puppy love [disheartened]

The pain of a long-distance relationship is that when you encounter grievances, that he can't give you a huge and warm hug by your side.

trust

After the quarrel, because I cried, the rationale became unreasonable.He tried his best to control his expression and took a graduation photo, then immediately left and caught up with the people in Class [-] and left the school gate.

Ni Gong'an remained silent, and Yu Huan also wisely separated from us at the fork in the road.

I spent a long time talking to him about what happened today.

"You know? After she scolded me, she went to show off to other classes that she scolded me."

"Leave her alone."

"But what she said was true. I really shouldn't have been so nice to her."

"Then do you want me to ask Yu Huan to scold you back?"

"No need. I don't want a 'black background'."

"..."

"My... really character... is it that bad?"

"Of course." It was a joke.

"Well, I see."

"Oh, don't be sad, anyway, it's only a few days. After that, you won't see her again?"

Indeed, I will never meet her again in the future.

For an hour, he comforted me and said some wild things.

This person is the cleanest person I've seen here, I'm too dirty, it's better to stay away from me.

The second day of vacation after returning home is the last day before the exam.Parents are busy and not at home, but stay on the computer.I turned on the computer and complained to Zi Han.But I never expected that Zihan inadvertently sent the chat records of my complaining to her to H and asked what was going on.

And H sent as many as 99+ messages to scold me.Deleted my friends, so I can't go theory.In order not to affect the mood of the exam, I didn't click to open it.

"Hanhan, do you believe me or her?"

"Of course I believe you."

"Well, don't you have a lot to say to me? Wait until I come back from the exam."

"Ah."

When I close the computer, my head hurts.

This is my girlfriend, she sued my girlfriend for insulting me?I also saw the news from my cousin just now, and I guess he also sued my cousin.

"Scumbag!"

Punching on the porcelain floor didn't feel any pain, it seemed that I was crazy.

My parents came back and told me that the parents of a classmate sent a bunch of messages to my dad.

I know, it's H imitating her mother.She remembered that I knew that she could use her dad's account to talk about things. She used to use her dad's account when she didn't want to come to school to lie and ask for leave.

But her tone, who could she be? I have met H's mother, and it can be said that some are submissive.

I wanted to smash my phone when I saw her send the chat records of me and my partner to my dad.

"Please take care of your daughter. Don't let her be vexatious."

"It's okay, take her to the hospital to see if she's not in a good state of mind."

"Please don't let your daughter harass my daughter."

"I suspect she has violent tendencies."

"I hope parents will cooperate."

"We don't want to make things big, but if we want to make trouble, we will accompany you."

"........."

My parents didn't believe me, but they also said a few words for me, telling me not to think about it and take the exam well.

The exam can be regarded as a normal performance, skip it.

During the exam, the lunch went to Class Three, and our school was used as the exam room.

Zhongli asked me: "Is what H said true?" How would I know what H said?I asked her back, "Do you believe it?"

It's impossible not to think about it, but every time I think about it, I beat my head hard.

On the day of the exam, I sent a message to Zi Han, but she ignored me.I also forgot to answer the phone.

On the first day after the exam, I wanted to have a carnival with Zi Han, but Zi Han was not there.The phone didn't answer either.

On the second day after the exam, it was discovered that Zi Han had changed her name to "Missing Persons".The phone was not answered.

On the third day after the exam, he ignored me.The phone still didn't answer.

The fourth day of the exam, the fifth day, the sixth...

On the eighth day after the exam, I decided with a more forceful tone that she was online.

"Zi Han, Han Han, come out. If there is anything wrong, I can correct it. If there is any misunderstanding, I can try my best to solve it. Tell me where I am wrong."

"Even if you don't like me anymore, tell me. Don't let me wait alone."

"I said that I will love you until you stop loving me. If you stop loving me, I will give you back your freedom."

"But you have to give me a reason why you abandoned me."

"I'm back, and I can accompany you and be with you for the rest of the summer vacation."

"I have graduated, and I can fall in love."

"Zi Han, please take care of me."

This was followed by several 59-second speeches.

When I sent out "If you fall in love with someone else, tell me and I will give you freedom", there was a red exclamation mark.

Afterwards, we broke up the couple relationship, and the couple space collapsed into ruins.

