madness

Gu Zehuan was gone.

Just after Su Zhiyun asked him whether he would leave yesterday, he disappeared.

When Su Zhiyun, who fell asleep, woke up again, there was no trace of Gu Zehuan in the house, and the other party even cleared everything away, leaving nothing behind.

The one-bedroom and one-living room looked empty and mottled, half a poster fell off the wall, and the rotten and dirty wooden table seemed to be old and dilapidated overnight.

Su Zhiyun hugged Lele and stood there, calling the unreachable number over and over again.

The sunset glow in the evening is intense red, and the glass on the coffee table is filled with half of the unfinished milk.

It seems that someone has been here, existed here, and it seems that no one has been here at all.

He heard a deafening knock on the door, Su Tianlin stood outside with a cold face, he looked up and down the house with his eyes, showing a little sneer.

"You'd rather live here than move back?"

Amidst the cynicism, Su Zhiyun probably knew the ins and outs. Someone told Su's father and Su's mother Su Zhiyun's current address, and hoped that they could take him away as soon as possible.

"I think you are too annoying."

Su Tianlin said so in a mocking tone.

Su Zhiyun looked down at his fingers, Lele was still unconsciously licking the wound that Gu Zehuan left last night, it probably hadn't healed yet and was a little inflamed.

A faint pain.

The bodyguards and guards half-forcibly took Su Zhiyun back.

Su Tianhe ordered that Su Zhiyun was not allowed to go out until school started. He was locked in the room, curled up in the quilt, the soft quilt could not make him fall asleep, and all sleep or sleep aids were completely ineffective.

He jumped out of a second-story window in the dark and frantically searched the streets for any possible news.

But no, I can't find it anywhere.

It was as if Gu Zehuan had completely disappeared without a trace.

Su Zhiyun found it all the way to the night, and was brought back by Su Tianhe and bodyguards.

The little milk dog, whose neck was chained by a latte chain, was eating the cardboard box in front of him with relish.

It was dirty, and the iron bowl next to it was also empty, with a few flies flying around.

Su Zhiyun's footsteps stopped unconsciously.

There is no room for two tigers in one mountain, the delicate teddy dog ​​at home has been displeased with this unexpected guest with the same name and surname as himself, and bullying and insulting Lele recklessly when he seized the opportunity, and finally told the furious little golden retriever to gnaw off a large piece of fur.

This time, Li Yanjiao's bottom line was completely trampled, and without asking Su Zhiyun, she directly left the little golden retriever at the door. Not only was she not allowed to enter the house, but she was also tied with a chain.

Lele is a stupid dog, and he didn't realize that he was hated at all. Seeing Su Zhiyun wagging his tail, he eagerly wanted to pounce on him.

But it was strangled by the chain, and he groaned and fell back to his seat.

Su Tianlin vaguely sensed that something was wrong with Su Zhiyun's expression, but before he could stop him, the other party pushed open the door and found Mrs. Kuo who was putting on a mask on the sofa: "Why did you lock Lele out?"

Li Yanjiao has long been displeased with that skewer, defecating everywhere, not being close to anyone, only clinging to Su Zhiyun, and ruining a woolen coat of hers, so she said disdainfully: "What's wrong with it, that dog is always there If you bully our family, Lele, you might as well lock it up, and I really don’t know what’s going on in your mind, did you name such a wild dog Lele on purpose to dissuade me?"

Su Zhiyun's eyelashes drooped, and he only asked, "Is it because you shut it out because this family only needs one Lele?"

Li Yan's delicate willow-like eyebrows frowned slightly. Just as she was about to say something, she saw Su Zhiyun find the little Teddy who was sleeping in the kennel, and grabbed the back of her neck roughly to grab it out.

Faintly sensing something was wrong, Li Yanjiao sat up straight in vigilance.

"What do you want to do?"

As soon as the words fell, the little Teddy, who was still struggling and screaming, was lifted up by Su Zhiyun and fell to the ground hard.

Lift up, fall down.

Lift up, fall down.

Lift it up again, fall it down again.

