what!Is this protagonist a scumbag?

After that injury, Si Yu told Jiu Dong that Shi Xun was going to be separated from her. After that, Jiu Dong often kept Si Yu company. She often took care of herself, but she was so cold that no one noticed.

All the changes seemed to be under control, but this emotion was unexpected.

Jiu Dong turned to look at Si Yu and said, "I don't seem to be feeling sad now, but I feel much more relaxed."

"That's good," Si Yu drank the milk tea in his hand, while he just warmed his hands.

Since the past has passed, let it pass, and cherish the present is what should be done.

Seeing Si Yu's appearance, she smiled: "Did you talk too much just now, are you tired?"

"how?"

"I don't have much to say now," Jiudong smiled.

"Yes, as your sweetheart, in order to make my sweetheart less embarrassing, it is very difficult, but there are extremely challenging things, of course you have to perform well, otherwise you will be disgusted", she always said so Provocative, but also a kind of arrogant temperament.

"Sweetheart, hahaha", Jiudong listened and didn't say anything else.

"In the future, don't let anyone other than me enter your heart again, I will be very unhappy."

Jiu Dong secretly laughed, but for some reason, a kind of inexplicable joy rippling in his heart.

He put on a show again, lowered his face, and said in a low and serious voice: "Can you say such things less, I will be ashamed."

After a moment of silence, the two laughed at the same time.

Then there was a long talk, and that night, the two really opened their hearts to each other.

"Are you a single parent?" Si Yu asked.

"Yes!" Jiudong said frankly, without shyness or concealment.

"It's okay, me, too," Si Yu said calmly.

Jiudong was a little surprised.

"The same to you?"

Yes, it doesn't have to be a name change. What she lost might be her mother.

"My mother passed away very early. My father brought me up since I was a child. In fact, it can't be said that he brought me up, because he still has to manage the company. At first I followed the nanny. When I was 17 years old, the nanny couldn't control me. I, I am used to laissez-faire, maybe because I don’t have a mother, then I followed my father, who already had a lot of property at that time.”

Jiudong revealed reverent eyes: "Your father is very powerful!"

"Afterwards we moved. In fact, my father wanted to move a long time ago, because he was ashamed of his mother, and her death was all because of him."

Si Yu's face was a bit dignified, but Jiu Dong didn't interrupt her, because Jiu Dong wanted to understand her, just as she wanted herself to understand.

In the years of the financial crisis, Hongxin Group not only survived the economic downturn, but became more and more prosperous. People said that Chairman Bai had a unique vision. He was the boss of several companies at a young age, and he was a rare businessman. The virtuous wife died early, but never remarried, and there were no rumors in the outside world. It is said that he was afraid that his children would be bullied. Everyone praised him as a good father.

"That time he was in an apartment with a woman... I don't remember when my mother knew about it, and I don't know who told her. I only know that my mother saw it with my own eyes. I was there at the time. She went home angrily. Hurry, my father was chasing us and didn't notice the car. My mother put me down, ran to push my father away, and lay on the ground by herself." called her, but never woke up again."

Jiu Dong didn't speak, and Si Yu calmed down.

"Because of guilt, as long as my father lives in that house, he will think of my mother, which is full of guilt, so we moved. At first, he didn't want to see me, because he would think of her when he saw me. , so he always dresses me up like a boy."

Jiudong knew that feeling, like being abandoned by the whole world, and could imagine how sad Bai Siyu was, and how reluctant he was to part with the home he had lived in for so many years.

Jiu Dong, who was very strong since she was a child, didn't want to be gossiped by others, let alone admit the fact that she was a single parent. She had suffered a lot and suffered a lot of grievances, not only ridiculed, but also bullied.

Jiu Dong put his arms around Si Yu's arms, feeling the breath from her.In fact, Jiudong understands that Si Yu said that she was too lonely, but she is not. Si Yu's mood is like a child looking for a mother, who wants to curl up in a warm embrace. Because of becoming a single parent, she has been aloof and withdrawn since she was a child. She has met many capable people, and rarely can hold anyone in her eyes.

Jiu Dong hugged Si Yu: "Okay, I understand what you mean, we will have to depend on each other in the future, and I will be by your side, guarding you."

Si Yuyu said earnestly: "If you are the only one left in this world, you must firmly remember that you are your whole world." She took Jiudong's hand, "No matter in the future..."

Before she finished speaking, Jiudong cut off her words, and Jiudong knew what the next words were.

Si Yu also understood why she didn't let him continue talking.

