As an alpha, am I afraid of my wife?
Chapter 95
Already adhering to the principle of communicating when you have something to say, and speaking up when there is a misunderstanding, the two of them still had a misunderstanding.
When I was awakened, I had already missed the opportunity to confess, and I couldn't find the opportunity to speak later.
The main reason is that after he woke up, he suddenly thought about it. If he remembered correctly, he seemed to have Duan Shuyun... imprisoned at home?
Although the chain on his hand is not very thick.
But he really did this kind of thing!
Usually, when he was jealous, he thought about it secretly, and never had the idea of implementing this idea.
How do you know that the dream is more than implemented.
He even bullied Duan Shuyun like that.
Because of the early warning of that dream, Yu Heyi no longer resisted Duan Shuyun's illness as much as before. The main reason is that in the dream, he saw that he and Duan Shuyun were much older than they are now.
If that is considered an early warning, it means that Duan Shuyun is fine for the time being.
Diseases are usually found early and treated early. He decided to let Duan Shuyun change the number of physical examinations from once a year to three times a year. It would be better if he was willing to go once a month.
And his mother, She Qiu, he captured She Qiu, who was far away from abroad, and asked her to go for a medical examination as soon as possible.
She Qiucai felt puzzled at first.
"What's the matter, haven't I passed the medical examination?"
Yu Heyi couldn't explain clearly, and it couldn't be said that it was because of a dream that she called She Qiu back from abroad. If she said it this way, no matter how good She Qiu was, she probably couldn't restrain herself.
He only said: "I recently heard that there is a disease that is more common in your age group. I will take you to check it out."
She Qiu is quite different now, she is very cheerful and smiles when she sees people.
She was still thinking about going out, and after being coaxed and persuaded by Yu Heyi, she reluctantly stayed.
At that time, Shuyun was also there, and after being called by Yu Heyi for a physical examination, he didn't say anything, and he was quite cooperative.
Originally, Yu Heyi thought that since Duan Shuyun had started to inquire about this matter, did it mean that he had...
But later he was willing to cooperate with the treatment, so he was relieved.
Before, Yu Heyi was very good at scaring himself.
Nothing happened to Duan Shuyun over there, he was about to collapse.
Because I care too much, I can't bear the risk of losing.
In fact, in this world, it is impossible for anyone to accompany themselves for the rest of their lives. This is true for parents and lovers. Accidents and diseases are uncontrollable factors that no one can control.
But Yu Heyi just couldn't accept it.
He observed secretly, and found that Duan Shuyun had formed a regularity in the time he consulted about the disease of glandular cancer. Basically, every other week, he would look for similar books to read, and after reading them, he would mark them.
The marked content is a bit scattered, after all, he is not a professional doctor.
Some are the mechanism of the disease, some are the pathogenic factors, and some are the nursing methods.
But there is one thing he never marked.
That is, what kind of symptoms will the patient have after suffering from this disease.
You’ve seen everything else, so why not this one?Other seriousness has been drawn out, so this one is clean?
Yu Heyi didn't know because he had never been at the same table with Duan Shuyun.
If it is the knowledge he has mastered, Duan Shuyun will ignore it and won't waste energy reading it.
As expected of a good student, Duan Shuyun has the patience that others don't have. He finished several books in a short time.
When Yu Heyi looked at those things, he had a frightening fantasy, what would happen if those symptoms all fell on Duan Shuyun?
Nothing will happen to Duan Shuyun, he will go crazy.
Because of his performance during this period, he finally attracted Duan Shuyun's attention.
On a certain day of rest, Duan Shuyun pretended not to notice, but actually said tentatively: "You seem to be in a bad mood recently?"
Of course, it is impossible for Yu Heyi to lose his temper at Duan Shuyun. Duan Shuyun said that he is not in a good mood, mainly because Yu Heyi is always staring at his face in a daze when he doesn't expect it.
When Duan Shuyun looked over, he would look away, looking guilty.
Over time, even if Duan Shuyun didn't want to find out the problem, it was very difficult.
Dreaming that his wife is sick, so he is suspicious, suspecting that his wife is really sick, if he tells it, he will probably be laughed to death.
What's more, there is a suspicion of a curse.
The results of the physical examination have not yet come out, and he is always worried, so his condition is not much better because of Duan Shuyun's physical examination.
Yu Heyi changed the subject: "No, by the way, where is the salt at home?"
Duan Shuyun: "...What makes you think that I will know where the salt is at home?"
Don't say that he can't go to the kitchen, even if he does, he can't cook noodles with clear water.
Yu Heyi's change of topic was also not very clever.
He coughed lightly, and turned around to cook.
