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Fortunately, the holiday passed quickly, and Sister Hu helped him arrange one itinerary after another.

He can force himself to forget those sorrows in the never-ending work, and forget the behaviors before he saw Lu Jizhi and Lu Yun a few days ago...

This day, after finishing the announcement, he sat in the car and checked Weibo tiredly. Seeing Sister Hu sitting on the side seat, he wanted to ask, "Sister Hu, did you bring Lu Jizhi before?"

She put down the mobile phone in her hand, and looked at Lin Xun who was scrolling through Weibo with a puzzled look: "Well, isn't this a well-known thing? What do you want to say?"

"No, just asking." Lin Xun looked casual.

"Actually, there is nothing to ask. He has been out of the circle for a year. It is a pity that he quit the circle when he was only 23." 25 and quit the circle, I really don’t understand these two people.” She sighed.

Lin Xun seemed to have thought of something, so he asked hesitantly, "Sister Hu, is my... contract with the company about to expire?"

He remembered that he only signed a contract for three years, counting the days, the contract should be terminated in August this year.

"Yes, do you want to renew the contract?" Hu Xuqi's tone was very flat. She looked down at her mobile phone and asked Lin Xun in the back seat, showing no emotion.

"I don't know, let's talk about it at that time." Lin Xun answered like this, but he will definitely not renew the contract.He wants to go back to his hometown and doesn't want to stay here.Either move, or go back to my hometown to be with my aunt.

Why did you want to stay in City Z before?Because he graduated from high school here, his hometown is in a small town next to City Z, he needs to take the subway for several hours, and there is no good high school, so he came to City Z to study.Later, I met Lu Yun here, and after finishing college, I returned to City Z with the thought of meeting him again.

After so many years of busy work, I met him, but he already has a boyfriend.He would not continue to stay here with the cheek, and he did not want to see the person he had liked for nine years flirting with others.

So the best way is to leave here, leave his dream, leave his innocence, leave his unrealistic fantasy...

I don't know how long he was in a trance.

Hu Xuqi explained the itinerary ahead, and was a little angry when she saw Lin Xun's distraught look.

"Lin Xun?" Hu Xuqi looked at him angrily.

"Ah?" Lin Xun came back to his senses with a dazed look on his face.

"Returned?" Hu Xuqi felt that he was out of shape just now, and frowned, "What's wrong with you? I talked to you before, but now I lost my soul after talking about the itinerary?"

"It's okay, just a little tired." Lin Xun was a little embarrassed.

"Oh, when you go to the audition and make corrections, you must show your best form. This time it is Liu Yining, director Liu's two-male lead movie "The Chaser". It was hard for you to find such an audition opportunity. You must Fight hard, the filming of this film should take five or six months, and you can renew or terminate the contract just after filming. Relying on this work should improve your status, so that you can go to a better company to develop "Although Hu Xuqi has always been very mother-in-law, it always makes Lin Xun feel very warm.

You see, she is now helping him think about some things after the termination of the contract, Lin Xun is very moved.

He nodded, and replied with a serious face: "Okay, Sister Hu, I will definitely try to win this role."

"Yeah." Hu Xuqi was always at ease with him, she looked at the information on the phone and sighed again, "I don't know who will take down the other leading actor Yan Ye this time, the information above seems to be hand-picked by the screenwriter I really don’t know what to think about asking a passer-by to act.”

When Lin Xun heard this, he was a little curious about what kind of charm this passer-by possessed so that the editor would personally select him.

He used to be an author, and many people asked him to buy the film and television copyright of his works, but he didn't sell them.Because he knows that those people in the entertainment industry can't play anyone in his novels, unless they invite the prototype of the character, it is impossible to think about it.

He sat in the car with his eyes closed and meditated, preparing for the audition.

--split line--

Lin Xun walked into the room to audition, only Director Liu and the screenwriter were in the room.

Director Liu held a piece of paper, which should be Lin Xun's profile. He asked Lin Xun, "Are you Lin Xun? I looked at your resume. You probably haven't been exposed to such a role before, right?"

"Hmm." Lin Xun was a little nervous.

"Then what do you think of Tu Xiuxiu?" Director Liu seemed to glance at the screenwriter next to him.

Lin Xun had read the script, he thought about it for a while, and then replied seriously: "He's fine."

Director Liu and the screenwriter were obviously very surprised by this answer. The screenwriter smiled and said, "You know what? You are the first person who dares to answer like that."

"Director Liu, I want to say that he is really good. In the play, his love for Yan Ye is unbearable. Even though life is hard, he lives with the life of 'the world kisses me painfully, but I repay it with a song' Face everything with an attitude, so I think he is very good." When Lin Xun saw the script, he felt that Tu Xiuxiu was very similar to him.But at the same time, he was very envious of Tu Xiuxiu, because Tu Xiuxiu finally got together with his Yan Ye.

