it's dark, coax me

Gu Xiu looked at the sea in front of him, and suddenly thought of the scene he saw in the movie before.

The hero and heroine write down the name of their beloved on the beach, draw a big heart shape, and then hold a rose to express their love.

The beach with blue sky, white clouds and a pair of lovers embracing each other is a beautiful picture.

And at night, lighting a burning-burning-stick and holding fireworks in your hand to express your love, there is no romance in it.

But obviously, these are not as good as the current state of the two.

If you are confessed in such a state, no one can refuse.

Gu Xiu looked at everything in front of him quietly. He knew that Zhou Xing shouldn't have thought much about it when he did this, but for a moment, he couldn't help thinking, if everything in front of him was deliberately arranged by Zhou Xing Just fine.

Most things in the world are like this. When you have something by accident, you will want more, and the human heart will never be satisfied.

Zhou Xing picked up the fire with a wooden stick on one side, the flame jumped, and a little spark burst out, which was fleeting.

"Is it cold?" Zhou Xing asked.

Gu Xiu shook his head. Although the night wind was a little chilly, he didn't feel cold even though he was wearing a coat and had a fire.

Zhou Xing smiled, and asked again, "When you were standing by the sea just now, what were you thinking about?"

When Zhou Xing came over, he saw Gu Xiu standing alone by the sea, surrounded by only the faint light from the side of the road, so that Zhou Xing could only see a vague outline. Like sea water merging together.

At that moment, he stood behind Gu Xiu, he didn't know what Gu Xiu was thinking, and he didn't know why Gu Xiu came to the beach alone at night, he just felt the loneliness in his back made people feel distressed.

This made him hesitate for a moment whether to go up to disturb Gu Xiu, but he still came to Gu Xiu's side and accompanied him.

what do you think...

Gu Xiu closed his eyes, at that moment, he was thinking about the whale falling, thinking about being buried in the bottom of the sea, but he would never say such things to Zhou Xing anyway.

So he didn't answer the question, but just changed the subject and said, "Did I wake you up?"

When Gu Xiu walked out of the room, he saw that Zhou Xing was still asleep. He originally thought that he was soft enough, but now that he thought about it, he still woke him up.

"No, it would be nice to sit by the sea at night like this."

The sea breeze blew Gu Xiu's hair into disorder. At this moment, Gu Xiu gave people a sense of lightness, as if he was about to ride the wind to go home.

Zhou Xing asked: "How do you feel here? Qian Jing and the others should go back tomorrow. If you like this place, we can stay for a few more days."

"It's okay for me to go back. I heard that there is a night market here at night, and many people will gather to sell seafood and the like. It seems to be quite lively."

"It was too early when we came here this afternoon, and it's a bit too late now, so we missed it. If you don't leave tomorrow, you can come here to have a look at the evening, and you can buy some if you like them. I'll make them for you. .I asked the owner of the homestay today, he can borrow the kitchen here..."

Gu Xiu looked at Zhou Xing, and when he heard him talk about these trivial plans, he felt an indescribable sense of security in his heart, a little moved, and a little uncomfortable.

Zhou Xing didn't know that his medicine was gone.

He didn't know that his emotions were on the verge of danger, and there was a risk of losing control at any time.

Zhou Xing was so happy planning his journey for the next period of time, he didn't want to spoil everything, but he couldn't control himself.

This can't be solved by going back to the wooden house. The express delivery is still on the way, and the medicine can't be obtained when I go back to the wooden house.

And even if he got the medicine, the medicine would only have a partial effect after all. If it wasn't for this, he wouldn't have those few seizures when he took the medicine on time and in the right amount every day.

He couldn't help thinking again, if only he was a healthy person, if he didn't suffer from depression.

That way he won't lose control of his emotions, won't suffer from insomnia all night long, and won't lose his energy.

He can happily accompany Zhou Xing every day without worrying him or bringing negative emotions to him, and he can accompany him to wherever he wants to go and to do whatever he wants to do .

For the first time, Gu Xiu felt what it was like to like someone.

When he was sick before, he didn't feel anything.

At that time, he just locked himself at home alone, even if he got sick, no matter what he did, it would not affect others, and the only thing he could hurt was himself.

But now it's different, Zhou Xing is by his side, he doesn't want Zhou Xing to see him sick, he doesn't want him to worry about himself, he doesn't want him to be infected with negative emotions because of himself...

If all this is within his control, he is willing to use any price to make himself completely better.

After Zhou Xing finished speaking, he looked at Gu Xiu.

Gu Xiu came back to his senses and replied, "Okay."

"Let's take a group photo." Zhou Xing said suddenly.

Gu Xiu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Zhou Xing to make such a proposal suddenly, but he nodded in agreement.

Zhou Xing moved the horse and sat next to Gu Xiu. The two looked at the camera together. The flames reflected on their faces, and a photo was taken.

After that, Zhou Xing took two more photos in a row.

Neither of them had an extroverted personality, so taking photos seemed quite normal. On the contrary, they were not as natural and close as when Zhang Hui took a snapshot of them last time.

