The actor has retired

The rotten smell of the garbage station, and the stench from the sewers make people dizzy.

Li Zian resisted the feeling of vomiting and walked forward step by step.

Usually, if he smells these smells, he can spit them out immediately, but now he can't care so much.

Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend asked Gao Liangchen to let Li Zian go alone, so that everyone can be safe and sound.

He had already been beaten up last time, and those people didn't beat him to death, not only saving his life but also leaving him a way out.But if the group of people who beat him were a little bit cruel, let alone take the road of sports in the future, even walking would be difficult.

He is not the hero with a golden halo in the novel, he has no connections, he is not the boss of a gangster in a certain area, and he does not have the father of the boss of hsh.

He has only one life now.

Gao Liangchen wanted to bring someone to follow him, he was righteous enough, but he couldn't harm his brother.However, he can still collect the body after death.

Campus baling?Call the police?

It's useless, at least for now.

He has already thought of [-] scenarios after meeting Song Li.

His steps began to become heavy, as if he had exhausted all his strength with each step.

For some unknown reason, the eyes began to become blurred and foggy.

On the other side of the road, a person came over.

The figure is very familiar.

When she saw him, she ran over and hugged him.

He slowly wrapped his arms around the man's waist and buried his head in his shoulders. He felt as if something was about to rush out of his throat, and his chest was tight. After a while, he sobbed, "Song Li... ...so scary..."

Song Li patted him on the back lightly, and comforted him: "It's okay, it's okay, nothing will happen in the future."

He didn't know why he could hold back and cry for so long while holding Song Li in the extremely smelly garbage dump.

On the way back, I cried like a three-year-old who didn't buy candy.

No matter how Song Li tried to coax him, it was useless.

After that day, he never found Song Li again.

Disappeared in general.

I can't find it at school or at home.

Even Song Li's mother was surprised when she found out that Song Li was not at school.

He hated himself to death why he cried that day, and he didn't even ask Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend what he was doing.

Did you make a deal with something?

He clamored to find Song Li, but no matter how much his family tried to persuade him, he was even beaten up by his father.

The school teacher just told him that Song Li's father went to help him drop out of school.

It's not a suspension, it's not a transfer, it's a suspension.

From then on, he became a different person.

In order to make up for the knowledge he didn't know before, he stood at the door of the house and memorized English grammar in the winter. He couldn't even understand the most basic grammar. At that time, he realized that he didn't learn at all before, and he was just a fucking idiot.

After rubbing my hands, I tend to get sleepy in winter.

This is the first winter vacation for high school sophomores after Song Li left.

I picked up the notebook in my pocket and read it carefully several times, but I still couldn’t figure it out. Now I can only recite it. After I finished memorizing it, I asked my tutor, closed my eyes and recited: “The usage of non-predicates, ing means active expression is in progress, The ed table is passive table completed in the past, and the table of the todo table is in the future..."

After repeating it several times, he became impatient, raised his voice several decibels, and shouted loudly as if against himself: "Use of a non-predicate! Fucking ing means that the active expression is in progress! ed means that the passive expression is completed in the past! Todo's fucking list is coming! Shit! Shit!"

50.00% of the words in my mouth are swear words after more than a dozen times, and it is not clear whether they are swear words or knowledge points.

The door was opened suddenly, his father was wearing fluffy pajamas, kicked his ass hard with his feet in slippers, and cursed: "Little bastard! Endorse the book! What the fuck are you talking about?! Love backs but not backs!"

In addition to endorsing every day, he also insists on going to various entertainment venues every day.They were all Gao Liangchen's friends, and he didn't bother to meet these people before.It's different now. To deal with Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend, he needs some connections and manpower.

The more he got to know those people, the later he started to endorse directly in various entertainment venues.

Endorsement and social interaction are correct.

The bar was very noisy, and Li Zian used the dim light to recite words with a dictionary of 5000 English words that high school students must memorize.

The person next to him poured him a glass of wine, approached him, and shouted: "Brother An, the man you asked me to inquire about, if you want to fuck him, tell your buddies, isn't it trivial to mess with him? Talk about messing with him, even if he can't get along in Wende, our brothers can still do it. The main reason is that if you don't talk about it, we won't be able to handle it."

He put down the dictionary, took the man's wine, and drank it all in one gulp, "Okay, I'll let you know someday."

Then the people around started booing and drinking together, and someone rushed out and shouted: "Zian, as long as you ask, my brothers will definitely help you."

