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Lin Zhishen wanted to take him to the hospital, but he felt lazy during the day and kept procrastinating.

Many people in the circle like to stay up late, and the group is often active until one or two o'clock.Bai Xun also likes it, playing games until three or four in the morning during the holidays.

Rong Xiao felt more and more that this was a normal thing, maybe he was just used to this kind of routine now, Lin Zhishen was too nervous.

But he also realized that this is not good. He heard that taking melatonin was helpful, so he downloaded the shopping software back, bought a bottle online, and then quickly uninstalled it.

After he ate it, he did sleep better.

Lin Zhishen does not recommend him to take it for a long time, because it has side effects and is not good for the body.

Rong Xiao thinks that melatonin is enough for the effect, and it is a waste of time to go to the hospital frequently. He still has a lot of things to do, and he can wait for the winter vacation to prepare Chinese medicine.

Lin Zhishen wanted to take him to exercise to improve his sleep, but he forgot the time when he was doing something, and after running the [-] kilometers this semester, he was a little lazy.

They fished for three days and dried their nets for two days.

To be honest, Lin Zhishen didn't dare to force him, because he would get angry when he was bored - Rong Xiao had always been easy-going, but now he was a little irritable, which might be caused by sleep problems.

He didn't cooperate very much, and Lin Zhishen had no choice but to confiscate his mobile phone before going to bed every day to prevent him from staying up late to create.

One day, when Lin Zhishen came back from get off work, he saw a stack of grid rice paper on Rong Xiao's desk, a total of fifteen sheets, with numbers marked on the corners.

He knew that Rong Xiao practiced calligraphy every day, but he didn't pay attention every day.The writing in the first few pages is very correct, obviously improved, but it gets more perfunctory as it goes to the back.

After ten o'clock in the evening, Rong Xiao came back from the library, tidied up the table, and put the stack of rice paper into the drawer.

Lin Zhishen asked casually, "Is this the calligraphy you practiced recently?"

"No, this is for today."

"You wrote so much today?!" He was dumbfounded. "You have to take your time to practice calligraphy. If you write so much in a day, the effect may not be good."

Rong Xiao said: "I was a little irritable today, so I wanted to write more, and I copied so much without knowing it."

If it was purely for venting emotions, Lin Zhishen would be understandable, but writing fifteen pages a day is really a bit exaggerated.

"Then did you calm down afterwards?"

"It's okay, I'm looking for a balance between strokes, I feel that I'm integrated with the universe, and my breath is connected with the pulse of heaven and earth. I won't write when I'm tired of writing."

... This can be regarded as a state.

What shocked Lin Zhishen even more was still behind.

When the end of the year was approaching, Rong Xiao summed up what he had done in half a year, and talked to Lin Zhishen on the way back to the dormitory from the cafeteria.

He has participated in the production of 22 songs, among which he wrote [-] lyrics, composed [-] songs, and sang [-] songs. Only half of the songs have been released so far.

He is very efficient.For example, he can write lyrics without Lin Zhishen. He can write a song in two hours and revise it later.

In the past, he would send drafts or demos to Lin Zhishen, but later he gave the final draft directly, probably to save his boyfriend's time.

Lin Zhishen only remembered that he had several songs, but never thought there were so many. Rong Xiao must have concealed it before, because he was definitely afraid that he would blame him for being keen on creating and not paying attention to his body.

This is not the most amazing.

Rong Xiao said that he finished reading 43 books, including learning, music-related books and Chinese and foreign classics, and he also made reading notes.

Lin Zhishen was dumbfounded, he admired him so much, he was too powerful, how could he do this, a typical example of efficient use of time.

He was just worried that Rong Xiao would be tired, but Rong Xiao felt that he was in a good state, making progress every day, and could learn new things.

In a few days it will be Lin Zhishen's birthday.

The night before his birthday, Rong Xiao refused to let him put away his mobile phone, but he didn't expose it and forgave him once.

At midnight, he did receive a message from Rong Xiao: "Brother, I wish you a happy birthday, I suggest you open the music software at midnight."

