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, They have known each other since high school, and have been in touch since then, and even lived in the opposite door after they got married.I heard from my mother that after his mother gave birth to him, my mother said that she would give birth to a girl so that she could be an in-law.After I was born, it was a boy, so they couldn't be in-laws.

Candy is probably what every child likes to eat most when they are young. With a piece of candy, they can be happy all day long.I am two years younger than him, and fighting for toys and candy is the most common thing, but he doesn't fight with me, he always gives way to me.When we were both young, he always liked to pull me to stand at the gate of the community to tease the doorman’s dog, and when the dog barked very fiercely, he would take me to run, and the doorman would chase us a few steps, probably because of our age When he was too old to run, he stopped in place and cursed.

When he was in junior high school, I was still in elementary school. After school, I stood under the tree at the gate of his school and waited for the crowd to come out before looking for his shadow.On rainy days, I always forgot to bring my umbrella, so I waited for him to come over from school to open an umbrella for me, or waited for him to snatch the umbrella from a friend and take my hand and run away.I always have to cross the road when I go home. The traffic light on the zebra crossing is always broken. After a long time, no one repairs it. Crossing the road is always troublesome. Honk the horn to urge us, and he will put away the umbrella and shake all the dirty rainwater on the owner's car. At this time, the owner will roll down the window and point at us and scold us. He will wait for someone to come and pull me to stand. Make a face to the car owner at the traffic lights, and the car owner is going to continue to scold, but the car behind will honk his horn to signal him to go quickly. At this time, there will always be a few unpleasant swear words.

After he went to high school, he often quarreled with her mother many times and slammed the door and left. I usually heard his mother and my mother crying in the living room in the middle of my homework.I don't see his father very often, and the grandmas downstairs who are disturbed by the sound of quarrels will say that it is because of the lack of father's discipline that they are so rebellious.

He refused to let me wait for him after school many times. If I waited for him, he would ask two friends to take me home. I don’t know what he did, but every time I go home after school, I can always pass by the alley. I saw him lighting a cigarette and slowly puffing out smoke rings, chatting with friends around him who had dyed colorful hair and even had tattoos on their bodies.

I have evening self-study in junior high school, he never went to school himself, so he took a group of friends to wait for me at the gate of my school, and then led me to have dinner with them, he would pick up the cigarettes offered by friends at the dinner table, and toast him He would come back too, and when he got drunk, he put his arms around my shoulders, rubbed my head, and sang with the friends at the table.

Later, he dyed his hair dark blue, and got a piercing in his right ear. Sometimes he wears earrings and sometimes he doesn’t. He is really handsome after doing these things, just like someone who came out of comics.

But he always asks strange questions such as "Do you like me?" "What do you think of me?" "Have you been with me all this time?" He took a puff, exhaled layers of smoke rings, stared at me for a long time, then took another puff, then moved closer to me, covered my lips, and gave me a puff of smoke. I was so choked that he looked at me and smiled.After he finished smoking a cigarette, he stood up and said to me, "Let's go, go home." When I stood up, he hugged me and walked forward without saying a word.I looked up at him, just in time to see the studs on his ears and his slightly raised mouth.

When my parents were on a business trip, he would come to our house to sleep with me, lay on my bed, and couldn't be driven away.At night, if I sleep with my back to him, he will wrap his arms around my waist and bury his head in my neck to chat with me. His lips stick to my skin, and when he talks, he rubs against the skin, making it numb. .His voice is so low that every time I can't finish listening to him, I fall asleep.If I sleep facing him, he will come to kiss my lips and forehead, and then press me on his chest, his breathing and heartbeat can be heard all night.

Today was supposed to be the day of his college entrance examination, but he was admitted to Binhai University as a special admission list. I was not very happy or even irritable in my heart, because there are too many unknown factors in the future, and I don't know what will happen.He will meet new people instead of just staying here.

