After crossing, I just want to start a career

The feeling of suffocation hit, Su Ming couldn't help but began to struggle hard.

It's a pity that the brain circuits of the two people are not on the same route at this moment. Su Ming wants to push Lin Fei away because he can't breathe, but Lin Fei thinks that he is resisting him, and he doesn't want to let go.

Lin Fei sucked Su Ming's lips greedily, pushing the tip of his tongue against his jaws vigorously.

Su Ming has no power to resist. For an inexperienced person like him, Lin Fei's kissing skills are equivalent to the level of a king.Soon, his already confused mind became even more dizzy, and he even forgot to struggle in a daze.

Lin Fei pulled his clothes while kissing him. Su Ming was dazed and didn't resist much, until Lin Fei let go of his mouth, and his lips slowly slid down his neck. When he began to breathe fresh air, his brain Only slowly woke up.

"Hmm..." Before Su Ming could fully wake up, Lin Fei bit his collarbone, and he almost cried out in pain.But the benefits are also obvious, the pain made him wake up instantly.

"Let me go!" Su Ming gritted his teeth and pushed Lin Fei, or maybe it couldn't be called pushing, he almost used both hands and feet, hitting and kicking.

After all, he was a grown man, so Lin Fei had no choice but to take two steps back to barely avoid his attack.Even so, he was still kicked twice. For a moment, Lin Fei thought his calf was going to break.

However, the sharp pain in his leg woke him up. He backed away and looked up, only to see that the person in front of him had flushed cheeks, red and swollen lips, and red corners of his eyes, just like a frightened rabbit.

Lin Fei wanted to laugh, but couldn't help feeling sad.At the thought of losing the person in front of him completely, he felt his heart tighten.

"What on earth are you going to do!" Su Ming glared at Lin Fei fiercely, but this look with blushing cheeks and tears in the corners of his eyes was completely intimidating.

"I want***!"

Su Ming: ... Su Ming said that he was really shocked.

Fortunately, Lin Fei wasn't really immoral. After he finished speaking, he probably realized that his words were too vulgar. In addition, the shock on Su Ming's face was too obvious. He coughed dryly and stood up straight.

As if afraid that he would lose control again, Lin Fei took half a step back calmly, "You just said you were going to move out? Where are you going to go?"

Su Ming found that he couldn't keep up with Lin Fei's brain circuit.

Seeing him looking at him dully, Lin Fei took another half step back, and asked again.

"I... haven't figured it out yet, Sister Rong is helping me find a house."

"why?"

"what why?"

"Why do you have to move out?"

"Ah?" Su Ming said dumbly, and then seemed to understand Lin Fei's brain circuit a little bit, "I just want to buy my own house, and my current savings are enough for me to buy a better house .”

"Even if you bought a house, you don't have to move out, do you?"

"Eh... this is your house, it's not good for me to live in it all the time, you used to..." Su Ming wanted to say that you lived here before, maybe you might want to move back.

"Didn't I say that this house is left to you? It's your house, of course you'll live here!" Lin Fei thought that Su Ming was concerned about the unhappiness they had had here, so he interrupted him, "Or like this Okay, if you don't like this one, let's change it? Anyway, I still have several houses here."

Su Ming: ...What's wrong with Versailles all of a sudden.

"Uh... that's not what I meant. I mean, this is your private property. It's not very good for me to live here all the time."

"Because it's my house, so you don't want to live in it? Did something happen?" Lin Fei suddenly worried that he might be in a place he didn't know. Su Ming was wronged again, and he forgot his displeasure at the moment. He walked over to Su Ming and sat down.

"If something happens, you must tell me, okay?"

"Nothing happened!" Su Ming moved to the side uncomfortably, "I just want to buy a house, so if I buy a house, I will definitely live in my own house."

Seeing that Lin Fei still looked at him reluctantly, Su Ming hesitated for a few seconds and sighed slightly.

"Mr. Lin, in fact, we haven't had a good chat for such a long time. It's been so long, I hope you don't take it to heart. You don't owe me anything, so you don't need to make any compensation. I If I want a house, if I want a car, if I want anything else, I can buy it with my own money."

"It's not a debt!" Looking at Su Ming, Lin Fei repeated, "It's not a debt! Even if it was at the beginning, it won't be anymore! I told you that I like you and I want to be with you!"

Su Ming pursed his lips and said nothing, of course he knew Lin Fei's thoughts, he just wasn't ready to accept a relationship yet.

