After crossing, I just want to start a career

"There was a time when your attention bothered me because I didn't want our relationship to become complicated again."

"I'm sorry!" Su Ming's words made Lin Fei apologize subconsciously.

"You don't need to apologize. I said this not to make you feel guilty, but to tell you my true thoughts." Maybe Lin Fei's attitude has been like this recently, so Su Ming was not too surprised by his neat apology.

"it is good."

"Mr. Lin, I know that you pay attention to me because you are a little guilty, and you are interested in me again because you found that my personality has changed too much. So have you seriously considered, what is your liking for me? Do you really like me, or is it just because my personality has changed so much that you have some special thoughts inexplicably?"

Lin Fei opened his mouth to refute, but suddenly found that he didn't know how to refute.Although he didn't want to admit it, he really couldn't help paying attention to Su Ming because he found out that Su Ming's personality had changed drastically.Then the more you pay attention, the more you feel unable to move your eyes away.

He knew that he definitely liked Su Ming now, not because of curiosity or any other reason, but he had never seriously thought about this issue.In his eyes, no matter what the reason is, if he likes it, he likes it, and there is no need to worry about the problems behind him.

But it was obvious that Su Ming cared.He even said that he treated him as two people before and after his suicide. No wonder they had a good atmosphere last time, but when he asked Su Ming to accept him again, he looked very confused, and he didn't give up on him afterwards. any feedback.

Maybe for him, it's not re-acceptance, but starting from the beginning, as if they just met.

"You are worried. My feelings for you are only out of curiosity about your personality changes. One day when the curiosity is gone, I won't like you anymore, right?" Lin Fei tried to understand Su Ming's brain circuit.

"So you are?"

"I'm not!"

Su Ming laughed suddenly, "Don't answer me in such a hurry, can you seriously think about it?"

"I……"

"Boss Lin, after all, I..." Su Ming looked down at his hand, "After all, I have been hurt once, you can understand if you are more cautious, right?"

"Of course! I understand!"

"I've decided to forget everything I've ever had, so there's no such thing as a rebuilding between us, do you understand what I mean?"

"I see!"

"So maybe, maybe I will never accept you, or maybe I will accept you one day, but my character will definitely not be the same as before." Su Ming laughed again, "Maybe I will change If I become selfish, become indifferent, and become unscrupulous, if I become like that, do you think you will still like me?"

Lin Fei moved his mouth, but Su Ming didn't give him a chance to speak, so he continued.

"In the past, you didn't like that "Su Ming" because you didn't like his personality. I know that. Now, you think I have become the person you like, but one day, my personality may change, maybe It's different from now. So do you think that on that day, you can still say that you like me without hesitation like now? "

Su Ming originally thought that Lin Fei would hesitate after he said this, but Lin Fei held his hand almost without hesitation.

"I used to treat you... oh no, I was not good to that "Su Ming" and made him sad, so he disappeared. But in the future, I will always be good to you, no matter what happens, I will be good to you, you don't need to change You have to be selfish and indifferent, you just have to be yourself."

"But have you ever thought that maybe that's my true face! Maybe I'm a selfish and indifferent person. Everything I showed you before may have been acting! After all, my acting skills are very good! "

"If you were really a selfish and indifferent person, you wouldn't have said that to me today!" Lin Fei smiled, and he seemed to relax, "If you are really indifferent and selfish, you just have to keep acting and feel at ease Isn't it enough to accept my feelings and guilt!"

"Su Ming, I know you have a lot of worries. I'm glad that you are willing to think about yourself, because I don't want you to be hurt again. But I also hope that you can have a little confidence in me. I really didn't have any extra feelings for you before. , so I will care about whether your personality meets my requirements. But now that I have fallen in love with you, since I already like you, how can I easily change it due to external forces!"

Su Ming looked at Lin Fei with a little surprise, his mouth opened slightly unconsciously, as if he was puzzled by the scene in front of him.

Lin Fei raised his hand and gently stroked his hair, then said softly: "Su Ming, the same sentence, I won't force you to make a decision, I just hope you can think clearly before making a decision, and try to treat me as much as possible. Confidence. Also, I'm sorry for what happened just now, I thought you wanted to leave me completely, so I lost control of my emotions, I didn't mean it."

Su Ming still didn't speak, he knew that subconsciously he wanted to escape, but if Fan Lin Fei hesitated, he might completely reject him.But Lin Fei's performance was completely unexpected, which made him a little at a loss.

Lin Fei stretched out his hand and lightly touched the tooth marks on his collarbone, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?" Su Ming shook his head.

"Did the things I put in the guest bedroom trouble you?" Su Ming shook his head again.

Lin Fei laughed softly, "Didn't you just say that you were indifferent and selfish, why do you actually look so stupid?"

