love like drunk

Gu Wenxi was lying on the bed and couldn't sleep. What he was struggling with was not his orientation. After all, he was never restricted by outdated ideas. There was not much difference between men and women; .

He kept thinking back on his past love experiences, hoping to find a little bit of experience that could be used as an analogy.Occasionally, he will stare at the face of the person he is dating, but the so-called throbbing is unreliable. After a while, he will feel dull, and love will become a child's game. to deal with.

Gu Wenxi began to wonder if he was a scumbag. He obviously didn't like it that much, but he wanted to accept other people's affection time and time again, while he himself was completely 3 minutes hot.

It's not like I've never seen a love as deep as the sea, such as Wen Nan to Gu Yuqing, or Gu Yuqing to Gu Wenheng's mother.It's just that what their love brought to him was the tragedy of family breakdown, which made him instinctively resist this kind of self-impressive sentiment.

After thinking about it like this, he didn't think his feelings for Du Yunyan were any more special, he was probably overheated and dizzy again; besides, Du Yunyan had already said that he was not interested in him.

Gu Wenxi temporarily gave up the ambiguous fantasies about Du Yunyan, but uncontrollably picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table with her right hand, and turned to the phone number she had just saved.He suddenly wondered if that person had WeChat.

I searched with my mobile phone number, and he actually found it.Du Yunyan's WeChat name is "Yunyan". The photo is a group photo of Yang Yang and Bei Bei. Although the dog in the photo looks smaller than it is now, Gu Wenxi recognized them at a glance.

Now that the numbers have been exchanged, it’s okay to add a WeChat, right?Without any hesitation, he sent a friend application, thinking that if he passed, he would definitely pick up his circle of friends, and if he didn't pass... just let him add it tomorrow and it's over.

Du Yunyan's passing information came faster than he expected.

[I passed your friend verification request, now we can start chatting]

Opening the dialog box, upon seeing this system message, Gu Wenxi followed the other party's profile picture to find Moments as planned.

However, he thought too much, Du Yunyan's circle of friends was blank, nothing at all.

I don't know what he is doing with WeChat.Gu Wenxi threw down the phone in boredom, closed her eyes, her mind was very clear, and she still didn't want to sleep.

As soon as the phone screen went dark, he turned sideways and clicked on it again. The content on it was still on the call box with Du Yunyan.

Now that WeChat has been added, it doesn't matter to send a message to harass me, right?Gu Wenxi thought hard.

And did so.

【You haven't slept yet? 】

After half a minute, two words popped out: 【No】

Gu Wenxi posted again: [What are you doing? 】

The other party ignored him.

He didn't give up, and sent an emoji pretending to be wronged.

Du Yunyan finally came back: [Write a letter]

There are still people writing letters these days... Gu Wenxi asked: [Who are they writing to? 】

【It has nothing to do with you】

Gu Wenxi knew that he would not tell herself everything.However, the feeling of communicating on WeChat is different from talking face-to-face, and he doesn’t have to talk about something. He thinks it’s more interesting to go back and forth like this.They just sent messages to each other in two rooms a few steps away, Gu Wenxi sent one or two, and Du Yunyan slowly replied.

[What will you eat tomorrow morning? 】【Shall I make breakfast with you? 】

【as you like】

【What time do you get up? 】

……

After more than a dozen items, Du Yunyan finally couldn't help it: [Go to bed early]

【Then why don't you sleep? 】

【Okay, I'm going to bed】

Gu Wenxi didn't know if he really went to sleep, but he was definitely annoyed by himself.He took it away as soon as he saw it, stopped the harassment, threw the phone back on the bedside table, buried his head on the pillow, and wrapped the quilt tightly.

It's over, and I can't sleep anymore.

Three days later is the winter solstice, and it is customary to eat glutinous rice balls.Du Yunyan planned to make glutinous rice balls stuffed with black sesame seeds this time, and asked Gu Wenxi to make them together in the morning.

The black sesame seeds are fried and crushed the night before, mixed with sugar and oil, and the stuffing is placed in a small pot.The white dough made from glutinous rice flour is packed in another container.

The big dumplings were rolled into strips and then divided into small balls. Gu Wenxi followed Du Yunyan's example and filled the middle of the small balls with sesame filling, glancing secretly at him from time to time.

After realizing that her relationship was not right, Gu Wenxi also took some prudence and thinking in the process of getting along with the other party in the past two days.

His heart rate would still speed up when Du Yunyan approached.

It's ridiculous, and he still can't believe that this purely sensory hormonal response can be used as a yardstick for judging emotions.Could it be that being with the person you like forever makes you blush and warm for the rest of your life?

When Du Yunyan made glutinous rice balls, his eyelids drooped slightly, and his eyelashes looked very long.

"What are you thinking?" he asked without looking up.

