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Zhou Xing has been exercising for a long time, and his skin is very firm and smooth. As long as he exerts a little force, he can feel the tight muscles under his skin.

That's what Zhou Xing did to Gu Xiu yesterday, but now he couldn't bear it anymore, he just felt itchy in his waist and abdomen, no, not only itching, but also a numbness.

He couldn't describe that feeling, he just felt like an electric current was flowing through his body, and he felt a little unbearable.

But the closer it was to this time, the less Zhou Xing dared to act recklessly.

Gu Xiu soon also discovered Zhou Xing's strong outside, but he was obviously not active before, and even pressed him on the bed to kiss him, but once he took the initiative, Zhou Xing began to become restrained, as if he was shy , really made him feel interesting.

How could he know that Zhou Xing was deliberately controlling the progress between the two of them, and he didn't dare to develop too fast, for fear that he would feel uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

Although Gu Xiu's mentality has changed, he has never experienced it. Thinking that the things he ordered before are still on the way, and seeing Zhou Xing's reaction, he gradually felt a little embarrassed, so he just stopped. , lying on Zhou Xing's side.

Although Zhou Xing felt that the two of them had been together for a short time, Gu Xiu probably wasn't ready yet, so he restrained himself from doing anything just now, but Gu Xiu's stopping at this time became a greater torture for him.

Looking at the person in front of him who only set fires but didn't put them out, Zhou Xing felt that there was really nothing he could do about Gu Xiu.

When he offered to sleep in the same room with Gu Xiu before, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it, but now he realized that it was no less than a sweet torture for him. Find trouble.

Zhou Xing stepped back helplessly, and slightly opened the distance between the two of them, trying to calm down.

The partial student Gu Xiu seemed to be unconscious, and still burrowed into his arms.

Zhou Xing finally couldn't help biting Gu Xiu's shoulder lightly as punishment.

Gu Xiu didn't feel any pain, only itching. He shrank his neck with a smile, buried himself in the soft quilt, and soon fell asleep.

Looking at Gu Xiu who was sleeping soundly, Zhou Xing felt dumbfounded for a moment.

Gu Xiu spent the next few days exercising his legs. After a few days, he was almost able to walk, but at present he only dared to walk slowly, and he would have to wait a few more days for running and jumping.

In addition to exercising, he also began to continue writing.

The book promised by the publishing house has entered the preparation stage, and he also has something he wants to write.

Gu Xiu, who hadn't started working for a long time, finally got busy again at this moment. He cherished everything that was lost and recovered, and felt that the past few days had been extra fulfilling.

Zhou Xing has been helping Gu Xiu to proofread these few days, and has also become busy.

On this day, Gu Xiu suddenly thought that several days had passed, and now he didn't know if his matter had subsided, so he handed the phone to Zhou Xing and asked him to read the latest news about him on Weibo.

Zhou Xing's typical way of reporting good news but not bad news is to read only good comments and suppress all bad ones.

But after the last incident, there were indeed fewer negative comments about Gu Xiu.

Gu Xiu was still the same as before, and occasionally asked Zhou Xing to help him read the private messages sent to him by readers, and asked Zhou Xing to help him reply to the private messages to comfort him.

Seeing Gu Xiu like this, Zhou Xing only felt soft in his heart. After so many years, this person is still so gentle.

After Zhou Xing replied to Gu Xiu's private message, he found that someone had left a message for Gu Xiu saying "Gu Xiu, I will always support you" and attached a [love].

He read this sentence for Gu Xiu, but looking at the [love] symbol behind, he felt a little uncomfortable.

He flipped forward and found that this was a little boy suffering from depression. Gu Xiu had comforted him before, and the communication between the two had been intermittent for several months.

Thinking of his acquaintance with Gu Xiu, Zhou Xing knew he shouldn't be jealous, but he still lowered his head and kissed Gu Xiu, as if swearing his sovereignty.

Gu Xiu raised his head to respond to him.

The phone rang untimely at this time, it was Gong Lihua calling.

Gu Xiu didn't know what she and Shao Wan were talking about, but Gong Lihua seemed to help Gu Xiu get back what he deserved.

Gu Xiu didn't feel much about this windfall, and really followed what he said before, and started to check the donation channels.

Zhou Xing looked at Gu Xiu in front of him. Now he can write again, and his legs are also healed. Judging from the recent situation, his condition has stabilized...

Everything has changed for the better.

The Gu Xiu in front of him is young, handsome, rich and quick-witted. It is unknown how many people like him.

