Xia Meng

The room was covered with a hazy golden layer by the moonlight, and there was a clear smell in the night wind.Xia Meng half-lyed on the bay window, stretched out her hand out of the window and stroked the shape of the air, it was round and very warm to the touch.

She was a little uneasy but not irritable. The warmth of Wei Linxi's palm was still lingering in her palm. Xia Meng stared at her palm for a long time, but couldn't figure it out.Aren't they all separated?finished?She was about to let go of the past, why did she come to provoke herself again?She even got back together with her ex, so what are you doing holding her hand?

Xia Meng was so troubled that she couldn't sleep, she got up and sneaked into the living room, fumbled for a bottle of red wine, and then ran back to the room like a thief.The phone lights up in the dark.

It was from Xu Yang.

"Are you asleep?"

"Not yet." Xia Meng poured a glass of wine and took a sip.

"It's so late, why don't you go to bed?"

Xia Meng rolled her eyes, "You didn't sleep either."

"..."

Xu Yang turned over in embarrassment while lying on the bed in the dormitory.

"By the way, how have you two been since you left that day?"

"She got back with her ex."

"Then, are you okay?"

Xia Meng was stunned, and she couldn't explain what she was thinking right now.I was stopped by the question all of a sudden, so I had to gulp down a big gulp of wine.

"It's okay." I can only put it off like this first.

Xu Yang didn't know how to comfort her. After all, he didn't know what Xia Meng was thinking in his heart, and he wasn't even sure whether he should comfort her, so he scratched his head and scratched his head repeatedly.

"Xu Yang, do you have ADHD? If you don't sleep at night, you will get sick." The classmate on the lower bunk raised his foot and kicked Xu Yang's bed board, expressing his dissatisfaction.

Xu Yang stopped moving, thought for a while and said to Xia Meng: "Don't think about it too much, just do whatever you want, let nature take its course."

"Ok, I know."

"Go to bed early, there is still class tomorrow morning."

"Okay, sleep."

Xia Meng also put down her phone, tidied up, closed the curtains, and hid under the quilt.

It was still sunny when we went out in the morning, but suddenly it rained heavily in the afternoon.The school is located at the foot of the mountain. Every time it rains heavily, the school seems to be turned into a lake.The rain in the south of the Yangtze River is always so ambiguous, wet and scattered in the air, adsorbed on the skin, sticky and greasy, with a damp feeling that cannot be shaken off.

Xia Meng stared at the broken rain outside with her head propped up. There was still one class before school ended, so she wondered if the rain would be a little less.

Maybe it was in answer to Xia Meng's prayer that the rain really lightened before get out of class ended, Xia Meng planned to go home quickly today.

Walking to the gate of the teaching building, Xia Meng was about to walk into the rain when someone grabbed her arm from the side, and the foot that had just been stretched out bounced back.

"Xia...", Xu Yang swallowed the words back.

Wei Linxi held the umbrella in one hand and pulled Xia Meng to her side in the other.

Xia Meng was startled, and when she turned her head to see Wei Linxi's face, she breathed a sigh of relief, and became puzzled again.

"How did you come."

"It's raining, I'm worried that you didn't bring an umbrella, so I'll pick you up."

Xia Meng originally wanted to say that she "who wants you to meddle in your own business", but after thinking about it, she felt that it was a bit too much for her to pick her up specially, so she still didn't say it.

"Let's go."

"You wait here for me. I'll drive over here, or your shoes will probably get wet if you walk over there." Wei Linxi said as she was about to open the umbrella and Xia Meng followed her under the umbrella.

"Let's go together, the rain is not very heavy."

Wei Linxi laughed, moved closer to Xia Meng, and tilted the umbrella a little towards Xia Meng.

Xu Yang watched Xia Meng and Wei Linxi leave the teaching building together, rubbed his wet hair, let go of the umbrella he was holding, and went back to the dormitory by himself.

The car was driving smoothly on the elevated road, and it was approaching the rush hour, and the traffic flow increased.

Xia Meng was sitting in the co-pilot, looking out the window, the tall buildings in the city center in the distance became hazy in the rain, still standing cold and straight on the ground.

Xia Meng murmured, "This city is really cold."

Wei Linxi didn't react, thinking that the air conditioner was turned on too low, "Huh? Is it cold? Is the air conditioner turned on too low." He turned the temperature of the air conditioner higher.

Xia Meng ignored it and still maintained the action just now.

"Wei Linxi."

"Ok?"

"Why are you being so nice to me again?"

Wei Linxi couldn't answer, and the atmosphere fell silent for a while.

Xia Meng didn't force her to ask, seeing that she couldn't answer, she continued to talk on her own, "You're already reunited with your ex, why are you still being nice to me? If you're like this, to put it bluntly, you're scum." It's funny, I laughed, "Of course, I, who accept your kindness, am even more scumbag."

