time for sysyphus

Lin Si was fiercely kissed by Ji Zhongnian, sucking his wet and slippery tongue, and the two exchanged saliva ambiguously, but Lin Si passively accepted all this, and gradually became out of breath.

"You..." He felt that Ji Zhongnian had gone too far, and they didn't need to act for this sake.

Lin Si softly pushed Ji Zhongnian's chest with both hands a few times, but Ji Zhongnian brutally pressed his two hands on top of his head, his voice was low and hoarse like a beast in heat: "Acting is all about acting." .”

Things seemed to be drifting a little bit, with the dark black hair hanging down to cover his face, the quilt wrapped around their bodies, and four intertwined legs protruding from under the quilt.

Lin Si, who had been kissed so hypoxic, was full of doubts. He felt that something was wrong. He tilted his head, and just in time to catch a glimpse of the door, there was no one there.

He blinked excitedly, and told Ji Zhongnian vaguely: "Hey, those people...well...they've already left..."

Ji Zhongnian paused, and left Lin Si's lips, as if disappointed, he immediately frowned and rolled over from him.

He threw the quilt on Lin Si, and there seemed to be a kind of...anger in his movements.

Lin Si's face was flushed, panting slightly, Ji Zhongnian was lying on the pillow next to him, his whole body was emitting an unusually high fever, and he needed to cool down slowly.

The atmosphere was indescribably stagnant, like being soaked in an iron bucket full of slime, and the people inside were awkward in raising their hands and feet.

After a while, Ji Zhongnian raised the back of his hand, and wiped the saliva left on his mouth vigorously.

Lin Si noticed his movements and asked with a smile, "What? Do you feel sick?"

"I never kiss a man."

——Ji Ershao, who had just finished a wet kiss with the man beside him, said so, and said it emphatically, emphatically, and deliberately.

"Oh." Lin Si responded perfunctorily and did not speak again.I felt teased in my heart, at that time Ji Zhongnian also disliked him so much, but later on he loved him to death.

Sure enough, it was still the tsundere ghost Master Ji.

*

Outside the door was still sometimes noisy and sometimes chaotic, the two escaped unharmed, both lying on the bed, sharing a thin quilt.

They looked at the large spider web on the ceiling and planned to just stay there for a few hours. Anyway, they had to wait until all those people left the place to ensure safety.

Lin Si rested his hands on his pillow, all the flirting and flirting with Ji Zhongnian in his previous life gradually resurfaced in his mind——

"Pervert, can you show some face?"

"If you want face, you won't be able to catch up with your husband."

"You——! A pervert is a pervert, there is no way out."

At that time, he pursued Ji Zhongnian with a stern face, every day besides being bullied, he was also rejected. The greatest joy was watching Ji Ershao, who was holding a pair of airs, was so angry that he was so angry. Splashed a pot of red paint.

Thinking of those interesting past events, Lin Si couldn't help laughing, and made a sound similar to a rooster "clucking", which was a bit funny, and there was also a kind of sadness in reminiscing about the past in loneliness to comfort himself.

Ji Zhongnian asked him: "What are you smirking at?"

"It's nothing, it's just...just..." Lin Si couldn't continue, his nose was a little sore, he wiped it with the back of his hand, still smiling.

How should I say it?Do you want to say that when I think of the things I have experienced with you, I will laugh every time I think of it, and every day with you is so beautiful that it is outrageous.

...Of course Lin Si didn't say that, he just looked at the dazzling chandelier, and said calmly: "I just... think of a person, he is a person who makes me laugh when I think of it."

Ji Zhongnian frowned, "The one you like?"

"Yeah." There's nothing wrong with that answer.

Ji Zhongnian choked for a moment, thinking of his previous self-indulgence, his face suddenly became very ugly, "...Is that person a man?"

Lin Si turned his head and nodded: "Yes. Male."

"I didn't get it wrong, you are indeed gay." According to Ji Zhongnian's intentional or unintentional observation, he had long suspected Lin Si's sexual orientation.

"Maybe. Actually, even if he's a woman, or an alien, or even not human... I like him."

Lin Si looked deeply into Ji Zhongnian's eyes, telling him his love for "another person".

*

They stayed in this narrow and smelly room until evening, almost ten hours before they dared to go out from here.

After escaping the catastrophe, the mentality of the two relaxed a little. They walked slowly and walked side by side on the way back.

The setting sun shines on this road, and the ridges and weeds on the roadside are overgrown, swaying with the breeze, reflecting a little jumping and uneven light spots.

Lin Si picked a fruit on the side of the road, held it in his hand and tossed it for fun. When he was done playing, he wiped it with his clothes, put it in his mouth and chewed it.

For some reason, when Ji Zhongnian saw his rough behavior, he was not as disgusted as he was when he first met him, on the contrary...

