Xia Meng

Xia Meng's eyes were red, tears were in their sockets, and they were about to fall down at any moment. She sucked her nose, swallowed the sashimi in her mouth, and then let out a breath.

"Dipping too much mustard, it's so refreshing."

Xu Yang also stuffed a big mouthful of salmon slices into his mouth, hissing so hard that he could hold back his tears, "But it's really refreshing to eat like this, and it's even more refreshing to eat when you have a cold."

Xia Meng spooned the eel rice. She hardly ate in the past two days. Now that she had another day of class, she finally felt hungry.

Xu Yang glanced at Xia Meng, seeing that her mood seemed to have improved a little, he pretended to ask her casually: "So what happened that made you so depressed."

Xia Meng's chewing movement paused for a moment, but soon returned to normal, continued to eat with her head down, and told Xu Yang about the matter.

Xia Meng didn't expect that she could say these things so calmly, as if she was telling someone else's story, without much emotion, as if it had nothing to do with her.

Xu Yang slapped the table angrily, "That bastard Yin Runzhen is still pestering you, I have to teach her a lesson."

Xia Meng was provoked to laugh by his bared teeth and grinning indignantly, she pursed her lips and held back, "It's okay, she shouldn't dare to bother me anymore."

Seeing that what Xia Meng said was not a lie to appease him, Xu Yang stopped mentioning it and continued to ask, "Then do you still like her, Wei Linxi?"

Xia Meng lowered her head, she obviously didn't eat mustard this time, but her tears were really lingering, this name sounded so close, so warm and so sad.

Xia Meng stuffed a mouthful of rice, and suddenly curled her lips, "I like it." A tear fell into the rice and disappeared.

Xu Yang looked at Xia Meng with his head down, and wanted to reach out to touch her head, but he still didn't raise his hand, and sighed quietly, "Then go find her."

Xia Meng raised her head, her eyes were slightly red, "I dare not."

"If you don't dare, since you still like it, go to her and explain everything clearly, otherwise you will regret it." Xu Yang smiled and said to Xia Meng, as if he wanted to give her some encouragement and strength.

Xia Meng thought about it and said nothing, Xu Yang continued to persuade her, "Go after dinner, don't think too much, trying is better than doing nothing."

Xia Meng looked at Xu Yang's firm eyes, couldn't help laughing, and nodded vigorously.

"Okay, I'll walk here with you, you can walk over by yourself, I will watch you go in, don't run away halfway." Xu Yang stopped about 100 meters away from Weilin Xidian. , raised his chin and looked at Xia Meng towards the road ahead.

Xia Meng looked into Xu Yang's eyes, wanting to gain some courage from him, took a deep breath and said to Xu Yang, "Then I'm leaving."

"Go, come on."

Xia Meng hesitated and stepped forward, step by step, walked over uneasy but serious, she didn't look back, but knew that Xu Yang must still be standing behind her and looking at her.

Already standing at the door of the store, Xia Meng reached out and opened the door, and walked in.

There were a few friends of Wei Linxi sitting sparsely in the store, Xia Meng glanced around uneasily, but fortunately no one noticed her, she pulled the seat closest to the door and sat down, a little at a loss.

From the small window between the kitchen and the hall, Wei Linxi saw Xia Meng come in and sit down, made a cup of milk tea and brought it to Xia Meng's table.

Xia Meng raised her head, and as soon as Wei Linxi saw her, she immediately avoided her eyes and said softly, "Thank you."

Wei Linxi went to the bar and turned off the horror movie that was playing on the TV, changed to a comedy, and sat down to watch TV by himself.

The only sound in the store was the laughter of the actors on TV, and the occasional whispers of friends like Wei Linxi.Because of the working day, there are not many people on the street. Occasionally passing a few passers-by for a walk, time seems to have forgotten this place, and the speed of air flow has slowed down.

Xia Meng propped her head up and watched the movie. She felt a little regretful. She didn't know why she came again, and what to do if she came. She knew that it was over, but she was still unwilling to do something. Sitting here now, she was too like a joke.

Thinking of this, Xia Meng actually laughed unconsciously, no one knew whether she was laughing at herself or these things.Although the voice was not loud, it was only for a short time, but it was still heard by Wei Linxi.

A message from Wei Linxi came from Xia Meng's mobile phone, Xia Meng was startled, she didn't expect Wei Linxi not to delete her contact information.

"Are you laughing?"

Xia Meng didn't know how to answer, yes, she was laughing at herself, but there was no way to say all this again.

"Ah."

The conversation is broken.

Xu Yang stood at the place where he watched Xia Meng leave, until Xia Meng entered the store, he still stood there, after 5 minutes, he thought, "She should have talked to her, I don't know if she explained it well. Forget it It would be great to be able to go back.”

After another 5 minutes, the night wind picked up quietly, Xu Yang stretched his neck, "It's almost there, I should be fine, I should go back." Then he turned in the opposite direction and merged into the night.

Time has stayed here long enough, Xia Meng felt it was time to return to reality.She gently moved the chair away, put the money on the table, and pushed the door slightly hard.