Little Teddy screamed a few times at the beginning, but there was no sound at all in the end, but Su Zhiyun still didn't intend to stop there.

After Li Yanjiao came to her senses, she screamed and rushed forward, trying to stop Su Zhiyun, but no one expected that Su Zhiyun would have such strength, and she would break free from the joint efforts of several people, and go to the dying puppy. go.

After a loud "bang", blood splashed onto the snow-white floor. In the silence, Su Zhiyun slowly raised his head, and the bright red blood dripped down his pale cheeks.

"Clap."

"Clap."

Li Yanjiao was also trembling, staring at her palm, and took a few steps back in disbelief.

The broken pieces of porcelain fell to the ground and shattered. They were sharp and shiny, reflecting a little light, shining brightly.

Su Tianlin was the first to react, and took a towel from the side to cover Su Zhiyun's bleeding forehead, and said to Li Yanjiao who hadn't reacted yet: "What are you doing in a daze, call 120."

A total of seven stitches were stitched into the wound, leaving a scar on Su Zhiyun's forehead, but it was not long, and it was hidden very high, so it would be difficult to notice without combing all the hair.

Little Teddy is dead, Li Yanjiao has never been to the hospital, I don't know if she can't face the fact that she smashed her son's forehead with a vase, or if she can't accept that her son fell to her beloved pet that she had raised for seven years this matter.

In the end, Lele stayed and lived in the villa as he wished, but like Su Zhiyun, he couldn't go out of the door. Although he didn't move, he couldn't stand the days of being locked in the room like this. All the corners and corners of the room were chewed to pieces, and sometimes they would grind their teeth with Su Zhiyun's notebook, making a mess all over the place.

Su Zhiyun never stopped, and let Lele do whatever he wanted. He bought several white goldfish and kept them in the water tank. The tails of the fish swayed and meandered like floating brocade.

The room was very quiet. Su Zhiyun would sleep occasionally, and when he was sleeping, he would inevitably have dreams. In his dreams, he was dazed and unable to see the light of day. His limbs were bound by pale arms growing out of the ground, trying to tear him apart.

After Su Zhiyun woke up, his chest was swollen and painful, as if the tattoo he had tattooed before was inflamed again, and he could not sleep day and night.

Su Tianhe quietly told Li Yanjiao that he wanted to find a psychiatrist for Su Zhiyun.

The room is warm and beautifully furnished, and the woman in the white coat looks gentle and demure, without any sharpness at all.

"The decorations are beautiful."

When Su Zhiyun said so, he stroked the glass ornament on the side and broke it when the other party was stunned.

"I am not a bad guy."

The woman's eyes were calm, even though the sharp shards of glass were against her cheek.

"You are afraid."

He said so.

"No."

The doctor denied it, and she did look quite calm.

Su Zhiyun gripped the glass shards tightly, and with a little force, warm blood dripped from his fingers and slid down the woman's cheek.

"I scratched your face."

He stroked the doctor's face with his fingers, and the place where the doctor was touched felt pain, and something flowed down his cheeks into his neck, the doctor's eyelashes trembled, and his face was like gold paper.

The security guards and nurses outside the door finally entered together after hearing the noise.

Su Zhiyun was restrained in every possible way, and the doctor tremblingly touched the mirror beside him, only to realize that his face was only scratched with a shallow scar.

And Su Zhiyun just looked at her from bottom to top, lifting his own palm scarred by glass shards.

"You are afraid."

He said.

Even if Su Tianhe apologized again and again afterwards, the frightened doctor was unwilling to contact Su Zhiyun anymore, and the start of school was imminent, so Su Tianhe had to give up the idea of ​​taking him to see a psychologist.

Su Zhiyun combed his hair in front of the mirror by himself. He tied up his long hair with a hair tie, and carefully lathered the area around his chin.

The razor accidentally cut his cheek, and a drop of blood leaked from the slender wound. Su Zhiyun wiped it off, put it in his mouth and sucked it clean.

"See you soon."

As if he was also happy, the boy reflected in the mirror also rolled his eyes lightly twice.