Such feelings are not recognized by others, are not accepted by family members, are against the world, and violate the principles of ethics.

Jiu Dongyu said earnestly, "I want to put aside everything, other people's eyes, words, opinions, I just want to guard you and be with you like now, regardless of the past, not afraid of the future, I don't care about everything else, I only care about you Every moment with me, this is what I think", Jiu Dong unabashedly confided his thoughts.

Bai Siyu hugged Jiudong into his arms, "I will be by your side".

Jiudong thinks about it, there are not many people who come from Si Yu's background but are still self-reliant. If they hadn't experienced so many ups and downs, how could they be so mature and stable.

But after thinking about it, Bai Siyu had already noticed him when he first met him, and he started to make a lot of noise. Afterwards, Mingxiu planned the plank road to covertly hide his position, hide his sword in his smile, wait for work with leisure, take advantage of the fire... stalking and stalking... really good tactics.

"How did you know...the hooligan we met that evening? You couldn't have played 'Heroes to Save the Beauty' on purpose!"

"Is that 'Saving the Beauty'? It's saving the 'Ghosts', right? Is that something that ordinary people dare to do? No one dares to do it." Si Yu got nervous again.

Jiudong slapped her: "You're talking nonsense!"

"Okay, okay, those two students are my former middle school classmates, and those two gangsters are the people I beat up before." At this point, Si Yu looked smug, as if he was showing his strength to Jiu Dong ability.

Jiudong was surprised and said: "Don't be too proud, why did you beat them?"

"Because they pissed me off like that", probably like the way they met that time, they molested Si Yu and then got beaten up, Jiu Dong snickered.

"However, they said last time that you beat them hard, so it seems that you are not weak either~".

Jiudong said, "I admit that I don't have much ability, but at least I have to be able to protect myself."

"Oh, according to that, you didn't really resist when I attacked you that time!"

"What! Why are you saying this again? It's too blunt, such an embarrassing topic." Jiudong held his chin and turned his face away.

"I'm telling the truth. Your strength is not small, but you let me succeed easily. If you really refused, you meant it in your heart." Si Yu stretched out his hand and turned his face away from the side.

"I'm... I haven't recovered, okay~"

Si Yu suddenly sighed: "Oh, it's so dark, how can I..."

"What?" Jiudong didn't hear clearly.

Si Yu touched her face all of a sudden, "Wow, it's very hot!"

"Ah... what are you doing!"

Si Yu's hands were warm, "I said, it's so dark, how can I know if you're blushing", she laughed.

Being teased again, Jiudong said with a face full of anger, "You! Stay away from me!"

"Don't be like this, why don't you dare to admit it anymore, don't be angry, tell me! Who bullied you!"

"You, it's you, go away, I'm leaving", when Jiudong turned around, the trace of indifference on his face was also washed away, he didn't know what he was happy about, what he was laughing at.

"No, I need a hug. It's so cold, you left me here! What if I'm sick! Hey! Don't run~ wait for me."

They chased, and the laughter gradually disappeared in the cold world of the playground.

Jiudong stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, thinking.

The New Year's Day holiday is staggered to the weekend, we have a five-day holiday, half a month is naturally to find a boyfriend, and Shi Xun also hangs out with her boyfriend.

If Si Yu will leave, I will be left in the dormitory by myself.

However, Jiu Dong didn't ask Si Yu's whereabouts.

Si Yu is on the phone now, what will he say?

The curious Jiudong stood by the door and eavesdropped.

……

"Oh, I'm not going back...no, I'm not going out...it's nothing, don't worry about me,...don't say any more, just let it be."

As crisp and crisp as ever.

After a while, Si Yu came to Jiu Dong's side, still eating tofu, but those arrogant and rude hands always made people unable to help themselves.

"Honey, what are you doing on vacation?" The voice was soft and numb.

Jiudong brushed his teeth and said coldly: "No arrangement".

"You mean to accompany me?"

Jiudong didn't speak, raised his eyebrows, and glanced at her with the kind of small eyes you know.

A few nights later, the four people in the dormitory watched a ghost movie together, and Shi Xun and Ban Yue went home the next morning.

Only Jiu Dong and Si Yu were left that night.

"Let's sleep together, I'm afraid", Si Yu looked at Jiu Dong pretending to be wronged, pretending to be eight parts lonely, nine parts lonely, very pitiful.

"What are you afraid of? Didn't you watch yesterday's ghost movie very well!"