After he entered the kitchen, Duan Shuyun slowly got up from the sofa, looking at Yu Heyi's back in thought.
He knew Yu Heyi, as long as it wasn't about him, he wouldn't be so hesitant. Obviously, the two of them had made an agreement three chapters before, and they would talk about things, but why didn't Yu Heyi open his mouth?
That means that this matter cannot be resolved by just opening your mouth and talking about it.
In addition, Duan Shuyun already knew that what he dreamed of was the future. After he moved in, he was determined to prevent glandular cancer, and he searched a lot of related books, but he didn't avoid Yu Heyi.
Think about the time when Yu Heyi started acting weird, it was almost the time when he woke him up after he had a nightmare.
Afterwards, he dragged him to the medical examination again, gave him delicious food, and never let him go to takeaway food again. Occasionally, he would stay up until dawn because of work, and Yu Heyi also advised him to pay attention to his health. .
Of course it was a very cryptic persuasion.
If it is said that he can dream of the future, who stipulates that others cannot?
—Does he know?
Otherwise, apart from cheating, it cannot explain Yu Heyi's behavior during this period.
And he knew that it was impossible for Yu Heyi to cheat.
When Yu Heyi came out of the kitchen with the meal in hand, what he saw was Duan Shuyun sitting at the dining table expressionlessly, looking straight at him.
Yu Heyi almost overturned the meal.
In fact, after being close to Duan Shuyun for a long time, you will find that he is not always expressionless. When he relaxes, when he is happy, and when he is angry, his expression will change.
It's just that people who are not familiar with him will feel that the change is not obvious.
But as long as you pay attention, you will definitely find the difference.
Yu Heyi subconsciously wanted to admit his mistake.
He was in a daze while cooking just now, forgetting that when he usually cooks, as long as his hands are free, he will never stay in the kitchen for an extra second, his time is all Duan Shuyun's.
But he actually stayed in the kitchen until the meal was finished.
Doesn't this clearly mean that he himself has ghosts?
Like a little daughter-in-law, Yu Heyi put the rice on the table, and then stood in front of Duan Shuyun.
Duan Shuyun said: "Sit down."
He sat down immediately.
His backbone, when facing Duan Shuyun, would automatically soften and turn into a soft bone. Before, Duan Shuyun probably would never have thought that he would get along with Yu Heyi like this in the future.
"Let's talk?" Duan Shuyun took the initiative to ask, "What's going on with you recently?"
Yu Heyi went around in circles, refusing to answer the question directly: "I haven't done much lately... isn't it good?"
Duan Shuyun was at a loss for words.
How to ask?
Do you know that I may die in a few decades?Died only two years later than your mother.
Ask if you know that I may suffer from glandular cancer?
How much did you dream about?
The idea is quite good, and we need to be honest with each other, but when we sit face to face, we will find that there are actually some questions, and I really don’t know how to ask them, because every sentence he wants to ask above is very important to Yu Heyi. is an injury.
However, what he didn't expect was that after a while, Yu Heyi couldn't stand it any longer, and he took a special look out of the window. The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and there was no such thing as the sun not rising.
"I just had a dream, and I was a little worried—maybe it's because I always watched you come back from work in the early morning, and I felt uncomfortable, so I dreamed that you were sick," he said, "Pay attention to your body, Don't be too busy."
When going to bed, he talked a lot, even meat and vegetables, but after getting out of bed, Yu Heyi didn't talk much about love.
Especially since he knew he was cheap, after the two got back together, he intentionally reduced the number of times he talked.
This kind of words, counting from the memory of the future in the dream, to the present, two lifetimes, there are only a handful of them.
This shows the fear in his heart.
Duan Shuyun has never confessed his dream to him, because the dream of the future from the dream is very absurd, even he himself did not believe it when he just woke up from the dream .
In addition to the current situation, there is already a big gap with the dream.
He sometimes wondered if it might be the "future" he fantasized about during his time because of the pressure of comeback and divorce.
Collecting books on adenocarcinoma is also purely a matter of habit.
Now that the future in the dream can be changed, he has become less and less convinced that he will get sick.
Thinking to this point, Duan Shuyun decided to confess.
He looked into Yu Heyi's eyes, and when Yu Heyi's eyes were dodging, he said slowly: "I also had that dream you mentioned."
Yu Heyi's pupils shrank slightly.
that dream?
"Is the disease I'm suffering from glandular cancer?" Duan Shuyun said, "We never got divorced in the dream, and we survived until middle age, and then I got sick, right?"
Yu Heyi is a smart person, so he immediately realized: "Isn't that a dream?"
"No, after that dream, many things that happened in the dream happened in reality," Duan Shuyun said, "That is the future."