Gao Liangchen stopped their drink, "Okay, okay, don't drink anymore, didn't you tell Zian to play with us later? If you drink too much, the ball will hit you or you will play?"

Everyone started to laugh.

Li Zian is a very sociable person.People rely on exchanges.Every time he catches someone in trouble, he reaches out, even if you only give negligible help, but you give hope to those in trouble.As long as people have hope, all difficulties are not difficulties.

Besides, between a boy and a boy, drinking and bragging together a few times, the relationship will soon be hardened.In addition, this group of people are either the second-generation rich or the second-generation officials, and they rely on their fathers to hang around outside.

The older generation worked barefoot, so those who have business contacts will naturally know each other.

Relationships are maintained by relationships.

On the day of beating Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend, many people went, including the famous street gangsters.

A group of people surrounded Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend, and Li Zian beat him alone.If he dared to move, a group of people beat him.

Xu Lu's ex-boyfriend is called Sun Ang. He has a scar on his neck and looks very creepy.

Sun Ang's gang of younger brothers didn't dare to move at all. Not only were there many people, but they were also very gangsters.

Li Zian punched him directly in the lower abdomen, and Sun Ang didn't dare to move or even shout out the pain.

It mainly depends on Li Zian's appearance of wanting to kill him, because he really dare not move.

Gao Liangchen rushed over to pull Li Zian away, and if he continued to fight, it might kill Sun Ang.

He stretched out his hand to beckon a few people over before pulling Li Zian away from Sun Ang.

Gao Liangchen patted Li Zian's face and shouted, "Li Zian, wake up! It's enough to teach him a lesson!"

Li Zian calmly took a few deep breaths, and signaled the people around him to let go of him.

Going forward and grabbing Sun Ang's collar, looking at Sun Ang whose face was covered in blood, he gritted his teeth and said, "Isn't it awesome? Ah! See who hits who! You really fucking think the world is yours, don't you?" I’ll tell you the fuck! You’ll have to pay it back sooner or later! I’m putting my words here today, if you dare to touch my people in the future, I’ll kill you even if I’m in prison!”

After throwing Sun Ang back to the ground, he took the wet tissue Gao Liangchen handed over and wiped the blood off his hands.

Said to the person next to him: "Call an ambulance and save his life."

After everyone left, Sun Ang was taken to the hospital by ambulance.

He didn't mention Song Li, nor asked him what he did to Song Li.

Fortunately, Song Li was not injured at the time, otherwise he might really stab Sun Ang today.

He didn't ask about Song Li, he wanted Song Li to tell him himself when he saw Song Li in the future.

By chance, one of my father's director friends watched as the male lead in the movie.Then it became popular because of its acting skills.

The world is unpredictable, and the student who gave up under the advice of a professional teacher took the art test.

The results of the college entrance examination were satisfactory, and it was no surprise that he was admitted to the Film Academy.

Afterwards, he won an award and got soft hands, and everyone called him the "actor king".

His background was stripped clean.It also includes Song Li, who bought the notice but did not expose Song Li.It was rumored on the Internet that he had a boyfriend in high school, but he didn't explain it.

There are too many rumors about him on the Internet, either true or false.

## Chapter 20

Wang Chaoyang has been turning around for several days because of some inappropriate remarks about Song Li on the Internet.Song Li was also anxious, but his illness could not be delayed any longer. He and Li Zian returned to Wende to postpone the psychiatrist for a long time, and it would be really impolite to push back.

Song Li was sitting in the living room, the ashtray in front of him was full of cigarette butts, and the cigarette in his hand flickered.Li Zian woke up early in the morning to meet the director of the new script. Li Zian came after Wang Chaoyang.

Holding the mobile phone, I read some reports and remarks about him on the Internet.

Chaoyang came over and snatched his mobile phone, and put the baked bread and milk in front of him.

"I do not want to eat."

"Eat your breakfast, and I'll accompany you to see a doctor later." Wang Chaoyang said as if he didn't hear Song Li's words, while spreading butter on the slice of bread.

"I said, I won't eat!"

Wang Chaoyang put the butter knife in his hand on the glass table vigorously, "I didn't ask you if you want it, but you don't want to eat it now, and when you see the doctor for a test later, you will be under a lot of psychological pressure, how can you resist it if you don't eat? "

"I don't want to see a doctor." Song Li picked up the mobile phone that Wang Chaoyang took away from the table.