He changed a lot in his third year of high school. He studied hard after passing the admissions alone, stopped arguing with his mother, learned to work part-time during winter and summer vacations to buy gifts for his mother, learned to save money to prepare small surprises for his mother, and secretly sat down for a meal for his mother.He dyed his hair back to black, stopped wearing earrings, quit smoking, stopped hanging out with friends until the wee hours of the morning, spent less time with me, and stopped looking for me.If we meet on the road, he will still greet me, and when someone around him asks what our relationship is, he will reply as usual: "Friends."

I have also changed a lot. When someone handed me a cigarette, I borrowed it, and the first puff did not feel choking. They said that I was like an old smoker for more than ten years.I became indifferent to everything around me, didn't have many close friends, stopped socializing, ate sweets crazily, and never left my body with cigarettes and sugar.When I met him, I would nod my head, and when people around me asked who it was, I would also reply, "Friend."

The mountain attracts me, but the mountain will not come, it is always a mountain, it is a mountain for everyone, and everyone can enjoy its scenery.On the way towards the mountain, I suddenly found that the mountain was not moving, so I stopped moving, stopped, and then turned and left.But the mountain still didn't move, it was still there, it was me who moved, it was me who ran counter to the mountain.

Therefore, if the mountain cannot pass, I will not pass.

The sound of the doorbell interrupted his thoughts. He got up to open the door. Li Zian squeezed in and went into the room. Song Li followed. After entering, Li Zian jumped onto Song Li's bed and climbed on the bed. Looking sideways at the cigarette in Song Li's hand standing aside, Song Li saw him staring at the cigarette in his hand, walked to the table, crushed the cigarette on the first page of the diary, and then threw the cigarette into the trash can, Turning his head to look at the diary with a hole in it and covered with soot, he closed it and threw it into the pile of books on the table.

Li Zian asked: "Why don't you smoke anymore? Why don't you throw away the cigarettes."

"I don't want to smoke anymore." Song Li replied.

Li Zian didn't speak any more, just lay quietly on the bed and played with his mobile phone. Song Li thought he was dirty, so he got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After washing, he jumped onto Song Li's bed again, rolled over, and covered the quilt.Seeing that he had no intention of leaving, Song Li dragged him up.

Li Zian hugged the quilt tightly, and said innocently, "What are you doing?"

"Get up, I'm going to bed."

"Sleep, you sleep next to me, such a big bed is not enough..."

"I want to sleep by myself."

"That's right, you go to bed by yourself first, and I'll play with my phone."

Looking at Li Zian, Song Li suddenly thought that someone had such a shameless face back then, and suddenly became angry for no reason, and said sharply, "Get up! Go to sleep in your own room!"

Seeing that Song Li was angry again, Li Zian got up, picked up the phone on the bed, didn't say anything, forgot to glance at Song Li, walked around him and went out.

Song Li regretted it as soon as Li Zian left the house. Today, he just said that he lost his temper with him. Besides, Li Zian has no connection with Zhao Bufan. Because of his face, it is not easy for him to go out and chase him. Even if he chases him, he is already Take the elevator back to the room.

About 15 minutes later, Song Li's door rang again, and he opened it. Li Zian stood outside the door and said pitifully, "Song Li, I forgot to bring my room card..."

Song Li didn't tell him to find the front desk, but moved sideways to let him in.

After Li Zian rushed to the bed, he turned off the bedside lamp and shouted excitedly: "Sleep!"

"I haven't washed yet."

Li Zian immediately got up again, not giving Song Li a good look, and said, "Who told you to smear the ink!" Then he lay back and covered his head with the quilt.

Song Li turned around and went to the bathroom. When he came back, Li Zian was crawling on the bedside and looking through his phone.

When Li Zian found Song Li, he put down his phone and sat up, and said, "Well, it seems that the man who pissed you off sent you a message today, and I'll call you back..."

Song Li heard "the man who made you angry" laugh out loud, and asked again, "What did you say?"

"I said, I said you were taking a shower, but he didn't reply..."

