time for sysyphus

In this life, from the moment he was resurrected and woke up, Lin Si no longer dared to have extravagant hopes.

He often thought that he had stolen these three years from God. As a thief, how could he have the right to love someone whose life was supposed to be perfect.

Ji Zhongnian was staring at the surface of the lake where the ripples were fading away. He was in a daze at the moment. He turned his head, and his eyes met Lin Si's obsidian eyes.

That guy's eyes can't be said to be very beautiful, but they seem to be hiding something unknown, and they look in very deeply. When they look at each other, they seem to be staring at each other, and they are almost sucked in.

Under the setting sun, Lin Si looked back with tears in his eyes, just like this, it hit Ji Zhongnian's heart.

He looked at Lin Si, thinking for a moment, what kind of person is worthy of Lin Si's liking, but also so afraid to like him.

He didn't believe that there was a so-called perfect person in this world, but from Lin Si's eyes, he seemed to really believe that the person Lin Si said was perfect.

"Your face is so red... Could it be that you are sick?" Lin Si looked at him, and there was a faint affection between his eyebrows when he said it, and he subconsciously reached out to touch his forehead,

However, when Lin Si's fingertips touched his skin, Ji Zhongnian suddenly grabbed his wrist and stopped the approaching hands in front of his face.

Only then did Lin Si realize that he had crossed the distance again, and he wanted to withdraw his hand with embarrassment, but Ji Zhongnian grabbed it even tighter.

He trembled all over, and his hand was pulled into the warm palm. This feeling was familiar and warm, and I couldn't remember how many times I dreamed about it in the middle of the night.

Ji Zhongnian didn't know why he did this, but when he saw Lin Si's hand that was about to touch and then retracted, his heart and lungs were throbbing.So without thinking or delving into it, he stretched out his hand to Lin Si.

"Lin Si, you..." Ji Zhongnian opened his mouth slightly, but he didn't know what to say to smooth things over.

With an embarrassing expression on his face, Lin Si withdrew his hand, keeping his sense of proportion well.

After that day, Ji Zhongnian and Lin Si were temporarily safe.Those people conducted a blanket search in the slums, but in the end they all evacuated to no avail.

However, the thoughtful Ji Zhongnian did not let go, he was more vigilant about the surrounding environment and stepped up his plan.

Through Lin Si's mobile phone, he keeps in touch with his assistant Wei Ping every day to obtain the trends within the group and Ji Xiao, and to pass on his deployment and planning to Wei Ping.

Another two weeks passed quickly, but fortunately everything was calm, and all things were carried out in an orderly manner under Ji Zhongnian's planning, and it was time for him to go back and turn the situation around.

In other words, Ji Zhongnian should leave here.

It was late at night when he came, but he still chose late at night when he left.Under the deep and cold moonlight, a black Maybach drove slowly into the silent slum.

The car stopped quietly at the door of Lin Si's house, without even disturbing the birds, Ji Zhongnian bid farewell to Lin Si here.

The second young master of the Ji family has a magnificent appearance, this period of hard work and poverty did not wipe out his natural nobility, on the contrary it sharpened his eyebrows, giving him a bit of bravery.

The man stood upright in front of Lin Si, exuding arrogance all over his body.He raised his chin and motioned to Lin Si, "I'm leaving."

Lin Si nodded calmly, "Yeah."

One word to end the conversation, simply and neatly.

Ji Zhongnian: "..."

Isn't parting generally inseparable from "retaining" and "farewell".

He cleared his throat, his eyelids slightly covered half of his black pupils, and looked down at Lin Si, deliberately pretending to disappear, "Don't think that I will come back to you."

The words were endless, and it sounded very suspicious of intentional fishing. However, after hearing this, Lin Si not only did not show the disappointed face Ji Zhongnian expected, but smiled broadly at him.

In silence, Lin Si cut off Ji Zhongnian's desire to prolong the conversation.

His reaction made Ji Zhongnian feel that he was stupid and wishful thinking. He didn't know what to say to save his respect for a while, but after holding it back for a long time, he became angry from embarrassment.

The man raised his haughty and narrow chin, his cheekbones protruded sharply, and said quietly, "I've changed my mind."

Lins: "?"

"I'll come back to you," Ji Zhongnian said quietly, "It's a repayment."

Lin Si: "..."