"Not bad." The screenwriter agreed with a smile, and she looked at Director Liu, "This kid is quite educated."

"Yes." Director Liu responded.

Then he looked at Lin Xun and said, "Read a paragraph."

Passing a piece of paper to Lin Xun, Lin Xun took the paper for a moment and asked suspiciously: "This...doesn't seem to be a line in the script?"

"It's really not, but I'm thinking about whether to add it." The screenwriter looked at him with a smile, as if he was saying to see your performance and see if he should add it.

Lin Xun looked at the lines on the paper in his hand and recalled what happened a long time ago.A long time ago, someone gave him a copy of "The Little Prince", and he lost it. A long time ago, he lost his little prince. A long time ago, he lost his moon.

His voice is very soft, especially these few words: "Important things are invisible to the eyes, just like flowers, if you like a flower that grows on a certain star, then looking at the sky at night is very important." It will be very sweet, and all the stars are like flowers in bloom.

For example, if you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, then from three o'clock onwards, I will start to feel happy.

The closer the time draws, the happier I feel.

By the time it's four o'clock, I'll be fidgeting, and I'll discover the price of happiness.

But if you come anytime, I don't know when to get my mood ready...

One day, I watched the sunset 44 times. After a while, you said, you know, people like to watch the sunset when they are depressed.

After reading this, he paused, not knowing why he choked up, "Of course, an ordinary passer-by would think that my rose is the same as you, but she alone is better than all of you because she is me. Watered because I have listened to her laments, her braggings, and sometimes even her silences. Because, she is my rose."

His voice was the only one in the room, very soft.Like a dream, like a raving.

After reading, applause rang out, but he still didn't slow down.

Really sad, sad, heart-wrenching pain.His little prince does not belong to him, he is a little fox, and the little prince is going to take care of that delicate rose.

"It's... well, here are some excerpts from me, I think it should be like this..." The screenwriter wiped his tears and looked at Lin Xun expectantly. She seems like a sentimental person.

Director Liu didn't make any comments, he seemed to want the screenwriter to select the candidates

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"En." Lin Xun lowered his eyes, a little depressed.

"Yes, that's it. When I wrote this character, I thought he was like a fox. He read the words of the little prince, of course he would feel a sense of loss. That's it... woo woo woo..." The screenwriter's current mood Very excited, "It's him, it's him." The screenwriter lost control of his emotions, and he wanted to sign the contract immediately and start filming.

"Yeah. That's it for him." Director Liu patted the screenwriter's head reassuringly.

Lin Xun:? ? ?It seems to have been stuffed with dog food...

Liu Yining looked at Lin Xun and asked, "Are you still busy? If you don't have anything, you can wait a bit, and another leading actor will come later, so you can try your rivalry."

Although Lin Xun also wanted to see another leading actor, he still had an announcement, so he told him honestly that he didn't have time.

"Then, let's do it. The future will be long, don't be in a hurry." The screenwriter calmed down. He felt a little embarrassed just now when he lost his composure in front of Lin Xun.

Lin Xun also heaved a sigh of relief, bowed to the two and walked out.

He was listless as soon as he went out, as frustrated as a rabbit with drooping ears, which made Hu Xuqi who was sitting outside a little anxious. She asked, "Why is it taking so long? Did he fail?" Her tone was concerned, and she saw Lin Xun didn't say anything and wanted to comfort him, "It's okay, we can actually go to other places to film."

Lin Xun smiled: "Hey, sister Hu, they agreed to give me the role of Tu Xiuxiu."

"Huh?" Hu Xuqi was shocked, because many people came to the audition before and failed, so she actually had the mentality of giving it a try.It turned out, of course she was happy for Lin Xun.

But thinking of Lin Xun's appearance just now, she patted Lin Xun's shoulder: "Good guy, you still lied to me!"

"It hurts, I didn't say anything! Sister Hu, don't take pictures." Lin Xun pretended, but Hu Xuqi didn't feel any pain when taking pictures.

"Hmph, good luck."

Hu Xuqi put down her hand.

"Hey." Lin Xun replied with lowered eyes, why did he lose his mind when he came out?Because he felt a little tired, not physically tired, but mentally tired.

Only he himself knows why he succeeded in the audition, because he substituted the feelings for Lu Yun...

That love for Lu Yun, which he couldn't extricate himself from.

Obviously made up his mind to ignore him for the rest of his life, but in the end, after trying a mirror, he became emotional!How does this make people not think about him, how does this make him forget?How could nine years of love disappear overnight?Give him some time, give him some more time...