Song Li didn't speak but couldn't hide the smile on his face. It was the first time Li Zian saw him smiling so happily, and asked, "Are you not angry!"

"Get mad!"

Song Li lay on the bed and said to him, "Don't move your hands or feet."

"Don't worry, I don't have that kind of thought, go to sleep!"

"You do not sleep?"

"Let me play two more games."

As soon as Li Zian finished speaking, Song Li turned his back to him and fell asleep.

After Li Zian went to bed in the middle of the night, his whole body was in the shape of a "big", with all his hands and feet on Song Li's body, and Song Li let him go with sleepiness.

the next day,

At 07:30, after Song Li finished washing, he woke up Li Zian. He turned around and continued to sleep as if he didn't hear.

At eight o'clock, Song Li directly grabbed him, "Get up! Li Zian! Get up!" Li Zian was pulled up and asked, "What time is it?"

"Eight o'clock."

"I'll go, gather in the lobby at 08:30 to check people."

Wake up instantly.

Li Zian searched for school uniforms for a long time, and found himself in Song Li's room, anxiously said: "It's over, my school uniform is in my room, and I have to go out again later."

He glanced at Song Li and said, "Brother Li, saving someone's life is better than building a seven-level pagoda. I don't want to be scolded by the teacher in charge. Lend me your other school uniform!"

Song Li turned around and went to get him his school uniform.

After he put on his school uniform, he sniffed it and said, "Your clothes smell so good."

"That's the smell of laundry detergent."

Li Zian:. . . . . .

Song Li: "If you like it, let my mother recommend the same style to you another day."

Li Zian:. . . . . .

## Chapter 18

Senior Secondary Class D,

The head teacher sat on Li Zian's desk, chatting happily with the boys in the back row of the class.

Li Zian went in and pulled his chair far away, then sat down, raised Erlang's legs, and wiped his sweat with his jersey.

"Would you like to come?"

The head teacher suddenly said this to him, and he was taken aback, "Why am I here?"

"Recently, the school held a poetry competition. You also know that our physical education class is full of old men. The grade director can give me a task, saying that our grade and our class must get the ranking. The physical education classes of other grades can't He is proficient in everything, so we can’t let others think that our sports students are all rough, right? What do you think?”

"So? Let me do it? People who can't even pass the pinyin dare to let me write it? You don't know how many points I get in Chinese composition?"

"Hey, I give you a chance and don't cherish it!"

"Hehe, Guan Qi, I thank you, does my mother know that you leave school every day and bully me like this?"

"Please, my ancestor, I'm your uncle anyway, please help me."

"Forget it, let's break off the relationship."

Guan Qi kicked Li Zian on the leg, "Brat, what are you talking about! You were not asked to write! That friend of yours, from the art class, call Song Li. I remember he won the first prize in the city for his composition. Aren't you two good friends, please help me."

"Okay, you, the calculation is all on my buddy? Why are you so sure that he will help me? Even if he helps me for my sake, what about his own class? You think so beautifully every day!"

A student next to him patted Guan Qi on the shoulder and comforted him: "Brother Qi, forget it, our team Li is such a good buddy!"

As we talked, everyone started booing.

"Tsk, I asked, Song Li didn't sign up." Guan Qi looked determined to win.

Li Zian couldn't bear the eager gazes of so many of them, so he compromised and said, "It's okay, then I'll ask."

The group of people were about to cheer, but they were stopped by Li Zian, "Come on, you guys, Song Li didn't participate, which means he doesn't want to write. You should be happy. If he doesn't want to write, forget it."

The crowd didn't listen at all, and then cheered.

After school at night, Li Zian stood at the school gate waiting for Song Li.Since he came back from the study trip, he hasn't taken the initiative to look for Song Li for a long time. He is busy with competitions every day and really doesn't have time.

I don't know if I'm angry, I haven't even sent him a message, I just know that after I'm done playing with my friends, Li Zian scolded those "friends" who delayed him from the bottom of my heart.

