effective gentle

The author has something to say: The part of the postgraduate entrance examination refers to the situation of my friend's school.

Lin Zhishen rested his head on his shoulder, "I feel very tired sometimes, Xiaoxiao."

He said that when he was young, his family education was very strict, and his parents had requirements for him to walk, sit, and lie down. Later, when he went to middle school, his mother told him to be more casual, but he couldn't change it.

He will repeatedly think about whether his words and deeds are inappropriate. The most common words he says are "thank you" and "sorry". I am also very worried that my words are grammatically ill and logically illogical.

Once he is not polite enough on a certain occasion, he will regret it very much afterwards and blame himself too much.

He has become too delicate, good at observing words and expressions, speculating on the psychology of everyone he gets along with, and trying to make them feel comfortable.Most of the time he is pleasing others, but rarely pleasing himself.

These conditions gradually improved after he entered high school.

Until now, many people still say that he is a "model face" and a "first love template".Sometimes he felt like he was living like a model.

The most frightening thing is that he is not perfect, and because he is not perfect, he will breed pain.

"I think you are very relaxed when facing me, as long as I don't force you to get close to me." Rong Xiao stroked his hair, "It's okay, you can take your time."

Lin Zhishen said: "I used to think that we were ice and snow and fire. I was afraid that the consequence of my impulsive promise to you would be that we would turn into water vapor. Later I found out that I am Shanlan and you are misty clouds. in my arms."

"It's a pity that you don't write love letters with your literary talents."

"If I chose liberal arts, I should have done better than if I chose science, but I was too lazy at the time, so I insisted on choosing science." Lin Zhishen paused, looked up at him, "I heard from your mother that you only studied this for me. Professional, how did you know about my volunteering?"

"Before the college entrance examination, I asked Pei Ming where he wanted to take the exam. He said that he and a brother from No. [-] High School wanted to go to City D. I asked him if it was you. He said that you passed the preliminary examination of A University's self-enrollment, and you are likely to go to A University By the way, I asked which major it is."

Lin Zhishen imagined that scene for a while, Rong Xiao secretly poked at him, Pei Ming was so careless, he didn't notice it at all, it was kind of funny.

Rong Xiao, a little fox, will pretend to be natural even if he is tempting, so that no one will notice.

Lin Zhishen took Rong Xiao out of the bathroom, and the two went to the balcony to chat.

"I applied for three majors, and only Wangxin passed the initial test. If I didn't get into University A, my parents might let me go abroad. As a result, I passed the re-examination, and the score of University A dropped, so I came here."

"I know. Later, I asked Pei Ming about it, so I filled out the online application form. Anyway, I don't have a major I want to study."

Lin Zhishen was a little annoyed, "Then did I hurt you? Do you like this major? You have to learn everything, but it's not as good as studying these majors."

Rong Xiao heard from Lin Zhishen that at that time he liked to read social news and reports on people. If he wanted to become a reporter, he wanted to major in journalism and communication. He didn't want to listen to his family and learn management.

He thought that net news and journalism were similar, but he realized that there were still some differences after he went to college.

However, he also gradually realized that he is not suitable to be a reporter who goes to the front line, because those who can engage in this industry are generally those who have journalistic ideals and have unique spirit and characteristics.

He no longer insisted on this idea.

Rong Xiao said: "I don't have so many dreams. After my parents didn't allow me to apply for the music school, I lived my life step by step. Finding you and pursuing you is the craziest thing I've done growing up."

"I made an appointment with Lin Chang and my friends from Class [-] to set up a self-media studio in City A. If you don't end up in graduate school, why don't you come to us." Lin Zhishen put Rong Xiao on the shoulder, " I remember that your editing and directing are very strong, and you have your own flow."

Rong Xiao should have a chance to stay in graduate school, but Lin Zhishen knew that he didn't want to stay in this school, he wanted to go to S University, just like Meng Yuan in their dormitory.

The majors of this school are not good enough, and the news dissemination of S University is very good, but the summer camp is not easy to pass. Many seniors and sisters in the past still have to take the postgraduate entrance examination in the end.

Lin Zhishen hesitated for a moment and asked, "Are you sure you will go to graduate school?"

Rong Xiao put his arms on the railing, feeling the wind blowing, "I'm not that persistent, it's fine if I don't get into the school of my choice, and starting a business with you is fine, but my mother may not agree. Let's talk, time It's still early."

What Lin Zhishen really cared about was not this.

"I don't want to have a long-distance relationship with you."

When they chatted about the future, Lin Zhishen realized that their trajectories might not overlap within a few years.

Rong Xiao was silent for a while, and then said: "Brother Shen, it's pointless for us to dwell on this issue now, and no one knows what will happen in the future."

"But you don't have to worry that time will change the relationship between us. I haven't changed my mind in six years. What I always want you to know is that my heart is eternal. No matter where you are, I will always love you."

A certain otaku brother posted a screensaver of a CG beauty in a game in the group, saying, "My new wife."

Other brothers launched their own screensavers one after another, and those who had a crush sent photos of their crush, including boyfriends and girlfriends.

Yo, this is provocation.

Lin Zhishen sent three pictures, the lock screen, wallpaper and Moments background, all of them were Rong Xiao's pictures, the most eye-catching ones.

This damned desire to win.

"...You beat Brother Shen, ah."

Lin Zhishen sent a message: "By the way, I want to ask, do your partners like to kiss you?"

