it's dark, coax me

Ding Le looked at Gu Xiu, nodded after a while and said, "You're right, I'm not as good as you in this respect."

Gu Xiu smiled and said: "Actually, I don't like the title of depression writer, and I don't like spreading out my pain for everyone to read. After this book, I will continue to write my own story. Compared with negative things, I I still hope to let everyone see some positive and positive things, after all, life itself is already very hard, isn't it?"

"As for other people's comments, it's not that important to me. You don't have to worry about it. I just realized recently that in just a few decades of life, we shouldn't live under the opinions of others. We should still be ourselves. and live."

Ding Le looked at Gu Xiu, and felt that Gu Xiu had become more open-minded after going through this incident. It seemed that he had a feeling of enlightenment, and he was like a phoenix reborn from the ashes. At this moment, Gu Xiu became more and more open-minded. dazzling.

While the two were talking, Zhou Xing came over with a kettle and made tea for them.

Gu Xiu smiled and pulled Zhou Xing towards him, and kissed him.

Because he got all the love from a person, now he is also learning to love himself.

Ding Le smiled and whistled.

Contrary to the relaxed and cozy atmosphere among the few people, the atmosphere at the memorial service was dignified and mournful, and Shao Wan and Gu Xuan were weeping uncontrollably.

This was the third day after Gu Wenlin's death. After finding out that Gu Wenlin's death could not be concealed, Shao Wan finally took his son's suggestion and held the funeral as soon as possible.

After many years of husband and wife, there is still some affection after all. Shao Wan's sadness at this moment is real, and her worries about the future are also real.

After Gu Wenlin died like this, she is now surrounded by a pack of wolves, and she still doesn't know what to do next.

She cried at this time, half because of Gu Wenlin's death, and the other half because of herself, so she cried extra sincerely, even Gu Wenlin's parents couldn't help comforting her when they saw her like this.

Shao Wan cried, and Gu Xuan, who was sitting next to Shao Wan, also cried sadly. Only Gu Ming looked at everything in front of him quietly, with no pain in his expression.

Gong Lihua was also standing not far away, watching these people quietly. After a while, she turned her attention to Gu Wenlin's posthumous photo again.

For Gu Wenlin, her feelings in her heart were too complicated. Until now, more than half of her life had passed, and she suddenly realized that her life had been muddled.

Speaking of Gu Wenlin's memorial service, Gu Xiu should also come to attend, but thinking of what Gu Wenlin said when Gu Xiu was about to commit suicide, she only felt chills.

And with Gu Xiu's current situation, she didn't know how many people would pay attention to her when she came here, and she didn't know what the media would write about later on. Gu Xiu.

Because of the inheritance, Shao Wan didn't want to see Gong Lihua and Gu Xiu right now, it was best for her if they didn't come.

It has to be said that Gong Lihua and Shao Wan had a rare unanimous opinion on this matter.

Gong Lihua didn't go forward, she just stood far away for a while and then left, she had nothing to say to Gu Wenlin, so there was no need to go forward to say goodbye, besides, she didn't want to deal with their family either.

She came here just to put an end to her wrong half of her life.

After a busy day, Gu Wenlin's memorial service finally came to an end.

In the afternoon, Shao Wan's eyes were already red and swollen from crying, and she looked at Gu Ming with a tired face, "Mom is tired, you can do the next thing."

Gu Ming looked at Shao Wan and Gu Xuan and said, "Mom, I've already arranged the rest of the matter, so don't worry about it, I've already booked a flight for tonight, and I'm going to the airport right now."

After hearing Gu Ming's words, Shao Wan froze on the spot. Although Gu Ming had told her before that he didn't want to take over the company and that he still wanted to go to America, she didn't give up her idea of ​​persuading Gu Ming. I didn't expect Gu Ming to leave like this at this time.

Shao Wan looked at Gu Ming in disbelief, "How can you leave at this time? Have you ever thought about what will happen to me and your sister after you leave?"

Gu Ming heard the words: "This is an opportunity that I have not won easily. It is related to my future development and my research. It is impossible for me to give up, and I really have no interest in managing the company." .Although Dad is gone, even if the company's shares are transferred out, the money is enough for you and Gu Xuan to live comfortably for the rest of your life, so I have nothing to worry about."

"elder brother!"

Gu Xuan looked at Gu Ming with teary eyes, and couldn't believe that he only cared about his own research and future development at this moment.

Gu Ming looked at the two of them, hesitated for a moment and said, "Or you can go to America with me, and I will take care of you."

"No!"

Gu Xuan's academic performance has always been poor, and her English is even worse. How can she go to the United States like this? !

Shao Wan herself has no confidence. She only has a junior high school education, and she knows nothing about English. Besides, if she goes to a strange place, she will be unfamiliar with the place and the language in the future. She is afraid when she thinks about it.

Facing the two people's unanimous words asking him to stay, Gu Ming only said "Take care, I will come back to see you later" and turned to leave.

Shao Wan and Gu Xuan watched Gu Ming go away in a daze.

Gu Xuan took Shao Wan's hand, and asked eagerly: "Mom, brother really doesn't care about us, what shall we do in the future?"

Shao Wan watched Gu Ming's back gradually disappear, and his heart sank gradually.

