effective gentle

The author has something to say: Notes: 1. A lot of Bai Xun’s content was deleted and revised during the revision. Readers who started to supplement the text from the middle, please pay attention. 2. That line comes from Neruda's "Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair".

Lin Zhishen handed her a tissue in a gentlemanly manner, and she wiped her eyes with it, then held it in her hand.

"I searched for his name on the Internet, and when I saw a video of him with you, I wanted to get angry."

"Did you not watch the other videos, the ones where he sings?"

She shook her head and said she was impatient to watch.

"If you watch it, you will know that he can be more brilliant on the stage. He is shining. As long as others watch it, they will never forget him."

She nodded through tears.

"Although I still can't accept your things for the time being, I think you are a very good kid, and I can understand why Xiaoxiao likes you so persistently, and gave up a better major in University A for you."

Lin Zhishen was taken aback, "What?"

"He would have had the opportunity to study medicine."

Lin Zhishen thought, Rong Xiao must be crazy!How dare you gamble with your future!How should he repay this kind of affection? He still couldn't figure it out all his life.

Rong's mother came by car and left first, Lin Zhishen said that it would be good to let him pay.

He ordered a fried rice and asked to take it away.

While waiting, he sent a message to Rong Xiao: "Your mother sent me some private things about you, can I read them?"

"Yes, anything is fine." Rong Xiao replied.

What Rong Xiao's mother sent was a TXT, and Lin Zhishen knew that it could be derived directly from the sticky note.

After reading those words, he felt that they were not as embarrassing as Rong Xiao's mother said, but very touching.

It was a short campus love story without a title.

The prototype of Shou is definitely Rong Xiao himself, who is cold on the surface but heavy on desire, and Lin Zhishen feels like him in Gong, a boy who is cold on the surface but gentle and sunny.

It's not that he praises himself, he really has this character.

The writing style is clean, without fancy descriptions, but still romantic.

In the novel, Gong also said a Neruda poem to Shou: "I want to do it on you, what I do on the cherry tree in spring."

Because the place where Rong Ma made an appointment was in the neighborhood where the school was located, Lin Zhishen came here by car.

He turned on the video in the car.

In that video, he could only see Rong Xiao's expression, sometimes drooping eyelashes, sometimes slightly widening watery eyes, and sometimes biting his lip.The swan neck is cool and elegant.

Pure and lustful.

Damn, he completely underestimated Rong Xiao's attraction to him.

He has a lot of feeling.

Lin Zhishen knocked on the steering wheel, hell.He quickly got rid of distracting thoughts, not daring to let himself think about it.

He drove back to school, and when he got to the dormitory, his expression was not very good, Rong Xiao saw that he was a little worried.

"Why didn't you tell me?" was the question.

Why didn't you tell him about being sick.

Why don't you tell him to fill in the volunteers.

Rong Xiao grabbed his sleeve reflexively, "I'm already cured, I haven't taken medicine for a long time, I won't cause you any trouble."

Only then did Lin Zhishen realize that he had misunderstood.

He softened his tone and said: "I brought you the beef and pineapple fried rice from that restaurant. I haven't let you eat this kind of food for a long time... Sorry, I should be more patient, I don't know that you are different from others , and thought you were too sensitive."

"No, you've always been very patient." Rong Xiao put her arm around his neck and said with red eyes, "You just like to restrict me from eating. My mother doesn't control me as strictly as you do. Sometimes I feel that you so annoying."

Lin Zhishen was amused by him, why is he so cute.

"I will try my best not to quarrel with you in the future and not make you angry." Lin Zhishen patted him on the back, "but there is no negotiating about diet. You can eat quickly, you don't know when your next meal will be."

Before Rong Xiao had time to be moved, she wanted to cry, "I used to be taken care of by my mother at home, and finally got through college, and was taken care of by my boyfriend. Is this the price you have to pay for having a fairy love?"

Bai Xun hadn't eaten with them for a long time.

That day, Rong Xiao asked him on WeChat if he would make an appointment for dinner, and he replied: "Don't I need to avoid suspicion?"

"What are you doing to avoid suspicion, you are so familiar."

"Won't I disturb your two-person world?"

"What two-person world, we see each other every day."

Bai Xun: _(:з」∠)_

Because of Bai Xun's presence, Lin Zhishen made an exception and allowed Rong Xiao to go to the third floor to buy rice bowls.They went to different windows to buy food, and then sat together.

Bai Xun thought to himself, it doesn't matter if they are in love or not, isn't it because Lin Zhishen was sitting opposite him, but now he is sitting opposite Rong Xiao.

It didn't take long for him to discover that he was wrong.

Rong Xiao didn't even eat a mouthful of rice, so he used chopsticks to pick out the carrots from the rice bowl, and put them into Lin Zhishen's bowl.

"Xiaoxiao, don't be picky about food."

"But I really hate carrots."

It was rare for Lin Zhishen not to blame him for his willful behavior, and ate in silence.

Bai Xun thought, is Xiaoxiao such a small worker?

Woohoo he has changed.

He used to buy himself a lot of delicious food, and gently and considerately pinched hot hot pot ingredients for himself, as if he was always the one who took care of others.

As for Lin Zhishen, it seemed that he was responsible for the falling of the sky. As long as he was around, he would give people an infinite sense of security.Just like in City C, following him is completely useless.

When Bai Xun was anxious because he couldn't find his ID card, Lin Zhishen would calm him down quickly with a gentle voice—"Don't worry, look again, if you really can't find it, we will have a solution."