When he watched Lin Si open his mouth slightly and put his bright red lips on the flesh of the fruit, he still felt a little unspeakably sexy.

Then, the kiss in the red-light district just now, those turbid fragrances and the soft touch of Lin Si's lips... once again surged uncontrollably in Ji Zhongnian's mind, causing a raging torrent.

"Where is that person now?" Ji Zhongnian suddenly asked Lin Si.

"Huh?" Lin Si didn't respond for a while, "Who?"

"The person you like, cough, that man."

"Oh, he," Lin Si kicked the small gravel on the side of the road, and replied half-jokingly: "He... is far away in the sky, but close in front of us."

The person he likes is very close to him, yet far away from him.

Obviously you can touch it with your hand, and you can kiss it with your feet, but you have to pretend to be unmoved, and pull the distance away bit by bit...

Use poor acting skills to pretend that I don't like you.

Ji Zhongnian felt weird when he heard it, "Why do I feel that you are implying me?"

"...My lord, please don't be too narcissistic."

The narcissistic Mr. Ji snorted in his nostrils, lightly raised the ends of his slender eyes, looked at Lin Si with disdain, and pretended to ask casually, "What kind of person is he?"

"He's perfect." Speaking of this, Lin Si's eyes are like the night sky lit up by stars, and the bright light is more eye-catching than anything else.

Whenever he is looked at by Lin Si's black and bright eyes, Ji Zhongnian will become more focused. He always feels that there are many stories and many pasts hidden in those eyes.

So, he always unconsciously wanted to get closer, stepped forward, put his ears close to him, and listened to Lin Si talk about the unknown emotions in his heart.

But now he knows that Lin Si's emotions and past... are all for another man.

Ji Zhongnian came back to his senses, and cast a glance at Lin Si: "Can you stop using the word 'perfect' to describe people, I have goosebumps."

Lin Si smiled, and told him: "But that person is perfect in my eyes. Everything is good, and nothing is bad. The kind that glows and glows. Maybe Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder. I can't pick it out." Where he is bad, in my world he is the best."

After listening to Lin Si's confession of true feelings for "that person", Ji Zhongnian's face gradually changed from white to blue, and then from green to black, and he was already a bit unreadable.

Lin Si didn't pay attention to his expression, but thought for a while, and added a few words: "If I have to say something, it's that I have a bad temper."

Ji Zhongnian snorted unscrupulously, and immediately criticized: "Oh, I hate people with bad tempers the most."

Lin Si: "..."

He dared to count a lot of advantages, but the picky Ji Ershao only listened to the shortcomings, and even singled out them to ridicule him, his tone was full of yin and yang.

But he hated him, and Lin Sike didn't hate him at all. Instead, he insisted on defending the person he liked, "I was chasing him at that time, pestering him every day, so it's no wonder he annoys me, it's normal to lose my temper. "

Chasing people, especially Ji Zhongnian, is like climbing a steep mountain.At that time, the belief that supported Lin Si to climb this mountain was his firm belief that Ji Zhongnian would definitely fall in love with him in the end.

"Then did he like you later?" Ji Zhongnian asked.

Lin Si choked for a long time, and said "um".

"Since you like each other, why are you not together?"

"For some reason, they were forced to separate."

Ji Zhongnian was silent, he stopped by a small pond, watched the fish in it float up and spit bubbles, and then quickly dived into the water.

There were many finely broken stones by the pool, he suddenly raised his right foot, and kicked a brick beside his foot into the pool violently.

"Gudong!"

There was an extremely loud muffled sound from the water, which sounded like some particular form of venting from the man.

The originally calm water surface rippled and spread out in circles, Ji Zhongnian remained silent, watching the ripples on the water surface.

After a long time, he turned to Lin Si and asked, "Do you still like him?"

I was a little bit unwilling, so I asked.

"I like... I like it very much," Lin Si turned his back when he said this, and squeezed the corners of his eyes quietly, "but now, I don't dare to like it anymore."

"why?"

"I'm afraid I'll hurt him."

The three years with Ji Zhongnian were the brightest years in Lin Chihan's life. He wished to prolong this period of time, and fall in love with Ji Zhongnian every time he lived again, but...

But he knew that he couldn't be so selfish, and he couldn't steal all the light from the rest of Ji Zhongnian's life just to get the light for himself.

Therefore, from the second he was reborn in this life, Lin Si had already become a coward.In his previous life, he tried his best to make Ji Zhongnian fall in love with him quickly, but in this life, he was afraid that Ji Zhongnian would fall in love with him.

He dare not let Ji Zhongnian love him.

——What's the point of loving someone who can only live for three years?I will only lose the happiness of the rest of my life.

not worth it.

The author says:

Ji Ershao: Within 1 minute, I want to know that man's name