As soon as the words fell, the expression on Yu Heyi's face was a little out of control.
Is that the future?
——Then he really imprisoned Duan Shuyun?
Is Duan Shuyun really sick?
When Duan Shuyun knew that they would not be happy in the future, and knowing that he would do some unforgivable things, Duan Shuyun still chose to get back together with him?
Yu Heyi has always felt that Duan Shuyun likes him now to a degree that he did not dare to ask for before.
But when he is satisfied with the status quo, he will find that Duan Shuyun actually likes him more than he imagined.
On the one hand, Yu Heyi felt guilty towards Duan Shuyun, and on the other hand, he had a stronger love for him.
He promised: "I will never do anything against you in the future. If you do, leaving me will be the greatest punishment for me."
Duan Shuyun didn't understand why Yu Heyi's reaction came when he confessed so well.
But Yu Heyi's mouth is quite sweet today, at least compared to before, it is a qualitative leap.
Duan Shuyun remembered that more than two years ago, the doctor told him to mark it completely, but he has not yet completed the task.
For more than two years, he has not suffered from the estrus period, so he postponed this matter.
"Actually..." Duan Shuyun pursed his lips, "There is no way to prevent glandular cancer."
Yu Heyi: "What?"
Duan Shuyun glanced at him, and slowly opened his mouth as if on purpose.
He didn't make a sound.
But Yu Heyi understood the shape of the mouth.
- fully marked.
Ever since he knew about the complete marking, Yu Heyi fell into a different state.
... not as good as before.
Before, he just stared at Duan Shuyun, but now he started to move forward, and became very interested in Duan Shuyun's glands, always trying to bite before going to bed.
Duan Shuyun cried out in pain, so he let go, his eyes still fixed on it.
That kind of thing also changed from frequent soft wind and light rain, sometimes violent storm, to regular violent storm, occasional localized rain, and trying to spread unbearable water into localized areas.
Soon, Duan Shuyun was a little tired of coping.
He can't concentrate at work anymore. Once he sang on stage and almost broke his voice. Fortunately, he has rich stage experience, so he didn't cause a car accident.
He knew that Yu Heyi wanted to mark him.
It's not that he doesn't like Yu Heyi's mark, but he always has a feeling of trepidation when it comes to complete marking, and always feels that if someone really marks him completely, then he belongs to one person.
And no longer him.
Until later, he no longer collected information about glandular cancer - because after the last physical examination report came out, he found that She Qiu was in good health with normal indicators, and he was also very healthy.
In the past, Duan Shuyun learned from Yu's family medical examination that She Qiu had high blood pressure.
Hypertension can already be cured with advanced technology, but it is very difficult to control it during the period. In future memories, She Qiu not only failed to cure successfully, but also made the blood pressure disease worse.
This is also the reason for her death.
But this time, she controlled it very well, maybe there were not so many bad things, and she would not take the initiative to take things on herself. When the results of the physical examination came out, it was unexpectedly good.
This is why Duan Shuyun completely let go of his knots.
Although the things in the dream happened more than once, it should be proved that that is the future, but now is very different from before, which proves that the future can be changed.
Even if there is no change, because of that dream, he and Yu Heyi have let go of their knots early, and they can still be together for decades, which is not a loss.
But he thinks so, Yu Heyi may not.
Yu Heyi's anxiety didn't lessen, it even got worse.
Later, when Duan Shuyun woke up unexpectedly in the middle of the night, he ran into Yu Heyi who was insomnia.
Maybe it's because he really cares about this matter, not about marking him, but about Duan Shuyun's possibility of leaving him because of this person.
So even though Duan Shuyun repeatedly emphasized that it is different from the dream now, he still hasn't slowed down.
When Duan Shuyun dreams, he usually reaches the moment when his vital signs end, and he doesn't know anything after that.
So he didn't know what Yu Heyi experienced in his dream.
But he looked at Yu Heyi, he didn't need to know what he went through, he was already reluctant to part with it.
He thought about it, even if it was completely marked.
How can it mean that he completely belongs to another person, not himself?
After all, now, like the future in reality and dreams, he and Yu Heyi have left Yu's house, and they don't need to stay in the same house endlessly.
He doesn't need to worry at all, he can't get out by himself, he no longer belongs to himself.
The two have different minds and ushered in the third Valentine's Day after they got back together.
They have been together for almost ten years, seven of them were spent in ignorance and mutual suspicion, and the remaining two, because of Duan Shuyun's working relationship, lived in a relatively hasty way.
Yu Heyi is now able to figure out his preferences and what kind of gifts to give. Duan Shuyun liked the gifts he gave in those two years.
One of them is a microphone and one is a guitar.
