salt by salt

"Sometimes I have a weird feeling."

Yang Chen and I went back to his house, he stood behind me and said suddenly.I've felt a lot easier since moving back to my own house, and occasionally I'll sleep over at his request.I muddled NaCl's dog's head and made dog hair all over my body, and then I belatedly said "Ah": "What does it feel like?"

He looked at me with rare hesitation, but in the end he didn't say anything.All I heard was a slight sigh: "No... nothing."

"Why is our fearless Young Master Yang sighing?" I stood up helplessly, "What did Brother Yucheng tell you? It's so troublesome?"

"It has nothing to do with him." Yang Chen walked up to me and hugged me, and murmured in my ear, "It's true that your brother is annoying. But if you are usually one-tenth as smart as him, I can live a long time Point. You said that you are all a family, why is there such a difference?"

"Am I that stupid?" I was happy at first, but I felt a little blocked when he said it, and frowned, "Can you speak better?"

"I was just kidding." He pinched my face, showing an indifferent smile, and touched the rim of my glasses with his fingers, "You are not ugly wearing glasses... Oh, are you angry?"

My fragile left eye has become so inflamed these days that I can't even wear contact lenses.While driving, Yang Chen received a document that Sun Ning wanted me to read right away, so he had to take out this pair of glasses that he only wore in the company, and he forgot to take them off when he came back.I avoided his touch, pursed my lips and said nothing.He turned around and wanted to play with NaCl, but Yang Chen grabbed his arm from behind: "Xu Junyan, what's the matter with you? Are you so rude? I didn't mean it, just kidding."

"Not angry." I said.

I am not as good as Xu Yucheng, this is a fact.

I've known it since I was a child—looks, IQ, manners, I'm different from other people of my age in every aspect.Even Yang Chen, who has a bad personality, and Andre, who is indifferent, they were raised by the most elite education, and they completely crushed me in appearance. I can only look up to their brilliance from below.Although he was dressed in a glamorous way with the power of the Xu family, the inner Xu Junyan is still a person who achieves nothing and fails.

Now it is the scene I dreamed of, to be able to stand with him in an upright manner... If the 17-year-old Xu Junyan knew this scene, he would be so happy that he shed tears.But even if you stand by his side, you will be reminded of the fact of Gao Pan unintentionally.

So... I don't want him to say that.

It doesn't matter if you are not good-looking, not smart enough, or not good at interpersonal relationships.These shortcomings, which I have long recognized, are the only ones I don't want to be spoken out by Yang Chen.

Yang Chen raised his eyebrows, walked over and put his arms around my waist, kneading his hands gently: "It's so obvious that you still say you're not angry? Huh? I don't really think so, I just said it casually. "

"I'm tired and want to rest." I didn't want to dwell on this meaningless topic any longer, and turned my head away from him, "I'm not angry, really, let me go now."

"Don't let go." He hugged his arms even tighter, "Xu Junyan, what's going on with you?"

"I'm fine." I restrained my gloomy emotions and smiled at him, "You hurt me too much, can you let go?"

"Speak out if you have something in your heart. How would I know if you don't tell me?" Yang Chen's face darkened, and his aura suddenly became a little scary. He said in a cold voice, "Can you, a man, stop hiding things like a woman? If you If you feel wronged, tell me, next time I will pay attention, why are you being wronged there?"

I really didn't think so, just a little depressed.Now that he said these words, I was really so angry that the blood vessels in my temples twitched, and the fire that hadn't been ignited just now burst into flames.

Fortunately, I still retained a bit of reason, and didn't want to quarrel with him not long after we met, so I stepped back and said, "You misunderstood... Hey, it's really nothing, let's go to the sofa and watch a show, shall we?"

He let go of his arm, and I pulled him away immediately.Because he didn't want to spoil the rare good atmosphere before, he deliberately found two glasses and went to the refrigerator to get a box of iced peach juice and poured it on, then turned around and gave it to him: "Drink something. Why are you so angry?"

Yang Chen stood there without moving.I have always adhered to the standard of "being angry with Yang is equal to slow suicide". After knowing his dog temper a long time ago, I can forget these uncomfortable words without getting too entangled.And as long as Yang Chen is out of my sight, I can calm down immediately, and I have already adjusted my emotions after pouring peach juice.

"Why? I'm not angry, you're still angry." I stuffed the cup into his hand, "Being angry hurts your liver. You should also learn to take care of it. Don't you want to live longer?"

Yang Chen took a sip slowly, and I chuckled: "You must have been a coal stove in your previous life, so angry."