"No, there were a lot of people yesterday, and this place~~ has a lot of stamina! I'm afraid, I want to sleep together!" Si Yu lay on Jiudong's bed and lay still.

"You can't move, then I'll go to sleep with you!"

Si Yu was lying on his side with his head propped up, with a seductive look, his small eyes flickering brightly, like a little milk dog~ "Go, I'll go back to sleep if you go, just in case at night ~Ah~ You are afraid, but I can still protect you, but there is no one outside~"

There were only Jiu Dong and Si Yu in the room. It was very quiet, and even the sound of breathing could be heard clearly. Si Yu spoke in a superb manner, which made Jiu Dong feel terrified. He opened the door of the dormitory and looked out. There was no sound at all. , the lights in many dormitories were turned off, and the doors were locked. After watching Jiudong, my back felt chills, and I swallowed a sigh of relief.

When he turned around and looked back, Si Yu had already moved the quilt over, "I'll sleep inside, you'll sleep outside, that's it, I'll wash up first, and then...", blinking, flashing a smirk, "On the bed Waiting for you~".

What Si Yu wanted to do, Jiudong really couldn't do anything about her.

Turn off the lights at night, Si Yu is inside and Jiu Dong is outside.

Two layers of quilts were laid and one layer was covered. The bed was very soft and warm.

At first Si Yu was lying on his back, and Jiu Dong was lying on his side facing her, but Jiu Dong was afraid that he would turn over and fall, so he turned around again, with his face facing away from her, and Si Yu also moved after a while.

Jiudong gradually felt that a hand was running down the waist and around the abdomen, and the legs were crossed.

The upper leg of hers was stuck between her own legs, getting closer little by little.

The warm breath on the back of the neck was flowing, getting closer and hotter, she hugged Jiudong tightly, and pulled a distance inward.

"Don't get so far away from me, you'll fall."

"Yeah," Jiudong hummed softly, "I'm going to sleep!"

"Tomorrow is a holiday, don't wake up, why go to bed so early!"

"Ah... don't move, I'm itchy, hahaha... itchy... ummm... don't move..."

Si Yu picked her up from behind, turned around and put her inside, squeezed Jiu Dong between her and the wall perfectly, without leaving any traces through the thick quilt.

Jiudong said: "Am I your pillow?"

"The pillows are all placed outside, whoever puts them in the bed, it should be said, I am your little heater."

Jiudong smiled, "I'm not cold, with such a thick quilt."

"Then I'll be your sleep bodyguard."

"Do the sleep guards just sleep together like this?"

Si Yu sneered and said: "Then it's called... bed bodyguards, bed bodyguards!"

The two fell asleep without saying a word.

The next morning, no, it should be said that it was almost noon, and I didn't wake up until about eleven o'clock.

Jiu Dong was lying on Si Yu's arm, her arm passed through the gap in her neck and wrapped around her shoulders, her arms wrapped around her waist and abdomen from behind, her legs were still intertwined, as if tied in a knot .

This sleeping position is really presumptuous...

It was a short vacation, and it felt like a long vacation. No minute or second was wasted. The two went to many places, including seaside, sandy beaches, mountains, and floating clouds.

In the spacious sea-view room, the large floor-to-ceiling windows and the gauzy curtains are swayed by the sea breeze.

"Have fun with me?"

"happy".

Si Yu grabbed her and kissed her forehead forcefully.

Jiudong took advantage of the opportunity to kiss her face, only to feel that Si Yu looked cold and handsome when he calmed down, and Jiudong always looked at her infatuatedly.

Si Yu met her eyes and said, "When is your birthday?"

"Still early!"

"You never seem to have a birthday."

"Well, it's nothing to do, so I haven't".

"why?"

"Because..." Jiudong still hesitated, because every time he touched the wound, it hurt, "My parents divorced on my birthday."

She was silent, and Si Yu was also silent.

"Jiudong, there are two kinds of strong people in the world. One becomes stronger to challenge others and prove oneself, and the other becomes stronger to protect the people you want to protect."

"En", Jiudong nodded.

Si Yu's tone at the beginning was heavy, but it gradually eased a lot later.

"People who like challenges don't have too many extra emotions, and their hearts are hard, while people who protect others are only controlled by emotions. They always protect the one they love. Although they are the most empathetic, they are also the most vulnerable."

Si Yu patted Jiudong's head: "You have to become stronger, but while protecting others, you must also take care of yourself. If you have too many burdens, you will be exhausted, so sometimes don't put too much pressure on yourself, you should let go Just let it go."

"Well, I see, Xiao Qiqi."