"If you are sick and don't see a doctor, what's wrong with you! What's wrong? I'm used to your temper, right? When you can't sleep at night, when you say your heart hurts, have you ever thought about whether you have seen a doctor? Isn't it just a psychological problem? I I asked the doctor, and the doctor said that as long as you cooperate with the treatment, there is definitely a possibility of getting better! You stop taking the medicine privately now, and now you tell me that you don’t want to see a doctor? Do you know how many people I begged to invite this doctor? Are you telling me now that you don’t want to see a doctor? Have you ever thought about how many favors I have sold, how many good things I have said to others in a low voice, and how much effort it took to make their doctor willing to accept you as a patient? "

The more Wang Chaoyang talked, the more excited he became, and it took him a long time to calm down.

Passing the milk to Song Li, he said patiently: "Drink the milk first, if you don't want to eat this, I'll make you something you like."

Song Li took the milk, put the milk close to his mouth, the heat of the milk rushed to his face, took a deep breath, tears fell into the milk, took a sip of the milk mixed with tears, Wang Chaoyang took out a piece of paper, want to hand it to him.

He raised his head and gulped down the milk, tears streaming down his temples.

Passed the empty glass to Wang Chaoyang, wiped his mouth with the paper in his hand, and said, "Tuna sandwich."

Zhongjing Tiancheng,

The psychiatrist, surnamed Ding, named Yunyi, male, 32 years old, graduated from a well-known foreign university in psychology, and has won the APA Outstanding Scientific Contribution Award.Now the country is committed to caring for children's psychological public welfare undertakings, and is one of the main consultants for public welfare activities.

This doctor rarely sees patients, and most of them are engaged in public welfare activities.In order to make an appointment with this doctor, Wang Chaoyang gave a lot of start-up funds to the public welfare activity, and also helped publicize it, and even recommended many public figures to participate in this public welfare activity.The doctor agreed to accept Song Li as a thank you.

The scale of public welfare activities is a bit large, so there is a special studio on the fifth floor of the mall.

Ding Yunyi was still as enthusiastic as usual, and only after clearing out other people in his office did he start talking about Song Li's condition.

"I have seen a lot of things about Song Li on the Internet recently. My suggestion is that Song Li should not go to the Internet to read some things intentionally in the near future. It will not help your recovery at all. Next, do it first. Take a test."

Wang Chaoyang left the office, Song Li would only be more nervous if he was there.

After doing the test,

Ding Yunyi flipped through the results just now, "Song Li, it feels like you've been doing well recently, probably because of your boyfriend."

Song Li didn't answer, Ding Yunyi continued: "Before you told me that you have someone you like, I never thought that he would be a popular actor. It's good, maybe he is the medicine that saved you, and it's also a good medicine. However, the opposite is also true that he can bring such a big change to you, you know? I hope you bring your boyfriend with you when you come next time. I have a good chat with him, maybe he is busy, but I basically I am here every day, waiting for his arrival."

After it was over, Song Li went to the toilet.

Wang Chaoyang chatted with Ding Yunyi in his office, but most of them were about Song Li's condition.

"Actually, at first I thought you were Song Li's boyfriend." Ding Yunyi laughed.

"How is it possible, I'm married."

The smile on the corner of Ding Yunyi's mouth stagnated for a moment, and then he pulled back, "Song Li is very lucky to have a friend like you."

"We are mutual. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to marry my wife now, nor would I be able to buy a house or a car, or even sit here."

"Your relationship is quite enviable."

"Tch, we can't wait to quarrel every day. Besides, Dr. Ding, you are sunny and handsome, young and promising, and you must have many friends around you. I think there are girls chasing you."

"Not a lot, otherwise I wouldn't be single at this age." Ding Yiyun pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on his eyes.

"You should be humble, your office was still full of girls just now."

Ding Yiyun lowered his head and continued to be busy with the matter in hand, "Why did you get married so early?"

"Why else, I like it, I met you. Besides, I am 27 years old, and I got married two years ago, which is not too early. In our hometown, there are a lot of weddings that have just turned 18."

As soon as he got out of the building, Wang Chaoyang saw the paparazzi hiding behind the flower bed in the distance.

Taking off his coat and covering Song Li's head, Song Li kicked him and cursed: "You are crazy! You are a kidnapper!"

Wang Chaoyang slapped him on the head, "Why are you barking so loudly? There are paparazzi!"