It seems that Mr. Ji regards himself as an emperor who travels in disguise. He even issued an imperial decree to Lin Si, an ignorant ant people, and wanted the ant people to be grateful to him.

At this moment, it is no exaggeration to say that Lin Si really felt dizzy with black eyes.He clearly felt...Ji Zhongnian meant "We must continue our relationship".

Lynch couldn't be happier.There was a faint movement in my heart, and I was also faintly uneasy.

Standing by the car, Wei Ping watched silently, feeling unbelievable about his boss's words and deeds, and couldn't help but imagine what had happened in the past month, his boss Yan Luo, who had always been aloof...why did he act like a rascal Funny?

"No, you...you don't need to come to me," Lin Si dodged and lowered his eyes, looking at his toes grinding on the ground, and rejected Ji Zhongnian.

Break it, break it, Lince, break it hard.You can't let Ji Zhongnian fall on you. — he kept reminding himself.

His ignorance of good and bad completely annoyed Ji Zhongnian.

We have lived and died together, and now we are parting, we don't say goodbye, say goodbye with tears, but it seems like there is some deep hatred.Even ordinary friends can have time to get together in the future, right?

"I, will, come back." Ji Zhongnian said in a word, "wait until all the dust settles."

This didn't look like a notification, but rather an order, ordering Lin Si to stay here, to run around separately, and wait obediently for him to pick him up.

But in the matter of not knowing good and bad, Lin Si has always been very persistent. He still shook his head and declined: "I have my own life. I wish you a smooth journey and everything goes well. We will...don't see each other again gone."

No one knows how much courage and heartache he needs to pay when he says these words.

He has always felt that he is very cowardly, cowardly and timid by nature, but for some reason, as long as it is about Ji Zhongnian, he will become more fearless than a superhero.

Just like now, he is not afraid of anything, not afraid of Ji Zhongnian scolding him and hating him, not afraid that he will never see the person he loves so much in the future, but he still has to pretend to be cold, and push Ji Zhongnian who has thought about him a thousand miles away. outside.

Lin Si's words were really irritating, as if he was stubbornly wanting to "take each side of the road", Ji Zhongnian has always been proud of himself, and has never encountered such a tragedy of being rejected repeatedly.He was provoked into a rebellious mentality, and wanted to fight against Lin Si, "What kind of life can you have here?"

"A shabby life," Lin Si said, "but this is my choice, you don't have to worry about me. Ji Zhongnian, I sincerely say... you go, don't come back."

——I really can only live a shabby life, but it's better than pulling you down with me.

After saying that, Lin Si sighed deeply, gave Ji Zhongnian a helpless look, then turned and went back to the room.

He closed the door without even saying "goodbye".

The relationship between people sometimes depends on the nature of the person. One person wants to break it, and the other wants to continue it. No one can tell whether it will cut off the relationship or continue the relationship in the future.

But in this moment, someone's choice is already obvious.

Lins chose to stop.

The night wind was rustling, and Ji Zhongnian, who had been shut down, was completely annoyed, his veins bulging from anger.He snorted with great disdain, opened the door next to him, and sat across his legs.

Seeing this, Wei Ping immediately got into the driver's seat, fastened his seat belt, turned on the lights, and prepared to start the car and leave.

Through the dark car window, Ji Zhongnian looked at the closed door, the lights in the room were on and off, Lin Si's vague shadow was reflected on the window, a little thin, as if he didn't care about the departure of the people outside the room.

"Drive." Ji Zhongnian turned his gaze away and said to Wei Ping.

Under the dark sky, the black Maybach started slowly, and a stray cat tiptoed across the roof.

Lin Si opened the door and walked out.

"Goodbye, Zhongnian."

Once again, he stood alone at this place, watching Ji Zhongnian's car drive further and further away, gradually turning into a small black spot, and then disappearing at the end of the road, leaving only a long cloud of flying dust.

But this time, what Lin Si can be sure of is that Ji Zhongnian will come back to this place again, just like in his previous life.

However, he didn't want to meet Ji Zhongnian again.

Because he knows that Ji Zhongnian deserves to meet someone who can stay with him for a lifetime, and this person cannot be him.

Therefore, on the second day after Ji Zhongnian left here, Lin Si also packed his things and escaped from the slum.

The author says:

Don't panic, Ji Er Shao will tie up his wife... no, chase her back