But fortunately, the looks of both of them are very online. Even so, the photos taken are also very good-looking.

To be precise, as long as they are in the same frame, they seem to exude an indescribable atmosphere. Even without any words or actions, they seem to be able to find some indescribable sense of fit from the photos.

Zhou Xing sent the photo to Gu Xiu's cell phone.

Gu Xiu took out his phone and looked at it for a while, then clicked save.

There are actually quite a few photos about Zhou Xing stored in Gu Xiu’s phone, including the one that Zhang Hui took for the two of them last time, there are screenshots of him playing games, and there are also photos of Zhou Xing’s daily life secretly taken by himself. photo.

It may not be accurate to say that it was a sneak shot, Zhou Xing is very sensitive, and Zhou Xing noticed when Gu Xiu took pictures a few times, but Zhou Xing just smiled and didn't ask him why he took the pictures, and didn't ask him to delete them. It even showed some cooperation to some extent.

When Gu Xiu locked the screen, he glanced at the screen and found that it was past one o'clock at night, so he said, "Let's go back."

It was getting late, Zhou Xing would not be able to sleep for a few hours if he went back now, and if he didn't go back, he might not be able to sleep for the whole night.

It's fine for him to suffer from insomnia, but he can't even let Zhou Xing sleep well.

Zhou Xing looked at Gu Xiu and asked, "Can you fall asleep when you go back?"

Gu Xiu didn't want to lie to Zhou Xing, so he didn't say anything.

Zhou Xing said with a smile, "You can't sleep either, so you can stay longer if you want. I just slept for a while, and I'm not sleepy right now."

"You don't have to do that."

Zhou Xing was always too kind to him, so kind that he blurred the boundary between friends and lovers, and he had ambitions from the bottom of his heart again and again.

Zhou Xing said with a smile: "What? Actually, I really wanted to watch the sunset with you in the afternoon, but I didn't catch up. It's not bad to see the sunset and watch the sunrise. I haven't seen the sunrise on the sea yet. It should be spectacular."

"Then you won't be able to sleep all night."

Zhou Xingxiao said, "Did I tell you about my time in the army?"

Gu Xiu shook his head.

"Then do you want to hear it?"

Gu Xiu naturally wanted to hear, he wanted to know everything about Zhou Xing.

Zhou Xing said with a smile: "I was an armed policeman before I was discharged from the army. During my time in the army, I performed various tasks. Before, when I was performing a task, in order to monitor criminals, I didn't sleep for three days, so I didn't sleep for one night. Not much of an impact."

Seeing that Gu Xiu's eyes focused on him, obviously waiting for him to continue, Zhou Xing smiled and continued, "That criminal is very cunning, we dispatched at that time..."

Five years of military service have left too many memories.

After Zhou Xing retired from the army, he rarely mentioned these things to others, but now, he unconsciously told Gu Xiu.

Gu Xiu is a good listener, serious, attentive, doesn't interrupt others, and occasionally gives some interesting feedback.

That night, Zhou Xing said the most words since the two met.

In the end, he even talked about when he was a child, about the picking garden with Zheng Yan, about him and his uncle...

He seemed to spread out his whole life in front of Gu Xiu for his reference.

Time passed silently, until it was almost four o'clock in the morning, when the sky began to light up slightly, Zhou Xing's voice became smaller and smaller, and gradually stopped.

Gu Xiu leaned on his shoulder and fell asleep.

Zhou Xing embraced Gu Xiu with one hand, took off his coat lightly, and covered Gu Xiu.

He hugged Gu Xiu in his arms and looked towards the east.

Two hours passed, and it wasn't until the sun was about to rise that he patted Gu Xiu lightly.

After waiting all night, it would be a pity if we could not see the sunrise.

Gu Xiu moved, but did not open his eyes, as if he was in a deep sleep.

Zhou Xing stroked Gu Xiu's hair gently with his hands, and couldn't help but kissed him on the forehead.

Gu Xiu had already woken up when Zhou Xing took pictures of him just now, but relying on Zhou Xing like this, feeling the body temperature from his body, really made him a little attached, that's why he didn't open his eyes at the first time, but Unexpectedly, Zhou Xing would actually kiss him.

At this moment, he only felt like he was dreaming.

He silently pinched his hand hard, it hurt.

In an instant, he seemed to hear the beating of his heart rushing out of his heart.

Zhou Xing patted him again, and said with a light smile, "Wake up, if you don't wake up, you won't be able to see the sunrise..."

Gu Xiu came back to his senses, he sat up and looked in Zhou Xing's direction.

A layer of morning light shrouded Zhou Xing's body, his eyes were soft, his expression was smiling, and he was indescribably gentle.

Zhou Xing knew he was gay.

Zhou Xing kissed him while he was asleep.

Is it possible that Zhou Xing also likes him?

'Why did you just do that? '

'I like you, do you like me? '

'Can you accept the same sex?Can you try to be with me? '

Countless thoughts crossed Gu Xiu's mind at this moment, but the last thing he couldn't help saying was: "Do you like me?"

Zhou Xing looked at Gu Xiu and smiled after a while.