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Probably because of this incident, Rong Xiao had a nightmare that night, dreaming about Yunchu's experience.

Those people turned into ghosts, haunting him constantly, grinning grinningly and showing their fangs, trying to tear him apart.

Rong Xiao struggled between darkness and pain, saw Lin Zhishen passing by the bright alley, and desperately called his name, while he walked by wearing earphones, unheard and unseen, indifferent.

He didn't know what time he fell asleep, he just remembered that it was difficult to fall asleep.At four o'clock in the morning, he woke up with a start, touched Lin Zhishen beside him, and pushed him a few times.

Lin Zhishen turned on the light, looked at him sleepily, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I dreamed about Yunchu, and no one saved me, and you ignored me when you passed by." He said with lingering fear, his eyes glazed over.

"It's okay, Xiaoxiao, I'm here." Lin Zhishen sat up and hugged him into his arms, "These things have passed for many years, everything is fine now, and the future will only be better."

Lin Zhishen's embrace reassured him a little, but his mood was still very bad.

He retorted: "There is no past. If it has already passed, why do I still dream about it? Lin Zhishen, why are those people able to live well? Why am I the only one who has endured the disease for five years?"

"I haven't done anything harmful. I even lock myself up when I'm sick, because I'm afraid I will scare or hurt others. Why do I have to go through this?"

Rong Xiao was crying, she couldn't restrain her grief.

Lin Zhishen couldn't answer him, hearing these words, his heart ached, and he put his side face on Rong Xiao's forehead.

After crying enough, he calmed down a bit, and continued: "Recently, I often have black and white silent dreams. In the whole dream, I am the only one who is desperately modifying music works. I am exhausted, but I am never satisfied."

"I also dreamed that I was in a self-study class in high school, and everyone was studying quietly. My dream seemed to be muted, and it was very depressing. Every time I woke up, I would feel uncomfortable for a long time."

"Maybe it's because you are really depressed." Lin Zhishen said, "I'm sorry, I never thought I'd neglect you. I'll quit my internship job tomorrow, and it's going to be the end of the term anyway."

Rong Xiao is very cheerful now, and he can talk for a long time when he meets acquaintances, but most of the time, he is focused on doing his own things and will not take the initiative to socialize.

He is not close to the people in the band, and basically only meets people in the same dormitory at night.

Bai Xun himself is quite busy, sometimes he would make dinner appointments with him, but he doesn't often take the initiative to come to him.

He is a loner. He has been used to loneliness since he was a teenager, and friends are dispensable.Only Lin Zhishen could walk into his heart.

Lin Zhishen felt that he shouldn't be looking for such a busy internship this semester, and now it was too late to regret it, so he could only hug him and coax him to sleep for a while.

He was also tired after venting his emotions, and soon fell asleep.Lin Zhishen was restless for a long time.

They slept until noon, and when Rong Xiao got up, he acted as if nothing had happened, and while packing up his things, he teased him seriously, calling him Liu Xiahui.

"Are you in a good mood now?" Lin Zhishen carefully tested.

"It's good." Rong Xiao opened the curtains and looked at the tall buildings outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, "When I wake up, I think life is worth looking forward to."

The winter sun fell on his face, he smiled slightly, and there was hope and longing in his peach eyes, "It doesn't snow in the south until the end of December, I really want to see snow."

Lin Zhishen thought that he was in a bad mood because he had a nightmare.

After New Year's Day, Lin Zhishen sent Rong Xiao a document titled "LikeTheMoon", which contained the lyrics of the English version of "Like The Moon".

It's not a pure translation, it's a brand-new style, and it's about Lin Zhishen from Lin Zhishen's perspective.Where the lyrics of the Chinese and English versions overlap is only emotion, and the phrase "like the moon".

"This is my apology gift. Sorry, I made you sad on your birthday." Lin Zhishen said.

The fairy boyfriend is a real hammer.

Rong Xiao liked it very much, and said that he would record it after the winter vacation, and then put it in an album with the original song.

He never thought that the popularity of these two songs would be high.

Many people have paid attention to him because of Xiliyan's fan songs, and loyal listeners will leave comments on every song he sings.

The English version of the lyrics was signed Deep, Rong Xiao didn't wait for the sharp-eyed netizens to start asking, and directly said that the lyrics were written by her boyfriend.

In the comment area of ​​the Chinese version, everyone generally expressed that it was too sweet.

In the comment section of the English version, everyone lamented what kind of fairy love this is.

A big guy called Scissorhands used these two songs in the video. The first half is Chinese and the second half is English, seamlessly connected.The video has more than 30 views.

Many people were attracted to the music platform, and the number of comments increased rapidly.

Not long after, Rong Xiao discovered a hot comment on the Chinese version: "To popularize science, Lin Zhishen's birthday is on 12.26, and his online name is 'Deep'."

In the reply, someone continued to popularize the science, and also mentioned Rong Xiao's name, and the rest of the people were shocked, and they all said that it was too good.

In the comment section of many videos, his and Lin Zhishen's real names were listed, logically they were already numb, but this time Rong Xiao felt anxious.

People who come from the circle of friends usually don't say their real names in the comments, and they don't know what kind of situation this person is, so it's best to delete it as a reminder.

It seems that they need to group when posting to Moments.

After the winter vacation, Rong Xiao felt that something was wrong with him, and he broke down twice, but the next day he would cheer up and continue to work.

There was no particular reason, he just felt very depressed at night, but he didn't tell Lin Zhishen because he thought it was hypocritical.

He and Lin Zhishen were not in the same district, so they didn't meet often, but only once every few days.

