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When Lin Xun got up early in the morning, he saw that the trash can in his house was full, and he couldn't bear to look directly at it.

So wearing a mask, I carried a garbage bag and prepared to go downstairs to throw away the garbage, and then went to the breakfast shop below to buy breakfast.

There was still no call today, so he could only take the stairs.

Going down the stairs is definitely not tiring, but going up the stairs will feel very tiring, so he plans to go out to have fun after going down, and go home later.

Walking on the stairs on the third floor, I heard movement below.He didn't care and continued walking.Who would have expected to turn the corner and see a man hugging Lu Yun with his hands around Lu Yun's neck... Beside Lu Yun is a suitcase...

Damn...it might be a boyfriend.

The garbage bag in his hand didn't know when he dropped it. Lin Xun didn't take care of this garbage bag. How could he have time to take care of this garbage bag?He takes care of this garbage bag, who will take care of him?

His heart hurts, he once thought that the future Lu Yun might marry a girl, he thought he should bless him, but he never imagined that he would be so close to another man.

Nine years of love, at this moment the world collapsed...

The man holding Lu Yun seemed to have noticed his gaze, and continued: "Brother Lu~ My feet hurt after climbing three flights of stairs~ I want to hug~"

Lu Yun didn't seem to have any expression, and let the man hug him. Lu Yun seemed to have seen Lin Xun, but ignored him.Lin Xun saw clearly the man's face and the ambiguous red hickey on the fair neck, and was taken aback for a moment, feeling a little redundant.

"Sorry to bother you." He picked up the trash bag and walked away expressionlessly.

Seeing Lin Xun walking away, Lu Yun patted Lu Jizhi's hand on his shoulder in disgust, and stuffed the suitcase next to him into Lu Jizhi's hand.

"Tsk...you're so ruthless." Lu Jizhi looked at his patted hand.

"Did you do this because you saw him just now?" Lu Yun asked him expressionlessly, and Lu Jizhi felt that his face was a little bad.

"Well, what else? Lu Yun! He likes you." Lu Jizhi smiled, showing his canine teeth.

Lu Yun didn't speak, he glanced behind the stairs that Lin Xun had walked just now.

Then ask, "Are you sure?"

"Of course, the way that guy from Nanyi looks at me is almost exactly the same as the way he looks at you." Lu Jizhi looked proud.

"Tsk... why are you not sure that he is lying to you? He is the movie king." Lu Yun emphasized the word "film king" when he said this.

"Tsk tsk tsk, if you can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour, I think you are envious." Lu Jizhi looked like I knew it.

He looked at his brother's serious face and couldn't help but want to tease him, "Then if Nan Yi is pretending, I said that your sweetheart looks very similar to his eyes, can it be said that your sweetheart looks at you?" Is it pretending?"

"Tsk..." Lu Yun felt that he was a bit out of control, but he still had to talk to him properly, after all, he had to rely on him for the important things in life.

Seeing that Lu Yun was speechless, Lu Jizhi looked complacent.

He likes to see his brother's deflated appearance the most, it's really a joy!

"Hmph, pay more attention to your image outside, and look at the thing on your neck." Lu Yun walked down the stairs without turning his head.

Leaving Lu Jizhi and his suitcase behind, Lu Jizhi had no choice but to move things by himself and even complained about his own brother: "Silly boy, you are short-sighted, so you should be reserved!"

--split line--

Lin Xun knew the man who was hugging Lu Yun just now, that man was the top class that Sister Hu once led, Lu Jizhi!Lu Yun is so good, it should be good to be paired with Lu Jizhi.

Some people say that falling out of love is a liberation, but it is also a suffering.

But Lin Xun felt that it was really hard, and he felt so uncomfortable that he died before he lost his love.He hasn't seen Lu Yun for nine years, and he won't feel so uncomfortable.In his heart, as long as Lu Yun is not married, he will still imagine that he has a chance.

Well, now he is not married.Lin Xun felt that he had no chance, absolutely no chance.

He walked down the rest of the stairs in a daze, and threw the garbage bag into the trash can.Sitting on a chair in the park, as soon as I closed my eyes, I thought of the thing on Lu Jizhi's neck and the scene just now.

He confessed to Lu Yun many years ago, but Lu Yun rejected him.

Although Lu Yun didn't reject him face to face, he knew that Lu Yun didn't like him.Because he gave the love letter to Lu Yun back then, and found that love letter in the trash can when he was on duty.

He finally worked up the courage to write it, but it was thrown in the trash can, not to mention how sad it was at the time.

Since then, he has been hiding from Lu Yun, because he is afraid that Lu Yun will think him disgusting.Once some things are broken, you can't be friends.

Under the same roof, we can see each other when we look up.Well, Lu Yun didn't say a word about the love letter.At that time, Lin Xun thought that maybe Lu Yun didn't want to be friends, so he didn't mention it, and returned to the state before the confession.

I'm afraid it won't work now, he can't maintain that state anymore, if he sees Lu Yun with someone else, he won't be able to stand it anymore.