The tears that I desperately held back flowed down.lost?Is it defeated?

Later, it seemed to me that the 99+ news completely collapsed.There's a me in there that I don't know at all.As for whether H said anything else, it is not known.

I finally understand why people break down. Only one year of relationship made me like this. What about ten years?

This girl, you agreed to love me for the rest of your life, why did your life come so soon?

She said she would believe me, but does she believe me if she abandons me?

She also said that she would wait for me, but why did she leave before waiting?

Is our agreement so worthless?

Or is it that our agreement has become worthless because of the impulse of youth?

I was wrong, I should not be so early.If I could meet you a few years later, maybe everything will be different.

Will it be different?

I'm still too young, I can't promise each other, the only thing I can do is keep my promise.

"Zihan, I wish you happiness."

Another month passed, and I became thinner and thinner. My mother couldn't stand it anymore, and took me to the city hospital to prescribe medicine.The doctor gave me a small bracelet. I don't go out, so I don't wear it.

21 g

I believe in a home for the dead, but not in spirits.The so-called light weight of 21 grams has now been realized.

There are many, many human souls floating before my eyes.

I was burned to death, not a suicide because I didn't set the fire, I just gave up and fled.Besides, there is no escape.

The fire is burning fast and has already reached the door of the house.

I looked at my parents in pain and felt guilty inside.They are the ones I am most sorry for in my life.I left the hospital after my parents kissed each other on the forehead.

I quickly accepted this fact, so I stumbled on the train and arrived in Fuzhou.For several days and nights, I have been sleeping, very sleepy.

I sent a courier to Zihan before, and I asked the wandering souls nearby, and I found it.Zihan's family members seem to be very depressed when Zihan is not there.

Suddenly a person, ah no, the ghost patted me on the shoulder and asked me to go with her.

She has a similar body shape to Zi Han.

"Little ghost, what are you doing here? Where did you come from?"

The voice is hoarse and unpleasant, a bit scary.

"He's from Jiangsu, looking for my ex-girlfriend."

The female ghost could no longer see her face clearly, her hair was disheveled.She's always shaking when I talk.

"Are you cold?" He was about to step forward and grab the female ghost.

The female ghost took a step back and said, "The woman you are looking for has gone abroad, go back."

"how do you know?"

"I'm the ghost in this building, and I've been watching her go out with her luggage," said the female ghost.

"is it?"

"Ah."

"You know what? I miss her so much, but I can't tell love from love."

"Isn't it the same meaning?" the female ghost asked.

"I don't think so."

"Ah."

"Why don't you let me see your face?" I asked.

"ugly."

In the next few days, I lived with the female ghost, and I gradually realized that I seemed to know the female ghost, but I couldn't remember it.

One day, the female ghost drove me out, and I was bored in the corridor, only to hear someone gossip.

"Did the girl in this family run away from home a month ago?"

"You haven't been here for a long time. She seems to be gay and went to find another girl."

"Yo, now this little girl really knows how to play."

"That's right, she was kicked out by her father, and she didn't go to school."

"Hey, don't talk too much. The girl was hit by a car and died just as she was going out."

"..."

Hearing this, I hurried back to look for the female ghost.I saw the female ghost peeling off her hair, revealing a scarred face.

I still had burns on my face, tears were streaming down my cheeks, and my face was burning with pain.

"Zihan?"

"Missing persons, that's my brother."

I stepped forward and hugged her desperately, "You lost me."

She kissed my forehead, "I'm sorry, Feifei."

I was awakened by great pain, and I was greeted by a few strangers in white coats.

I tried my best to open my eyes completely, and the tears from the corners of my eyes fell down again.I regained consciousness and met my parents.

When I woke up, I couldn't tell where the dream was.

My body was in pain, and the doctor said that there might be scars, but my face was rescued in time, and there was no serious injury. After applying ointment and paying attention to diet, it would not be visible.Lungs are less than ideal.

I lay in bed for half a month, and on the last day of hospitalization, I suddenly received a call.is a man.

"Hi, I'm Chen Zihan's boyfriend."

【Finish】

The author has something to say:

This story is adapted from real events, which may be a bit naive, but it did happen in an unknown corner.

There will be extra episodes, after all, there are too few words in the main text. (time variable)

Thank you readers for your patience.Thank you and see you later.