Gu Wenxi withdrew her gaze from his face at the right time, and because of distraction, some black sesame seeds on the spoon spilled out.

"It's nothing, I'm sorry." He didn't want to reveal the little secret in his heart when he didn't know clearly. The more he felt at ease about this kind of thing, the harder it would be to get out; take it easy, maybe after a few days he would find out that he was thinking too much .

The glutinous rice balls were boiled white and plump, Gu Wenxi took a small bite, and the sticky black filling flowed out, very sweet, a little hot to the mouth; squinting to the opposite side, Du Yunyan was still carefully pointing at the spoon blowing air on the glutinous rice balls.

White hot air rose continuously and floated between the two of them. Gu Wenxi felt that everything in front of him was no longer clear.

As soon as the winter solstice arrived, the weather suddenly turned cold, the doors of the restaurant were closed, and the wind was still blowing.

After eating the glutinous rice balls, Gu Wenxi also drank the warm soup in the bowl, thinking that it could dispel some of the cold air.

"Will it snow here?"

Du Yunyan ate very slowly, maintaining a constant rhythm: "It's possible, it won't be too big."

It's snowing... Gu Wenxi is afraid of the cold, but she is looking forward to the whiteness of the mountains.

At night, the wind became stronger, and Gu Wenxi stayed in the room after dinner and didn't go out again.The tune-changed "whining" sound from the closed windows overwhelmed the warm air from the air conditioner, creating a gloomy atmosphere for the otherwise quiet country night.

He called Gu Wenheng to find out about his family.Although Gu Wenxi was somewhat rebellious, on the whole she had a very good temper and did not hold grudges. After so long, her anger towards Gu Yuqing had long since dissipated, and she also missed his body.

"Brother," Gu Wenheng asked him after chatting for a while, "When are you coming back? It's almost Chinese New Year..."

In about a month, it will be the Lunar New Year. The Gu family's New Year's flavor is not very strong, but in the past, Gu Wenxi would at least have a New Year's Eve dinner at home.

This year... His first reaction was how would Du Yunyan celebrate the New Year?

"Besides," Gu Wenheng's voice came through the receiver again, "Dad's 55th birthday is in February, it was agreed before, you have to come back, right?"

"Oh, let me take a look." Gu Wenxi remembered that half a year ago he suggested that his father should have a big birthday.

He might have been ready to go home if he hadn't been having a lot of disturbing thoughts lately.

Originally heard that Gu Yuqing was in good condition, Gu Wenxi was relieved, but because of talking about the reality, she lost her peace again.After the call, he didn't know how to resolve his worries, and he didn't want to read the content of WeChat Moments, so he opened Weibo, which he hadn't accessed for a long time, and scrolled blankly.

A travel blogger he followed recommended a horror movie.The po master was chattering and exaggerated, insisting that he had watched a movie that he would never dare to sleep alone.

Gu Wenxi is very courageous and loves to watch horror movies. He doesn't believe that he can be scared. After a little search, he can find it on a certain video app on his phone.Anyway, he had nothing to do, so he clicked on the movie to distract himself.

The background of the story happens to be in a small mountain village. Due to conflicts with his family, a young college student accidentally boards a car bound for a remote mountainous area, but embarks on a real journey of death.

Damn, this visual sense is too strong, right?Just after reading the beginning, Gu Wenxi couldn't help but feel hairy in line with the introduction.Reason tells him that he should quit in time, but maybe he is too confident in his courage, or he is habitually dying. Not only did he not turn off the movie, but he put his phone on the phone holder, changed to a more comfortable position, and watched it more attentively. stand up.

The film is only about an hour long, but Gu Wenxi feels like she has been on countless roller coasters, her heart being tugged up and down.

The sound of the wind brushing against the window has not diminished at all, and now it sounds like a ghost screaming, and even the low echoing warm air from the air conditioner has become weird.

He finally forgot about the family affairs temporarily, but he became more nervous mentally.The weather was cold, even with the air conditioner turned on, the room temperature was not very high, and he felt a chill rushing up from his back one after another.

He pulled the quilt up again, only his head was exposed, and just touching the pillow, there were three "duk tuk tuk" sounds from outside the door.

The sound was quite rhythmic, and the interval between each sound was very neat, it didn't even sound like a human knock. He was so startled that his hairs stood on end, he sat up from the bed, and almost fell down.

"Who?" Gu Wenxi's voice was trembling, not particularly loud, and there was silence outside the door.After a few seconds, there were two more "duk tuk" sounds in succession.

He became more nervous, tiptoed to the door and asked, "Who is it?"

"I, Du Yunyan."

The author says:

Let's stay together for a while, I think it would be a bit against Gu Wenxi's personality if she decides her mind too quickly, and Du Yunyan is not the proactive type