He is very eager to work now, and uses work to numb himself, so that he will not be sad and deceive himself.

Lin Xun wanted to calm himself down, but he couldn't.Just picked up the mobile phone in my pocket and swiped Weibo, looking for fun, and flirting with people to vent.

Lu Yun went down the stairs and looked for Lin Xun everywhere.Finally, I saw him in a nearby park. Lin Xun was sitting on a chair, looking down at his phone intently...

It seemed that Bai was worried for a while, and he sighed helplessly.Turn around and leave, and walk towards the nearby milk tea shop.

On the other hand, Lin Xun was fighting wits and bravery with black fans under the content about Lin Xun's acting skills posted by a certain marketing account.

First floor: lx has no acting skills, no strength, I really don't know how he got there.

[Lin Duoduo replied: I suggest you go to the ophthalmologist to see a doctor. What does it mean to have no acting skills?Who was the winner of the best newcomer award last year? 】

Fifth Floor: You and I are not meant to be, it all depends on Mi Er.How dare you tie CP to Mi Er?If it weren't for Mi'er's broad-mindedness, do you think the eyes of the public can't see your small thoughts? (for Lin)

[Lin Duoduo replied: Tell me, what are Lin Xun's petty thoughts?Laughing to death, you have such a big brain, if you don’t write a novel, I’m really sorry for your brain. 】

……

Lin Xun's typing speed was faster than his own eating speed, and in a short while, these people who only know how to push/pull were so angry that they couldn't talk back.

Before changing his job, he didn't even bother to insult people like this under the marketing account.

But today was an exception, even if he was a stalker, it didn't bring him any pleasure.

He sat on the chair as if he had no bones, not looking at his phone.Just sitting and basking in the sun, this great time is of course basking in the sun...well, you should go out and have a good time...

So he stood up and stretched himself.

"Lin Xun?"

A pleasant voice came from behind, it must be Lu Yun.

Lin Xun wanted to walk away arrogantly without looking back, but he still turned his head to look at Lu Yun despite his lack of backbone.

"What's the matter?" Lin Xun spit out this sentence without any emotion.

"Just now..." Lu Yun paused, and then asked with the milk tea in his hand, "Do you want milk tea?"

Lin Xun was very puzzled. Seeing that Lu Yun had two cups of milk tea in his hands, he thought it must be for Lu Jizhi. But on the way home, he saw him sitting in a chair and felt embarrassed not to give it to him, so he pretended.

Convinced of such an explanation, Lin Xunbie turned his head and said one word at a time: "No, drink."

"Your favorite strawberry milkshake, do you really not want to drink it?" Lu Yun handed over the milk tea in his hand, giving Lin Xun no room to refuse.

Lin Xun looked at the milk tea in front of him, hesitated for a moment, and took it.

"Thank you." Lin Xun looked down at the milk tea in his hand.

It is unbelievable that Lu Yun can remember the flavor he likes to drink.

Lu Yun rubbed his nose with his hands, wanting to say something.But he hesitated to speak, and did not say it.Just sit on the chair he just sat on.

Lin Xun was still a little greedy, so he also sat down.At least for now, it's just the two of them, let him deceive himself for a while, just for a while.

Strawberry milkshake is sweet, the sweetness of first love.

It is not suitable for Lin Xun to drink now, but it is also Lu Yun's kindness.He drank milk tea and thought about how to deal with Lu Yun in front of him.

"Didn't you help him carry things just now?" Lin Xun bit his straw and looked at Lu Yun who was drinking lemonade next to him.

"Yeah." Lu Yun was as cold as ever.

"Does he want to drink milk tea?" Lin Xun felt that asking this was a bit nosy.

Fortunately, Lu Yun didn't dislike it, he frowned and said, "He doesn't like to drink."

Lu Jizhi:? ? ?

Lin Xun didn't know whether Lu Yun was frowning sourly or something.

"Okay." Then why did you buy two cups?Lin Xun did not ask this sentence.Because I am afraid that I will be sentimental.

"Yeah." Lu Yun replied lazily.

Lin Xun and the others were sitting there basking in the sun, as if they were...not talking.

I don't know how long I sat there, when Lu Yun's phone rang, I didn't need to guess who it was, Lu Jizhi!

"What's wrong?" Lu Yun sat there and asked.

The other end of the phone seemed to say something important, Lu Yun frowned and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go back right away."

Lin Xun looked at the empty milk tea cup in his hand and sat there for a long time.

He himself is like a fish with pickled cabbage, sour, vegetable, and redundant, and he is also very affectionate.

His eyes were sore, he rubbed them, and said in a low voice: "How old are you, and you are still jealous because you don't have a man to accompany you, are you ashamed? Lin Xun."

But I can't stop crying, how many years have I not cried?About nine years.After so many years of separation, what kind of wind and rain has he not experienced?He didn't even shed a tear, and now he was crying because of Lu Yun. He really felt that he was worthless.

But if you don't cry, it seems that you really can't calm down, so let yourself be self-willed once, just once.Never cry for Lu Yun again, never talk to Lu Yun again, okay?He secretly made a decision in his heart.