"What's wrong with the paparazzi? Just shoot! What's the big deal?"

"Fuck, you are so fucking big-hearted, I can't stand you anymore."

Although Wang Chaoyang said that he couldn't stand him anymore, he still pressed his head down. Song Li's 1.9-meter tall man curled up against Wang Chaoyang's 1.8-meter tall man, and he really panicked.

After returning home,

Wang Chaoyang, who was about to drink comfortably, looked at the trending searches on Weibo and suddenly couldn't drink.

#影帝被色，painter’s boyfriend suspected of derailment#

Clicking on it, the accompanying pictures happened to be a few pictures of Song Li hiding under his arms.

Really speechless.

The key point is that many fans of Li Zian started to boo and persuade to break up, calling Song Li a scumbag, saying that the two of them are dogs.

Song Li took the water in Wang Chaoyang's hand, took a sip, and leaned closer to him to look at the contents of the phone, "This, it can also be trending, not only for shooting but also for writing."

"Are you really not in a hurry?"

"There's nothing to worry about, it's not true. Let them pass it on."

"Don't worry, have you thought about your family? He is a real public figure. This trending search is not good for his career."

"Okay, you explain, or I explain?"

"Nonsense, let's go together."

Then the two posted a Weibo clarification together.

Wang Chaoyang: The superior-subordinate relationship, it is the employee's responsibility to block the camera for the boss, he wants to give me a raise @火火火

Song Li: Cheating?impossible.My brother and I are getting along very well, thank you for your concern.Remember to come to receive the bonus @是小王啊

After posting Weibo, Song Lizhen transferred 5 yuan to Wang Chaoyang's Alipay and also noted the word "bonus".Wang Chaoyang deliberately took a screenshot and posted it in the comment section of Weibo.

The so-called ups and downs and ups and downs.

The two sat on the sofa and waited for that trending search to be suppressed by other trending searches, and indeed it was suppressed.

New trending searches are enough to cause headaches.

#画手火火火Suspected to suffer from serious mental or mental illness#

This time the accompanying picture is him and Wang Chaoyang on their way to find Ding Yunyi. They haven’t reached that floor yet, but they were leaked by so-called insiders. There is also a report on Song Li’s condition. Wang Chaoyang also read the report this morning. It's over, it's confirmed this morning.

A marketing account came out and posted on Weibo, saying: Li Zian's boyfriend Huo Huo Huo, formerly known as Song Li, was born in Wende City, blood type O, height 192, weight 72kg.He has received long-term treatment from Dr. Ding Yunyi, and his condition is difficult to control......

After a lot of chatter, Song Li's illness was thrown on the table. The illness has been detailed to what medicine he has stopped recently, and he has written down the few times he has met Ding Yunyi.

This time, not only the people of the whole country know, but his parents probably know everything they need to know. The one who is worried is his mother. If he knows, he will inevitably cry for several days, and it may be several months. cry forever.

After Wang Chaoyang saw the trending search, he kept talking on the phone with the studio, walking up and down the room, while Song Li nestled on the sofa in despair and looked up at the ceiling in a daze.

fuck it!

Li Zian cursed a few words in his heart, stood up and was about to leave, Han Yu pulled him back, and said to him in a low voice: "You can think clearly, there are a bunch of famous directors sitting here, you are leaving now Just because you don't give face, are you still in the entertainment industry?"

"Damn it! Whoever loves it! Fuck it! Be a bad actor and think I want to be one! Fuck it! I've been in the entertainment circle for a few years, I've never felt comfortable, whoever loves to be a fool! It's like I'm so fucking short of money? Just because I'm a public figure my boyfriend has to be scolded? Just because I'm a public figure should my boyfriend's background be cleaned up? He I still haven’t figured out what’s wrong with me! Let someone else tell me! How the hell did you do it this way! Why don’t you let me go back? These directors are really good, if you think I’m not giving face because of my leaving Then go to hell! I use my strength to put aside the entertainment industry! If I give face, I will act, and if I don’t give face, I’ll fuck off!" Li Zian’s voice was so loud that everyone present could hear it clearly, and Han Yu stopped several times It doesn't work.

Before going out, Li Zian added a few words: "Oh, yes, you don't need me! Anyway, I am not the only actor present today, and the directors take your time~ I will not accompany you, Oh, yes I will not accompany you in the future."

