i want to see the sun

In 2009, Jay Chou's "Scent of Rice" was playing in the streets and alleys.

"I still remember that you said that home is the only castle, and you continue to run along the Daoxiang River..." The uncle on the bicycle went to work humming, passed by a residential building, caught a glimpse of a small red figure, and stopped abruptly.

"Yinyin?" the uncle stepped out of the car and called tentatively.The little girl in the red dress buried her head between her legs and sat on the steps, her shoulders trembling slightly.

She looked up with tears on her face.

"Oh, what's going on, Yin Yin?" The uncle parked his bicycle and squatted in front of Qin Yin.When Qin Yin saw an acquaintance, she curled her lips and replied sobbingly: "Father...Mom...argued, we quarreled." As soon as the words finished, a man in the residential building came out cursing: "What's the matter every day, it has to be noisy. "

"Oh, Qin Xian, your daughter is here to cry. Stop arguing, you two, what can't be discussed properly." When the uncle saw the man coming out, he hurriedly talked to him.

Qin Xian glanced at Qin Yin, who was squatting, and became angry again, but reason told him to calm down.He took a deep breath: "Okay, I see, you hurry up."

Upon seeing this, the uncle explained a few words, then pedaled away on his bicycle.

Qin Xian squatted down in front of Qin Yin: "Okay, okay, don't cry, go back first, dad still has to go to work."

Qin Yin didn't want to see her father, and she had heard this sentence countless times.Quarrels belong to quarrels, why smash things?Why throw away her birthday present together.

Broken glass, arguing, fighting, screaming were all in that home.

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"You know why I think that little girl is crying because mom and dad had a fight."

Lin Yuan shook his head cooperatively.

"Because that's how I came here." Qin Yin sighed softly, trying to relax.Looking at the children running and frolicking in the playground, she curled the corners of her mouth.

"Lin Yuansheng, now it's time for me to tell a story."

"it is good."

"Before my parents quarreled, I was an innocent and happy little girl. I like dolls, crystal balls, and princess dresses. Once my birthday present was a doll, which was very cute, and it was given by my father. I think that At that time, I had a lot of love."

A leaf fell from the top of the head, fluttering and fluttering, and fell to the ground.Qin Yin stared at the withered and yellow leaves, and continued: "But Mom and Dad started arguing. I was still young, and I only knew that Dad came home late after drinking, and Mom was very angry, so she asked Dad if he had found a woman. I was so scared, I just cried and hoped they would stop fighting. The first day because of my crying, the fighting stopped. On the third day, they started again. As far as I can remember, they always fight."

Lin Yuansheng didn't speak, and quietly became a listener.

"Then one day, Dad started smashing things. He smashed glasses, books, my dolls."

Qin Yin recalled the shivering little girl hiding in the corner, and gently closed her eyes.

"Children's emotions are changeable. I'm sad when my parents quarrel, and I'm happy when they don't quarrel."

Lin Yuansheng looked at her and said, "So most of you are sad."

"Well. I grew up thinking I wanted a lot of love or a lot of money."

"Coincidentally, I also like money." Lin Yuansheng tried to liven up the atmosphere.Qin Yin smiled cooperatively, but her thoughts drifted back to herself who was trying to please her father.

Qin Yin, a fourth grader, excitedly unfolded the paper to Qin Xian who came to pick her up, grinned and said, "Dad, I got 92 points in the math test." Qin Xian frowned, dissatisfied: "Why only 92, why not 100 in the test." Qin Yin lost her temper all of a sudden.

Even though I knew that my father was busy with work and spoke in a hurry, he was still very sad.

Lin Yuansheng commented: "So you are sensitive, anxious and fragile."

"Yeah, so I'm sensitive, anxious, and vulnerable."

Lin Yuansheng moved closer to Qin Yin's side, and patted himself on the shoulder generously: "Let me lean on your shoulder." Looking at Qin Yin's slightly furrowed eyebrows, he continued to persuade: "Why are you being hypocritical when you're dead? hurry up."

Qin Yin glanced at him speechlessly, feeling that Lin Yuansheng looked like a child.Seeing Qin Yin leaning her head on her shoulder obediently and helplessly, Lin Yuansheng said with satisfaction: "In the world, you can't touch other things either. Just make do with it, and I'll touch it for you."

Hearing this, Qin Yin couldn't help laughing.Lin Yuansheng murmured in his heart: The girl is really difficult to coax, she finally laughed.

In this way, the two stayed until dark.

Suddenly, a firework pointed directly at the sky, followed by dozens of them rushing into the night sky together, blooming strange and brilliant flowers.Lin Yuansheng took Qin Yin's hand and ran.

"Let's go, watch the fireworks together!"

The Shuangyuan Bridge was crowded with people, but the two souls easily grabbed the best viewing spot.The light from the fireworks in full bloom shone on the faces of the two of them, filling them with brilliant brilliance.The night is dark, but their eyes are bright.

"Qin Yin, make a wish."

"what?"

There was a lot of noise around, Lin Yuansheng lowered his body slightly and leaned into Qin Yin's ear and said, "Make a wish, your next life will be safe and happy."

Have a happy childhood.

Before Qin Yin could react, he closed his eyes and began to make a wish.Qin Yin looked at his long and drooping eyelashes, her heart softened, she also closed her eyes, clasped her hands together, and said silently: "I want a lot of love, and I want to be safe and happy."

It is only a moment for the fireworks to bloom, and it seems to be only a moment for the heartbeat.

"Lin Yuansheng, what wish did you make?"

"You want to know?"

Qin Yin nodded obediently.

"Don't tell you."

Seeing Qin Yin turned to leave, Lin Yuansheng took Qin Yin's arm and said seriously: "Qin Yin, try to believe me. As I said, I will help you fulfill your last wish if you understand the reason for your suicide. I will try my best. "

"Is it because this is your mission?"

"No, it's because of you."

The author has something to say:

I want a lot of money hahahahaha