At this moment, she thought of Gu Xiu, whom she had always looked down upon. Even though Gong Lihua treated him so well, he still cared about the relationship between mother and child, and Gong Lihua could still call Gu Xiu to him.

If today's affairs were handled differently, she believed that Gu Xiu would never leave Gong Lihua alone at this time and go to the United States to pursue his own future.

Only at this moment did she realize that IQ and talent are not as good as a heart.

Naturally, the three of Gu Xiu didn't know what was going on here. Originally, Ding Le finally came here, and Gu Xiu planned to take Ding Le around.

Ding Le himself planned to visit Gu Xiu and visit here for a few days, but he didn't expect that when the three of them were planning a trip, he would receive a call and be summoned away temporarily because of something.

Gu Xiu had no choice but to send Ding Le away in a hurry.

Ding Le really came here in a hurry, but also in a hurry. He came this time, as if he just came to help him find a way to restore his writing ability.

Thinking of this, Gu Xiu remembered that before Ding Le left, he sent him a link to the online disk, saying that it was full of 'calcium tablets', so that he could 'learn and learn' more and gain more experience.

Gu Xiu thought of the courier that was still on the way, and his face began to show signs of fever again.

Fortunately, Zhou Xing didn't notice, he just asked, "What are you going to do this afternoon? How about going to the hospital together?"

Gu Xiu didn't realize it until he heard Zhou Xing's words. Counting the days, the plaster cast on his leg was almost ready to be removed.

Gu Xiu couldn't help being a little happy when he thought that after so many days of plaster casts, he could finally regain his freedom.

The two simply didn't wait until the afternoon, and drove to the hospital together after lunch.

Gu Xiu's bones are healing well, and the plaster cast can be removed on the same day.

But it was wrapped in plaster for too long, and when it was suddenly removed, Gu Xiu was still a little uncomfortable.

After removing the plaster, the doctor told Gu Xiu not to do strenuous exercise for the time being, but to carry out functional training for ten days first. He carefully told Gu Xiu how to train, and prescribed some medicine for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis.

After the plaster cast is removed, it does not mean that I can walk normally immediately. According to what the doctor said, it takes about half a month of functional training before I can try to walk normally.

Therefore, when Gu Xiu left the hospital, he was still walking on crutches, but even so, the removal of the plaster still made him feel happy. It was over, he finally ushered in the feeling of freedom.

After the two of them drove all the way back to the wooden house, Gu Xiu thought that when his leg recovered, Zhou Xing would no longer carry him around, so he sat in the car and asked Zhou Xing to carry him out of the car.

Zhou Xing smiled and picked him up, not only carried him out of the car, but carried him directly into the wooden house and put him on the bed.

Gu Xiu buried his head on the side of Zhou Xing's neck, thinking about all the things that happened since he met Zhou Xing, he just felt that the two of them had known each other for a short time, but now that he thought about it, it seemed like a long, long time had passed.

In the evening, Zhou Xing took Gu Xiu a hot towel and applied it to his feet to eliminate the swelling.

Gu Xiu recalled what the doctor said to him before, and tried to do some simple exercises after the hot compress.

Zhou Xing watched Gu Xiu from the sidelines, occasionally giving him some hints.

Seeing Zhou Xing leisurely, Gu Xiu asked with a smile, "You just watch me do these things here, why don't you come with me?"

Zhou Xing smiled, "Then I will accompany you."

Seeing that Zhou Xing was sitting next to him, and seemed to be planning to do the same as him, Gu Xiu smiled and pushed him, "This is too easy for you, why don't you make it more difficult? How many push-ups can you do?"

"Around two hundred, can you help me count?"

"Okay."

Zhou Xing really did it.

After Gu Xiu finished the leg training, he looked at Zhou Xing intently. Zhou Xing's movements were very standard, and there was an indescribable beauty in the relaxation of muscles.

Zhou Xing didn't exaggerate, after he finished [-] push-ups, it seemed that he still had strength left.

Gu Xiu praised secretly in his heart, his eyes fell on the muscles of Zhou Xing's body, and asked, "What about sit-ups?"

Zhou Xing could see that Gu Xiu was probably playing tricks on him, but he didn't say much, just lay down as Gu Xiu wanted, and said with a smile, "About two hundred."

Zhou Xing really sat up and sat up while talking, Gu Xiu looked at him quietly for a while, then got up and sat on his waist, leaned over and kissed him.

Gu Xiu never denied the existence of Zhou Xing's sexual attraction to him, he had noticed it a long time ago, but until now, seeing Zhou Xing's obedience to him, he thought that this person was already his own Only then did he feel a little calmer.

Of course, it cannot be ruled out that it was because Ding Le took the initiative to push him yesterday. It seems that at the beginning of this kind of thing, people always feel at a loss and feel embarrassed, but once a hole is torn, gradually, became able to face it calmly.

Zhou Xing liked and enjoyed Gu Xiu's occasional dominance, and the two got tired of it for a while before getting up from the ground.

Zhou Xing was doing push-ups and sit-ups again, sweating unavoidably, he got up and took a shower.

Zhou Xing didn't have the habit of wearing pajamas, he just changed into a vest and shorts when he came out.

The tight-fitting racer-shaped vest outlined Zhou Xing's muscular contours very well. After the two of them lay on the bed together, Gu Xiu's hand landed on his abdomen, and he poked inside after a few strokes.