hot crush [rebirth]

Lin Wan lived to be 70 years old, the average age that most people can reach. She was unmarried all her life, sent her parents away ten years ago, and has lived alone since then. She thinks it is time. For her, this life is too It's been too long and too helpless. She has no legendary experience, no unforgettable memories, and nothing to be proud of.

I just lived an ordinary life, a life full of regrets.

If we want to talk about this regret, we have to start from decades ago. At that time, Lin Wan was five years old and lived in Ning'an, a small city on the [-]th line. His mother graduated from the dance department of a prestigious university and returned to her hometown to open a youth dance class. Lin Wan often came out of school. I went to the dance room to find my mother. Every time my mother asked her to learn to dance with her uncles and aunts, Lin Wan was always reluctant and used various excuses to shirk. Loved by her parents, she grew up carefree.

It was also a sudden day, one spring afternoon, Lin Wan went to the dance room to look for her mother again, her mother was not there at that time, and the class time had not yet arrived, but there was a person dancing in the dance room, thin and fair, graceful and charming, dancing gracefully, Little Lin Wan stood at the door and stared blankly, it was so beautiful.

After a while, the other party found her, stopped and walked towards her. The breeze made the broken hair on her temples rippling, her skin was so white that it glowed, her palm-sized face was delicate and small, and she walked slowly in front of her while Lin Wan was in a daze. Crouch down.

"Kid, who are you looking for?"

"I'm looking for my mother." Lin Wan replied.

"You are Teacher Zheng's daughter, right? I've heard of you. My name is Liu Susu. I'm a student in your mother's dance class. Well...I should be much older than you. You can call me Auntie Susu." When you smile, your smile is like a flower, like a spring breeze, more beautiful than spring scenery.

Lin Wan felt embarrassed for the first time, and Mian shyly introduced herself: "My name is Lin Wan."

"Is it Lin Wan who stopped and sat in love with Fenglinwan?"

Lin Wan was at a loss.

Liu Susu slightly bent her mouth again, a gentle smile appeared on her fair face, "I almost forgot, you are still young, you probably haven't learned this poem yet, you will know when you get older."

"I'm five years old." Lin Wan emphasized.

Liu Susu smiled even more happily, straightened up and reached out to touch her head, "You are so cute, it's a pleasure to meet you today."

This aunt smells good.

From then on, Lin Wan always went to the dance room without doing her homework, just to find Aunt Susu to play with.

Later, Aunt Susu successfully applied for a job and entered a high school in the city to teach, so she had fewer opportunities to practice dancing, but Lin Wan always missed her in her heart.

Later, when she grew up, when she first had the concept of liking, Aunt Susu was the first thing she thought of.

She had already entered middle school that year, and she only dared to secretly write love in her diary. She didn't dare to confess, because at that time, love between the same sex was difficult to accept, and she was worried that she would become a pervert in Aunt Susu's heart. So I tried my best to suppress the love in my heart, and didn't tell anyone.

Later, before Lin Wan graduated from high school, Aunt Su Su got married in a hurry, and soon quit her job at the school. It was said that she moved to Huadu, the capital, and they never saw each other again.

As a result, Lin Wan fell into a slump and failed the college entrance examination. She only went to an ordinary third-level university, and studied a useless major. After graduation, she went to ordinary classes and worked as an ordinary social animal.

Because of Huai's love for Aunt Susu, she couldn't accept anyone in her heart, even though there were many people who pursued her along the way, she turned them all away.

Also a while ago, a friend of Lin Wan who had settled down in Huadu came back to visit relatives, and brought her news of Aunt Susu by the way.

This is also the last time Lin Wan heard about her in the past few decades. After she went to Huadu, she lost contact with her and never heard of her again.

Lin Wan insisted that she didn't want to destroy her happy family life, and she didn't go to Huadu to look for her. She was afraid that if she saw her, she would be unable to restrain her deep love and make some radical moves.

Friends told her that Liu Susu passed away 50 years ago.

Lin Wan was shocked and couldn't believe it. Although there was a 17-year age difference between them, Aunt Susu was only 50 years old 37 years ago.

Why is it... like this.

No wonder Lin Wan stayed in Ning'an City for decades, but couldn't wait for the news of her return to her hometown. She only found out the reason after asking her friends.

It turns out that Aunt Susu's life after marriage was not happy. The man is a corporate executive, handsome, unrestrained and suave. At the beginning, the two really loved each other, but soon after marriage, Aunt Susu had a miscarriage due to her health and was cold for a long time. She began to cheat frequently, and she would be violent when she returned home. Aunt Susu resolutely divorced because she couldn't stand such a life. She lived alone in Huadu, depressed all day long, and passed away within two years.