Li Zian slammed the door and left. Today's situation was organized by a director who had cooperated with him before. They were not recruited by actors and directors, but to earn mutual benefits.

They are all tools of capital.

## Chapter 21

Wang Chaoyang was urged not to do so by the people in the studio. The studio is not only responsible for commercial activities and cartoons drawn by Song Li, but also many parts related to the business world.

The studio doesn't have a backbone right now, so naturally everyone dared not make a decision. Seeing that Song Li was in a stable mood, Wang Chaoyang left.

The phone that was thrown in the corner of the sofa kept vibrating, it was fucking.Not long after the hot search came up, his mother kept calling him, and she probably had to ask him a bunch of questions.Ask him why he didn't tell his mother when he was sick, why he didn't take good care of himself, whether he was in a bad mood, why he didn't tell his mother when he had something on his mind, why he had to hide it from his mother for so long...

He scratched his hair irritably, and changed his posture of nestling on the sofa.

He is very, very calm now, and he is even scared when he is calm.If he can cry a lot now or throw a tantrum and throw things, he can go to sleep when he is tired and don't have to think so much.

On the way Li Zian rushed back, he kept telling himself to calm down.He was afraid that if he didn't calm down, Song Li would have to come over to coax him.

He has suffered so much, walked alone for so long, he shouldn't be left in a corner, he shouldn't bear the harm caused by those people.He deserves to be loved, he deserves someone to protect him, and he deserves to be happy.

The moment he opened the door, he saw Song Li curled up in the corner of the sofa, with a few cigarettes and a lighter piled on the sofa in front of him.

"Song Li."

Hearing him call him, Song Li raised his head to look at him, tears fell from his eyes.

Li Zian went over to hug him, and he hugged the person in front of him tightly. All the high walls surrounded by grievances, sorrows and pains collapsed at that moment.

Twitching and choking alternated.

"I'm here, I'm here, no matter what those things are, I'm here, I'll take you to where you want to go in the future, I'll always be with you from now on, we will, will always be together in the future." Li Zian said Finally choked up.

He held Song Li's face, wiped away the tears on his face with his hands, and kissed his lips.

That was the first time he made a lifetime promise, and it was only for that one person.

Looking at the sleeping person in his arms, Li Zian hugged him tightly again.

The other is holding a mobile phone and dealing with some comments on the Internet.

He can spend eight figures in public relations fees to deal with those people's wrong words, but how many figures can he spend to deal with those people's wrong thoughts.

Their mouths are ice picks, the people who are stabbed are cold and painful, and the killing weapons are still nowhere to be found.

Li Zian logged off Weibo and turned off his phone.

Turning his head to look at the person in his arms, Song Li moved restlessly a few times, his whole body was wrapped around Song Li.

Like being tied together, this time, no one can go first.

Turning around, Song Li woke up, his body was sore, and he opened his eyes to look at Li Zian who was clinging to his arms.

"Are you fat? Why are you so heavy?" Song Li accidentally said what was in his heart.

Li Zian opened his eyes and stared at him fiercely, "Say it again? Who is fat? Who is heavy?"

"I mean it's the weight of happiness, why don't you feel it too?"

Song Li turned over and pressed on Li Zian. Li Zian pushed him, but he couldn't move at all, "You are a 1.9-meter-two strong man, do you want to face me when you press me on a 188-person body?"

"Actually, I want to tell you that there is a place where I am still strong." Song Li took his hand to feel somewhere in himself.

"Fuck you, uncle! Smelly shameless!"

"Why, don't want it, don't want to forget it."

Just as he was making a gesture, Li Zian rushed back upstairs and gagged his mouth.

A bed, two people, stacked on top of each other.

Panting, stroking, screaming, sy.

Afterwards, the air was filled with an ambiguous smell.

Song Li kissed the beauty spot next to Li Zian's mouth, and hugged him to his side, "Am I crying so ugly?"

"Didn't you have a good time just now? Did you cry?"

"Don't pretend to me, I said when you just came back."

"My elder brother Song is always the most beautiful in my eyes!"

Hearing Li Zian's "nickname" including his beautiful words, he pinched his ass, "Really? You are also the prettiest in my eyes!"

"Then you call me."

"what is it call?"

"The one you blurted out when you did it just now."

Song Li's ears turned red, he coughed and said, "You like it?"

"Well, let's call it that from now on."

"it's not good."

