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Ah Bao was still in shock, and at the moment when she was depressed, she only wanted to deal with her mother, but she didn't expect that Chen Yunyi would hear all the conversations.

"Thank you for your care too, goodbye."

Like a stranger.What happened, how did it get out of control so much?

It wasn't until Ah Bao returned to the room and saw Chen Yunyi's mobile phone lying on his bed, her textbooks, her schoolbag... that Ah Bao realized a very serious problem: she didn't take anything, and Chen Yunyi was empty-handed left.

"Oops!"

Her goodbye... her goodbye has a meaning!

There is a phone call...

"Damn it! Lin Baoxian, it's your friend, that Chen Yunyi..."

Po felt her head was heavy and she wanted to believe it was just a dream.

"Xiaoyun...impossible...she promised me..."

"Don't go north, hurry up..."

A Bao ignored her mother's yelling, and ran out of the house with her mobile phone in hand.

Xiaoyun...Chen Yunyi is not an ordinary person, so she won't leave easily, right?Ah Bao convinced himself, in a very naive way.She still has to rush to her side, she has to convince herself, she has to believe in herself, Ah Bao only knows to restrain the urge to cry with her thoughts... Now she can't cry... can't stop.

Xiaoyun won't leave!

Ah Bao hasn't explained to her yet, explaining that she doesn't really think that way... She doesn't really want to go to the class tour that much. If she can get Chen Yunyi back by rewriting the past, she would rather not have friends, and she doesn't want Xiao Yun to leave!

Bao ran.

She remembered the hospital at night, the pale hospital and the dark night would intertwine into a piece of gray, and if there was nothing—it was best if nothing happened—then the air in the hospital would be a dead silence.Ah Bao thought, now he is the only noise here.

The nurse on duty recognized Po.

Chen Yunyi didn't have any documents on her body, and when she entered the hospital, she only relied on old documents to create documents. However, no matter what, the nurses still remembered the girl who cut her wrists, that kind of knife marks, fierce and cruel, together with the eleven horizontal scars , is simply promoting his own misanthropy.

The nurse said that it would be very difficult to commit suicide successfully, but she actually cut the artery.

"She was lucky to be discovered early..." said the nurse.

Chen Yunyi didn't cut off the entire artery, perhaps because there is no way to cut through it vertically, if the entire artery is cut cleanly, it will be very difficult to rescue.

The nurse said that Chen Yunyi still lost nearly [-] milliliters of blood and was on the verge of death...

Ah Bao supported the counter with weak legs, feeling his stomach tightly twisted for the first time in a long time.

As long as one-third of the blood in the human body is lost, it will die.Most people have about three liters of blood in their whole body, but Xiao Yun is very thin, one-third of her...

Ah Bao cried silently in front of the counter, she almost lost her...

"Can... can I go see her..."

No.

The nurse said, no, it's too late for visitors.

But she's fine, don't worry.

Chen Yunyi has thought about heaven.

She doesn't want to believe that the sky can see stars, she doesn't think sweets can bring pleasure, she hardly dreams, it's the same when she's awake and asleep, she doesn't feel happy eating chocolate, and she doesn't feel in love, she Not making too whimsical connections...but she actually thought about heaven.

When Chen Yunyi opened her eyes and saw the pure white ceiling of the hospital, she almost cried bitterly.

"Why is heaven so ugly?"

When she felt the pain from her left wrist, when she finally heard the familiar hospital sound outside the ward, or when the headache from lethargy finally subsided, Chen Yunyi realized that she was still alive.

She sat up, staring at the dark TV screen in front of her, unable to figure out her blank thoughts.

It seems to have gone full circle and returned to the original point.

"You're awake."

Not a question, nor an affirmative sentence.

Listening to the calm tone, Chen Yunyi couldn't recognize who it was.

"I'm Li Shiyu."

...Yun Qian and Shi Yu are both fine!Why are you driving them away...

Well, Po's friend.

Chen Yunyi saw that Li Shiyu, who was neatly dressed in uniform, was sitting on a chair by the window. She quietly closed the book she had been reading and placed it gently on her lap, a book called A Dream of Red Mansions.

