distant him

I lost the Golden Tripod Award, and I was depressed for a long time.Not only because I didn't win the award, but also because the famous gossip newspaper in Ludao published a photo of me sitting with Xie Song and Shen Mo at the celebration banquet, and then used up all my pen and ink to write about how frustrated I was.

The director likes Xie Songhe, the audience likes Xie Songhe, and even the hardest-to-please Ludao Media also likes Xie Songhe.I really don't understand why, is there really someone who is naturally likable?

Because of this report, I avoided Xie Songhe for a while.I made my debut nearly ten years earlier than him, and I was a little embarrassed to let a junior beat him so thoroughly.

Once I met him in Huihui Restaurant, he just nodded hurriedly and left. After I left, I thought about it, he seemed to want to talk a little bit, but after thinking about it, I found it impossible.

Xie Song is a big name, even if his qualifications are shallow, he dares to be a big name.I don't shoot commercials, I don't accept interviews, and I don't have much contact with people in the circle.Except for acting, he doesn't do anything else, even if he is acting, his output is very low.

After debuting for three years, he only filmed three movies, so he's just playing around!Ludao's film and television industry is notoriously high turnover. When some actors are popular, they have to start shooting several movies at the same time, and they live on the set during the day and night.

Xie Songhe is out of tune with this, but perhaps because of this, he is getting more and more popular.The third film won the Best Actor in foreign countries, and after the news has been boiling in Green Island for a while, now Xie Songhe's social status has already far surpassed those of our seniors who have been filming for many years.He easily won the title of International Best Actor, we filmed to death, nothing, there is really no place to complain!

Because the loss of the Golden Tripod Award affected my state, the film I shot in Anxi did not perform well. Not to mention the poor box office after it was released, my acting skills were even scolded by the audience and the media.

On the day when the movie was released, I drove to Boyong Beach alone.I lived here for a long time when I was a child, and I like to sit here for a while when I am in a bad mood.

There is no prosperity of Green Island here at all, and Boyong, which has not been developed, still maintains its backward and simple appearance.

There is no one at night, the sky and the earth are quiet, just listening to the sound of the waves.I smoke while listening to the sea, I feel very comfortable.

Ever since I became an artist, I haven't had much chance to smoke outdoors. The paparazzi in Ludao are too powerful, and they will make irresponsible remarks when they are photographed.Even indoors, I have to close the curtains before I dare to light a cigarette.

In fact, smoking is not a big deal, many artists do.It’s just that since I debuted, I’ve presented myself as a good boy, the kind who reads well, is polite, and is sunny and handsome.For this reason, I didn't dare to be lazy when I was studying, and I worked hard to get into Ludao University, which was still a top ranking.By now, I'm almost thirty, and the audience can't accept my slight missteps!

It was a wrong move, a wrong move.If I had known earlier, I would have taken the young and Dangerous route!

I thought angrily, I can't speak but think.When I first entered the industry, my manager, Sister Ying, told me to pay attention to what I said, especially when I was unhappy.So I learned to think in my head, think enough, and smoke while thinking, seven or eight cigarette butts fell to the ground, and I finally felt comfortable.

I was just about to stand up when I was patted on the shoulder suddenly, and I was startled.In the wilderness in the middle of the night, the movement of turning around was so big that the person behind him was startled. He opened his eyes wide and looked at me, "Did I scare you? I thought you could see it." He pointed to the beach shadow on.

It was Xie Songhe. He was wearing a soft-looking black T-shirt, knee-length shorts, and flip flops. He looked a little rough, not at all what an artist should have.

But it looked very comfortable, Xie Songhe's hair was blown back by the wind, and his forehead was full.There is a superstitious saying in Green Island that people with full foreheads are mostly wunderkinds.That was true of him.

"No." I said politely, and then asked him, "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to fish." Xie Songhe said so, but he didn't bring fishing tackle and his hands were empty.

Naturally, doubts will not be asked, and I am not familiar with him.I don't want to ask, I don't have a good impression of him at the moment.So he was about to say goodbye, but unexpectedly he said directly, "Are you in a bad mood?"

"No..." I was about to find a suitable explanation, but I saw him looking down at the cigarette butt at my feet.

I was a little embarrassed. After all, I had a completely positive image to the outside world for so many years. I couldn't even throw away the garbage, so I had to squat down to pick it up.

I squatted down, but he was probably too embarrassed to stand, and squatted down with me.

Picking up the cigarette butt and holding it in his hand, he spoke again, asking if I was interested in going fishing together.

When I followed Xie Songhe on the boat, I regretted it a bit. In the end, I was bound by the image of this good boy, afraid of making mistakes, and hated accidents.

In fact, even if I was photographed going fishing with Xie Song and Midnight, it would not be considered negative news. It was my mentality that more things are worse than less things.

But Xie Songhe looked very happy, he probably really likes fishing.It's strange, he is not yet 25 years old, how can he like this kind of middle-aged and elderly activities?I have always thought that fishing is a hobby for middle-aged and elderly people.

He said that he bought this boat specially for fishing.

I can't see good or bad, fishing boats are not like fishing boats, yachts are not like yachts, so I can only politely say, "Not bad."

The boat stopped not far away, and Xie Songhe said that watching the sunrise from this location is very beautiful.