Duan Shuyun seldom plays the guitar in front of the public. People know that he can compose music, but he has never been seen on any program to show off this matter.
He has the purest love for music, and his original intention keeps him low-key, and he maintains this love in a low-key manner.
Yu Heyi paid more attention to Valentine's Day in the past.
He used the banner of giving gifts to omega, after getting along, Duan Shuyun found out that it was actually him who thought about it more.
This year, Duan Shuyun also wanted to give him some heartfelt gifts.
Yu He also held back his strength, and from his appearance, he seemed to be prepared.
But what he didn't expect was that Duan Shuyun specially asked for leave for this reason.
He knew that Duan Shuyun didn't have the habit of celebrating festivals. His parents passed away early, and no one reminded him to celebrate any festival. It was often the day of the festival, when he saw the bustle of the streets, he suddenly realized that it was already a festival.
So did his sister.
As time goes by, he no longer has the habit of celebrating festivals.
So before Duan Shuyun did not prepare a gift for him, it was all in Yu Heyi's expectation. He never reminded him because he wanted to prepare a "surprise". As long as Duan Shuyun could smile and express his liking when receiving his gift, it was his Gift.
In the past two years, he has given more and more gifts, so his own gifts have also increased.
On this day, the two of them specially held an outdoor barbecue in the yard. The grill was decorated with twinkling star lights. Duan Shuyun hid the guitar in the grass and poured wine.
He made the stars, so did the wine, Yu Heyi made the shelves
These were taught to him by the little girl in the company.
It has been more than two years since he and Yu Heyi announced their relationship, and there are still people talking about it, and that little girl is one of them.
She knew that Duan Shuyun wanted to play with surprises, her eyes were shining, so she gave him these tricks.
...hope it works.
On Valentine's Day, elementary school students don't have a holiday, so no one comes to disturb the situation. When the two of them sat face to face, they still didn't dare to look into each other's eyes.
Strictly speaking... they are all old men.
Isn't it just looking at each other, why not dare?
Because Duan Shuyun had a purpose, he was quite nervous, while Yu Heyi was fine, but when he saw that Duan Shuyun was sweating a little on the tip of his nose, he immediately felt a little overwhelmed.
His Adam's apple slipped slightly, warning himself.
Usually ridiculous enough, hold back on Valentine's Day!
Duan Shuyun didn't mark him, so it was useless to worry.
The star lamp emitted a faint light, illuminating this small piece of world in the villa. The two were full of wine and food, looked into each other's eyes, didn't know when it started, and slowly moved closer together, exchanging breaths .
Duan Shuyun was kissed and leaned back, the corners of his eyes were also red.
He felt that Yu Heyi was extraordinarily gentle today, maybe because of the festival, he was not as eager as usual to want to tear him apart and eat him.
The two of them enjoyed this long-lost tenderness, and their hearts were soft and confused.
After a while, without knowing who would leave first, Duan Shuyun lowered his eyelashes, with water on his lips, and said softly: "I have prepared a gift for you."
Yu Heyi was surprised.
He stared at Duan Shuyun, his smile was overflowing, and his joy was beyond words.
"What gift?" he asked.
His handsome face, thanks to the star lamp, is rare to be somewhat supple. If the person in front of him is not Duan Shuyun, but any omega with insufficient willpower, he can't take his eyes off him at all.
Duan Shuyun said: "It's a song."
A long time ago, when Yu Heyi couldn't get in touch with Duan Shuyun, he always thought in his heart that it would be great if Duan Shuyun could only sing for him one day.
Now he still has to sing to thousands of people, but only Yu Heyi can own the song that Duan Shuyun composed for him.
Then Yu Heyi watched Duan Shuyun dig out a guitar from the grass.
Regardless of how that guitar got into the grass, how funny it is to hide a guitar in the grass.
...Yu Heyi watched Duan Shuyun bend down to pick it up with his own eyes, and his heart was filled with soreness in an instant.
That kind of special softness, feeling like the heart has been touched by someone.
Duan Shuyun took the guitar and sat down in front of him.
Different from the casual posture of others, when Duan Shuyun played the guitar, his posture was very serious and serious, but he was actually nervous. He didn't know where to look, so he glanced at Yu Heyi and then turned away.
His lips were slightly pursed, and there was an inconspicuous small bead in the middle. When he looked at a person, he always felt a little alienated, and he was habitually expressionless.
The fingertips are white and powdery, so clean that they don't look like people in the real world.
But Yu Heyi could see his whole soul.
After the song ended, Yu Heyi didn't recover.
Duan Shuyun leaned in front of him and said softly, "There is another gift."
"Give me to you, do you want?"