Today's Gu Xiu has broken free from the quagmire and once again radiated light.

Can he really keep such a Gu Xiu?

If one day, Gu Xiu's illness is completely cured, he becomes a glamorous great writer again, tired of this backcountry, and also tired of his boredom, one day he withdraws...

Zhou Xing only felt his heart twitch suddenly, and he let out a breath slowly. In any case, he thought, even if there was such a day, at least he had accompanied him for a while.

At this moment, Zhou Xing's cell phone rang, he connected the phone, and said to Gu Xiu: "The courier has arrived, it should be your medicine, I'll go get it."

After Zhou Xing finished speaking, he put on his coat, took the car keys and left.

Zhou Xing's speed was too fast, and Gu Xiu didn't have much time to react.

Gu Xiu originally thought about going with Zhou Xing, but then he thought that those things should be sealed and packaged, even if he followed, Zhou Xing would always see what he should see.

Besides, even if you can't see this thing now, Zhou Xing will always know it when you use it in the future. Thinking about it this way, he also feels that it doesn't seem to be of much use if he goes out with him. , and didn't say anything more.

Zhou Xing was driving on the road, he lit a cigarette, looked at the fleeting scenery around him, his heart finally calmed down gradually.

When Zhou Xing came back, he was surprised to find that the cabin was full of people.

It turned out that Zheng Yan's big mouth accidentally revealed Zhou Xing and Gu Xiu's affairs to Qian Jing. See what's going on.

Gu Xiu used to play games with Zheng Yan and Qian Jing before, and he has not had little contact with them during this period, so when facing them, he can still let go, even he has met Zhang Hui a few times, The only person here who has never seen before is Zheng Yan's younger sister, Zheng Lan.

Under Zheng Yan's introduction, Gu Xiu greeted Zheng Lan, made tea for several people, and invited them to sit down and chat, already like another owner of the house.

Zheng Yan and Qian Jing looked at each other, their eyes full of tacit understanding.

Zheng Lan's eyes fell on Gu Xiu curiously.

Gu Xiu felt Zheng Lan's gaze, but he was not that talkative, and he was not familiar with the little girl, so he didn't say anything about it.

Several people were chatting when they saw Zhou Xing coming in with several express boxes in his arms.

When Gu Xiu saw the number of deliveries, he knew that the one he bought had arrived. He hurried forward to take it, and carried the package back to his room.

After chatting for a while, a few people quickly set up a poker table.

Zhou Xing plays mahjong occasionally, but he has no addiction. He also seems a little careless when playing.

Gu Xiu unpacked several packages in the room, put all the things in the bedside table, and then came out of the room.

After Zhou Xing saw Gu Xiu, he called Gu Xiu to come over to play. He gave Gu Xiu the seat, went to wash some fruit by himself, and took out a few bottles of drinks from the refrigerator to distribute to several people.

After Zheng Lan took the drink, she looked at Zhou Xing and said with a smile, "Brother Zhou, I can't unscrew it, please unscrew it for me."

Zhou Xing didn't say anything, took the drink and unscrewed it for her and handed it back.

Gu Xiu looked at Zheng Lan's gaze on Zhou Xing, and said after a while, "Unscrew it for me too."

Zhou Xing unscrewed the water for Gu Xiu according to his words and put it by his hand.

The eyes of several people turned back and forth between the two.

Gu Xiu also knew that Zhou Xing would twist the cap of the water bottle for a man like him, which was a bit pretentious, but he couldn't bear others approaching Zhou Xing, and he also liked being pampered when he was pretentious.

Zhou Xing sat down on the sofa and began to arrange the tea sets on the table.

Zheng Lan, the only idler here, also sat by the sofa at this time, and began to help Zhou Xing.

Gu Xiu looked at it for a while, and when the game was over, he stood up and left the poker table, and said with a smile, "I don't usually touch these things, it takes a lot of effort to learn, let Zheng Lan come, and I will prepare dinner with Zhou Xing."

What Gu Xiu said was true. He really didn’t know how to play mahjong very much. The main reason was that no one played it with him before. He was pushed to the seat by Zhou Xing before learning and playing a game with a few people. When he saw the situation here, he couldn't sit still.

Zheng Yan knew his sister's little thoughts. He didn't tell her about Zhou Xing and Gu Xiu before. He was afraid that she wouldn't be able to accept it. He thought that if he brought her over to have a look, she would understand by herself. Seeing the two of them getting together, he naturally wouldn't let Zheng Lan make trouble, so he called her to the poker table.