Su Ming's mouth moved, but he still didn't say anything.Although he is 29 years old physically, he can solve most problems in a very mature and calm manner, but feelings are really his blind spot.So once he encounters something related to feelings, he will be stupid except to escape.

Although he has always wanted to calmly think about the relationship with Lin Fei, he has to admit that feelings are really not something that can be figured out by calmness.Just as he has never understood why Lin Fei must like him, even because his personality has changed significantly, he also doesn't quite understand how he can have some inexplicable thoughts about Lin Fei.

Even not long ago, he could convince himself to continue using Lin Fei, but when he saw him, he found himself a little bit reluctant.I don't know if it's because Lin Fei approached cautiously during this time, or because of his inexplicably cute little thought of secretly putting things in the guest bedroom.

Even when Lin Fei kissed him forcefully just now, he wasn't very angry. It was completely different from being kissed for the first time on the set.

He struggled just now, the bigger reason was that he was frightened, it was a subconscious reaction.In other words, he was a little scared. As for what he was afraid of, he couldn't tell.

"Mr. Lin..."

"Wait!" Before Su Ming could say anything, he was interrupted by Lin Fei, who looked at Lin Fei in a puzzled manner.

"I want to ask you first, do you hate me?"

Su Ming froze for a moment, then shook his head.He is not a child, it is impossible to hate someone at every turn, and it is the same for Lin Fei.He used to be indifferent, but during this period of time he felt that he seemed to like Lin Fei a little bit, anyway, he didn't hate it anyway.

"That's good." Lin Fei seemed to be relieved, "Then can you try to understand me better, let's get in touch with each other more, maybe someday you will fall in love with me?"

Although Lin Fei has been trying his best to create a sense of presence in front of Su Ming during this time, whether Su Ming is willing to get close to him subjectively has a great impact on the development of their relationship.

"Let's start with the basics first. Don't you call me Mr. Lin anymore, okay? You used to...no, before you said you didn't mention it, you were you. So, can you try to call me by my name in the future?"

In the past, "Su Ming" tried to call Lin Fei by his name, but Lin Fei didn't like it very much, so except for occasional special circumstances, he still called him Mr. Lin at other times.

Sometimes Lin Fei really felt that the address he didn't like before was now something he couldn't ask for.

Su Ming looked at Lin Fei helplessly, not to mention his vague thoughts about Lin Fei, even if he didn't have such thoughts, it's really frustrating for such an outstanding man to be so cautious. One cannot say no.

"Is it difficult?"

"No, I just think it's just a title, and I really don't need to care too much."

"Since you don't need to care about it, it's okay if you change it, right?"

Su Ming: ...

In short, under Lin Fei's request, Su Ming had to change his address, but he couldn't call him any intimate names for a while, so he finally decided to call him by his full name.

As for the cat ears and the clothes in the closet, both of them subconsciously ignored them as if they didn't exist.

Lin Fei's [-] sets of the Little Wild Cat series were sent out quickly, causing a huge wave on the Internet in an instant.

From a high-cold master X five-sixth-line small artist, to now a big spender who spends a lot of money, a beautiful smile master X a super high-value popular artist, the change of identity has completely changed the taste of the same melon.Those who used to be sneering and sarcastic on the Internet have now become people who are so sweet and so sweet.

Anyone with eyes can tell that Lin Fei spent more than 30 yuan to support Su Ming. Of course, it is reasonable for the boss to support his own employees, but it doesn't have such a strong story, so the people who eat melons are willing to believe it. The current President Lin is spending a lot of money to make the beauty happy.

When Su Ming saw those comments, he almost laughed out of anger. The key point was that they were telling the truth, and he didn't even have an angle to refute.

He felt that he had to find an opportunity to make an appointment with Lin Fei. Although he was willing to try to get in touch with him, he was too high-profile and affected his own development.He dignifiedly relies on his own ability to obtain the results, and does not want to be interpreted too much by caring people.

Half a month passed in a flash, White Valentine's Day was approaching, and Su Ming's second ad was about to launch.

Su Ming got to know it earlier, the other party said that this ad is the same as the previous one, it is mainly for the promotion of the series, and does not promote single products, so it probably feels the same as Little Wild Cat.

Thinking of my skirt, I feel a little bit of anticipation for no reason... It's not!

In fact, Su Ming was a little nervous, he didn't feel anything during the shoot, the skirt was just a skirt, but when he thought of putting that look in front of the public, he suddenly felt a sense of shame for no reason.

And he was also a little bit worried that fans would not accept it.

But the matter has come to this point, it seems that worrying is a bit unnecessary, Su Ming made himself a cup of coffee, found a comfortable position to sit, and waited for the official announcement.

[The author has something to say: Lin Fei: Little... little skirt...

Su Ming: ...Shut up your saliva, and pay attention to your overlord's personality!

Lin Fei: What is the character design?Can I eat it?Come out with the little skirt, I want to see it!

Su Ming: ...]