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Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 25 bottles of the real strong; 20 bottles of tea wine; 2 bottles of taro ball milk ice;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
When I was awakened, I had already missed the opportunity to confess, and I couldn't find the opportunity to speak later.
The main reason is that after he woke up, he suddenly thought about it. If he remembered correctly, he seemed to have Duan Shuyun... imprisoned at home?
Although the chain on his hand is not very thick.
But he really did this kind of thing!
Usually, when he was jealous, he thought about it secretly, and never had the idea of implementing this idea.
How do you know that the dream is more than implemented.
He even bullied Duan Shuyun like that.
Because of the early warning of that dream, Yu Heyi no longer resisted Duan Shuyun's illness as much as before. The main reason is that in the dream, he saw that he and Duan Shuyun were much older than they are now.
If that is considered an early warning, it means that Duan Shuyun is fine for the time being.
Diseases are usually found early and treated early. He decided to let Duan Shuyun change the number of physical examinations from once a year to three times a year. It would be better if he was willing to go once a month.
And his mother, She Qiu, he captured She Qiu, who was far away from abroad, and asked her to go for a medical examination as soon as possible.
She Qiucai felt puzzled at first.
"What's the matter, haven't I passed the medical examination?"
Yu Heyi couldn't explain clearly, and it couldn't be said that it was because of a dream that she called She Qiu back from abroad. If she said it this way, no matter how good She Qiu was, she probably couldn't restrain herself.
He only said: "I recently heard that there is a disease that is more common in your age group. I will take you to check it out."
She Qiu is quite different now, she is very cheerful and smiles when she sees people.
She was still thinking about going out, and after being coaxed and persuaded by Yu Heyi, she reluctantly stayed.
At that time, Shuyun was also there, and after being called by Yu Heyi for a physical examination, he didn't say anything, and he was quite cooperative.
Originally, Yu Heyi thought that since Duan Shuyun had started to inquire about this matter, did it mean that he had...
But later he was willing to cooperate with the treatment, so he was relieved.
Before, Yu Heyi was very good at scaring himself.
Nothing happened to Duan Shuyun over there, he was about to collapse.
Because I care too much, I can't bear the risk of losing.
In fact, in this world, it is impossible for anyone to accompany themselves for the rest of their lives. This is true for parents and lovers. Accidents and diseases are uncontrollable factors that no one can control.
But Yu Heyi just couldn't accept it.
He observed secretly, and found that Duan Shuyun had formed a regularity in the time he consulted about the disease of glandular cancer. Basically, every other week, he would look for similar books to read, and after reading them, he would mark them.
The marked content is a bit scattered, after all, he is not a professional doctor.
Some are the mechanism of the disease, some are the pathogenic factors, and some are the nursing methods.
But there is one thing he never marked.
That is, what kind of symptoms will the patient have after suffering from this disease.
You’ve seen everything else, so why not this one?Other seriousness has been drawn out, so this one is clean?
Yu Heyi didn't know because he had never been at the same table with Duan Shuyun.
If it is the knowledge he has mastered, Duan Shuyun will ignore it and won't waste energy reading it.
As expected of a good student, Duan Shuyun has the patience that others don't have. He finished several books in a short time.
When Yu Heyi looked at those things, he had a frightening fantasy, what would happen if those symptoms all fell on Duan Shuyun?
Nothing will happen to Duan Shuyun, he will go crazy.
Because of his performance during this period, he finally attracted Duan Shuyun's attention.
On a certain day of rest, Duan Shuyun pretended not to notice, but actually said tentatively: "You seem to be in a bad mood recently?"
Of course, it is impossible for Yu Heyi to lose his temper at Duan Shuyun. Duan Shuyun said that he is not in a good mood, mainly because Yu Heyi is always staring at his face in a daze when he doesn't expect it.
When Duan Shuyun looked over, he would look away, looking guilty.
Over time, even if Duan Shuyun didn't want to find out the problem, it was very difficult.
Dreaming that his wife is sick, so he is suspicious, suspecting that his wife is really sick, if he tells it, he will probably be laughed to death.
What's more, there is a suspicion of a curse.
The results of the physical examination have not yet come out, and he is always worried, so his condition is not much better because of Duan Shuyun's physical examination.
Yu Heyi changed the subject: "No, by the way, where is the salt at home?"
Duan Shuyun: "...What makes you think that I will know where the salt is at home?"
Don't say that he can't go to the kitchen, even if he does, he can't cook noodles with clear water.
Yu Heyi's change of topic was also not very clever.
He coughed lightly, and turned around to cook.
After he entered the kitchen, Duan Shuyun slowly got up from the sofa, looking at Yu Heyi's back in thought.
