i want to see the sun

"Where did you get the bike?"

"It was stolen." Lin Yuansheng blinked, talking nonsense solemnly.

There was also a light in the basket, which flickered faintly.Lin Yuansheng stepped into the car, patted the back seat, and signaled Qin Yin to sit up.

Qin Yin wrapped her skirt around her knees, tucked it away, and sat on it.

"Hold me tight, don't fall."

"Okay." Qin Yin wrapped her arms around Lin Yuansheng's waist carefully, not because she was afraid, but because she liked it.This young and strong waist almost made her heart skip a beat.No, she has no heartbeat.

The bicycle drove slowly down the slope and turned in a circle.Lin Yuansheng pedaled his bicycle and drove Qin Yin around.In this dark world, that lamp is extraordinarily bright and warm.

"Have you ever felt the wind blowing past your ears?"

Qin Yin felt it seriously, and replied honestly: "Sorry, no."

"..."

Qin Yin curled her mouth and leaned her head gently on Lin Yuansheng's back.

"Lin Yuansheng, I want a lot of love." Her voice was soft and sticky.My last wish is to have a lot of love.

"Ok?"

"Actually, I have suffered from insomnia for a long, long time, maybe two years, intermittent insomnia. I don't know why, but I suddenly couldn't sleep, so that later, I was afraid of the night, the bed, and sleep. When it was time to sleep, My heart beat so fast, I tossed and turned in bed and couldn't fall asleep, and sometimes I didn't fall asleep until four in the morning."

Qin Yin paused for a moment, then continued: "I don't know what to do during the day, and I just try to lift my spirits in class. I can't socialize, get along with people, and even laugh."

Lin Yuansheng guessed: "So that night, you also suffered from insomnia?"

Qin Yin nodded and said "Yes".

Lin Yuansheng understood, and changed the subject: "Let's go to Sanshengmen."

"Okay." She didn't ask what it was or why, she agreed.

The bicycle moved forward slowly, and the lights in the basket sprinkled fluorescent lights along the path, floating in the air, accompanied by dust.

When the surrounding environment showed a "white belly", Lin Yuansheng slammed on the brakes and the car stopped.Qin Yin let go of her skirt and jumped down briskly, and Lin Yuansheng also got out of the car.

"Look, is that Xiao Kong?" Qin Yin stretched out her hand, pointing to the little boy in front of Sansheng Gate.

Lin Yuansheng followed her gaze and saw Xiao Kong and the young man standing beside him.

"Brother Yuansheng!" Xiao Kong was surprised to see Lin Yuansheng, so he let go of his feet and ran over excitedly, hugging Lin Yuansheng.Lin Yuansheng squatted down and pinched Xiaokong's nose.

"Brother Yuansheng, I will be reincarnated soon."

"Well, then in your next life, you should be happy and healthy." Lin Yuansheng looked at the young man wearing glasses and taking notes with a pen.

"But, I can't bear to part with my mother." Xiao Kong curled his lips, tears welling in his eyes.Lin Yuansheng hugged Xiao Kong and said nothing, because he also hated his mother.Memories are too painful, and there is nothing I can do to bring them back.

"Xiao Kong, pain should be forgotten."

As soon as the words fell, the young man's deep voice came over: "Xiaokong, it's about to start, come here quickly."

Xiaokong withdrew his hands, said "goodbye" reluctantly, and ran back to Sanshengmen.

The young man turned the mechanism next to the door, put a stone into Xiao Kong's hand, and said: "Xiao Kong, hold the Sansheng Stone tightly, and the next life will be safe and happy."

In the first second, a colorful vortex appeared in front of Sansheng Gate.In the second second, the colorful vortex surrounded Xiaokong.In the third second, a white light flashed beside the whirlpool, and Xiao Kong disappeared.

Qin Yin looked at everything in surprise, pulled Lin Yuansheng's T-shirt, and asked, "Is this reincarnation?"

"It can be said so. Xiaokong's fate in this life is over."

"Oh."

Lin Yuansheng held Qin Yin's hand and said after deliberation: "Qin Yin, now you have a chance to dream. I know you don't really want to see your parents, but the living are very painful. Talk to them."

******

Liu Wanzhi fainted when she saw Qin Yin's body.

In the dream, she vaguely heard Qin Yin calling herself. "Is it Yinyin?" She asked tentatively, her voice choked.

"It's me." Qin Yin replied.Liu Wanzhi saw Qin Yin standing in front of her in a white dress.

On the bosom of her white dress was a flower blooming.

Liu Wanzhi covered her mouth, gasping for breath, unable to speak.Qin Yin stretched out her hands and hugged her.

"Yinyin, I read your diary. It's Mom and Dad... I'm sorry for making you so uncomfortable. We've been arguing and arguing all the time."

Qin Yin said nothing.

Liu Wanzhi stretched out one hand to wipe away tears, while the other tightly held Qin Yin's hand.

"Did you hear us quarreling that night?"

Qin Yin nodded.

At that time, as soon as she opened the door after returning from vacation, she heard a sound of "ping-pong-pong" coming from the back room.Qin Xian's angry voice came into her ears: "Are you sick? You are suspicious all day long!"

"What did you say?" Liu Wanzhi screamed.

"Why did I marry you, a woman who gave birth to a daughter and kept silent all day long?"

It should be Liu Wanzhi who knocked over the glass, and the crisp sound hurt Qin Yin's heart.

The memory came to an abrupt end.Liu Wanzhi's tears still couldn't stop, and she staggered and said, "Yinyin, mom really doesn't know that you have suffered from insomnia for so long and can't sleep well. Mom is really not qualified, you, can you forgive mom?"

Looking at Liu Wanzhi's white hair at the temples, Qin Yin didn't know how to answer, and thought of Lin Yuansheng's words, "Perhaps what they want is a forgiveness, so that they can feel at ease."

Qin Yin nodded, and finally opened her mouth: "Okay."

Don't be sad because of me anymore.Without me, you don't have to be bound together, maintaining a vague status as a husband and wife.