Looking at Song Li who rejected him, he kicked him off the bed, "Get out, then don't sleep with me in the future! Is it so difficult for you to scream? Why didn't you think it was bad when you screamed just now?"

He picked up someone who was angry, and kissed him, "Baby, don't be angry. Okay?"

"Call again."

"Baby."

"Don't you think we're too tired and crooked like this?"

Song Li skillfully stroked the beauty mole on Li Zian's face and asked tentatively.

Sure enough, if you were kicked, you shouldn't try it.

"Tired? Are you starting to dislike me now? Who was it that wanted to cling to me all the time when I was chasing me?"

"How did you know I was chasing you?"

"Please, the way you looked at me at that time was different from the way you looked at others." Li Zian sat up from his arms, as if thinking of something, "Did you think that I and that Zhao Bufan really missed each other? You are so good to me?"

"No." Song Li didn't hesitate for a second.

"Really?"

"It was there at first, but it's gone later, I swear." The four fingers that were about to stretch out their palms were slapped back by Li Zian.

Li Zian struggled to get up from the bed, got over Song Li's body and got out of bed. He also wanted to get out of bed from his side, but the slippers were on Song Li's side.When crawling over Song Li's body, the guy touched Song Li's waist, put on his slippers and stood there for a few seconds, "Hiss, fuck, be gentle next time." Song Li who was motionless on the bed.

Now Song Li is lying there, no matter how you look at it, it looks like Song Li is the one who hurts there.

He was in so much pain that he almost couldn't stand still, Song Li grabbed him back into his arms, covered him with a quilt, and coaxed him softly: "Don't get out of bed, I'll rub it for you."

"Damn, you're perverted, you're still rubbing there!!!"

"Rub your waist, what are you thinking? Besides, what's wrong with rubbing there, I didn't just..."

Li Zian covered his mouth and blocked his words.

"Why am I so uncomfortable, I didn't feel uncomfortable when I saw you for the first time."

Song Li hugged him tightly, and put his hands into the bed, "You taught me the first time. To be honest, there was really no pleasure but pain. I just wanted to end it quickly."

"Damn! Then you yelled so loudly at that time."

"That's because of the pain."

"Then your skills are not good enough, let's not talk about each other."

"It will be fine in the future, take your time, don't worry." Song Li kissed him on the face several times, and asked coquettishly: "What do you want to do when you get out of bed? I will do it."

"I'll cook for you, it's already noon, you're not hungry."

"Well, I'll make it for you. Lie down for a while longer." Although Song Li hugged him, he wished that his whole body would be inserted into his body, making him breathless.

Turned on the gas stove skillfully, but was laughed at by Li Zian who was leaning on the bar table: "I can't tell, Brother Li, you seem to have something, I'm still worried that if I don't come back to cook today, you will starve to death Woolen cloth."

"No, I'll order takeaway."

"So smart?" Li Zian walked behind him and leaned into his ear and said in a teasing tone.

Song Li turned his head to look at him, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "I haven't cooked since I met Wang Chaoyang. The last time I cooked was when I made you sandwiches in high school."

"It seems that I am very happy. My boyfriend is so virtuous and loves me so much."

"Know that I treat you well, so don't hit me. You used to hit me and now you not only move your hands but also your feet. It still hurts now." After muttering a sentence, Song Li didn't dare to look at him, and lowered his head to stir. Vegetables in the pot.

"Have I ever hit you before? I used to be so good to you! It's you who ran away alone without saying a word and kept me from being able to contact you for so many years!" Li Zian grabbed his ear, completely ignoring the pot dishes.

"Well, I was wrong."

Sure enough, he never explained the matter of his running away. Every time Li Zian mentioned it, he was hinting at him and asking him to explain. This guy either didn't speak or admitted his mistake.

Is admitting mistakes the key? The key is that you have to explain, let me know what happened, and don’t say anything. They are lovers, and they should be the closest relationship. Li Zian always feels that he can’t get into his heart and doesn’t understand him. , I don't understand what he is thinking, he only knows his love, the only thing that can be sure is his love for himself.

But Li Zian is very greedy, he wants more than Song Li's love for him, he wants to be the person who can untie his knots, he wants to be the person who can confide all his troubles, he walked into his heart .

What you want is not only love, but also heart, person, and everything about him.

Sitting at the dining table, Song Li kept picking up vegetables for him and asked him to taste them. He stared blankly at the dishes slowly piled up in the bowl in front of him, holding the chopsticks in his hand but did not move.