He knew Yu Heyi, as long as it wasn't about him, he wouldn't be so hesitant. Obviously, the two of them had made an agreement three chapters before, and they would talk about things, but why didn't Yu Heyi open his mouth?
That means that this matter cannot be resolved by just opening your mouth and talking about it.
In addition, Duan Shuyun already knew that what he dreamed of was the future. After he moved in, he was determined to prevent glandular cancer, and he searched a lot of related books, but he didn't avoid Yu Heyi.
Think about the time when Yu Heyi started acting weird, it was almost the time when he woke him up after he had a nightmare.
Afterwards, he dragged him to the medical examination again, gave him delicious food, and never let him go to takeaway food again. Occasionally, he would stay up until dawn because of work, and Yu Heyi also advised him to pay attention to his health. .
Of course it was a very cryptic persuasion.
If it is said that he can dream of the future, who stipulates that others cannot?
—Does he know?
Otherwise, apart from cheating, it cannot explain Yu Heyi's behavior during this period.
And he knew that it was impossible for Yu Heyi to cheat.
When Yu Heyi came out of the kitchen with the meal in hand, what he saw was Duan Shuyun sitting at the dining table expressionlessly, looking straight at him.
Yu Heyi almost overturned the meal.
In fact, after being close to Duan Shuyun for a long time, you will find that he is not always expressionless. When he relaxes, when he is happy, and when he is angry, his expression will change.
It's just that people who are not familiar with him will feel that the change is not obvious.
But as long as you pay attention, you will definitely find the difference.
Yu Heyi subconsciously wanted to admit his mistake.
He was in a daze while cooking just now, forgetting that when he usually cooks, as long as his hands are free, he will never stay in the kitchen for an extra second, his time is all Duan Shuyun's.
But he actually stayed in the kitchen until the meal was finished.
Doesn't this clearly mean that he himself has ghosts?
Like a little daughter-in-law, Yu Heyi put the rice on the table, and then stood in front of Duan Shuyun.
Duan Shuyun said: "Sit down."
He sat down immediately.
His backbone, when facing Duan Shuyun, would automatically soften and turn into a soft bone. Before, Duan Shuyun probably would never have thought that he would get along with Yu Heyi like this in the future.
"Let's talk?" Duan Shuyun took the initiative to ask, "What's going on with you recently?"
Yu Heyi went around in circles, refusing to answer the question directly: "I haven't done much lately... isn't it good?"
Duan Shuyun was at a loss for words.
How to ask?
Do you know that I may die in a few decades?Died only two years later than your mother.
Ask if you know that I may suffer from glandular cancer?
How much did you dream about?
The idea is quite good, and we need to be honest with each other, but when we sit face to face, we will find that there are actually some questions, and I really don’t know how to ask them, because every sentence he wants to ask above is very important to Yu Heyi. is an injury.
However, what he didn't expect was that after a while, Yu Heyi couldn't stand it any longer, and he took a special look out of the window. The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and there was no such thing as the sun not rising.
"I just had a dream, and I was a little worried—maybe it's because I always watched you come back from work in the early morning, and I felt uncomfortable, so I dreamed that you were sick," he said, "Pay attention to your body, Don't be too busy."
When going to bed, he talked a lot, even meat and vegetables, but after getting out of bed, Yu Heyi didn't talk much about love.
Especially since he knew he was cheap, after the two got back together, he intentionally reduced the number of times he talked.
This kind of words, counting from the memory of the future in the dream, to the present, two lifetimes, there are only a handful of them.
This shows the fear in his heart.
Duan Shuyun has never confessed his dream to him, because the dream of the future from the dream is very absurd, even he himself did not believe it when he just woke up from the dream .
In addition to the current situation, there is already a big gap with the dream.
He sometimes wondered if it might be the "future" he fantasized about during his time because of the pressure of comeback and divorce.
Collecting books on adenocarcinoma is also purely a matter of habit.
Now that the future in the dream can be changed, he has become less and less convinced that he will get sick.
Thinking to this point, Duan Shuyun decided to confess.
He looked into Yu Heyi's eyes, and when Yu Heyi's eyes were dodging, he said slowly: "I also had that dream you mentioned."
Yu Heyi's pupils shrank slightly.
that dream?
"Is the disease I'm suffering from glandular cancer?" Duan Shuyun said, "We never got divorced in the dream, and we survived until middle age, and then I got sick, right?"
Yu Heyi is a smart person, so he immediately realized: "Isn't that a dream?"
"No, after that dream, many things that happened in the dream happened in reality," Duan Shuyun said, "That is the future."
As soon as the words fell, the expression on Yu Heyi's face was a little out of control.
Is that the future?
——Then he really imprisoned Duan Shuyun?