He saw Song Li, and Song Li came out wearing earphones with his head bowed.He called several times, but Song Li didn't seem to hear him.In fact, Song Li usually wears headphones, but every time he is called, he turns his head back. Li Zian has tried it before, and Song Li's headphones usually don't turn up the volume too much.

Are you really angry?

ran up and grabbed him,

"Song Li! You have grown up, you don't know how to come to me, do you?"

"I'm sorry..." Song Li raised his head to look at him, and was about to cry aloud because of grievance.

startled him.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm sorry, I haven't looked for you for a long time, I'm stupid, bah, I said the wrong thing just now, I'm the one who is good... don't get angry, don't get angry." Li Zian Changed his attitude just now, and became gentler several degrees. I always feel that something is wrong with him.

"Is there something you want from me?"

As soon as Song Li asked this question, Li Zian came up on fire, what do you mean I have something to do with you?Can I find you?

Since he might be in a bad mood, he felt aggrieved just now, suppressed his anger, and asked, "Did you participate in the school's poetry competition?"

Knowing that there is no, but still asking, just to bring out the topic.

"participated."

"What? Participated? That bastard Guan Qi told me you didn't participate?! What's the matter? He lied to me again?!" Li Zian really couldn't hold back this time, he had a good relationship, but Guan Qi actually went so far as to break the ranking lie to him.

"I participated and signed up."

"I'll ask what's going on later." Li Zian took out his phone and called Guan Qi.

"Hey, what's the matter?"

"What's the matter? What are you talking about? Song Li told me that he signed up for the competition, but you fucking told me he didn't participate?!" Li Zian's anger was transmitted to Guan Qi along the phone.

"What are you yelling at? I checked, but his name isn't on the list. I'll send it to you and read it yourself! Hang up!" Guan Qi also had a bad temper, and hung up the phone immediately after being yelled at.

Li Zian received the list sent to him by Guan Qi, went through it from top to bottom, and zoomed in to see that there was indeed no Song Li's name.

"What's the matter, don't you have your name?"

Song Li took the phone and saw that his name was not there, "I clearly reported it."

"Who and where did you report it?"

"There's the secretary of the school league committee."

"I'll go find him!" Song Li grabbed him, and he looked like he was going to fight, if he didn't pull, he might not know what would happen.

"Li Zian! Calm down, I guess I missed it!"

"I missed it, so many people missed you?!" Li Zian was naturally angry. Even if Wende is a good school, he can't hide from bad people.The secretary of the school league committee hangs out on the streets, a bunch of gangsters, the eldest brother he recognizes is Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend, Xu Lu is not a fun guy, on the surface he is innocent in school, but actually spends more time outside the school than anyone else .

It was rumored that he was bullying Song Li because he threw away Song Li's things, so Xu Lu begged his ex-boyfriend to beat him up outside the school.Later, I asked a friend about Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend. He had killed someone when he was a teenager, and he did not know how many records he had left in the police.Because he is ruthless, people outside are also willing to follow him.

According to Li Zian's previous personality, he was ordered to return the beating, but he might have died that time, and he had been picking the right time to teach those people a lesson.

I heard from his "husbands and dogs" that Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend stabbed countless people for her when Xu Lu was in junior high school, and some of them were thrown in the alley after being stabbed and lost blood to death.

Most of the alleys in Wende are not monitored, the roads are complicated, and there are so many trails that it is impossible to check them.

Even if he is alive, he will not testify or call the police.Even if you call the police, they will still kill you if they come out.

Dignity is no fart in front of fate.

The dark side of society is like a stinky sewer, if it is stained, it will cause a fishy body.

"Listen to me, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, I can help you write it, and I wrote it in your name to participate in the competition. Teacher Guan told me that I agreed to him."

Li Zian gradually calmed down under Song Li's comfort, but he was still thinking about how to mess with them.