The friend finished telling the story in a sighing tone, but Lin Wan felt very regretful, why didn't Aunt Susu come back after the divorce, she could start a new life, obviously everything could be started again, she was really distressed, I can't imagine how Aunt Susu suffered and survived alone in her last days.

After her friend left that day, Lin Wan began to shed tears all day long. She had never felt so sad when she sent her parents away.

She regretted it very much. If she had been braver at the beginning, would Aunt Susu's ending be different, and her own ending would be different again.

The more I think about it, the more I feel uncomfortable, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. I don't think about food and drink, and my body starts to go from bad to worse.

But at this moment, Lin Wan was lying on the bed, and she felt that her time had come. Maybe everyone who was about to die would have such a premonition.

The revolving lantern of life was playing in front of her eyes, like a movie, looking back on her ordinary life, Lin Wan couldn't help but think that it would be great if she could do it all over again.

If she could do it all over again, she wanted to live another life.

Thinking of this, tears rolled down her cheeks, Lin Wan calmly closed her eyes.

It feels like I have slept, my whole body is relaxed, and the sound of birdsong seems to be heard in my ears, which is close at hand.

At this time, I heard voices again, as if discussing what time it is, why I haven't woken up yet, but in the next second, I heard the sound of the door being opened, and a familiar voice rushed into the eardrum.

"Xiao Wan, get up quickly, it's not the weekend, why are you still in bed?"

Lin Wan thought about it carefully, this is... the voice of my father in my memory, and it was my father's voice when I was young, how could...

Immediately after, someone began to shake her body vigorously, Lin Wan opened her eyes suddenly, and in front of her eyes was the magnified face of her father, wearing glasses and a crew cut, with the image of a refined scholar.

It turns out that the book says that people will meet their loved ones in another world after death, which is true!

"Dad!" Lin Wan threw herself into the man's arms, her eyes couldn't help getting moist, "It's great to see you again."

Lin Zhaofeng was a little confused, he let go of her with a smile and asked, "Xiao Wan, what's wrong with you, you must have had a nightmare."

Lin Wan stared at the person in front of her, and couldn't help feeling: "Dad, you're getting younger, I almost don't remember what you looked like at this time."

Lin Zhaofeng couldn't laugh or cry when he heard that, he turned around and shouted, "Wife, come quickly, your daughter is talking nonsense!"

It was still the father who always called his wife, Lin Wan looked at all this and felt extremely peaceful in her heart.

After a while, a thin and beautiful woman wearing an apron ran in to take a look, and she opened her mouth and said, "What nonsense, what time is it and you still have troubles, hurry up and wake up your daughter, she must be late for school."

go to school?

Lin Wan subconsciously thought that she had heard it wrong. Do people still have to go to school after death?

"Okay, get up and get dressed yourself." Lin Zhaofeng touched her head, got up with a smile and went out, closing the door behind him.

The moment the door was slammed shut, Lin Wan felt that her eyes were also shaking, and the fog surrounding her seemed to gradually dissipate, and her vision began to become bright and clear.

Looking at everything around her, it was so strange and familiar. Sitting on the bed, Lin Wan looked around and recalled that this was the home she lived in when she was a child.

Wait, just now my parents said I'm going to school, school? ! !

Lin Wan lifted the quilt and looked down at her hands and feet. Are they getting smaller?

Get out of bed quickly, put on a pair of small slippers on the floor, Lin Wan da da came to the mirror, looking at the miniature self inside, a little unbelievable.

Lin Wan stretched out her hand and pinched her arm, grinning in pain, she wasn't dreaming, she was... reborn.

Standing in front of the mirror, Lin Wan smiled, with tears mixed in the smile, it was not a joke, it was a real comeback.

At this time, the door was pushed open again, and Lin Wan's mother, Zheng Meijie, stood at the door and shouted, "Xiaowan, why haven't you changed your clothes yet?"

Lin Wan turned around, smiling with tears in her eyes, and suddenly made the woman at the door at a loss.

Lin Wan then hurriedly asked, "Mom, what year is it now?"

"What year?" Although Zheng Meijie was puzzled, she still answered the question seriously, "90 years, 1990, what happened?"

The smile on Lin Wan's face grew wider, and she asked excitedly, "How many months has it been?"

"It's just March, isn't it not long after your big class started school, you kid, what happened this early in the morning, it's scary." Zheng Meijie frowned and said.

Lin Wan was so excited that she raised her hands to cover her face, and laughed while crying. Zheng Meijie stepped forward and squatted down worriedly, supported her back, looked at her and asked, "Xiaowan, what's wrong with you, don't scare mom." Said while helping her wipe away her tears and snot.

Lin Wan shook her head to indicate that she was fine, but she just couldn't hold back the tears of excitement.

March 1990, that's the month she met Aunt Susu. It's great that Aunt Susu is still alive and hasn't married yet.

Everything, and a chance.