But Bai Xun just doesn't have feelings for Lin Zhishen, but to be honest, he doesn't have feelings for Rong Xiao either.

After the two got together, Rong Xiao's aura weakened, as if he was the one who should be taken care of.

They are the type who don't talk much once they eat.

"My classmates think I'm gay because I'm always hanging out with you guys. I said I'm not attracted to Shuangxiaocao, so it's impossible." Bai Xun said after taking a bite.

Lin Zhishen hesitated for a moment, and said: "You have never explicitly stated your sexual orientation, and you are very accepting of being gay. Every time I ask you how you feel about being gay, you always support me. I thought you were It belongs to the type that only looks at feelings and does not care about gender."

"I also thought so at the time, because you would take the initiative to get acquainted with me." Rong Xiao said.

Bai Xun was puzzled and said, "But all true love that is not immoral should be blessed, regardless of gender. And I like to be friends with excellent people, regardless of gender."

Lin Zhishen was a little helpless, "So you are just a natural flirt."

"Huh? What about Xiaoxiao?"

"He has a straight ball and is really flirtatious."

Lin Zhishen turned his head and met Rong Xiao's gaze, both of them smiled.Rong Xiao thumped his arm.

A little sweet, huh.

"I think I have to keep a distance from you in the future. I'm so tired, and I still have to eat dog food here."

"Please, we don't get together very often now, okay? As a person who exudes the fragrance of being single, please have a clear understanding of yourself." Lin Zhi said with a deep smile.

Bai Xun gritted his teeth, called "Xiaoxiao", and began to complain: "Lin Zhishen chatted with me on WeChat, saying that you once bit him because of my affairs. If you were in a novel, you would be a crazy critic."

Bai Xun hurriedly evacuated the scene before the war broke out, "I'm full and I'll leave first."

There were only the two of them in the dormitory at night.

Lin Zhishen was sitting at the table doing video post-editing homework, while Rong Xiao was taking a shower.

Rong Xiao turned off the water in the bathroom and said, "Brother, I forgot to take the towel, can you help me get the towel?"

"where is it?"

"In the bottom drawer of my closet, the white one."

After Lin Zhishen found it, he walked towards the bathroom and knocked on the door, "Xiao, your towel."

Rong Xiao opened the door a little, stretched out a cold white hand, but didn't grab the bath towel, directly grabbed Lin Zhishen's arm, and pulled him in.

The door was quickly shut.

Rong Xiao didn't have much strength, Lin Zhishen just followed him in obediently, his heart was beating like thunder.

Lin Zhishen leaned against the door, and the neatly dressed Rong Xiao locked him between his arms.Their current posture is commonly known as "wall dong", but it is generally a wall dong shou.

Rong Xiao was very close to him.

The atmosphere quickly became ambiguous.

Rong Xiao felt Lin Zhishen's gradually rapid breathing, and his gaze stayed on his lips for a long time, but he just refused to kiss.

Rong Xiao's peach blossom eyes were slightly bent, and he asked calmly: "Deep, can you tell me, what are you thinking right now?"

"I was thinking about... your novels and videos that your mother sent me." Lin Zhishen's eyes began to show a look of struggle, "How about we go out first?"

Rong Xiao already knew that his mother had sent Lin Zhishen something on his old phone, and Lin Zhishen mentioned it casually.

"You should have guessed that one of the male protagonists in that novel was you. Did you feel disgusted or offended when you knew I had feelings for you?"

"No." Lin Zhishen swallowed hard, his Adam's apple rolling.

"Yeah, I don't think you want to offend me, but I feel that I am accepted by you from heart to body." Rong Xiao got closer and closer, and after feeling the tension in Lin Zhishen's whole body, she just smiled lightly With a groan, he kissed his lips.

"Are you used to resisting the thoughts in your mind, and whenever you have a thought, you will choose to use the method of diverting attention to kill it quickly?"

After getting along for this period of time, Rong Xiao has already discovered his habit, he often distracts or avoids when in close contact.

Sure enough, Lin Zhishen said, "Yes... I'm not used to confronting people directly."

Rong Xiao's low voice was full of repressed emotions, but it was unexpectedly seductive, "I don't want your politeness and restraint, I just want to see you lose your composure for me, and I want you to accompany me to the spring and cherry tree I want you to be completely mine."

"Brother Shen, it's not fair that I'm the only one who loses my calm because of you." Rong Xiao took his hand, pressed it to his heart, and looked at him with eyes full of love, "Don't resist those thoughts, just Just go with the flow, look me in the eyes, and tell me what you really think?"

Lin Zhishen felt that Rong Xiao was amazing, no matter if he called him "Deep" or "Brother Shen", there was a terrible sense of Su.

The fiery gaze attracted him deeply, and at the same time almost melted him.He compromised, and could no longer think about resisting.

His gaze slowly swept over Rong Xiao's cold and white neck, and landed on the ruddy diamond-shaped lips.

"I'm thinking, the thoughts that keep popping up in my mind at this moment have most likely proved that I'm not a spiritual lover."

Rong Xiao didn't interrupt him, and listened patiently.

"When I face most people, including Bai Xun before, reason is greater than emotion. I will instantly extinguish my charming thoughts. Only you often make my emotions surpass reason. You are too wild."

"Do you know what it feels like? You don't. It's 'It's hard not to get married.'"