The door suddenly lightened, and Wei Linxi stood on Xia Meng's left side and pushed the door open for her. Xia Meng just wanted to look up at her, but she was afraid that she could not control her emotions, so she just stared at the ground and said, "Thank you, Qian I It's on the table." He planned to leave quickly.

Wei Linxi came out with Xia Meng and walked on the street with her, keeping a close distance.

Xia Meng felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, but it would be even more awkward to say some insignificant polite words, so she just kept silent and went on her own.

Wei Linxi spoke first, "You can come to the store often to play."

Xia Meng didn't disturb her pace, but the corners of her mouth curled slightly, trying not to change too much, she replied, "Yes."

"How are you."

"Fortunately."

The conversation was interrupted again.

Xia Meng had already reached the intersection, and was about to stop the car to go home. She turned her head and raised the corner of her mouth and said to Wei Linxi, "Thank you for sending me, let's go back, I'm leaving."

"I'm back with my ex."

Xia Meng's hand stretched out to stop the car froze, and her brain was completely blank. In just a moment, she immediately started to run again, smiling more cheerfully than before, and even said directly to Wei Linxi's eyes: "That's good!" Yes, you are all right, I am leaving."

After speaking, he quickly got into the taxi and left in a hurry.

As soon as the car door was closed, tears rolled down, and it would be impossible to hold back a second later. Xia Meng sat quietly in the back row, letting the tears flow down continuously.

Wei Linxi immediately sent a message: "She said that if she doesn't get back together, she will commit suicide. She really did it."

Xia Meng sneered, "Then go to hell, what does it have to do with me?" She thought in her heart.

Xia Meng turned off the phone and didn't want to hear anything about her anymore. Now she just wants to wrap herself in the bed, think of nothing, and fall into a deep sleep, preferably without waking up.

At dawn, Xia Meng struggled again in an unexplained dream. He heard someone calling to him. He couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. His consciousness wanted to wake up, but his body couldn't move under his control.

"dream dream"

Finally, a clear cry brought Xia Meng back to reality and woke up.Xia Meng's whole body was soaked, as if she had been fished out of the water, her long hair stuck to her face, and a drop of sweat was flowing down her cheeks to her chin.

Xia Meng lifted the quilt and walked out of the room barefoot.Xia Meng's mother was eating breakfast in the living room, and she was startled when she saw Xia Meng who seemed to be drenched in the rain, and hurriedly took a towel to wipe the sweat off Xia Meng's face.

"What's the matter with you, Mengmeng? Didn't you turn on the air conditioner when you slept at night? Why are you sweating so much?"

Xia Meng didn't answer her mother's words, but just asked lightly: "Mom, did you call me just now?"

Xia Meng's mother shook her head and said, "No, what's wrong?"

Who was it that was shouting just now? It was very clear, and he could hear it so clearly, as if he was close by.

"It's okay. Maybe I fell asleep. It's probably because the quilt was wrapped too tightly last night and I sweated. I'll go take a shower first."

When Xia Meng sat down to eat breakfast, Xia Meng's mother was already ready to go out. She told Xia Meng while packing her bag, "Remember to take medicine after breakfast. You seem to forget to take it lately. Oh right, mom tonight I have something to come back later, do you want to go home for dinner tonight?"

Xia Meng took a sip of milk, put down the bread in her mouth and said, "I'll eat it in the cafeteria, and I'll come back tonight after studying the questions."

"Then don't be too late, come back early."

"it is good."

Xia Meng's mother went out, Xia Meng turned on the TV and played a random channel.This is her habit. When there is no one at home, Xia Meng will turn on the TV and don't watch it. She just needs to play some sound so that she can do her own business with peace of mind, which gives her a little sense of security.

Suddenly remembered that the phone hadn’t been turned on yet, and wondered if there were any notifications from the school. Xia Meng took out the phone from her bag and opened it. Sure enough, there were a lot of news from the school, such as course exam notifications, school office meeting notifications, and class information. Homework notification, including several messages from Wei Linxi.

"Be careful on the road."

"are you home yet?"

"Did you sleep?"

"are you awake?"

"Did you have a good breakfast, when do you go to school?"

"Do you have dinner tonight? If not, come to the store and I'll make it for you."

"Dream dream."

It's very strange, now that Xia Meng reads these news, she doesn't feel any disturbance in her heart, she doesn't feel sad or happy, and she doesn't feel like she wants to escape and doesn't want to face it.The sudden clear state of mind made Xia Meng feel much better.

"I've had breakfast, I'll go to school later, and in the evening I'll go to the cafeteria by myself, but I won't pass."

The message from Xia Meng and the message from Wei Linxi's friend Pan Yao came at the same time.

"Xia Meng, did you know that Wei Linxi reunited with her ex?"

Xia Meng sometimes doesn't know whether to say Pan Yao is straightforward or lacking in her brain. If Xia Meng didn't know, then she knows now. If Xia Meng knew, it would be another wound.But now I don't care much.

"know."

"Oh, you know. You're all right, then."

