dancer on the knife

In one's life, one will meet many people, but every meeting will not be for no reason, and will always bring something to people.Some people are also destined to walk into your life and leave a trace.

Teacher Z is destined to be a person who left a deep mark on me.She was my client when I was working in a human resources company, and we got along well with each other, so every time she came to our company to recruit, I often chatted with her, in fact, I also wanted to see if I could do some training business.After resigning, I have kept in touch with her.

When she contacted me again, I found out that she had gone to a training institution as the director and was responsible for the overall work.I didn't go to work, and she just needed someone, so she tried her best to invite me to join.At that time, I had just tasted the freshness and sense of freedom brought by freelancing, so I no longer had much interest in working part-time.But I am optimistic about the projects carried out by their organization, so I also became a part-time promoter of their training organization, and sometimes send some students to train.

It will not be so easy to see economic benefits for each project, and a lot of publicity and promotion are needed to see some results.I don’t have money at hand, so I didn’t adopt commercial promotion. Instead, I promoted it on various forums, blogs and other websites. Although it has a certain effect, it is limited after all. Seeing that I am so invested, Teacher Z also gave more support and printed it specially. Give me a business card, and arrange an office card slot for me.Since my residence is a bit far away from the office of the institution, I rarely go there, only when negotiating with clients and when students sign up and pay fees.

The business is carried out unhurriedly like this. The east is not bright and the west is bright. There is still a certain time period for recruiting students for training courses. For freelancers, any gap period will directly affect the income, which will directly lead to the failure to pay the rent. Since then, the phenomenon of insufficient living expenses has occurred.This is also the reason why I am working on multiple projects at the same time. When I open my eyes every day, I just think about who will be the client who will make the deal today?The pressure has become the norm, and the only time I feel the office atmosphere is when I take students to the cooperative institution to sign up and pay fees.Although these people are not my colleagues, but they seem to be colleagues, everyone has a good relationship, and they will chat with the principal, director, and admissions teacher every time. Teacher Z's office has my desk, so I will stay here for a longer time.

One day, Teacher Z called me and asked me to go to the office, saying that there were some project cooperation matters that needed to be discussed face to face.I ran over, thinking that there was another big project to make money.After passing, she repeatedly emphasized one thing to me: If someone asks later, she will say that the recruitment is mainly done by me, and the recruitment is not ideal.I was at a loss, but under her urging, I reluctantly agreed.

After a while, a person called me out of the office and took me to a corridor some distance away from the office.One of the men with a fierce face asked me if I had tampered with the enrollment, sent people to other places, and if I joined with Teacher Z. to deny.

Seeing that I didn't admit it, a few more people came and surrounded me, using more aggressive words to force me to admit it, and said that if I panic, I will be dealt with.

It was the first time in my life that I encountered such a personal threat, and it really shocked me.But I thought about it in broad daylight, maybe they still beat me up, and more importantly, I just have a simple enrollment cooperation relationship with Mr. Z. Some customers send me over, and then give me a commission. I am sure that I have not committed any other violations of law and discipline Besides, I have relatives in the public security department, so I still have confidence, so no matter how they threaten, I will resist, and I am full of confidence and my voice is loud.

Perhaps seeing me being so decisive as a young boy, they began to change their attitudes.When I returned to the office, Teacher Z was full of complaints about me, saying that I admitted it, but they didn’t dare to do anything. Naturally, I cherish my reputation, and I will definitely not admit to things I haven’t done. Afterwards, I knew it was her. Who knew that I didn't cooperate with her in a game.I didn't get an apology from her, but she complained, which made me feel a lot colder.As the saying goes: A scholar dies for his confidant.With such an attitude, I am even more thankful for my firm denial at the time.

Teacher Z's boss personally apologized to me, thinking that I was the instigator of the organization's financial losses, and he knew that he was wrong, so he sent me home specially, and I couldn't refuse.But in the car, I was always terrified, afraid that he would take me to another place and do something wrong to me. In the car, I was quite alert, and I was mentally prepared to fight at any time and jump off the car.Fortunately, the other party sincerely sent me home, because the way back is the only way to go home.When I was not far from home, I was worried about exposing my residence, so I got off the car early on purpose.After getting off the car, I saw his car driving away before leaving, and I deliberately walked around the street before walking home to avoid being followed.

When I got home, I was so relieved, it was a dangerous life experience.When he touched his body, he was already covered in sweat.What should I do if they really want to kill me?Thinking about it afterwards gave me chills down my spine. How could Teacher Z treat me like this?Do you think I'm easy to bully?I don't want my family to know about this kind of grievance, because I am afraid that they will worry, so I keep it in my heart.

Teacher Z naturally couldn't stay in the institution anymore, so he resigned.And just like that, through this incident, we were disconnected and each other disappeared into our separate worlds.Growth finally comes with a price, and this time I have truly understood a truth: When you are upright, you are not afraid of the shadow being crooked, and if you do not do bad things, you are not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door.A person can go far only if he acts righteously.

As long as people are kind-hearted, do not harm others, and properly guard against others, this is the way to live and live.

After this incident, I became more cautious when going out, and even greeted my family in advance. If one day I called with strange and abnormal content, it must be that I was threatened and I should call the police in time.

Teacher Z may be a noble person sent by God to teach me how to settle down, but she played a special role.Every time I think of this threatening incident, I repeatedly remind myself to abide by the rules, do not take ill-gotten gains, and be caught if you are greedy, and at the same time, you must not harm people's hearts.I remember that when I was renting a house downstairs, because of the water leak from the balcony, the neighbors kept hitting and knocking on the door at night. It was really scary. I always wanted to take revenge afterwards, because it caused me a certain psychological shadow, including smashing the glass of his house and blocking the door. Ideas such as keyhole, cutting off the tap water, etc. all appeared in my brain, but I didn’t do anything after all. I felt that doing so was too low-handed, and it was an absolutely unacceptable behavior for me.

In the days when I make a living by enrolling students, I often hear internal rumors that someone has been arrested after each exam. Many of them are due to problems such as leaking questions. As an institution whose lifeline is the passing rate of the exam, it is the norm in the industry to take risks .The competition in the industry is very fierce, and mutual reporting happens from time to time. Every once in a while, you will hear that a certain organization has been banned, shut down, and all employees have been arrested, so every time you hear the sound of a police car, It's a warning to yourself.

Due to the particularity of the certification training, more people care about passing the exam, rather than focusing on learning things. Over time, I gradually became afraid of the qualification certification exam training business and rejected it from the bottom of my heart. Block business laid the groundwork.Think about it when I was working in a human resources company, I made a special report to apply for the establishment of a training center, but the competent department did not approve it. The qualification certification training that I like so much, under the baptism of time and under the influence of various events, I will no longer like it, so sometimes it is not reliable to like this thing, it is only staged.

If you are not strong, you will be powerless when you are threatened; if you are not on the right path, you will be more likely to be threatened.Only by making yourself strong enough can you have the opportunity to resolve various threats; and only by loving money in a proper way can you reduce threats.This is the biggest life insight brought to me by the corridor threat incident.