After Gu Xiu and Zhou Xing went to the kitchen together, Gu Xiu pressed Zhou Xing against the door and kissed him.

Zhou Xing took the things in his hands far away to avoid spilling them on Gu Xiu's body.

Gu Xiu whispered: "The little girl has taken a fancy to you."

Zhou Xing only thought it was funny when he heard the words, "I'm not a sweet potato, how could everyone think of me?"

"You are."

Gu Xiu said and rubbed against his neck, "Can I leave a mark?"

Zhou Xing said pettishly, "Okay, as you like."

Gu Xiu really left two obvious hickey marks on Zhou Xing's neck.

After that, Zhou Xing was busy in the kitchen, and Gu Xiu was on the sidelines helping him.

Zhou Xing didn't need much help here, after Gu Xiu finished the task at hand, he moved a chair for Gu Xiu to sit on.

Gu Xiu sat on the chair and asked, "Are you always like this?"

"How about it?"

After Zhou Xing finished asking, he came to his senses and asked, "Did they bother you?"

"No, I just feel that everyone seems to regard your place as a gathering place. They come here when they have something to do, and you are always taking care of everyone."

Zhou Xing smiled, "It's not just me who takes care of everyone, everyone also takes care of me. When I built this house, my money was tight and I didn't have much money. Everyone contributed money to help me build this house, so I gave Everyone reserved a room, and told them that if anyone has anything to do in the future, they can come and live here, and they can also come here to get together at ordinary times."

"They basically live with their families, dragging their families along, and they don't have that freedom. I'm the only one here, and the place is ample, so everyone is used to coming here for everything. .”

Zhou Xing thought for a while and continued: "When I built this place, I didn't think about starting a family. I just wanted to have a place to stay, a place to gather with my friends. I have already paid back everyone's money. You If it’s inconvenient, I’ll tell them about it later, if you think the transportation and life here are inconvenient, we can buy another house in another place, it’s up to you.”

Gu Xiu didn't mean to change Zhou Xing's life, he just said that just felt that Zhou Xing seemed to be a little 'bullied' when he was with everyone, and now he heard his explanation, he also felt it.

After staying for this period of time, he is already used to living here, besides, it is a good thing that Zhou Xing has a good relationship with his friends, and there is nothing wrong with a few people coming and going frequently on weekdays, and there is nothing wrong with being lively.

Thinking of this, Gu Xiu suddenly came to his senses. He looked at Zhou Xing and asked, "You reserved these rooms for your friends...so you never had the idea of ​​running a farmhouse?"

Only then did Zhou Xing realize that he hadn't explained this matter to Gu Xiu.

Zhou Xing stopped what he was doing and said, "I didn't mean to hide it from you. Xie Jie was worried about you at the beginning, so he contacted me and wanted you to come here. I can help take care of you. I didn't know how Xie Jie told me at the time. As you said, seeing that you thought this was a farmhouse, you just pushed the boat along without explaining, your money..."

Gu Xiu stopped Zhou Xing, "You don't need to explain, I understand, I was the one who felt sorry for you before, didn't understand the situation, instructed you to do things for no reason, and enjoyed your care as it should be."

Zhou Xing smiled, "I'm sorry, you paid for it."

Gu Xiu smiled, "It would be really great if I could buy you for a fee."

After speaking, Gu Xiu couldn't help laughing.

Zhou Xing also shook his head and laughed, there was no need for Gu Xiu to buy it, he was afraid that Gu Xiu would not like it if he offered everything he had.

After the food was ready, Zhou Xing asked several people to clear the table, and then followed Gu Xiu to serve the food on the table.

When they saw the marks on Zhou Xing's neck, they couldn't help but look at the two with a bit of banter.

However, neither Gu Xiu nor Zhou Xing took this matter to heart, only Zheng Lan looked at Zhou Xing in disbelief.

When Gu Xiu put down the food in his hand, he was accidentally scalded.

Seeing this, Zhou Xing took Gu Xiu to wash him with cold water, and applied ointment for him.

Gu Xiu's hands were just a little red, it was nothing at first, but seeing Zhou Xing like this, he felt that he was making a fuss out of a molehill.

Zhou Xing ignored Gu Xiu's resistance, and after that, he just let him sit down and no longer asked him to help, and said to several people at the same time: "You guys, take the food yourself."

A few people clicked their tongues a few times, and went to the kitchen to serve the dishes together.

Gu Xiu smiled and leaned on Zhou Xing's body.

It wasn't until the night got dark that several people left here together.