Putting down the chopsticks, turned around and went back to the room without saying a word.

Covering his head with the quilt, he counted silently in his heart to see how many seconds Song Li would come to coax him.

one two three four five six.

was hugged.

He could clearly feel the smell of Song Li passing into his nose through the quilt.

Through the quilt, Song Li's voice was a bit hazy, "Does it still hurt?"

It hurts your sister, it hurts.

Seeing that Li Zian didn't speak, he boldly reached in and touched his waist. Just as he was about to rub his waist, the person in the quilt sat up and knocked off his hand.

Qi way: "Why do you care about me so much, don't worry about it! Get up! Don't touch me!"

Originally, Song Li was half-squatting on the ground when he was hugging him. The moment he bounced up, Song Li was pressed to the ground with his strength, and now he was kneeling in front of the bed.

"Are you angry?" Song Li was in a daze now, why did he have such an attitude when he was clearly fine just now, and why.

How cloudy and uncertain.

"I'm mad at you, uncle! You're angry! I'm not angry! How could I be angry!"

This is not anger, so what is anger.

Could this be called beautiful fairy spirit?

Li Zian lay back and covered his head with the quilt.

Song Li didn't dare to move, he still knelt there.

I don't know why he was angry, let's admit his mistake to the head office first.

"I was wrong."

Hearing that he made a mistake, Li Zian sat up again, "Where did I go wrong?"

ah?Yes, where did I go wrong?

"I……"

"Don't know, right? Huh?! Okay, I know! Whatever you want! You can do whatever you want! If you want to talk, it's fine if you don't want to! I don't want to hear it yet!"

Song Li, who was about to ask what to say, opened his mouth and was stunned by Li Zian's words, "Also, don't kneel here! Bad luck! Don't disturb my rest. Get out!"

What to do, go out, I can only go out.

Song Li, who got up and left, just walked to the door when he was at a loss again by Li Zian, "Okay! Song Li! Go out if my mother tells you to go out! Go out as soon as you go out! Don't come and coax me! Whoever the mother comes back will be the son !"

This, whether to let go or not, whether to go out or not.

Song Li could only kneel back and coaxed in a low voice: "Father, don't be angry, my son has come back to apologize to you."

Li Zian laughed angrily.

The voice came from under the blanket, and Song Li also breathed a sigh of relief.

Lifting the quilt, sitting up and looking at Song Li, he smiled and said, "Why are you so stupid!"

Song Li knelt forward a few steps and hugged his waist, "Don't be angry, I was wrong, you said why I made you angry, I will coax you."

After thinking for a while, he took out a very angry look and said seriously: "Song Li, don't you think you are too much? Every time I hinted that you asked you to tell me why you ran away secretly before so that I could not contact you You don't talk about this matter every time. Since we are together, why can't you tell me, and you are not very willing to accompany you to the doctor when I say, why, I am your boyfriend! Don't you You need to keep everything from me, you have to tell me, I will do my best to help you. I am a boyfriend, Song Li, I am not someone else."

## Chapter 22

Song Li looked at Li Zian who was a little excited, and stroked Li Zian's back. It was indeed his fault.

"You make me feel insecure. You can hide it from others, but you can't hide it from me. I'm your boyfriend. I'm not someone else. How can you hide it from me? Don't tell me you love me even if you say you love me? Is it bullshit? We have not been in touch for many years. You and I have not talked together for a long time. I am really special and insecure. I am afraid that I don’t understand you, and I am afraid that others understand you. I don’t know What are you thinking, you have made me unable to contact you for so many years. I thought that your kindness to me was fake. I was very afraid that one day you would copy the kindness to me to others, so that I would not be in your heart. Can it be replaced? Do you know how flustered I was when I couldn’t find you? Almost every day, every moment, every second, I was thinking about waiting for you to come back suddenly one day and then say sorry and shouldn’t call Just leave after greeting, even in a dream. But you didn't come back, I knew you wouldn't come back, they all told me you wouldn't come back, so I took 24 hours a day as 72 hours, I think I tried my best I will definitely see you in a little while... I..."

Seeing Li Zian who was out of breath from crying, Song Li suddenly wanted to laugh, "Okay, okay, let me tell you, don't cry."

Taking out a piece of paper from the bedside table to wipe his tears, Li Zian directly grabbed his hand and wiped it with his sleeve.With snot and tears, Song Li directly pulled his other sleeve