"It's okay." Xia Meng really couldn't laugh or cry.

"The woman said that if she broke up with her, she would jump off the building. I don't know what she was thinking. They had only talked for three months before, and they were in different places. They had never even met each other. What kind of building did they jump off?"

Xia Meng glanced at Pan Yao's message, let her babble alone, and went to pack her things and prepare to go to school.

The power of the autumn tiger should not be underestimated. It was already autumn, and the temperature during the day showed no sign of dropping.Xia Meng was sitting in the back of the bus, there was no one on the bus, and the driver was not driving fast. On weekdays, the roads in the city were much quieter, and the occasional pedestrians on the road were also in a hurry, getting into different office buildings, like a game Little Cube Man.

"Have you come to school yet?" It was Xu Yang.

"On the way."

"It's so early, isn't there class in the afternoon?"

"Go to the library to brush up on the sixth-level questions."

"It's over. I haven't passed the fourth grade yet. I'll go to the library with you. I'll reserve a seat first. Let me know when you arrive."

"it is good."

Xia Meng quit the dialog with Xu Yang, and saw that the dialog with Wei Linxi stayed in the place where she answered in the morning, and felt that it was a bit annoying, so she deleted the conversation between them.

When she came out from the school office after the meeting, it was almost seven o'clock. Xia Meng went to the cafeteria and found that there was nothing to eat. She planned to go home and cook a meal to solve the problem.

When she reached the school gate, someone called her,

"Xia Meng."

Xia Mengxun looked around, and Wei Linxi was standing by the flower bed and walking towards her.

Xia Meng asked her when she came to her, "Why are you here, where are you in the shop?"

"There are no customers in the store. I'm afraid you didn't have dinner, so I brought you something to eat." After speaking, Wei Linxi picked up the lunch bag in his hand and shook it.

"I've eaten." Xia Meng looked at her expressionlessly.

"It's good to eat, then you go back early, I'll go first." Wei Linxi silently put down the bag and put it behind him, forced the corners of his mouth to show a concealed smile, turned and prepared to leave.

Xia Meng sighed, and for some reason felt sore in her heart, so she stopped her.

"I did not eat."

Wei Linxi turned around, with a look of anticipation in his eyes, and fearing that Xia Meng was lying to her, he asked uncertainly, "Really?"

"I just finished a meeting, and there's nothing to eat in the cafeteria."

Wei Linxi took a few steps closer, less than half a meter away from Xia Meng, and said with distress in his voice, "Why is it so late, and I haven't eaten yet, it should be still hot, you should eat while it's hot. "

Xia Meng took the lunch bag and looked at Wei Linxi again. Wei Linxi was at a loss and thought that Xia Meng was asking her to leave, and then said, "Then I'll go first."

"Accompany me to dinner, you still have to take the box away."

"It's okay, you can give it to me next time."

"I'm too lazy to take it."

Wei Linxi followed Xia Meng on the campus, the temperature difference between morning and evening became obvious, and the wind blew on her body, making her feel a little cool. She looked at Xia Menglu's arms outside, and recalled Xia Meng's slightly cool body temperature, and couldn't help but want to hold her in her arms inside.

Of course, Wei Linxi didn't dare to do this.She didn't dare to tell Xia Meng how much she missed her, and how much she regretted saying that. Wei Linxi didn't know whether she was doing what she did so that she could see Xia Meng or let Xia Meng forgive herself.

In fact, the day Yin Runzhen came to find fault, Wei Linxi knew that this person was not a good guy. She and Wei Linxi couldn't argue and wanted to hit him. When Wei Linxi deliberately tried to tell her, "Then let you and Xia Meng be together." At that time, Yin Runzhen replied with a nonchalant expression: "Who wants to be with that kind of woman." Wei Linxi knew that this was the worst kind of "destroy if you don't get it" type of person.

Xia Meng and Wei Linxi were sitting in the cafeteria, where there were still a few students who were catching up with homework and playing cards.

Xia Meng opened the bento box, and it was her favorite thick-cut pork chop rice. The pork chops were fried golden, and the side dishes were also thoughtfully arranged in cute shapes. eyes and mouth.

Although Xia Meng didn't want to admit it, the warmth she felt in her heart was real, and even if she wanted to pretend, she couldn't hide it.

"Is it still hot? Is it cold?"

Xia Meng bit the pork chop and nodded.

"I don't know when you will come out. I'm afraid I'll miss your get out of class, so I came a little earlier. The meal isn't even hot."

Seeing a drop of water falling into the lunch box, Wei Linxi hurriedly raised Xia Meng's head. Xia Meng's eyes were red, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes to her chin, dripping into the rice.

"What's the matter, isn't it delicious? If it's not tasty, don't eat it. Let's go eat something else, shall we?" Wei Linxi hurriedly wiped Xia Meng's tears with the back of his hand.Xia Meng shook her head, she wanted to say "it's delicious", she wanted to tell Wei Linxi that she was wronged, she couldn't say anything with her mouth open, Xia Meng kept her mouth full of food and let the tears fall down .