Zhou Xing packed things without letting Gu Xiu intervene, so Gu Xiu went back to the room to take a shower, changed into pajamas, then took a few things out of the bedside table, spread them on the bed, and began to study the instruction manual.

Zhou Xing happened to see this scene when he came in.

Gu Xiu made enough mental preparations, he put down the things in his hands, and leaned back slightly, his pajamas were loosely tied, and with his movements, a large area of ​​fair skin was exposed.

Zhou Xing stood where he was, looking at Gu Xiu with deep eyes.

Seeing that Zhou Xing didn't come forward, Gu Xiu raised his eyebrows and said with a smile, "If you do this again, I will wonder if you are dead."

Zhou Xing and Gu Xiu looked at each other for a moment, then he pulled up a chair and sat by the bed, facing Gu Xiu.

Gu Xiu didn't expect Zhou Xinghui to react like this, he was a little stunned.

"Gu Xiu, let's talk."

Gu Xiu seldom heard Zhou Xing call his name so solemnly, he put away his playful attitude, "Say it."

Zhou Xing looked at Gu Xiu and asked, "Have you really thought about it?"

"I've basically told you everything about me. Both my parents died when I was young, and I grew up in poor conditions. I only have a high school degree, and I don't have any skills other than planting. If a person like me goes to your city In life, I can only do some work like security guards and express delivery. In your city, my savings may not even be enough for the down payment to buy a house."

"My uncle is addicted to gambling, and I haven't been able to completely quit it until now. I have to take care of my uncle's younger brothers and sisters more or less. I will also contribute to my uncle's and aunt's pension in the future. The savings on hand Not too much, and the annual income tends to be fixed, and the planting area and income of the picking garden may not increase significantly in a few years."

"I don't have any reputation or title. If one day you want to take me to meet your friends, or people of your level, how are you going to introduce me in front of them?"

"It's not just these external things. Income is one aspect. The opposite of income is knowledge and experience, and even the level of life. I am not as good as you in these. I don't know how many topics you can talk to me besides basic necessities of life. Can say."

Gu Xiu clenched his hands subconsciously, and he didn't ask until Zhou Xing finished speaking, "Why did you tell me these things? Do you regret being with me?"

"No, I haven't regretted it, I just hope you can think clearly. We have nothing to do so far. If you regret it one day, you can withdraw at any time and continue. I don't guarantee that I can still let go."

"Gu Xiu, you told me before that when a person is dying, no matter what he sees, it is like grasping a life-saving straw. Once he grasps it, he will not let it go again, but it is not. Life-saving straws become worthless after being rescued."

"Do you know a wolf that has been hungry for a long time? It is extremely hungry. Once it finds food, it will really bite and never let it go. I have had too few things that belong to me since I was a child, so once I have something , my possessiveness will be so strong that I can't control myself, I'm really afraid that one day, I will be unable to control myself, unable to let go, even against your wishes, I will not allow you to leave me in any way."

"Gu Xiu, every human being has an evil side, but in my heart, there is a beast."

Gu Xiu looked directly at Zhou Xing, "Do you think I will care about your external conditions, your income, your job, whether you have a house, whether you can make me look good in front of others? Or do you think that I just regard you as a life-saving straw, and once I live well, I will abandon you? Zhou Xing, do you think I am such a person?!"

"No, I didn't think so."

"Zhou Xing, I survived because of you. I would rather you hold on to me for the rest of my life. I have nothing to think about. I want you. That's what I want to say."

Zhou Xing only felt that his nose and throat were sore and unspeakable, he hugged Gu Xiu tightly, "I'm sorry, I won't say these things in the future."

Gu Xiu can actually understand Zhou Xing, he has been so uneasy before, but since he was with Zhou Xing, he has never felt this way again, because he can feel Zhou Xing's wholehearted and unreserved love, and these are enough Let him feel at ease and rest assured.

Zhou Xing is like this now, probably because he hasn't done well enough, so he can't make Zhou Xing feel at ease like him.

Gu Xiu kissed Zhou Xing lightly, and whispered in his ear, "I'm yours."

Gu Xiu's words seemed to open a valve, Zhou Xing kissed him fiercely, and the clothes of the two of them fell to the ground gradually, intertwined in a mess.

Both of them were once, and the process was not always so smooth, but fortunately, Zhou Xing had enough patience, and was also gentle and considerate enough.

Gu Xiu was gradually intoxicated by it, and he knew the taste by eating the marrow.

Only then did he know that the so-called cloud and rain in Wushan was like this.