hot crush [rebirth]

"Mom, I've decided." Lin Wan suddenly looked up at the young mother in front of her again.

Zheng Meijie was amused and asked cooperatively, "What have you decided?"

"Study hard from now on, so you won't worry." Lin Wan said seriously.

Zheng Meijie was obviously surprised, raised her hand in disbelief and put the back of her hand on Lin Wan's forehead, and then called out loudly: "My son's father, our daughter is really talking nonsense!"

Yes, Lin Wan's previous life was really disappointing. She only loved to play all day long. She didn't like to study since kindergarten. She was always forced to do homework. Studying was like a punishment. If there were no parents, these two college students Urging from behind, Lin Wan might not even be able to go to college.

Lin Zhaofeng ran to the door and said anxiously: "Hurry up and change the clothes for the child, don't eat breakfast at home today, it's too late, just buy some at the school gate."

Zheng Meijie turned her head and stretched out her hand to undress Lin Wan, but Lin Wan stopped her and said in a childish voice, "I change my clothes myself."

I'm really not used to the child's voice now...

Alas, get used to it slowly, after all, you have to go through the process of growing up again.

Zheng Meijie burst out laughing: "Our Xiaowan still knows that I'm sorry, so you can change it yourself, and come out and wash your face after changing it."

After her mother left, she helped her close the door again, and Lin Wan didn't hesitate any longer. She took out the clothes she wanted to wear from the closet from memory. It was the school uniform of Quankou Street Kindergarten in Ning'an City, and she changed it for herself clumsily. Getting smaller is inconvenient everywhere.

Going to the mirror and taking a picture, seeing the strange yet familiar face of the child inside, Lin Wan felt that she still needed time to get used to being a five-year-old self.

As soon as she came out after changing clothes, Lin Wan was forcibly pulled by her mother's strong hand to the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth. For so many years, there was a problem that troubled her very much. My mother, who is 165cm tall and weighs less than 90 catties, why can she With so much strength, maybe there is a reason for practicing dance all the year round?

When it comes to dancing, Lin Wan can't wait to meet that person.

"Okay, if you wash your face again, it will fall off." Lin Wan begged for mercy, exactly the same as when she was a child.

Because every time my mother washes her face, it's not called washing her face, it's called rubbing her face, rubbing hard.

Lin Wan's family lives in a staff compound in Ning'an City. Most of the people living in this compound are workers from the Ning'an Iron and Steel Plant, and they are all allocated houses by their units.Only their family is not. This house was left by Lin Wan’s deceased grandfather. His grandfather used to be a worker in a steel factory. They only had their mother and one child. As for Lin Wan’s father, he is not a local. He lived with his mother back then. We met when we were in college in Huadu, fell in love with our mother at first sight, chased after her, and even gave up my good job in Huadu, followed all the way to this small place, now I am the owner of a fruit shop, doing a small business , their family's life is not bad.

Most of the time, it is her mother who sends her to school, because the dance class usually starts late, and my father is in a hurry to go to the store after eating at home every day, and he is busy all day long.

When she came out of the house, her mother helped her carry the schoolbag. Lin Wan felt sorry and offered to take it by herself. Zheng Meijie was overjoyed, feeling that the child became more sensible overnight.

"It's heavy, are you sure you can carry it yourself?"

Lin Wan nodded firmly.

After receiving the schoolbag, it was really heavy. Lin Wan opened it curiously to see what was inside. Milk, fruit, snacks, water bottles, and only a few books, no wonder it was heavy.

Without hesitation, she took out everything except the textbooks and put them on the ground. Seeing this, Zheng Meijie couldn't help asking: "Xiaowan, what are you doing?"

After taking them all out, Lin Wan zipped up the zipper and put the schoolbag back on her back. She felt much more relaxed, and said with a slight smile, "I don't need to bring so many things with me when I go to school."

"But don't you usually eat these the most?" Zheng Meijie squatted on the ground, counting the snacks and fruits one by one.

Lin Wan shook her head: "I don't like it now."

Zheng Meijie smiled, "You child, the changes are really fast, you must bring the water bottle, what should you do if you need to drink water when you go to school."

Lin Wan thought it made sense, and reached out to take it.

"There is also milk, drink more milk to grow taller." Zheng Meijie added.

The Aunt Susu in Lin Wan’s impression seems to be 168cm, no, this time she must be taller than her, and she firmly took the milk and put it in her schoolbag.

"And fruit?" Zheng Meijie asked again.

Lin Wan waved her hand and said no, "That's enough, let's go."

When I came downstairs, the most popular and conspicuous bicycle among the many was Lin Wan's mother's mount. Lin Wan's father asked a friend to bring this bicycle back from abroad two years ago, and many women in the courtyard envied it.

Just as Lin Wan climbed up and sat down, there was a voice of greeting from upstairs, and when she looked up, it turned out to be Lili.

"Wanwan, you go to school."

"Lili!" Lin Wan waved vigorously.

Zhou Lili, Lin Wan was a friend who played in the courtyard from childhood to adulthood, and they were in touch until they were very old. It's just that her marriage was not going well, and she didn't find it after three divorces. She lived alone with her children .

Zheng Meijie pushed the bicycle forward, and Lin Wan couldn't help asking, "Isn't Lili going to school today?"