Xu Lu’s ex-boyfriend knew that Xu Lu liked Song Li, so he sent someone to inquire about Song Li’s past, Song Li’s relationship with his ex-boyfriend Zhao Bufan, it’s okay to have a relationship, even if boys talk to boys, everyone listens It's nothing more than a shock.

But this time it was different, the rumors from the school were simply unacceptable.Li Zian has heard these unsavory words such as meat compensation, sex, sex, vulgarity, slut, and male dog in heat, countless times.

These words are obviously very common when the boys browse some websites, and he finds these words disgusting when they are used on Song Li, and he hates those who say these words even more.

He knows Song Li's current situation in school better than anyone else.

There is very little he can do, just be with him.

Li Zian has never been the kind of person who just wants to do nothing, and he may feel indifferent to many things.But not for Song Li, he felt that everything about Song Li mattered.

"Li Zian!" A boy with curly yellow hair ran into the basketball court.

The basketball players on the court were all attracted by the sound.

"What, you want to fight!" Li Zian threw the basketball to his teammates and walked towards Curly.

Curly was panting, "I really want to... hit... Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend... no... I don't know why, I want to hit Song Li..."

"Where is Song Li?"

"I don't know...just... just... I just heard what Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend's younger brother said...."

Li Zian left a bunch of people behind and ran towards the outside of the basketball court.

Curly took a few breaths and followed behind him, "Zian, don't worry, I'll send someone to look for it. There are only a few alleys next to the school, so I'm sure you can find it!"

Curly speeded up, trying to keep up with Li Zian, but he couldn't breathe.

A boy ran up to him, and called "Brother" to Curly, Curly stopped and called Li Zian to stop, panting, beckoned Li Zian to come over.

"Brother, I can't find it. There are none in the alleys next to the school."

"What?! Impossible! Have you looked carefully?" Curly asked.

"Brother, I really looked for it. More than 30 people looked for it together."

Curly is also in a hurry now, looking at the restless Li Zian, "What should I do, now."

"Look for it."

"Zian, buddy, let me tell you the truth, even if you find it now, what are you going to do, fight Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend hard? How many years has he been hanging out outside, and he is going to fight with someone outside for a few years. It's really not worth it to fight against someone. Besides, people like Song Li..."

Li Zian grabbed Curly's collar, gritted his teeth and shouted, "How do you know it's not worth it? You fucking know nothing! Even if you get stabbed to death today, it's worth it for your labor!"

The curly hair has touched Li Zian's bottom line. Li Zian was already anxious, but now he said this directly gave him a point to vent.But Li Zian is his buddy, and he only thinks about his buddy's future.

He broke Li Zian's hand vigorously, and shouted: "Okay! Okay! Laozi's mother will accompany you to find it today! If you are stabbed to death, Laozi's mother will collect your body!"

Turning back to the younger brother, he said, "Go back and call people, and call them all!"

The little brother turned around and started calling people.

Li Zian let go of her curly hair and calmed down, "Thank you, Liangchen."

Gao Liangchen brushed the curly hair on his forehead, feeling a little uncomfortable with the sudden thanks.It's strange, buddies, for so many years, the two of them really haven't said the word "thank you" to each other for anything.

"Li Zian, do you like Song Li?"

He was stopped by Li Zian for this sentence, and Li Zian didn't say he liked it or didn't like it.

"Don't you remember? The two of us never said thank you. But you have said thank you to me many times for Song Li. You used to ask me to help or deal with the affairs of other buddies around you. But you never say thank you. Do you know what it means? Song Li is different from other people to you. When you said the word thank you to me, you subconsciously regarded me as an outsider, Song Li is your own person to you. I mean everyone except Song Li is an outsider to you. So, I like it."

Li Zian didn't say anything, Curly smiled, and then said: "Li Zian, to be honest, you have liked many girls over the years, but compared to Song Li, the way you treated the girls you liked before is simply weak. exploded."

Like it?Seems like.

When did it start?have no idea.

Gao Liangchen answered the phone, and after hanging up, his eyes were a little worried, he paused for a second, and said to Li Zian, "I got it."