The two of them used only one music software, and Rong Xiao only released songs on it.

He saw that an original song by Rong Xiao was pushed in the backstage private message, it should be released at zero o'clock, the song is called "Like the Moon".

The album cover is handwritten by Rong Xiao, with the title of the song, signature and a line of small characters - HBtoDeep.He wrote the lyrics and composed the music, and he and a stranger arranged the music.

In the prelude, the lyrics show a sentence: "This is a birthday song for my boyfriend."

Lin Zhishen put on his headphones and listened carefully.

A very gentle song, mainly about Lin Zhishen from Rong Xiao's perspective, and some things about their relationship.Many details of the lyrics and music reflect Rong Xiao's intentions when making this song.

There are two lines in the chorus that moved him very much: "He said to be like the moon, bright and clear. Maybe I'm just a star, but it's what his heart wants."

When he heard it for the third time, he wrote a few hundred words of feedback to Rong Xiao, expressing his touch and gratitude.

Rong Xiao replied: "At the beginning of May, I suddenly wanted to write a song for you, so I prepared for half a year, revised the lyrics and music repeatedly, and then asked someone to help me complete the arrangement."

"You learn to compose lyrics and compose music, practice so much just to write a song for me?"

"Yes, I want to give you a special gift."

Lin Zhishen typed a lot, deleted them, and finally only sent a sentence: "I love you, Xiaoxiao."

Rong Xiao's heart trembled when he saw this sentence, Lin Zhishen didn't often say such words, his love was companionship, understanding, and care, never superficial.

"I love you too."

"I received it. Baby, you can go to sleep. We have to eat at noon tomorrow, so don't wake up."

"it is good."

Lin Zhishen saw that Rong Xiao shared this song in Moments. The copywriting was "Give Shen's original birthday song", and he also shared it, repeating this song until he was about to fall asleep.

It was a Saturday for her birthday, Lin Zhishen invited a few friends from school to dinner, and Lin Qingqing was also there.

It was the first time for the brothers to see Lin Qingqing.Someone took advantage of Lin Zhishen's shoulder while she was going to touch up her makeup, and asked quietly: "Is there any chance I can call you 'brother' instead?"

"Don't even think about it." Lin Zhishen refused coldly.

"Didn't Rong Xiao also call you brother?"

"That's fun, a single dog like you doesn't understand."

This sentence aroused the anger of the single brothers present.Bai Xun spoke as a representative: "I advise you to be more careful when you speak, don't you think you are a bit arrogant after falling in love?"

Lin Chang said: "It's really arrogant. Every night when I go back to the dormitory, the first thing I say when I see me is 'Have I come back yet?'"

After eating, they went to the store to play script killing all afternoon, and went to the Internet cafe to play games at night.

Lin Qingqing didn't want to go, and planned to go to a nearby shopping mall.Rong Xiao is not keen on games, and she is worried about letting her go out alone as a girl, so she said to accompany her.

Lin Zhishen agreed and said to find them later.

After he stayed in the Internet cafe for an hour and a half, his phone vibrated.He saw that Rong Xiao had sent him a photo on WeChat.

The background should be the hotel bathroom, Rong Xiao turned his back to the mirror, his eyes drooping.He was wearing a white embroidered cheongsam, with jet-black long curly hair, a strand of long hair vaguely covering his right eye, and reddish-brown lipstick.

There is no sense of disobedience.

The photo was taken by someone else, it can be seen that Rong Xiao is a little nervous.Lin Zhishen was terrified.

He immediately went out and called Rong Xiao, and he didn't dare to be too excited, so he asked as gently as possible: "Where are you?"

Rong Xiao reported the name of the hotel, and sent him the location and room number on WeChat.He took a look with the navigation, and it was nearby.

He told his friends to leave first, because his face was a little dignified, and his friends thought something happened.He didn't explain much, just said it was a little personal matter.

