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When Xu Zheng went to the hospital, Tang Xibai was on an IV drip. When he saw the door opened, he raised his eyes and stopped playing with his mobile phone.

When old acquaintances met, Tang Xibai smiled and said, "You're here."

When Xu Zheng walked to the hospital bed, he sized up Tang Xibai a few times, except that his face was a little red, he couldn't tell he was seriously ill.He looked at Tang Xibai condescendingly, and said firmly, "You checked the location of my mobile phone."

Tang Xibai and Xu Zheng are both undergraduate and postgraduate students, both studying at T University. Because of some unpleasant incidents, Xu Zheng deleted all contact information of Tang Xibai before graduation.Unexpectedly, Tang Xibai suddenly called him yesterday, saying that he knew that he was in City B and that he had a serious illness, and asked Xu Zheng if he could come and see him.

Xu Zheng was silent for a few seconds on the other end of the phone, and asked for the address of Tang Xibai's hospital.

Tang Xibai said: "You didn't change your phone number, and I found out with a little trick. I didn't expect that you happened to be in City B, so I wanted to meet you. I checked your phone location, are you angry?"

"I'm not angry, it's not worth it." Xu Zheng pulled up a chair and sat down, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"You haven't changed much, you're still the same as I remember." Tang Xibai looked at Xu Zheng, sighed, and asked, "Can you not tell me? I'm afraid that once I say it, you will leave."

Xu Zheng said, "Don't you know my personality? Tell me, I won't leave right away."

Tang Xibai's words lingered on the tip of his tongue, and he spit it out after a few circles: "I have AIDS."

This was beyond Xu Zheng's expectation. He was stunned for a moment, opened his mouth, and was about to speak.

Tang Xibai then said: "I'm in the acute stage now, and I need to be hospitalized for observation and treatment. You don't have to look at me like this. I will work hard and listen to the doctor. I will live for ten or eight years without any problem."

"Is it a little unreasonable if I still have a cold face to you now?" Xu Zheng asked, looking at the words on the infusion bag.

Tang Xibai shook his head and said: "I did such a fool back then, and I deserve it if you don't forgive me. I want to meet you, but I want to apologize to you face to face. You can choose to forgive me, but I don't want to forgive you. I hope you forgive me because I don't live long, I hope, I hope you can forgive me sincerely."

He raised his head and said, "My request seems a bit excessive. I hope you won't forgive me because you feel sorry for me, but in fact, I deliberately emphasized that I am a patient in order to arouse your compassion. , so that you can't say no to me."

What happened back then, Tang Xibai did go too far.

When they were undergraduates, Tang Xibai and Xu Zheng were roommates. There were four people in a dormitory, and they went to bed and table. Tang Xibai was stuck to his bed.This man was bookish, wearing rimless round-rim glasses, tall, thin, white and clean, just looking at his appearance, he looked like a nobleman.

Under the same roof, it is only a matter of time before they get acquainted.

Although Xu Zheng was young at that time, he was also very cool. He seemed indifferent to everything, but he ran fast and played basketball well. The moment he jumped up and dunked while wearing a vest was captured, with smooth muscle lines Complementing the calm side face, it became popular overnight on the T forum.

Reminds me of the word cold desire.

After Tang Xibai got acquainted with Xu Zheng, he always asked him for a little help, such as occupying a seat in the library, helping to bring some food back to the dormitory during breakfast, and borrowing him to copy the notes when the exam is about to take place.

But Xu Zheng always helped out unusually.

The library occupies a seat, and if you go in, put a water glass where there is a seat, and then take a photo and ask Tang Xibai to find it by himself.I always sit in a fixed seat on the fourth floor, and I don't like having acquaintances sitting near him.Every time Tang Xibai went to the library, he could only see his water glass standing alone on the table.

For example, Xu Zheng sorts out the class notes every week. At the end of the semester, he prints out one copy, and then prints dozens of copies without distinction. When someone comes to him for it, he sends it away like a leaflet.There is no need for Tang Xi to borrow and repay in vain.

