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"I, Du Yunyan."

As soon as the voice outside came out, Gu Wenxi's heart sank, and she quickly opened the door.

Du Yunyan hugged the quilt in his arms, and asked straight to the point: "The temperature has dropped, do you want a thicker quilt?"

Gu Wenxi was feeling cold, so she didn't shirk, and took the quilt he sent: "Thank you."

"Hey, Du Yunyan—" Gu Wenxi held Du Yunyan who was about to leave, "Can you not leave yet?"

"what's up?"

"I'm a little scared by myself." He didn't care about face, let alone selfishness.

"Are you afraid?" Du Yunyan frowned, not quite believing his words.

"I just watched a horror movie, in which seven or eight people died," he added, "It was also in a deserted village, and the main character was as handsome and young as me..."

This kind of reason seems illogical to Du Yunyan: "We have no ghosts or villains here, and I have locked the doors of the building."

"This is a psychological effect," Gu Wenxi was speechless, "Have you never watched a horror movie?"

"No."

"Then I'll watch it again with you?" He suddenly thought, "You will understand what's going on."

"I'm not interested," Du Yunyan vetoed without thinking, "Forget it, what do you want me to do here?"

"Come with me!" Seeing him let go, Gu Wenxi was happy. He put the old quilt into the cabinet, spread out the bed he just brought, and got in again.The new quilt is soft and light, and indeed warmer, as if wrapped in cotton.

Du Yunyan didn't sit on his bed, but pulled a chair and sat beside him to watch over him.

"Why are you sitting on the chair?" Gu Wenxi was a little dissatisfied with this kind of status, feeling as if she was being watched, "Come on the bed and lie down together!"

"What did you say?"

"What are men afraid of?" Gu Wenxi said frankly, and moved inside by the way, "Didn't you say that you are not interested in me? Then we are good buddies!" not crowded.

Du Yunyan glanced at him lightly, motionless: "No need, I'm not used to it, and I haven't changed my clothes." He was still wearing the sweater jacket and slacks he wore every day, unlike Gu Wenxi who changed into pajamas.

"Oh——" Gu Wenxi rubbed back to the bed next to the other party, thinking sourly, if Yun Han who had left said so, he would definitely not refuse.

But he didn't dare to be too presumptuous, otherwise this person might run away, so he was more honest.His eyes narrowed into a slit, and he sneaked a look at Du Yunyan, only to find that he was also observing him.

Different from his scrutiny, which was full of tentative thoughts, the other party's eyes were very pure, as if they were guarding him, hoping that he would fall asleep early.

This doesn't work, and he can't calm down: "I can't sleep if you stare at me like this."

"Then I'll go back?" Du Yunyan answered immediately.

He didn't want Du Yunyan to go either, it wasn't because he had to rely on the other party to accompany him, but because the scenes from the horror movie were still replaying in his mind frame by frame, he didn't want to stay by himself at all.

"Why don't you take a book and read it?" He remembered that Du Yunyan loved reading.

"Well, that's fine." Du Yunyan responded and walked out of the room.

Gu Wenxi felt a little regretful, what if he doesn't come back?

It was unnecessary to worry. Within 2 minutes, Du Yunyan pushed the door open again and came in, still sitting on the chair beside the bed.

Gu Wenxi glanced sideways at the cover of the book, which was the "Border Town" he had seen before.

He seems to really like this piece... But Gu Wenxi can't find anything good about it, and has forgotten most of the plot.

After Du Yunyan started reading, he never raised his eyelids.

"What is the end result of this novel?" Gu Wenxi really couldn't remember, so she asked casually.

"Border Town?" Du Yunyan's eyes fell back on the bed.

"Yes, did that girl get together with the young man she liked?"

"I didn't say yes, and I didn't say no."

"what?"

Du Yunyan turned the book to the last page of the story and read the last two paragraphs: "But in winter, the collapsed White Pagoda was repaired again, and the one that sang under the moon made Cuicui lose her soul for the singing in her sleep." The young man who floated lightly has not yet returned to Chadong.

"This person may never come back, maybe 'tomorrow'!"