On the first day of school, Su Zhiyun came early. He sat on the seat alone, wearing earphones and gave Gu Zehuan the thousand paper cranes. There were 1314. He was short of 52. These are good numbers.

The sky and clouds outside the window were too bright, making his eyes dazzled. He thought of staying in Gu Zehuan's rented house during the summer vacation. The sun shone dimly through the gauze curtain. It wasn't too bright and it was very comfortable.

There was a lot of noise around, but the human voice could not enter his ears.

The teacher in charge said that his complexion was too bad, and asked Su Zhiyun if he needed to go home and rest for a while.

There were many people in the classroom, but that person didn't come.

Su Zhiyun looked at the empty space, and asked, "Why isn't Gu Zehuan here?"

"He said he wanted to transfer, but now he has transferred to the next class, what's wrong?"

After a while, Su Zhiyun lowered his head and folded the thousand paper cranes, and he responded, "Oh."

The news of Su Zhiyun and Gu Ze's hilarious breakup flew all over the school as if they had grown wings. At the same time, there was also news about Gu Zehuan's love affair.

Su Zhiyun knew about it in a physical education class. He was sitting on the stand next to the playground, looking at the fragmented sky through the luxuriant cherry trees.

The students in the class were standing not far away, they said that Gu Zehuan was in love, and the partner was Cui Qingqing from their class.

The scar on his forehead began to feel hot and painful again. The wind blew up and lifted Su Zhiyun's hair. He stretched out his hand and saw the tooth marks and scars left on his fingers.

He bent down to kiss the tooth mark.

Then the sky began to rain, sending down a wet cloud of dust.

It's really strange that there is no sunny day after school starts.

……

"Gu Zehuan, someone is looking for you, it's Su Zhiyun from class one."

Hearing this name suddenly, the class was silent for a moment, and the eyes cast on Gu Zehuan became scorching hot.

Gu Zehuan didn't raise his head, and continued to concentrate on doing the exercises.

"Say I'm not here."

After a few more days, Su Zhiyun would come to ask at the same time every day, and the students who had been asked all the time couldn't resist, and their faces became more and more ashamed and embarrassed day by day, and they were so angry every day.

The news about Su Zhiyun was also spreading in the campus. Some people saw him walking alone on the playground with earphones, or sitting alone in the empty classroom eating orange candies and doing origami.

They all said that he was folding a thousand origami cranes, and he had folded a large box full, and they didn't know who he would give it to in the end.

Cui Qingqing has been waiting for Su Zhiyun to come to find her, but the other party has never come, and it was Friday evening when she saw him again.

Gu Zehuan stood at the door of their classroom that day, waiting for her to go home after class.

It used to be the three of them together, but now it has become two people.

When the classmates saw Gu Zehuan waiting outside the window, they immediately booed and asked Cui Qingqing to speak.

Cui Qingqing didn't respond, she just looked at Su Zhiyun, who was sitting in front of her, but she seemed oblivious to the commotion around her, and she was still concentrating on folding a thousand origami cranes.

When it was time for get out of class to end, Cui Qingqing packed her things and walked to the door. Gu Zehuan was waiting there, tall and long-legged, very eye-catching.

"Let's go."

Cui Qingqing said that she heard someone shouting "wait a minute" behind her. It was a familiar voice, and her heart started beating again.

Su Zhiyun gradually approached, and walked from the shadows under the light of the corridor. He was holding a huge box in his arms. Even without looking, he could guess that it was folded since the second year of high school. Paper Crane.

Su Zhiyun said, "Here you are."

However, Gu Zehuan didn't answer, but pushed back instead.

"No more."

Cui Qingqing was also stunned. The box in Su Zhiyun's hand was pushed back by Gu Zehuan, fell to the ground and overturned, and many colorful thousand paper cranes fell out.

Gu Zehuan was not interested and ignored her.

Cui Qingqing was led forward by him, and when she looked back, she saw Su Zhiyun standing there alone. He didn't lower his head to pick up those glittering paper cranes, but just looked at them so intently, looking a little lonely.

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