"I'm sorry, it's my problem, I didn't make it clear." Lin Fei vaguely guessed what Su Ming was thinking at this time, "The resources I gave you during this time are all what you deserve as a multi-star artist. Including this house, based on your contribution to the company now, it is completely appropriate for the company to give you the gift. I will ask Zhang Zhu to complete the transfer procedures in the next few days. I have been delaying this matter before because I was afraid of being It will affect you if you are dug out by someone with a heart, but now you are different from the past, and it is justifiable for the company to give you anything. As for you want to buy other houses, you can buy what you like, and there is no conflict with this side.”

"Mr. Lin..."

"Listen to me!" Lin Fei raised his hand and interrupted Su Ming, "I know you're worried that your relationship with me is unclear, so I'll tell you clearly today that you've got everything you need now. Everything you want is obtained by yourself, and it has nothing to do with the fact that I like you."

"I know that the beginning of the two of us is not good, but I hope we can start again. I am not a child anymore, and I can separate business and personal affairs."

Su Ming opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.He knew that his character was a bit tangled, but there was nothing he could do.

In his last life, he was an orphan and lived alone for 28 years. He lost too much and gained too little, so he couldn't help trembling when he got anything extra.

He is very clear that sometimes, it is better not to have it from the beginning if it is gained and lost.Just like the adoptive parents he once got, he only knew when he lost them, maybe it shouldn't have started.

The same is true of Lin Fei's feelings. When Lin Fei was with "Su Ming" at first, he fell in love with his face.In other words, it is the combination of "Su Ming"'s appearance and his own personality that Lin Fei likes the current Su Ming.

Maybe it's a bit of a mouthful to say, but what Su Ming is worried about is whether Lin Fei likes Lin Fei in this relationship because of "Su Ming"'s face and his soul, or if he really just likes his soul.

He sometimes even thinks that if he returns to his original appearance, and is no longer the "Su Ming" who once had a lover relationship with Lin Fei, but just a Su Ming who has nothing to do with him, then Lin Fei will continue to like him him?

Perhaps because of this, Su Ming never responded positively to Lin Fei's feelings.

At first he had no feelings for Lin Fei, so he felt no pressure to act towards Lin Fei.But as time went by, Lin Fei's personality changed more and more, and Su Ming became more and more confused about his inner thoughts.

From the resolute rejection at the beginning, to the faint heartbeat later, even now, consciously or unconsciously, he began to think about the future.

But no matter what, there are still too many problems between him and Lin Fei, such as the previous money relationship, such as their identities.If he accepts Lin Fei at this time, even if the two are true love, what will others think?

Su Ming is not a love brain, he sees very clearly what he wants.He wants to act, he wants to get the highest honor, and he doesn't like any uncontrollable external force to destroy it all.

"Boss Lin, you understand your thoughts, so can I talk about mine?" After clearing his thoughts, Su Ming looked at Lin Fei seriously.

"Okay, you say." Lin Fei said calmly, but he knew that he was very nervous, and he was afraid that Su Ming would refuse again when he opened his mouth.

"At the moment I committed suicide, I was already dead, so you can completely separate the me now and the me I used to be as two people."

Su Ming's words didn't seem to have any emotion, but Lin Fei's whole body tensed up. He wanted to reach out and hug Su Ming, but he forcibly endured it.

"So, no matter what feelings I had for you, it was all cleared from the moment I was rescued."

"I understand." Lin Fei actually felt this point a long time ago, but he has been reluctant to believe it.

"There is no love, of course, and there is no hate." Su Ming's expression can be called relaxed, "I told myself at the time, you are my boss, I am your employee, that's all. If you don't target me, we will live peacefully." Get along, and we will work hard together during the contract period. If you don’t want to see me, then I will try to find a way out, and there will always be another company willing to accept me.”

"I do not have……"

"I know!" Su Ming interrupted Lin Fei's explanation, "Of course I know that you didn't target me. Even, given my situation at the time, many of those scripts should not belong to me."

"I know those are the compensations you gave me, and I feel that I am also qualified to accept this compensation, so I accepted it. Because I know that these scripts will not be buried in my hands."

Lin Fei couldn't help laughing. When Su Ming talked about acting, he was full of confidence, and this confident appearance made him addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself.

Su Ming is right, the former him and the present him can really be regarded as two people.He only hopes that it is not too late for him to wake up, and that he will have the opportunity to continue to accompany this confident and dazzling person to go forward, to a height that no one can reach.

[The author has something to say: Su Ming: Without love or hatred, I have no feelings!

Lin Fei: Really?

Su Ming: One... half...

Lin Fei: That's good

Su Ming: Your requirements are really low now...]