"You forgot, yesterday you children went to the park to dig out the bird's nest, the child fell and dislocated his arm, and he has to get anti-inflammatory injections at home these days." Zheng Meijie rode up as she spoke, and the mother and daughter were like a gust of wind. , suddenly came to the street.

"Ah, I remembered." Lin Wan's memories were brought back to that day.

Zhou Lili was born with thick eyebrows, big eyes, and a strong body. The girls of the same age in the courtyard couldn't compare to her, and she was even tougher than the boys. Yesterday, she bet with the boys and ended up throwing herself.

"You, it was only one night, why have you forgotten all about it?" Zheng Meijie said with a smile.

Lin Wan sat in the back seat, holding her mother's clothes with her two small hands, watching the busy traffic on the street, it really looked like the 90s, memories began to come flooding back.

During the lingering time, Lin Wan couldn't help but think of many things, so she took the initiative to say to her mother, "Mom, don't pick me up after school tonight."

Zheng Meijie laughed and said in a joking tone: "If I don't pick you up, you can still go home by yourself."

"Of course."

Zheng Meijie couldn't believe it, "What if you lose it?"

"I swear, I will never lose it, so just let me go home once, okay?" Lin Wan began to act like a baby.

Sure enough, no matter what age you are, you can still act like a baby to your mother.

"Okay, okay, let you try, what if you can't find your way home?"

"Look for Uncle Police."

"What do you do when you meet a stranger?"

"Go away and don't talk to him."

Lin Wan replied fluently, and secretly heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, after all these years, she still remembered her mother's exam questions.

The kindergarten is not far from home, less than one kilometer away, which is probably why my mother let her try it out.

After buying breakfast for Lin Wan at the gate, Zheng Meijie left on her bicycle. Lin Wan stood at the school gate, looking at her mother's back, hesitating for a moment, and even wanted to go find her now.

I haven't seen him for more than 50 years, and the longing has already piled up. Lin Wan clenches his fist slightly. At this time, the uncle in the guard room came out and urged: "Little friend, ring the bell right away, come in quickly."

Lin Wan had no choice but to nod, and ran in with her schoolbag on her back. The moment she arrived at the classroom, the bell rang.

Classes have started.

Sitting around were children around five years old. Looking at their immature faces, immature voices, and fighting for toys, Lin Wan felt that she was a bit out of place with them.

Throughout the whole day, Lin Wan hardly left her seat except for the toilet class. More often than not, she would unconsciously look out the window, looking forward to seeing her after school soon.

Kindergarten got out of school very early, at about [-]:[-], Lin Wan got up from her seat with her schoolbag on her back, without speaking to anyone along the way, she resolutely walked out of the school gate and walked towards a direction in her heart.

Because I asked my mother for a few cents more pocket money before going out, so that I could take the bus back at night.

Seeing a child wearing a kindergarten uniform take a bus alone, find a seat and sit down, looking like a little adult, which aroused the praise of the aunts in the bus, saying that the child is really sensible.

Lin Wan didn't feel happy, nor proud, but felt nothing in her heart.

Probably all the emotions are taken away by that person at this moment, and there is no time to perceive everything in the outside world.

After getting off the car, I walked for a while, relying on my memory to guide me forward.

I remember that Aunt Susu lived here back then. It seemed to be a rented house. She didn't live with her family, because it was inconvenient to ask too much, and Lin Wan didn't know the rest.

A person walked into the alley, because he didn't know the specific house number, he could only stand downstairs and wait, praying in his heart that he could meet her here.

She waited and waited, waited and waited, stood and waited, sat on the rock and waited, time passed for so long, so long that she wondered if she remembered it wrong.

Repeatedly confirmed that it was this building, because Lin Wan came here with her mother once back then, and it seemed that Aunt Susu’s things were left in the dance room. When Lin Wan learned that her mother was coming, she had to follow Come.

Although it happened more than 60 years ago, it seems to be experienced right in front of our eyes.

Thinking of those happy memories, Lin Wan can still laugh.

Before I knew it, it was already getting late, and the enthusiastic aunts and grandmas passing by all came forward to ask Lin Wan why she didn't come home. Lin Wan said that she was waiting for someone, and those people walked away one by one.

Feeling very hungry, Lin Wan sat on the stone with her water bottle in her arms and drank water non-stop. Whenever someone passed by, she would observe carefully, and after confirming that it was not the case, her mood would drop again instantly.

At this time, a tall, thin woman with a ponytail appeared. Because the night was too dark, Lin Wan couldn't be sure, but she suspected it might be, so she hurriedly carried a water bottle and picked up her schoolbag to take a closer look.

"Hey, kid, why don't you go home so late?"

Hearing this familiar voice again, Lin Wan couldn't help but her eyes were flushed, and she tightly held her schoolbag.

Seeing this, Liu Susu squatted down, leveled with her and then asked kindly: "Where do you live, where are your parents?"

Because the distance was getting closer, Lin Wan could see her face clearly, it was still so pretty, delicate, beautiful and soft.

I can't believe I'm actually seeing her here again.

Tears could not be controlled and began to fall down.

Looking at the person in front of her, Lin Wan had so much to say in her heart, but now it was difficult to speak in front of her.

These years, I miss you so much, I dream of you, but I dare not disturb you.

Really miss you, miss you so much.

Liu Susu felt that the little girl in front of her was a bit strange, but she felt uneasy when she saw her crying silently, so she took her hand and said, "Don't cry, Auntie will take you home, okay?"