But Tang Xi's drunkard didn't mean to drink, and Xu Zheng regarded him as a roommate, and the two of them could be regarded as ordinary friends at best.

Tang Xibai was not reconciled.

In the past four years of college, Tang Xibai approached him step by step without any trace, knowing that Xu Zheng is not someone who is easy to open his heart, he is not in a hurry.He regarded Xu Zheng as a prey, and he was worried about gains and losses before he got it.

When he was graduating from undergraduate, he and Xu Zheng took a graduation photo alone. Xu Zheng in the camera was smiling slightly. The smile was not deep, but it was indeed smiling.Tang Xibai secretly set that photo as the screensaver of his mobile phone. People who don't know Xu Zheng will accidentally see his screensaver and ask, "Is this your boyfriend? He's so handsome."

Tang Xibai usually would not deny it, but smiled shyly, as if his imagination had come true.

What is secret love? It is knowing that you are still in the dark, so you can be unscrupulous. As long as you are careful, you will not be in danger of being exposed.As long as the other party has no object, they can have a beautiful space with unlimited imagination.

Tang Xibai liked Xu Zheng very much, he liked it very much, he liked it so much that he was a little crazy.

During the second year of research, Tang Xibai couldn't hold back and confessed his love to Xu Zheng.

Xu Zheng was really surprised, but he quickly came to his senses and said, "Xi Bai, I'm sorry."

This is a clear refusal.

Tang Xibai was rejected, as expected.But in these years, he and Xu Zheng grew up together, and the other party had neither a girlfriend nor a boyfriend.

He still has a chance.

But Xu Zheng was more decisive than he imagined. Xu Zheng felt that it was not good to stay in the same dormitory with someone who liked him, so Xu Zheng applied to the college for a dormitory transfer.

He only told the people in the same dormitory when he moved to the dormitory.

The other two were quite strange, and asked Xu Zheng why he suddenly moved the dormitory, was it because they didn't do well in something?

Xu Zheng found an excuse and passed on vaguely.Only Tang Xibai knew why.

Tang Xibai went to the bar, was half drunk, and asked his classmates to call Xu Zheng and ask Xu Zheng to come pick him up.

A bar where three people go together.The other couple was a couple. Xu Zheng didn't seem to agree at first, and asked his classmates to send him back.

The fellow students said: "Brother Zheng, we are not going back to school tonight, and we are afraid that he will be in danger if we take a taxi for him. Think about it, Xiaobai looks like this, and he is so drunk, let him alone in the car." Come on, if the driver has any thoughts, he is also very dangerous."

Tang Xibai vaguely heard that Xu Zheng seemed to let go.

The fellow students said: "Let's sit down for a while and leave when Brother Zheng comes."

It didn't take long before Xu Zheng came. The man with cold eyes was incompatible with the chaotic place like a bar.When the fellow students saw Xu Zheng coming, they said hello and left.

Xu Zheng asked Tang Xibai: "Can you still walk?"

Tang Xibai hooked Xu Zheng's finger, Xu Zheng frowned, trying to avoid it, but Tang Xibai used all his strength, picked up a wine glass on the table, and said, "Brother Zheng, you, can you have a drink with me?" ?”

"I won't drink." Xu Zheng refused cleanly, "Get up, let's go back to school."

Tang Xibai was not forgiving, and held up the wine glass and said, "I haven't drunk it, this glass is specially reserved for you. Brother Zheng, if you don't drink it, I won't let you go."

Xu Zheng stared at him: "Are you really drunk or fake drunk?"

Tang Xibai's face and ears were red, and his eyes were dizzy. He looked really drunk, and he murmured: "Just half a glass, you drink, you drink, I will go with you after drinking .”

Xu Zheng stood quietly for a few seconds, opened Tang Xibai's finger that had been hooking him, took the wine glass, and was about to drink it all down, when a voice stopped him.