"No, it's my problem." Wei Linxi hastily denied it, and quickly fell silent. After a while, he slowly opened his mouth and said: "I didn't handle the previous relationship well and I was with you, which led to the current situation." The situation, I feel very sorry for you, so."

Xia Meng shook her head, "I didn't handle Yin Runzhen's matter well either, so I have a problem too."

"It's not your problem. I know what kind of person she is, and it has nothing to do with you."

There were more cars at some point, and Wei Linxi and the others could only crawl slowly in the huge traffic flow.The night gradually shrouded, and rows of red taillights flashed in the rainy night.

"Even if we're even, you don't have to try your best to be nice to me, I'll feel guilty."

Wei Linxi didn't speak. After a long time, Xia Meng already felt that she was acquiescing. She suddenly opened her mouth and said, "Go to my place for dinner. I've prepared dinner. I'll leave after eating."

Xia Meng didn't know if she really didn't hear what she said just now, or if she pretended not to hear it on purpose, and she didn't bother to say more, no matter what she did, she just had to pay attention in the future and keep a distance from her friends.

As the eleventh holiday approached, the school affairs suddenly increased.The squad leader is so busy that he can't even find anyone except for class time every day. Even Xia Meng, a party secretary with only a title and no real work, suddenly has a lot of things to do, as if time has turned back to the busy period when the school started When you can't touch the ground.However, that time can no longer go back.

Wei Linxi would occasionally ask Xia Meng to eat or watch a movie in the store, and they kept in touch with each other, and the relationship between the two was not close or far.

Xia Meng felt that this was enough, even though she didn't want to admit it, the reluctance to let go was still true.Xia Meng also knows this, but every time she thinks of herself like this, she feels so bad.

"Come to the store for dinner after class, Pan Yao is coming too, what do you want to eat?"

Just as he was thinking, Wei Linxi's message came.

Xia Meng came out of the department office. The school office and the department office used to only meet once a week, but recently it suddenly increased to twice a week. Adding up, there are four days of meetings a week. Xia Meng has already begun to feel the social animal even before work the pain.

Of course, at this time, you have to eat the tumbling curry.

"curry."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you."

At the same time, Xu Yang sent a message.

"Still in school?"

"Yes."

Xu Yang sat up from the bed in the dormitory, moving his fingers quickly on the screen.

"Let's go eat together."

"Not today, Wei Linxi asked me to go to her place for dinner."

"Okay, let's do it next time."

Xu Yang put down his phone and lay down again.Why is it always slow down every time?

When Xia Meng opened the store door, a strong smell of curry rushed into her nose impatiently. It was so fragrant that people drool, and couldn't help smelling the strong smell of spices a few more times.

Seeing Xia Meng come in, Wei Linxi walked out of the kitchen, took the bag from Xia Meng's shoulder naturally, and pulled her to sit on the sofa.

"It came just in time, just cooked."

Pan Yao brought out three plates of curry chicken rice from the kitchen, "Here we come, dinner is ready."

A movie was playing randomly on the TV, and the curry rice was steaming. The three of them were eating, only Pan Yao kept talking, and Wei Linxi and Xia Meng occasionally replied.

"Oh, by the way, Wei Linxi, is your girlfriend coming to see you on the eleventh?" Pan Yao said vaguely after her tongue was burned.

Wei Linxi stopped his hands, looked a little embarrassed for a while, lowered his head and hummed casually, but glanced at Xia Meng's face.

Xia Meng's expression didn't change at all, she was still eating the food on the plate, and didn't even show a second of hesitation, as if what they were talking about had nothing to do with her.It really has nothing to do with me, Xia Mengmeng said.

Seeing that Xia Meng didn't speak, Pan Yao continued to ask, "Xia Meng, why don't you speak?"

Xia Meng raised her head and replied blankly, "What does it have to do with me?"

That's what I said, but even Pan Yao could clearly feel that the air pressure around her had dropped, and the atmosphere was a bit oppressive. Only then did Pan Yao realize that she was talking too much, so she quickly lowered her head and ate her own food without daring to say more.

That night, Xia Meng was sitting at the desk, making a plan, but at the same time, she was planning something in her mind, she wanted to snatch Wei Linxi over.

Xia Meng felt that Wei Linxi was reluctant to give up on her, and they were all brainwashing themselves, telling themselves that the other party was just a friend.

The moment Xia Meng heard that the woman was really going to appear between them, Xia Meng changed her mind. Those suppressed emotions rushed out like a beast that had been opened, gnawing at Xia Meng's heart, causing Xia Meng pain. No, she is used to duplicity, but this time, she doesn't want to be duplicity again, even if she is scorned by others, she will fight for it.

Xia Meng took out her phone and sent Pan Yao a message.

"When Wei Linxi's girlfriend comes, I will leave and never appear in front of her again."

After sending the message, Xia Meng ignored it.

As expected, from the second day onwards, Wei Linxi has been sending messages and calling Xia Meng, but Xia Meng never replied or answered. Among them, Pan Yao also sent several messages, but Xia Meng didn't reply.