On this day, he and Rong Xiao both tacitly agreed that they would never forget to bring their ID cards.Lin Qingqing is used to carrying a bag when she goes out, and there is an ID card in the bag.

He took a taxi, registered the information, and asked the hotel staff to swipe the room card for him to get on the elevator.

Along the way, he was thinking about what attitude he should use to face Rong Xiao and what to say. When he knocked on the door, he was very apprehensive, and even took a deep breath.

Rong Xiao opened the door, and the whole body was shocked, the real person was better than the photo, but Lin Zhishen didn't care to appreciate it, so he directly pulled him in and closed the door.

"Where is Lin Qing's lover?"

"She lives in the room diagonally opposite, don't worry."

Lin Zhishen asked Rong Xiao to sit down on the bed, squatted halfway in front of him, was silent for a while, and said after deliberating, "I don't mind your flirting, but as it is now, my psychological burden is too great."

"Do you know that you dare not look at me now?" Rong Xiao was a little at a loss because of his reaction, "I can feel that you are obsessed with me when we first met, but you dare not mention it."

Lin Zhishen plucked up his courage, looked up at him, his heart was beating even more crazily - it was really scary, he was very confusing right now, and his uneasy expression made people feel pity in his heart.

He usually doesn't look girly, but now he's really pretty.Lin Zhishen couldn't describe it, there was an illusion that he couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream at this moment.

Lin Zhishen held his hand and said: "I realize that the previous incident hurt you a lot, and you are also afraid of being called a girl by others. Aren't you afraid when you face this incident again?"

"I'm scared, I don't even dare to look in the mirror. It's exciting for me to send you a photo to test you." Rong Xiao grabbed the bed sheet and said softly, "I'm also looking forward to your reaction. Is this the case? Very contradictory?"

Lin Zhishen's heart skipped a beat, and he asked, "What's Lin Qingqing thinking?"

"I passed by the cheongsam shop by myself and came up with a sudden idea. She helped me make up and take pictures."

"Xiaoxiao, do you feel that you have changed a lot in the past six months, you have never pursued excitement like this before... May I take you to change clothes?"

As Lin Zhishen spoke, he pulled Rong Xiao's wrist and wanted to go to the bathroom.

Rong Xiao was a little embarrassed, bit her lower lip, and asked, "Isn't it pretty?"

"It's really pretty, but I don't dare to like it. I'm afraid that if I make a wrong move, I will push you into the abyss. If I accept it, I will be no different from Yunchu's people in essence."

"Actually, you can't fully accept this. You just want to make me happy. I will feel that I am forcing you in disguise."

Lin Zhishen saw that his eye sockets were starting to turn red, and immediately turned his shoulders, calling "Rong Xiao", and calling again after saying no, just to ask him to look at him.

"It was not only the clothes that impressed me back then, but also your youthfulness and agility, but I can't remember your face, only the clothes."

"No matter how many phones I change, I will keep that photo, but I won't print it, let alone show it to others. This is my attitude."

Lin Zhishen's gaze was so firm that no one could doubt it.He said: "I will accept you in any shape, not affected by force majeure, regardless of time and place."

Rong Xiao thought, his feelings all the time were right, Lin Zhishen was unique, he was the person who understood and cared for him the most in this world.

Rong Xiao hugged him, wanting to cry, but held back.Lin Zhishen noticed it, patted him on the back and said, "Why cry, why hold back."

"I don't want to cry every year on your birthday and you keep saying I'm perfect in your heart, I don't want to lose my composure."

"You're outrageous. You used to cry so badly every time you confessed to me. You don't have a perfect image in my heart. I praise you for being perfect because beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Do you really take it seriously?"

Rong Xiao stared at him with teary eyes.

"Poor baby, I feel pity." Lin Zhishen smiled.

Rong Xiao pushed him away, saying that he had gone to change clothes, just as he turned around, Lin Zhishen hugged him from behind.

"what?"

"I just want to hug you." Lin Zhishen said, "You can accept the past, but you must not compromise. Everyone you care about is walking with you, so you, never look back."