"Hey, brother, you're not doing it properly." A rough voice sounded, and a person who appeared suddenly took Xu Zheng's wine glass away, swung his backhand, and poured all the liquid in the glass on the ground.

Tang Xibai closed his eyes and continued ignorantly: "You drink, you drink."

The man who suddenly appeared had thick eyebrows, but he was quite handsome. He said: "Brother, you drank something in this wine, and I happened to see it. Originally, I didn't want to meddle in other people's business, but when you grow up It suits my taste very much. I don't want you to do nothing in a daze and don't know. It seems that you don't like him so he will do such despicable tricks. Then look at me like this. If you like him, tonight I'll go with you."

"Thank you, but I'm not interested in you." Xu Zheng's demeanor suddenly turned cold. It was already cold, but now it was like adding insult to injury, which made Tang Xibai's mind a little clearer.

Tang Xibai hesitated for a few seconds between "continue to pretend" and "confess". In just a few seconds, Xu Zheng understood.

He calmed down for a few seconds, suppressed his anger, and said, "I think you're quite sober, go back by yourself." Then he strode away from the bar.

The thick-browed man looked at Xu Zheng's leaving back with a little regret, gave Tang Xibai a contemptuous look, and said, "You are not worthy of him."

Tang Xibai ignored the thick-browed man's words, stayed where he was for a few seconds, and chased Xu Zheng out of the bar.

Xu Zheng walked very fast, Tang Xibai had to run to catch up.Xu Zheng stopped suddenly when he heard footsteps and panting. Tang Xibai behind him was caught off guard and almost bumped into him.

"Tang Xibai." He called out his name lightly.

Tang Xibai panted, and said, "Brother Zheng, I was infatuated for a while, I'm sorry, please forgive me..."

Before he finished speaking, Xu Zheng interrupted him: "From now on, we can't even be considered ordinary friends. See you later, we are strangers, don't follow me anymore."

Tang Xibai poked at the spot blankly, not understanding why he would do such a stupid thing, and he punctured the last trace of his illusion with his own hands.

Not even a chance to be friends.

"I forgive you." Xu Zheng looked at Tang Xi's white and blue veins, and said, "It's not because of pity, not because of sympathy. I didn't really drink that glass of wine back then, and that incident didn't cause substantial harm, so I forgive you, I let it go, and I don’t need to mention this matter in the future.”

"That's really... okay." Tang Xibai asked suddenly, "If I didn't tell you that I was seriously ill when I called you yesterday, would you still be willing to come and see me?"

Xu Zheng thought for a while and said, "I don't know."

Tang Xibai shook his head and said, "Forget it, it's not important anymore. How many days will you stay in City B?"

Xu Zheng said, "Leave on Wednesday."

Tang Xibai said: "Then... these two days, can you accompany me for a walk in City B? Don't worry, I will never do the stupid thing a few years ago again."

Life is so impermanent, who knows if this side will be a farewell forever.

Xu Zheng smiled, nodded, and said, "Okay."

By the time Xu Zheng arrived at the People's Court, the retrial had already ended.

Yang Cheng said to Xu Zheng: "As for the Yupeng real estate matter, a fine of [-] million yuan was fined. As for the accidental death case, the time is too long, the evidence is outdated and insufficient, and it is not enough to determine that Chendong intentionally killed someone, so..."

Before the words are finished, they are already finished.

Zheng Yudong was obviously depressed, and Xu Zheng sighed silently.

[-] million, it won't take long for Chendong to earn it back.

The vice president of Chendong also came out, saw Zheng Yudong, and came to him, showing a scheming smile: "Young man, you are still too young."

After he finished speaking, he left. Zheng Yudong looked at his back and clenched his fists.

"I won't give up, I will keep an eye on them, not only for past crimes, but also for bad things that may happen in the future." Zheng Yudong said.

The iron wall of the heart poured out of the sense of justice gave them the courage to fight against this towering building.

Even if it is a battle of trapped beasts.