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If everything went according to Chen Yunyi's plan, or as she had hoped—Bao's mother didn't see anything—Chen Yunyi would return to her room after taking a shower, apologize to Bao, and erase the relationship between them. slack.

Even after the hot water was flushed, Chen Yunyi broke into a cold sweat again thinking of everything that might change in just a few seconds.

Although she knew how to prepare for the worst, Chen Yunyi only wanted to escape when the world fell apart.

She didn't think about it, but when she walked out of the bathroom quietly and heard Bao's mother pulling Bao to speak in a low voice, she couldn't suppress her feeling of collapse.

The sound insulation of Abao's house has always been poor, so everything Bao's mother thought was whispering was actually very clear to Chen Yunyi's ears.

"Bao Xian...what's your relationship with Yun Yi?"

"No la!"

Bao's voice was impatient.

No la!

Listening to Chen Yunyi, she felt like being slapped in the face.

No la.

How angry is Ah Bao just now?Angry enough to deny it?

Why not admit it?They all asked face to face, why did you deny the relationship between the two with Bao Ma?Is Po feeling ashamed?Is she planning to hide it forever?Or did she and Chen Yunyi have no plans for a lifetime?

Chen Yunyi didn't dare to think about it anymore.

"...Has...has she seen a doctor?"

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"Bao Xian, you know... have you seen her wrist?" Bao Ma's tone seemed to be talking about a murderer hiding in her house, "...she will kill herself."

She used to self-harm.Chen Yunyi corrected in her heart.

"She's sick."

Chen Yunyi shook for a while, then stood still calmly.

She is sick.

What's wrong with her?

Is there something wrong with my heart...

...she will kill herself...

Don't get too close to her!I don't know if it will hurt...

"That" Chen Yunyi...she...

Chen Yunyi has heard too much...too many whispers.People think that they speak in a low voice, what a terrible thing to think of themselves!How unscrupulous those words were when they thought no one else could hear them.

Chen Yunyi heard Abao's silent voice.She sneered, this is probably not one of the topics that Ah Bao is good at.

"Bao Xian..." Bao Ma's tone was disgusted and wary, "Mom thinks you should keep a little distance from her..."

Being a mother... of course, of course.

Chen Yunyi leaned against the wall, as if someone had just raped her hearing.

Keep your distance and speak so nicely.Chen Yunyi had heard another way of speaking, not so pretentious.

"No, of course you can't approach her... She has a problem..."

"Friend? With so many classmates, you want 'that kind of person' to be your friend? No!"

"Don't talk to her, and be careful if she talks to you..."

Ha ha.

Asking Ah Bao to leave Chen Yunyi is like pulling the firewood out of a pot of fire.Without Abao... Chen Yunyi's pot of fire has no reason to exist... It's even more terrifying, it has no way to exist.

What a stupid thing suicide is, what a stupid thing it is to love first, would Chen Yunyi not know?But she doesn't just see Po as a lover, not just a friend... She sees Po as a family member, the most important person in her life.

She said that in her current life, there are only two people who are relevant and most important to her, Abao and Chen Qien.But Ah Bao will always be number one, and will always be far better than others.

Po can not argue, can remain silent, but that is the most hurtful.

But Chen Yunyi didn't expect that there were other things that hurt people the most.

"What's the relationship between you and her? You just yelled so loudly, are you sure you're just friends?" Bao Ma asked questioningly.

Chen Yunyi leaned against the wall, feeling that she was very frivolous and would shatter when touched.Destiny is not something you can control, but thinking of someone's words can almost determine your own fate...

"Just say no! Friends!"

Abao's negative sentence became more firm.

Mama let out a sigh of relief.

"Bao Xian! You can't make friends like this." Mama Bao reiterated that it would be easy if they were just friends, "That Chen Yunyi..."

Chen Yunyi was dizzy for a while, only to realize that she had already knelt down against the wall.She swore to bid farewell to the past. When the nurse auntie didn't recognize her and smiled at her, she knew this was a rare opportunity - she could be more than just a mess of black; when Chen Qi'en stretched out her hand quietly, she Thought the world would change from now on, she could be a person who would need her presence, instead of people frowning - as if the stain on the clothes...

When Abao didn't say that she loved her, she understood the sincerity in her eyes that she was willing to spend every autumn and winter with her. She felt that she was the luckiest person in the world...

