white gardenia

Today is the 3285th day of my crush on him, and I prepared a gift for him.

Well, let's take it as a parting gift.

I brought home a present from the pet store, a small Pomeranian.Why would you want to keep it?Maybe it's because it looks like a white gardenia when it's small and thin curled up in the cage.

It has been two months since Bai Zhizi passed away, so I haven't seen it for nearly two months.

I hesitated for a long time, the phone was hot from my pinching, and finally decided to send him a message.

It's too embarrassing to make a phone call...

The keyboard stopped and stopped, and the words were typed and deleted. For a while, I didn't know what to say and how to say it.

Said "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be optimistic about Bai Zhizi, I went to the pet store today and bought a Pomeranian to compensate you?"

Not too good, what does it mean to compensate him, the white gardenia is a pet we raise together, it is our bond, it is to us... to me, it is almost like a child, me and his child.

Said, "Today in the pet store, I saw a Pomeranian. It looks like Bai Zhizi when I was a child. I hope you will like it."

No, this is like a substitute for white gardenia deliberately found in order to apologize.White Gardenia is irreplaceable, although this Pomeranian really looks like White Gardenia at a certain moment.

Say "I miss you, even if we have to separate, can you come back and see me again..."

For a moment, I wanted to cry, to press that green send button, to tell him that I really, really miss him.

But my reason tells me that I can't do this. When Bai Zhizi dies, the bond between me and him will be gone.To him, I'm nothing more than a cat partner.

What right do I have to be reluctant?Didn't I kill the white gardenia?

It was a sunny early summer season, and even though it was only mid-May, the temperature was frighteningly high.

I was walking to school as fast as I could under the scorching sun. Beads of sweat flowed from my forehead to my chin, and then flowed from my chin into the school uniform. It was really unbearable.

I was almost entering the school gate, and the road under my feet was a newly paved asphalt road, black and shiny.But the dilapidated residential buildings next to it, covered by lush trees and growing weeds, always reminded that this is a desolate place.

In an instant, a faint cat meow floated into my ears with the cool wind.

Standing in front of the collapsed wall, I held my breath and listened for a while.I haven't heard the sound for a long time. I thought it was because I was too hot and hallucinated, so I opened my legs and prepared to leave.Another meow came from the collapsed wall that was covered by nearby bushes.

I swallowed my saliva and walked in slowly, new sweat dripped down my neck again, it was a little itchy, but I didn't care.

The two clumps of leaves were pushed aside by me, and I stared blankly as if I had discovered a new world.A little red cat that has not yet grown fur is quietly curled up under the leaves.It didn't even open its eyes, and it could only be judged by the faint rise and fall of its stomach that it was still alive.

I couldn't help stretching out my finger and poking its head, it shrank a little in fright and let out a weak meowing sound.

It's so cute, I think some mother cat carelessly missed a child and didn't take it away.For a moment, I felt a little soft-hearted, and I didn't know how long this kitten had been forgotten here, and I felt that it was very weak from the sound.

I put it in my hand, it was the size of a palm.It is very obedient, just lying in my hand quietly like that, neither crying nor screaming, as if it is asleep.

The school does not allow pets. A thorough investigation was conducted two days ago. Many people who brought hamsters and rabbits without permission were caught and wrote a self-criticism and told their parents to take them back. Even the silkworms raised by girls were not spared.

I sneaked away from the sight of the security guard at the gate, because I used my school uniform to cover up the cat, so I couldn't help but take off the school uniform not far from the school gate to watch the cat.

The cat is fine, it seems to be really asleep, and the frequency of stomach rise and fall is very regular.I was fascinated by watching, but I bumped into someone.

Looking along the line of sight, the other party is a little taller than me, with a cut head, sword eyebrows, sharp eyes, but amber eyes, which adds a bit of tenderness.

I didn't feel that something was wrong until I saw the armband on the right arm of the other party.

Finally, after a long time of begging, he became my accomplice and helped me put the cat in a safer and more secluded place.

We left each other’s contact information, but it’s okay not to. His armband reads Wei’s obituary from the eighth class of the second year of junior high school.

Although I didn't know that word, I went back and looked it up, and suddenly I was in a bad mood: Why do parents give their children such unlucky names?