Is Duan Shuyun really sick?
When Duan Shuyun knew that they would not be happy in the future, and knowing that he would do some unforgivable things, Duan Shuyun still chose to get back together with him?
Yu Heyi has always felt that Duan Shuyun likes him now to a degree that he did not dare to ask for before.
But when he is satisfied with the status quo, he will find that Duan Shuyun actually likes him more than he imagined.
On the one hand, Yu Heyi felt guilty towards Duan Shuyun, and on the other hand, he had a stronger love for him.
He promised: "I will never do anything against you in the future. If you do, leaving me will be the greatest punishment for me."
Duan Shuyun didn't understand why Yu Heyi's reaction came when he confessed so well.
But Yu Heyi's mouth is quite sweet today, at least compared to before, it is a qualitative leap.
Duan Shuyun remembered that more than two years ago, the doctor told him to mark it completely, but he has not yet completed the task.
For more than two years, he has not suffered from the estrus period, so he postponed this matter.
"Actually..." Duan Shuyun pursed his lips, "There is no way to prevent glandular cancer."
Yu Heyi: "What?"
Duan Shuyun glanced at him, and slowly opened his mouth as if on purpose.
He didn't make a sound.
But Yu Heyi understood the shape of the mouth.
- fully marked.
Ever since he knew about the complete marking, Yu Heyi fell into a different state.
... not as good as before.
Before, he just stared at Duan Shuyun, but now he started to move forward, and became very interested in Duan Shuyun's glands, always trying to bite before going to bed.
Duan Shuyun cried out in pain, so he let go, his eyes still fixed on it.
That kind of thing also changed from frequent soft wind and light rain, sometimes violent storm, to regular violent storm, occasional localized rain, and trying to spread unbearable water into localized areas.
Soon, Duan Shuyun was a little tired of coping.
He can't concentrate at work anymore. Once he sang on stage and almost broke his voice. Fortunately, he has rich stage experience, so he didn't cause a car accident.
He knew that Yu Heyi wanted to mark him.
It's not that he doesn't like Yu Heyi's mark, but he always has a feeling of trepidation when it comes to complete marking, and always feels that if someone really marks him completely, then he belongs to one person.
And no longer him.
Until later, he no longer collected information about glandular cancer - because after the last physical examination report came out, he found that She Qiu was in good health with normal indicators, and he was also very healthy.
In the past, Duan Shuyun learned from Yu's family medical examination that She Qiu had high blood pressure.
Hypertension can already be cured with advanced technology, but it is very difficult to control it during the period. In future memories, She Qiu not only failed to cure successfully, but also made the blood pressure disease worse.
This is also the reason for her death.
But this time, she controlled it very well, maybe there were not so many bad things, and she would not take the initiative to take things on herself. When the results of the physical examination came out, it was unexpectedly good.
This is why Duan Shuyun completely let go of his knots.
Although the things in the dream happened more than once, it should be proved that that is the future, but now is very different from before, which proves that the future can be changed.
Even if there is no change, because of that dream, he and Yu Heyi have let go of their knots early, and they can still be together for decades, which is not a loss.
But he thinks so, Yu Heyi may not.
Yu Heyi's anxiety didn't lessen, it even got worse.
Later, when Duan Shuyun woke up unexpectedly in the middle of the night, he ran into Yu Heyi who was insomnia.
Maybe it's because he really cares about this matter, not about marking him, but about Duan Shuyun's possibility of leaving him because of this person.
So even though Duan Shuyun repeatedly emphasized that it is different from the dream now, he still hasn't slowed down.
When Duan Shuyun dreams, he usually reaches the moment when his vital signs end, and he doesn't know anything after that.
So he didn't know what Yu Heyi experienced in his dream.
But he looked at Yu Heyi, he didn't need to know what he went through, he was already reluctant to part with it.
He thought about it, even if it was completely marked.
How can it mean that he completely belongs to another person, not himself?
After all, now, like the future in reality and dreams, he and Yu Heyi have left Yu's house, and they don't need to stay in the same house endlessly.
He doesn't need to worry at all, he can't get out by himself, he no longer belongs to himself.
The two have different minds and ushered in the third Valentine's Day after they got back together.
They have been together for almost ten years, seven of them were spent in ignorance and mutual suspicion, and the remaining two, because of Duan Shuyun's working relationship, lived in a relatively hasty way.
Yu Heyi is now able to figure out his preferences and what kind of gifts to give. Duan Shuyun liked the gifts he gave in those two years.
One of them is a microphone and one is a guitar.
Duan Shuyun seldom plays the guitar in front of the public. People know that he can compose music, but he has never been seen on any program to show off this matter.