His voice was originally nice, but when he read these two paragraphs, he poured more tenderness into it.After hearing this, Gu Wenxi also seemed to be floating on a light cloud, and it took a long time to recover.

However, this is tantamount to no end.

"Do you like stories without endings?" Gu Wenxi asked.

"Yes, this is the most real," he continued to Gu Wenxi, who was a little dazed, "Tragedies or comedies with a clear ending are exaggerations of reality to some extent, but real life encounters, relationships between people Fate cannot be predicted at all, and it has nothing to do with sorrow or joy.”

Gu Wenxi remembered the indifference he showed when Yun Han left: "Like you and Yun Han?"

Du Yunyan didn't expect him to think out of his mind like this: "How did you think of this?"

"I'm curious, can't I tell you?" He asked back.

"It's nothing, but I'm not just referring to him, it should be said—anything is like this." Du Yunyan looked down at the pages of the book, "Just like what happened in this story..."

He intermittently talked about the plots in the book, the love and death of Cuicui's parents, the two brothers fell in love with Cuicui at the same time, Nuosong sang for Cuicui, Tianbao's accidental death, the death of the old boatman, and Nuosong's departure... ...Some places are read according to the original text.Gu Wenxi was a little sad to hear that, so many sad things had happened, but what was written in the words was a flat and detached tone, and the heaviness of life and death was so easily resolved.

"I don't feel comfortable," he said bluntly, "Do you think someone can really obey fate like this?"

Du Yunyan didn't mention the things in the book again, but said lightly: "Compared with the natural decree, human desires are insignificant."

I don't believe it, Gu Wenxi protested in her heart, thinking of another thing.

"How did you spend the new year?" he asked.

"Me?" Du Yunyan didn't understand what he meant, "Of course I lived here."

"I mean with whom?"

"Ah," he sighed slightly, "In the past, I was with Yunhan's family, but now it's probably just me. Sheng Bo and the others are also going to the city. Everyone in the village is reuniting with their families. It's not suitable for me to go to someone else's place... "

"What me?" Gu Wenxi wanted to jump up, "I'm not human?"

"You want to celebrate the New Year here?" Du Yunyan looked at him in disbelief.

"What can't you do?"

"Are you and your family—"

"I'm not thinking about my family's issues now," Gu Wenxi interrupted him, "My dad and I don't have that big of a conflict."

"Then you should go back early."

"If you tell me to go back, I'll go back? I don't..." Gu Wenxi muttered softly.

Du Yunyan temporarily closed the book in his hand, and sat without saying a word as before.When he entered the room just now, he turned off the headlights, leaving only the desk lamp near the bed, and the light cast irregular shadows on his fair face.

Gu Wenxi looked at him for a moment, then withdrew his gaze. The throbbing heartbeat of the previous two days seemed to have weakened a bit, but he found that he liked him more than he imagined, and he didn't want this moment to pass too quickly.

"You go to rest first." Du Yunyan dimmed the lamp a little, it seemed that he didn't plan to read any more, and he didn't stare at him any more. He rubbed the center of his eyebrows and closed his eyes to rest.

Gu Wenxi turned around, closed his eyes, and was shrouded in a kind of tranquility that seemed to be frozen in time. He felt a little sleepy, dispelled the distracting thoughts in his mind, and his breathing became more stable.

A few minutes later, half asleep and half awake, he heard a voice behind him: "Gu Wenxi? Are you asleep?"

Gu Wenxi smacked her mouth in a daze.Anyway, if he can't wait for an answer, he should go back.

Sure enough, there was the sound of someone standing up from the chair behind him, softly and softly, and then the desk lamp was turned off, and the whole room went dark.

"Then I'll go back first," Du Yunyan paused, "Wen Xi."

Gu Wenxi woke up suddenly, half-opened her eyes, and was facing the window.

The sound of the wind in my ears stopped, there was no moonlight outside, and everything was dark.

His right hand was covered under the quilt, tightly clutching his pajamas, until the door of the room was closed, and then he loosened it little by little.

He murmured the syllables of his own name in his mind.