I'm not a romantic person, and I'm not too interested in watching the sunrise and sunset.But at this time, the sea is calm and vast, and the sky is dark with a crescent moon, which looks particularly bright in the dark night.The beautiful scenery on a good day can really make people happy, and my mood is much better than before.

Standing on the bow of the boat and blowing the wind for a while, after the breath washed away the irritability in my heart.I saw Xie Songhe fiddling with fishing tackle, looking very professional. I actually don’t know much about fishing, but the fishing tackle looked expensive.I think that generally only professional people will spend money on professional tools.

I went up to him and asked, "Do you like fishing?"

Xie Songhe looked up at me and smiled. "yes."

His smile looked so pretty under the bright moon, I couldn't help but think of a sentence that the newspaper described Xie Songhe before: When he smiles, the sky is bright.

At that time, I scoffed at this comment, thinking that the media was exaggerating, and my love for Xie Songhe had reached a blind point.But at this time, it seems that it may not be unreasonable.I think it is really easy for such an actor to impress the audience.I suddenly had an idea that maybe he was destined to be an actor who stepped into the movie hall.

The threshold for actors is very low.A beauty pageant lady can be an actor, a singer can be an actor, a host can be an actor, and even the behind-the-scenes staff can be an actor when there is a shortage of manpower. It seems that an individual can be an actor.

But the threshold for an actor is very high, and finally entered the palace, there are always only a small group of actors who are famous in the history of filming.I'm self-aware, I can't get there.It's not that I don't work hard, but that I can't.

Thinking of this, I was suddenly very depressed.I've been vaguely aware of this since my first film.But I was still dissatisfied in my heart, so I kept chasing after him, until now, I found out that I couldn't.

I let out a long sigh, feeling very disappointed.

Xie Songhe had been lowering his head to fiddle with his fishing tackle, maybe my sigh was too loud, he stopped his movements, raised his head and asked me what was wrong.

I smiled and just said, "I've never been out at night, it's kind of special."

Xie Songhe stared at me for a while, then lowered his head and continued to move, "If you like, you can come with me in the future, I often come."

I nodded and said politely, "Okay, I can come back later when I have time."

But Xie Songhe seemed to be serious, he said that he would come here at least four or five times a month.

I was a little surprised, "So much?"

"I used to come two or three times a week when I wasn't filming, but now it's much less." He said with a smile.

"Now four or five times are too many. I may not be able to take four or five breaks a year." I said, as an artist, I am most afraid of being idle. Being idle means that you are not popular and no one cares about you.

"I rarely work." Xie Songhe said.

I remembered that he did not shoot many scenes.So he politely praised him, "You have won so many awards with very little work, that's amazing."

Xie Songhe shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

What I dreamed of was nothing to him.My heart is sour, and I have no desire to continue talking.

The two looked at the sea in silence, looking into the distance.

The fishing rod is put away, the bait is dropped into the sea, and the rest is endless waiting.

I didn't speak, neither did Xie Songhe, the atmosphere was almost stagnant, I felt a little uncomfortable and couldn't help yawning.

Xie Songhe asked, "Are you sleepy?"

I'm actually fine, but I want to say that if I'm sleepy, maybe I can sleep in the cabin to avoid the awkward atmosphere.So I nodded, "A little bit."

"Then lie here and sleep." Xie Songhe said.

"Is it here?" I asked.

Xie Songhe nodded and explained to me, "It's very comfortable to sleep with the sea breeze."

I was skeptical, and lay down in a shirt and trousers. The ship planks under me were too hard, which made me uncomfortable.But I'm not familiar with Xie Song, so it's hard to tell him directly, lest he think I'm coquettish, so he has to bear it.Endured and endured, I actually fell asleep, and slept soundly.

My sleep is very poor. As an artist, my work and rest are not normal. Over time, my sleep becomes worse.

I haven't slept so deeply for a long time, and when Xie Songhe woke me up, I still haven't slept enough.

He called me, "Liang Jianhui, Liang Jianhui."

I asked him sleepily, "What's wrong?"

"Get up and watch the sunrise." Xie Songhe said.

"sunrise?"

"Correct."

I sat up and watched the sun rise slowly in the sky, just as described in the book, like a goose egg yolk, very beautiful and gorgeous.

But if I had a choice, I'd rather Xie Songhe didn't wake me up and let me sleep until I woke up naturally.

Because I didn't get enough sleep, I was still listless after watching the sunrise.

Xie Songhe didn't seem to have slept all night, his tender eyes were a little bloodshot, but he seemed to be in good spirits.

He handed me a white porcelain bowl of fish noodles, which smelled delicious, and I asked him, "Did you catch any fish yesterday?"

He nodded, and added another bowl for himself, it was still a white porcelain bowl, but there was a small gap on the edge.It's really strange that a movie star still uses a chipped bowl.

The fish was very fresh, I couldn't tell what kind of fish it was, so I asked him.

He said it was eel.

I was a little skeptical, how could there be eels here?But I didn't argue with him.

After eating the fish noodles, Xie Songhe sailed back.

We each came by car, so we said our goodbyes on the beach.Before leaving, I took a look at his car, it was a limited edition Porsche, he finally had something like a movie star.I also like that car. I thought about buying it before, but unfortunately I have been frustrated in my career recently, so I lost my mood.

Now that I see Xie Songhe bought it, then I will definitely not buy it.In our line of work, bumping is the most taboo, from bumping shirts, shoes, bags to cars, it’s best not to have any.

Celebrities are unique.