She didn't ask why Li Shiyu appeared by her side, she was lazy and tired, it would be easier not to think about some things, maybe being close to heaven would make people open-minded, anyway, Chen Yunyi allowed her to stay in her ward for the time being in her heart.

"'May Nong grow wings this day, and fly to the end of the sky with the flowers.'" Chen Yunyi looked at the book Dream of Red Mansions, murmured these words, and for some reason, "The Burial of Flowers" suddenly appeared in her mind.

"'At the end of the sky, where is the Fragrant Hill?'"

Li Shiyu just recited the next paragraph, but seemed to be responding to Chen Yunyi's words.What does the original text mean in the novel?She seemed to have other meanings, but Chen Yunyi sneered at herself, it doesn't matter, she doesn't need to be serious with her.

Chen Yunyi unconsciously interpreted it in her mind.

"If you really go to heaven, the world will be beautiful?" Li Shiyu said abruptly when Chen Yunyi was thinking.

"There's no need to tell you anything."

Chen Yunyi saw Li Shiyu took the schoolbag beside him and put the book in it.She came over after class, why bother?

"I'm willing to try anything better than reality." Chen Yunyi thought, but found that she had already spoken.

Li Shiyu turned her head, her calm eyes rested on Chen Yunyi's face for a few seconds, she quietly picked up her schoolbag and got up to leave.

"A Bao, she is very worried about you." Li Shiyu said standing at the corner of the bed, A Bao's name was like a knife stabbing into Chen Yunyi's heart, causing a burst of pain.

"Oh, I'm worried." Chen Yunyi's tone was cold and unwavering. She didn't mean to be ironic, she was stating the facts, "But there is no one."

"She will come." Li Shiyu just stated, and then said after a pause for a few seconds, "But I'm not worried about this matter."

Chen Yunyi moved her wrist, and looked directly at Li Shiyu without blinking.

"A Bao has been very particular about food since a while." Li Shiyu said, "Even she barely took a few bites of the cake on her birthday, and she even got a little angry when her classmates teased her to play a big adventure mixing drinks." .”

Chen Yunyi has never heard of this Ah Bao, it must have been fabricated.

"She is a glutton." Chen Yunyi said lightly.

"Have you ever looked directly at that serious Po?"

Don't think that you know her better than me... Chen Yunyi was about to rush out, but found that she really didn't have the strength to get angry.

"She does math." Li Shiyu looked at Chen Yunyi silently, and said again, "She has always been good at math. I heard from Yun Qian that Abao never worried about it when she was in high school. Anyway, she can get high scores in the exam. But she recently wrote a test Ben writes more seriously than anything else..."

Chen Yunyi was about to lose her patience.

"What do you want to say?"

Li Shiyu was silent, as if wondering why Chen Yunyi didn't understand.

"Yun Qian felt that it was abnormal. When I asked her why, she just said: 'I want to be better!'"

"Who do you think Bao wants to become better for?"

Li Shiyu knew that she and Ah Bao...?How would she know?Ah Bao had been careful to keep it a secret, why did she know?

"People don't live for themselves." Li Shiyu finished the last sentence quietly, nodded to Chen Yunyi, and left.

Chen Yunyi collapsed back on the bed.

The gluttonous ghost Abao tried hard to control her diet. After gastroenteritis, she was eager to eat and was willing to let go of the food. Abao, who is good at everything and has an easy-going personality, would get angry with her friends because of her diet...only with Chen Yunyi Time to indulge yourself a little.Ah Bao, who has always relied on comprehension in mathematics, worked hard to write the math problem book, because Chen Yunyi has always been bad at math, and always asked her with the problem book, so that she can stay with him at noon...

...『I want better! 』

Po has brought order and responsibility into his life.

People don't live for themselves.Who do you think Po would want to become better for?

Ah Bao was for her, and she was still for herself until she died.

"Selfish."

Chen Yunyi stared at the ceiling, and finally closed her eyes.