But at this moment, the reality seemed to be the midnight bell of Cinderella, which woke up Chen Yunyi's dream and shattered Chen Yunyi's hope.

She...she is... "that" Chen Yunyi again.

She groped and felt the eleven knife marks on her wrist, and she found that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't seem to erase the traces of the past.

She won't cry, Chen Yunyi straightened up quietly, she will escape by herself, she always decides her own fate.

From the shadow to the road in front of A Bao and Bao Ma, it was so fast, after she made up her mind, everything was very fast.

"Xiao...Xiaoyun..." Ah Bao panicked, why didn't she realize that the sound of water in the bathroom had stopped long ago?

Chen Yunyi's eyes were cold, she recalled the smell of mineral water, the dark scene on TV, the paleness of the hospital, the beginning and end of the story.

Bao, even you have changed.

"I'm really sorry," Chen Yunyi's eyes fell on the air between A Bao and Bao Ma, "I have been bothering you for so many days and caused a lot of trouble, I think it's time for me to say goodbye."

Chen Yunyi turned her head and glanced at Bao Ma who was on guard, "Thank you Bao Ma for taking care of me these days." She turned her head to look at A Bao, "Thank you for your care too, goodbye."

After speaking, he left Abao's house.

She didn't think much, just grabbed a few banknotes in her wallet and left.

Chen Yunyi walked aimlessly. She walked into department stores, convenience stores, and supermarkets. She bought things and threw them away. Now nothing can fill the emptiness in her heart.

She doesn't want to go home.

...She will harm herself... "That" Chen Yunyi... Keep your distance, don't get close... Hey, of course you are different, but she wants to... Is it a heart disease? ...no, of course you can't get close to her, she has a problem...did you see her wrist?She will harm herself... You can't make friends like this... "That" Chen Yunyi... Are you in the same room again? ..."That" Chen Yunyi...she will kill herself..."That" Chen Yunyi...

Chen Yunyi lowered her head, only to realize that her cart was full of things. She paid the bill and went out, with only enough money to ride in the cart.

Pan, apple, milk, chicken thigh, breakfast cereal, spatula, plastic wrap…

Chen Yunyi left the cart at the store, and left with a fish knife stuffed in her sleeve.

Which one do you like to watch?Let me forward it to you... Your name sounds nice... Your skin is so good, don't be careless, scars don't look good... No, don't do it...Why do you want to do this?Why...Xiao Yun, you never mentioned your father and mother to me... I heard that hanging yourself is less painful!I would choose sleeping pills...Xiaoyun, can I ask you one thing, and promise me this thing in this life...Xiaoyun, I will accompany you...

Abao, Chen Yunyi suddenly missed Abao so much, tears rushed out of her eyes thinking about it.Po is the one who reached out to her. She misses Po's embrace so much. She really wants to turn her back on the disgusting eyes of the whole world. There is only Po's heartwarming smile in her eyes. She misses Po so much that she will support her. She will definitely be her pillar... only when Po is around, they will compete to play games on the iPhone... She watches TV with Po, and she will watch Po's dumbfounded smile and Po's satisfied expression Cute... Po's shy expression when she kissed him...

She... misses Bao so much...

Po...

...Xiao Yun!I want friends!I don't have any friends...Yunqian and Shiyu are fine!Why are you driving them away...

Chen Yunyi walked into the MRT station and used the remaining money to buy a ticket to the farthest place she could reach.

Chen Yunyi is like a drop of ink, whatever she encounters will be uncontrollably stained.Her thoughts are as thin as a spider's thread, she doesn't want to be like this, but this web captures all the thinking about what should and shouldn't be.

...Please don't hurt her, Po has been unlucky enough to suffer unnecessary harm all his life...

Sister, I don’t think she is worthy of you... She and sister are from different worlds...

What is your relationship with her?

Chen Yunyi left the MRT station and walked on an unfamiliar road.

It was very dark and there were no stars above.

"A Bao, when you stop defending, I also lose the reason to keep my promise to you."

...Just say no!friends...

A deep straight line, walking gently, slowly...the price to be paid is here...all here...no pain anymore, and you won't feel pain when your heart dies.

The world is slowly disappearing, the earth is still spinning, right?

This deep straight line connects all the scars of pain.It's all connected, and now it's all written off, and it doesn't matter when you leave.

walk slowly, walk slowly...