When she got home at night, Xia Meng glanced at Pan Yao's message, and asked her why she didn't reply to Wei Linxi's message, so Xia Meng sent her a message.

"You told Lin Xi not to look for me again. I don't want to face her. I'm afraid that I've finally made up my mind and I won't be able to bear it."

Xia Meng felt a sense of revenge for no reason.

In the next few days, Xia Meng still didn't pay much attention to Wei Linxi, only occasionally replying politely.

At noon, the cafeteria was full of students having lunch after class. Xia Meng was looking for a seat among the seats with a prepared meal, when she suddenly heard someone calling her name, looking for the reputation, Xu Yang was sitting on the seat and beckoning to herself.

Xia Meng moved to the seat next to Xu Yang, and sighed, "I have to fight for a seat at lunch every day. Can these freshmen go to enjoy the wonderful college life, and leave the cafeteria to the seniors first, and they will know at a young age. cooked rice."

Xu Yang almost laughed out loud.

Xia Meng stuffed a piece of braised pork into her mouth and chewed it calmly. The mobile phone in her hand lit up and went dark from time to time. Xia Meng just glanced at it and continued eating.

Xu Yang asked her curiously: "Why don't you read the information?"

Xia Meng smiled sweetly at Xu Yang, "Don't look."

Xu Yang quickly took a few mouthfuls of Coke to sober up.

"Why, what's the fun?"

"It's not counting now, just wait." Xia Meng smiled and bit her chopsticks, with a look on her face that the trick was about to succeed.

Xu Yangming knew that Xia Meng's smile was not aimed at him, that smile was a trap set by the devil to wait for the prey to take the bait, even if the waiting prey was not him, he still wanted to unconsciously approach that smile just to take another look.

When walking out of the school gate, the sky suddenly darkened, the air could smell the smell of moist grass and soil, dark clouds were pressing above the head, and a heavy rain seemed to be pouring down at any time.

Xia Meng was oppressed by the sultry low air pressure, her chest was tight and she couldn't breathe. She patted her chest lightly with her hand and took a few deep breaths. Someone came to her side to support her back.

"What's wrong, what's wrong?" Wei Linxi frowned and looked at Xia Meng.

Xia Meng shook her head, "It's just a little stuffy, I can't breathe."

Wei Linxi originally wanted to ask Xia Meng why she ignored her for the past few days, but when she saw Xia Meng like this, she forgot to be angry, and stroked her back to comfort her.

"Let's go, get in the car, and I'll take you back."

Xia Meng expected that Wei Linxi would come to her, but it was a little earlier than she expected.But because of this, Xia Meng further confirmed her weight in Wei Linxi's heart.

This weight is actually more than Xia Meng estimated. When Pan Yao said Xia Meng again like a loudspeaker, "When Wei Linxi's girlfriend comes, she will disappear from Wei Linxi's eyes and will never be there again." Excuse me" blurted out in front of Wei Linxi, Wei Linxi suddenly felt scared, she never thought that Xia Meng would leave, she wanted to stay by Xia Meng's side all the time, it should be said that she needed Xia Meng by her side more.

Wei Linxi wanted to ask what Xia Meng's words meant, but Xia Meng almost never answered her, didn't even answer her phone calls, and never went to the store again.Now she was completely anxious, and at this moment, she realized that she liked Xia Meng, very much, and she couldn't miss her anymore.

When the car arrived at the parking lot downstairs of Xia Meng's house, there were already big raindrops, pattering on the windshield, and in a blink of an eye it became densely packed.

Xia Meng reached out to open the door, but Wei Linxi grabbed her, "It's raining too much, wait a while."

Xia Meng sat back in the co-pilot again, adjusted her posture, leaned on the back of the seat, and stared at the rain curtain like a water curtain in a daze.

Wei Linxi supported Xia Meng's chin with his hands, and turned her head. Xia Meng didn't react, and stared blankly at her.

"Don't disappear from me, don't leave me."

Xia Meng reacted, lowered her eyes, and smiled sadly, "Your ex, your girlfriend is coming soon, and it's time for me to end this awkward relationship."

"There is no girlfriend, I want you by my side."

Xia Meng didn't understand what this sentence meant for a while, and raised her eyes to look at Wei Linxi with doubts in her eyes.

Wei Linxi embraced Xia Meng, put his forehead on her shoulder, his nose was sore, "I was wrong, come back to me, please, and be my girlfriend."

"You, and her..."

"I've made it clear, it's all taken care of this time, really."

Xia Meng pushed some distance away from Wei Linxi's arms, and asked her seriously, "Didn't she say that if she broke up with her, she would jump off the building? You are not afraid that something will happen to her."

"I've made it clear to her that we're in a different place, we haven't even met face to face, and talking about childish things like suicide, even if she really wants to jump off the building, I don't want to care about it, and I'm even more afraid that you will leave me."

Xia Meng felt the pleasure of revenge and the vanity of winning.