He has the purest love for music, and his original intention keeps him low-key, and he maintains this love in a low-key manner.
Yu Heyi paid more attention to Valentine's Day in the past.
He used the banner of giving gifts to omega, after getting along, Duan Shuyun found out that it was actually him who thought about it more.
This year, Duan Shuyun also wanted to give him some heartfelt gifts.
Yu He also held back his strength, and from his appearance, he seemed to be prepared.
But what he didn't expect was that Duan Shuyun specially asked for leave for this reason.
He knew that Duan Shuyun didn't have the habit of celebrating festivals. His parents passed away early, and no one reminded him to celebrate any festival. It was often the day of the festival, when he saw the bustle of the streets, he suddenly realized that it was already a festival.
So did his sister.
As time goes by, he no longer has the habit of celebrating festivals.
So before Duan Shuyun did not prepare a gift for him, it was all in Yu Heyi's expectation. He never reminded him because he wanted to prepare a "surprise". As long as Duan Shuyun could smile and express his liking when receiving his gift, it was his Gift.
In the past two years, he has given more and more gifts, so his own gifts have also increased.
On this day, the two of them specially held an outdoor barbecue in the yard. The grill was decorated with twinkling star lights. Duan Shuyun hid the guitar in the grass and poured wine.
He made the stars, so did the wine, Yu Heyi made the shelves
These were taught to him by the little girl in the company.
It has been more than two years since he and Yu Heyi announced their relationship, and there are still people talking about it, and that little girl is one of them.
She knew that Duan Shuyun wanted to play with surprises, her eyes were shining, so she gave him these tricks.
...hope it works.
On Valentine's Day, elementary school students don't have a holiday, so no one comes to disturb the situation. When the two of them sat face to face, they still didn't dare to look into each other's eyes.
Strictly speaking... they are all old men.
Isn't it just looking at each other, why not dare?
Because Duan Shuyun had a purpose, he was quite nervous, while Yu Heyi was fine, but when he saw that Duan Shuyun was sweating a little on the tip of his nose, he immediately felt a little overwhelmed.
His Adam's apple slipped slightly, warning himself.
Usually ridiculous enough, hold back on Valentine's Day!
Duan Shuyun didn't mark him, so it was useless to worry.
The star lamp emitted a faint light, illuminating this small piece of world in the villa. The two were full of wine and food, looked into each other's eyes, didn't know when it started, and slowly moved closer together, exchanging breaths .
Duan Shuyun was kissed and leaned back, the corners of his eyes were also red.
He felt that Yu Heyi was extraordinarily gentle today, maybe because of the festival, he was not as eager as usual to want to tear him apart and eat him.
The two of them enjoyed this long-lost tenderness, and their hearts were soft and confused.
After a while, without knowing who would leave first, Duan Shuyun lowered his eyelashes, with water on his lips, and said softly: "I have prepared a gift for you."
Yu Heyi was surprised.
He stared at Duan Shuyun, his smile was overflowing, and his joy was beyond words.
"What gift?" he asked.
His handsome face, thanks to the star lamp, is rare to be somewhat supple. If the person in front of him is not Duan Shuyun, but any omega with insufficient willpower, he can't take his eyes off him at all.
Duan Shuyun said: "It's a song."
A long time ago, when Yu Heyi couldn't get in touch with Duan Shuyun, he always thought in his heart that it would be great if Duan Shuyun could only sing for him one day.
Now he still has to sing to thousands of people, but only Yu Heyi can own the song that Duan Shuyun composed for him.
Then Yu Heyi watched Duan Shuyun dig out a guitar from the grass.
Regardless of how that guitar got into the grass, how funny it is to hide a guitar in the grass.
...Yu Heyi watched Duan Shuyun bend down to pick it up with his own eyes, and his heart was filled with soreness in an instant.
That kind of special softness, feeling like the heart has been touched by someone.
Duan Shuyun took the guitar and sat down in front of him.
Different from the casual posture of others, when Duan Shuyun played the guitar, his posture was very serious and serious, but he was actually nervous. He didn't know where to look, so he glanced at Yu Heyi and then turned away.
His lips were slightly pursed, and there was an inconspicuous small bead in the middle. When he looked at a person, he always felt a little alienated, and he was habitually expressionless.
The fingertips are white and powdery, so clean that they don't look like people in the real world.
But Yu Heyi could see his whole soul.
After the song ended, Yu Heyi didn't recover.
Duan Shuyun leaned in front of him and said softly, "There is another gift."
"Give me to you, do you want?"
作者有话要说:感谢在2021-08-2221:38:01~2021-08-2309:08:37期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 25 bottles of the real strong; 20 bottles of tea wine; 2 bottles of taro ball milk ice;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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