lay down, turned sideways and hugged the quilt tightly, imagining the temperature of Su An in his arms. After so long, he couldn't remember many things clearly, but he only remembered Su An's body temperature and touch. Remember clearly: "I think about you every day, every minute, every second, as if thinking about you has been engraved into my flesh and blood, and has become an instinct."

"An'an, wait for brother, don't go so fast, brother is already alive as you said..."

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In the middle of the night on the first day of the Lunar New Year, a big fire broke out in the villa, and the flames soared into the sky. By the time someone found out, the place was almost in ruins.

Chu Zhian took the big house and dog he promised to find the boy he had been thinking about for 20 years.

This incident shocked the whole city for a while.

According to the investigation, the alarms in the villa were turned off, and preventive measures were taken around the house in advance to prevent the fire from affecting other residents. The deceased died peacefully without any signs of struggle. Holding an iron box with a ring and a red string inside.

It was almost like a premeditated suicide.

This case was taken over by Chen Yang. He leaned against the car door while smoking a cigarette, listening to the little policeman next to him who had just started working and murmured suspiciously: "This case is too strange. The deceased was young and promising. What would you want?" What, there is no motive for suicide at all, but if it is murder, there are too many doubts..." The little policeman turned his head and looked at Chen Yang, "Senior, what do you think?"

Chen Yang didn't speak, and took another puff of his cigarette. It seemed that the young man who was desperate to jump down from the rooftop appeared in front of his eyes.

He seems to have died on that rooftop a long time ago, and he has been hanging by that sentence for so many years.

The little policeman was surprised to find that amidst the smog, his senior, who never changed his face in front of swords and guns, seemed to have red eyes.

When the news reached the Chu family, Mother Chu was cooking for Su Nian'an with a spatula in one hand and answering the phone in the other, when she heard that the spatula hit the ground with a "dang".

She froze in place, unable to hear what was said on the phone, tears fell down before she could react.

Su Nian'an, who was in the living room, heard the movement and hurried over: "What's wrong with Grandma Chu? Is Father Chu calling? Will he come back for dinner tonight?"

Chu's mother held Su Nian'an in her arms with tears in her eyes: "I'm not coming back... Your father Chu is looking for your father Su..."

Seven-year-old Su Nian'an seemed to understand, but he patted his grandma on the back and said, "Then Papa Chu should be very happy."

"That's right..." She wanted to control her emotions in front of the child, but couldn't help crying, "He is happy, he will be happy..."

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At nine o'clock the next morning, Chu Zhian's personal lawyer declared that Chu Zhian committed suicide and announced his will.

"All property under Mr. Chu's name is divided into four parts, one part belongs to the Su-Hang couple, one part belongs to his parents, one part belongs to his adopted son Su Nian'an, and one part is donated to the hospital."

Chen Yang received a property transfer letter signed long ago and a private will, which requested him to make a diamond ring from Chu Zhian's ashes, and then tie the two rings together with a red string, and finally sank into the The bottom of Huaxi River.

Huaxi River, the legendary river of love, has witnessed many beautiful love stories.

Chen Yang was worried that Chu's father and Chu's mother would not agree. After all, ashes are very special to relatives, but after reading the will, the two old people handed over the ashes to him with red eyes.

When the two rings strung together by a red rope sank to the bottom of the lake, Chen Yang could not hold back his tears. He thought of Su An who was still begging for the next life when he jumped off the building, and how he finally found Su An after 20 years without any worries. His Chu Zhian.

"I wish you happiness, life after life." He looked at the scenery in front of him and murmured.

Su An walked in the desperate June, and Chu Zhi'an went to find him in the happy New Year.

This is not a person who is missing, the two of them are persistently in love from the beginning to the end, this is the love of the two of them.

Forever and ever, life after life.