So he got two answers: "Sometimes kiss" and "Never take the initiative to kiss".

Lin Zhishen continued to ask: "What does it mean if my boyfriend steals kisses frequently? I'm almost numb from being kissed."

During this period of time, Rong Xiao really kissed him every now and then, all sneak attacks when no one was around.

A brother asked: "Are you here to show off, or to sow hatred?"

"I don't think I should ask you guys. It's useless. I'll search the Internet directly." Lin Zhishen posted an emoji with a panda head wiping sweat in disgust.

"No need to search, the reference answer is that he loves you very much, and even wants to get closer to you. The standard answer is in his heart, why don't you ask him directly."

"……Fine."

Makes sense.

Someone said: "Do you have a dinner date during the May Day holiday? We haven't been together for a long time."

"[Can] bring objects?"

"Of course. You can take it with you or not, but Lao Lin has to. We have been dating for a few rounds, and you are the only one who has had someone for so many years. We have to meet."

Lin Zhishen typed with a deep smile: "I have to ask my wife, he agrees."

"Xiao?"

"what?"

Rong Xiao was wearing glasses, and was sitting at the desk editing videos. Hearing this, he turned to look at him.

It was evening, they stayed in the dormitory, one doing homework and the other swiping their phones, very harmonious.

"I have a dinner with my brother on May [-]st, will you go with me?"

"Go, anyway, I have a falling out with my mother, and I don't want to go home."

"Then why don't you come and live with me?"

Not long after Lin Zhishen took a bath, his hair was slightly curled up.He was wearing black pajamas with a little collarbone exposed at the neckline, and he stepped on the chair casually with one foot.The whole body exudes a soft breath, and the eyes are looking at him intently.

The brain told Rong Xiao that this is Lin Zhishen that 99.9% of people have never seen before.

The eyes under the lens narrowed dangerously, Rong Xiao got up and locked the door, then walked over naturally, and sat on him, "Can you?"

After talking in the bathroom that day, they also tried a few deep kisses.If Rong Xiao noticed that Lin Zhishen was trying to divert his attention, he would kiss even more fiercely.

Lin Zhishen struggled several times and gave up.

Deep kissing is actually acceptable if the object is someone you really like, but——

"Don't come here blindly, there will be a reaction."

"There will be now?"

"It's always been okay! Except for the first time you scared me."

"Okay, that's not kissing." Rong Xiao stretched out her slender fingers and touched his Adam's apple lightly.

Lin Zhishen: "...you're killing me!"

Rong Xiao opened her eyes slightly, with an innocent look, "Do you still doubt that you are a spiritual lover?"

He took a deep breath and said as calmly as possible: "Thank you, I just want to mess with you now, I advise you not to be too arrogant. Get down first!"

Sometimes Rong Xiao thinks that Lin Zhishen is a very magical person, he obviously never posts selfies and videos, but many people know him.

Rong Xiao got tired of reading in the dormitory, so she opened Weibo, which never posted anything, and searched for "Lin Zhishen".

He just wants to see it.

In the first Weibo post, someone posted a photo of him and Lin Zhishen, one in Hanfu and one in campus, with the words "A Da Lin Zhishen and Rong Xiao".

Comment 1: "Help, this CP sense is too strong."

Reply to Comment 1's comment: "They're really together, sour."

Comment 2: "The two of them are Yangou attracted to each other, a handsome guy and a handsome guy."

He scrolled down and saw that some strangers had sent Lin Zhishen's photos.In most of the photos, Lin Zhishen is not smiling, and is very cold.

Someone asked Lin Zhishen if he had a Weibo account, and someone posted a screenshot of his Weibo homepage in the reply to the comments in the comment area, which was really hidden.

The screenshot shows that his Weibo name is @deepisfree, deep is free.

Because Lin Zhishen is not a traffic star, this Weibo did not attract too many people's attention.

Rong Xiao raised his eyebrows, oh well, it turns out that Lin Zhishen has a Weibo account.He clicked in and took a look. It was similar to the screenshot. There were only a few hundred fans in it, and there was no content.

Ah, this man.

He followed it, refreshed it again, and sure enough, some content appeared.

There wasn't much content, so he dragged it to the end and looked up.

2 month 15 day.

"He's so cute. I'm going to sleep now, but when I close my eyes, I think of him crying like a rabbit, which is quite different from his usual appearance."

Someone commented: "Who is who?"

He didn't reply.

3 month 3 day.

"On the first day we are together, make a note. It is very important to choose a date that is easy to remember. I still remember my roommate's humble appearance because he forgot the anniversary of his love with his partner."

3 month 13 day.

"I wrote it while distracted in class."

A photo is attached at the back. In the blank space between the printed text of the textbook, he wrote "Xiaoxiaoxiaoxiaoxiaoxiaoxiao" in cursive.

3 month 22 day.

He only posted a picture of Zhang Rongxiao lying on the table, sleeping with his arms on his pillow, but only a small part of his face.

4 month 12 day.

"I went to see his mother today and learned a lot about him. I feel sorry for him. His mother is still hurting him even though he is like this."

4 month 20 day.

"Want to marry him. Just suddenly. I think I'm a very lonely person in my bones, and it's strange that I didn't realize it until I was with him. Because when he wasn't around, I was inexplicably lost. "

There is no content behind.

Rong Xiao changed her Weibo name to "deepismine".