Si Yu was taken aback for a moment, because this was the first nickname that Jiudong had casually given her.

"Wow, hello... Nauseous, so disgusting! What's Xiao Qiqi's name, like a pet."

"What do you call you? Yu Bao? Xiao Si Si? Or Xiao Bai Bai?" Jiu Dong teased her mischievously.

"It's better to be called Laobai!"

"When is your birthday?" Si Yu asked.

"The sixth day of the first lunar month!"

The two leaned against each other.

Don't want the past, don't want the future, just enjoy the best moment now.

In Beicheng, where the university is located, there is a famous library with a long history called Chenxuan Pavilion.

The pavilion has existed for thousands of years, but there is no exact year.

It contains all the historical books in China. The original books were looted or even destroyed by the Japanese during the Japanese War of Invasion of China. The remaining ones were all transported to museums or other places for storage.

Later, there were not many books left in Chenxuan Pavilion. In order to preserve the building, a respected businessman bought the building and found someone to renovate it according to the original appearance. He bought some books and built it into a collection of books. Court.

In fact, apart from being a book city, it is also a tourist attraction. Everyone who comes here will come here to see this pavilion, and buy a book or two to go back as a souvenir.

This is Jiu Dong's first visit, and he came with Si Yu.

The reason for the beginning is that Jiudong himself is very good at learning history. Last time, I saw the book Si Yu bought in Chenxuan Pavilion. I also want to visit the Cultural District, and I will come here if I have time this time.

The location of this bookstore is not in a noisy bustling area, but on the edge of the urban area. From a distance, it is surrounded by bungalows.

The three-story building in ancient architectural style, although the pavilion is not high, has a long ancient charm, revealing the distant atmosphere of ancient Chinese architecture.

Si Yu took Jiudong's hand and walked in from the widest road, surrounded by small alleys.

The widest road is no more than three meters, and it was only built for the convenience of transportation. Vehicles are prohibited from entering and exiting, and the tranquility of the place is kept, leaving a piece of pure land for the noisy city.

Only later did I realize that those bungalows were also bookstores, belonging to different dynasties or different categories.

The two picked an alley and walked in. There were many people. People who came here to buy books and read books were very quiet and harmonious.

Jiudong was almost dumbfounded, he had never seen people so orderly.

"Why, what are you looking at, so engrossed?" Si Yu asked.

"I have never seen a bookstore with so many people and such an order."

"Well, because the real-name system is all here."

"Real-name system?"

"Yes, you need your ID card here. Most people don't need it to buy or read books in other places, but you have to register here. If you don't follow the rules, disturb others, or violate the order, you won't be allowed in. ".

"Oh I got it".

Before they knew it, the two had already reached the foot of the pavilion. Looking at the building, Jiudong felt a sense of deja vu, but it was very strange, as if he remembered being here, but he didn't have any impression.

It happened that there were two outsiders here who were also visiting, so they walked in behind them.

The first floor is the main hall, the first thing I see is a sculpture, the portrait is not familiar.

Behind the sculpture is a screen, on which two cranes are painted, landing on a river, the mountains and rivers in the background are shrouded in clouds and mist, seeming to appear, and the flowers and plants on the bank are lush, a natural and comfortable scene.

There are semicircular bookshelves all around, about two meters high, like a foreign maze, and like a gossip map, connected intermittently.

Jiudong listened to the two people who came in together, whispering about the origin of this building.

"This statue is the businessman who bought this building back then. The specific name is not marked, maybe because he doesn't want others to know too clearly. It is said that his surname is Liu. People call him Mr. Liu."

"There were few people here, it was very desolate, especially in the past few years when people went to the city to buy and sell real estate, many people moved away, and then Mr. Liu let his children buy it, including the surrounding area. All the land in it."

"After a little renovation, all the nearby pavilions have been converted into bookstores. In this way, a book city has been built, and flowers and green plants have been planted around it, which isolates the hustle and bustle of the outside world. At first, few people came here. Later, it gradually became familiar to people. There will be more people coming, but the place for reading is not suitable for being too bustling and lively, so the real-name system is stipulated, and the widening of roads is prohibited, also to prevent the noise from outside from affecting the tranquility of the place.”

"So that's the case, then who was the previous owner of this pavilion?"

"This is not clear, but it is definitely not ordinary people. This building has been preserved for at least a thousand years since ancient times. There is no specific written record. The origin has long been forgotten by the world. There is only a plaque on the main entrance of the pavilion, which says Chen Xuan Pavilion".