His tone slowed down a bit, his face was still stinky, and he retorted like a child: "Then Xu Junyan, you were a piece of coal in your previous life, and I will get angry at whatever you do."

"What fire is on?" I took the cup and put it on the table, kissed his lips, with the fresh and sweet taste of peach juice.I put one hand on his belt and lowered my head to nibble his Adam's apple. I know Yang Chen is very sensitive here, "Is it dry wood?"

"I think you don't want your butt anymore." He said through gritted teeth, "Go to the room."

I reached out to unbutton his shirt collar, kissed his thin but handsome eyebrows, and said softly, "It's right here."

His kiss was so fierce and fierce that it pushed me down on the soft sofa almost immediately.If it weren't for the entanglement of lips and tongue, I would have laughed out loud.

"Yang Chen." I wrapped my arms around his bare shoulders, and my glasses fell to the ground long ago.During the confrontation, my eyes were blurred, and the pleasure was like an electric current passing down my spine to my brain. I called him, "Ah...Yang Chen...Yang Chen."

He raised his head and kissed me, beads of sweat hung on his well-shaped jaw, which was sexy enough.He panted low and asked me what I was doing. I couldn't see his face clearly, but I smiled sincerely and stretched out my hand to pull him towards me.

It is better to enjoy yourself until the end while the flame is still burning.

Together...to ashes.

In fact, I completely underestimated Yang Chen's sexual ability in the past experience.The sex continued late into the night, and the location shifted from the sofa to the room.In the end, I almost collapsed. I leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows and covered my face with physiological tears. Looking at the distant lights below, I scolded him in a hoarse voice: "Yang Chen... Are you a fucking human? It's almost enough... Woo... ..."

Although Yang Chen is capable in this area, he is not a Superman.After finishing the last time, both of us lay on the bed lazily and didn't want to move. Fortunately, the room was warm enough, and I even felt a little hot because of the smell of sex.I turned my head and poked his arm vigorously, the pain from the waist down was terribly painful, not to mention the overused area: "Hey, Yang Stallion."

"Why did you call you a man?" He turned over, "What's the matter?"

"Be more restrained next time, I'm afraid you will die on the bed." I couldn't help laughing as I said, "What's the fuss today? I've done it so many times, I'm going to say goodbye to work tomorrow."

"I am willing." He sneered, "Didn't you yell very happily just now? You called your husband when you did it, and now let me do it less often. It was you who lifted your butt ruthlessly."

I became a little annoyed and angry: "Anyway, let you stop and stop, why don't you let me have fun?"

"Sure, sure." He has better physical strength than me, went to the bathroom to put hot water, and now he pulled me up vigorously, "Go to the bathroom and clean it up, otherwise you will definitely feel uncomfortable tomorrow."

"I don't want to move...I'm going to die of exhaustion." I felt like I had become a puddle of mud, and Yang Chen suddenly hugged me, hugged him tightly around his neck in fright, and teased, "Brother Yang, can you do it?" Ah? The man's legs are weak just after doing it, so don't throw me to death."

"You don't know where to stay when I'm carrying a heavy cross-country." He cut out, and hugged me firmly into the bathtub, "Okay, let go, you still want me to hug you forever?"

Soaking in the hot water made me recover a lot, I put my face up and smiled and didn't let him go, I insisted on pulling him into the bathtub.Yang Chen looked helpless on the surface, the corners of his mouth were already raised high.This guy lives a luxurious life, and the bathtub is more than enough for two people to lie in. I was bored and played in his arms.

I was a little sleepy in the steaming heat, so I said casually, "It's okay, my life won't be too long, and you can't hold me for a few years if you want to."

After a while of silence, I realized that I had said something wrong, and quickly added: "I was joking..."

Yang Chen's eyes looked very calm under the bright light in the bathroom, he looked at me steadily, and said slowly: "Xu Junyan, I often have a very strange feeling."

I panicked and didn't dare to look at him. Yang Chen always has a beast-like intuition. At this moment, he seems to have seen through me completely.

That's right... this is Yang Chen.We have been entangled for so long, because of the relationship that has long blurred boundaries and intertwined love and hate, because I have exposed my true self in front of him countless times, because he is finally willing to face up to our future, so he will definitely Discover.

He questioned me word by word, breaking the disguise of the secret deepest in my heart bit by bit.This is probably my real revenge for him who has ruined my entire adolescence - at the moment when he thought we had a bright future, I spread out the bloody reality to him.

But looking into his eyes, it seems that I am not as relieved and relaxed as I imagined, but a little empty and dazed.

"Xu Junyan, don't you want to live long ago?"