Valentine's Day happened to be the first day of the first lunar month, and he and Lin Zhishen were going to visit relatives, so they didn't meet each other.

A video account with recommended music recommended the Chinese and English versions of "Like the Moon".Someone in the club found the video and shared it with Rong Xiao.

Rong Xiao saw a few people in the comment area saying that the melody of the chorus was like a foreign singer's song - he understood the reason, but he had never heard of this song.

There is a person who is eccentric, and the suspicion of plagiarism is obvious.

He listened to it on purpose, and the chorus part is indeed a bit similar, but judging music plagiarism is not so simple, it does not mean that you are plagiarized if you sound similar.

These days, empty-mouthed copying is a common thing, and he ignored it.

The popularity of this recommended video was not low. A few days later, someone came to the music platform to scold him in a private message, saying that he plagiarized.This person is a fan of that singer.

He explained patiently, and the man insisted that he was lying.

The last time I posted a snarky video, Wang Xin, the band leader, told him that it is best not to speak violently on the Internet if you are engaged in creation, as it is easy to be left behind.

He didn't think that Rong Xiao's words were violent or that he made a mistake, but just reminded him that caution is the first priority.

Rong Xiao thought of this level, so he didn't quarrel.

He was a little absent-minded at dinner.

Mom said: "Why do I feel that you are preoccupied?"

Rong Xiao hesitated for a moment, but still said: "One of my songs was a bit controversial on the Internet. Someone scolded me for plagiarism in a private message. I explained that he didn't believe it."

"What are you arguing with people on the Internet? Just ignore it." Mom picked up a chopstick, "I really don't know what you are thinking about every day, doing these messy things."

Dad said: "Xiaoxiao, your mother is right, don't get angry with people on the Internet, don't worry about it."

... He must be crazy to think his parents would understand.

The song that took half a year to produce was slandered and plagiarized, how could Rong Xiao be in a good mood.

When calling Lin Zhishen at night, Rong Xiao mentioned this matter, and Lin Zhishen immediately said to leave it to him.

Rong Xiao didn't even believe that Lin Zhishen could do anything.

One night later, Rong Xiao's mood fell into a slump again, he didn't want to do anything, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and gloomy thoughts kept popping up in his mind.

It was past midnight at that time, so he didn't call Lin Zhishen because he didn't want to disturb Lin Zhishen's sleep.

The next day he went directly to the hospital to see a psychiatrist—after experiencing these several emotional changes, he suspected that he was depressed.

He talked with the doctor and took the test questions, and he was not surprised when he learned the results.The five-year medical history made him calm and numb when facing these things, and even felt that the results were better than he expected.

When he took a taxi back home in the afternoon, Lin Zhishen happened to send a few messages, asking him to click on a link to have a look.

He saw a blogger posting articles and videos, and analyzed his song and the foreign singer's song. He was very professional and meticulous, and concluded that there was no plagiarism.

It turned out that Lin's father had a friend who was a professional in music. Lin Zhishen knew him very well, so he asked him to do an analysis.

At Lin Zhishen's suggestion, Rong Xiao posted a link in the comment area of ​​the music platform, and since it was the main creator's speech, it appeared directly on the top of the comment area.

Lin Zhishen also got in touch with that video account, please put the link of this blog post to the top.

If the other party doesn't reply, Lin Zhishen intends to reply the link to every questioning comment, but fortunately, he readily agreed.

"Did your family spend a lot of money?" Rong Xiao asked on the phone.

"My dad wanted to give a red envelope, but that uncle didn't want it, so my dad invited him to dinner and said he owed him a favor."

Rong Xiao was a little guilty and uneasy: "I'm sorry, such a trivial matter has caused you trouble."

"My dad said that this may lead to cyber violence, and cyber violence is not a trivial matter." Lin Zhishen comforted, "He also said that your work can cause controversy, which means it is popular. You didn't plagiarize, which means you rely on your skills. The future is bright."

Rong Xiao was silent for a while, then said with trembling voice: "Lin Zhishen, I'm actually not well."

"What's wrong with you? Don't scare me."

"A few times recently, I've had an emotional breakdown at night, pessimistic and world-weary. The doctor just diagnosed me with moderate depression and moderate anxiety."

Lin Zhishen became anxious all of a sudden: "Depression?! How could it be like this all of a sudden! You don't even tell me when you're in a bad mood? Do you think I'm your boyfriend?"

"I'm sorry." Rong Xiao endured the pain, "I didn't expect this to happen, I thought it would be fine."

"You wait for me at home, I'll be right over."

Lin Zhishen came quickly with his suitcase, and when he arrived, it was already meal time, and Rong Xiao's parents had just come back and were preparing to cook.

Rong Xiao told them that Lin Zhishen was coming, they were not surprised.

But Rong's mother couldn't believe it when she heard about depression, "Why is it so good and wrong?"

She didn't know what to say anymore, all kinds of emotions were mixed together, and she was in a daze.

Father Rong was very worried, but he still comforted him: "This time it's not as serious as last time, and you will definitely be able to get out. You can rest easy and recuperate, and don't think about other things for now."

"Uncle and aunt, can I stay here to take care of Xiaoxiao for a while?" Lin Zhishen asked politely, "If it's not convenient, I plan to rent a house nearby, and my family members agree."

It's not that he hasn't lived here before, it's just that he only stays for a day or two each time, and this time it will be longer.

"He is like this now, and I am very worried at home. If I am here, you can work with peace of mind."

Father Rong glanced at Mother Rong's expression, and he didn't mean to strongly object, so he said, "It's okay, you can live here, you can stay with Xiaoxiao, and enlighten him more."