time for sysyphus

"Hospital?!" There was a loud bang in Lin Si's head. He was so startled by Uncle Dong's words that he almost couldn't stand still, and his face turned as white as paper.

"What hospital? How did he get into the hospital? Uncle Dong, please tell me clearly!"

Lin Si grabbed a handful of old Uncle Dong to ask the bottom line, but Uncle Dong still hesitated and didn't dare to tell him, until Lin Si said, "If you don't tell me, I will leave immediately so that you can never find me again. See what you are doing." Tell Ji Zhongnian" to threaten, Dong Shucai had no choice but to tell him.

The day before yesterday, when Ji Zhongnian was going to the company, Ji Xiao stopped him at the entrance of the group building. Ji Zhongnian was not afraid that the other party would cause trouble alone, so he entered an office with him to negotiate.

Unexpectedly, while talking and talking, Ji Xiao, a frenzied lunatic, randomly copied the hard objects on Ji Zhongnian's desk, and threw his head at Ji Zhongnian's head.

Ji Zhongnian's inability to dodge was not because of his slow reaction, but because he really didn't expect that there would be someone who would go into battle to seek revenge in person these days. This person was actually his brother who had half the same blood as him, which was an insult to his brain genes.

In the end, one was unprepared... Ji Ershao's forehead blossomed.

The moment he heard about Ji Zhongnian's accident, Lin Si was stunned for a few seconds, and asked Uncle Dong the address and ward of Ji Zhongnian's hospital, and immediately rushed upstairs to change his clothes, and asked the driver to take him to Ji Zhongnian's hospital as quickly as possible.

He was in a state of panic throughout the whole process.

After arriving at the hospital, Lin Si almost rushed into Ji Zhongnian's ward, but the bodyguard outside the door stopped him as an unknown person.

Lin Si was terribly anxious and exhausted. He thrashed his limbs outside the door and shouted loudly: "I know Ji Zhongnian, I know him! Let me in!"

The bodyguards felt more and more suspicious about this person, and with Ji Zhongnian being attacked, they became more cautious.Just a second before the bodyguards pinned Lin Si to the ground, Lin Si dialed Ji Zhongnian.

After pressing the speakerphone, the man's deep voice came from the microphone——

"Let him in."

The bodyguards let go of Lin Si's hand, and Lin Si got his wish and entered the ward. The first second he saw Ji Zhongnian, his tense nerves "collapsed" and relaxed.

Lin Si's body was shaking so much that it was hard to speak, but Ji Zhongnian leaned leisurely on the hospital bed, and said, "I heard you yelling outside a long time ago."

Looking at it this way, Ji Ershao is intact, except that there is gauze on his head.

"Then why don't you make a sound," Lin Si asked weakly, "Why don't you let them let me in? Just watch me make jokes outside."

"Because I want to listen more." Ji Zhongnian suppressed his smile, and looked into Lin Si's eyes with extremely deep eyes, "It sounds like you are very nervous about me and care about me. Well, I like to listen."

Hearing Lin Si calling his name anxiously just now, Ji Zhongnian ignored the pain in his head and sat up suddenly, feeling a little dizzy for a while.

Lin Si clearly cared about him. ——This alone has already made him so happy that he couldn't restrain himself.

Lin Si walked over, pulled a chair and sat down next to Ji Zhongnian, stretched out his hand to Ji Zhongnian's bandaged forehead, touched it in the air, then retracted it, and asked him after a long silence: "Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore, the doctor said I have a concussion."

"Why didn't you tell me? I only found out after asking Uncle Dong for a long time."

"You'll be fine after a few days of rest, it's not serious." Ji Zhongnian said a little driftingly, "I just didn't want you to see him, and I didn't go home because I was afraid that it would affect my image in front of you."

In fact, there is a fine line between whether it is serious or not. At that time, Ji Xiao came rushing to get a headshot. If Ji Zhongnian hadn't reacted quickly and turned his head to the side in time, maybe he would have entered the emergency room instead of the ordinary ward .

Now the care and nervousness shown by Lin Si gave Ji Zhongnian a strange satisfaction, he couldn't choose what to say, "Hey, when I was hit, I was thinking, if I just died like this, would you meeting--"

"do not talk."

Lin Siyu was still shocked, he took the lead first, and blocked all the rest of his words: "I'm very scared, don't say anything."

Lin Si was really scared when he heard about Ji Zhongnian's accident. Now that Ji Zhongnian said "if I die", Lin Si is also really scared.

He used to think that as long as he kept a distance from Ji Zhongnian, he thought that as long as Ji Zhongnian did not experience his farewell, Ji Zhongnian would be able to live a happy and normal life for half of his life.

But he ignored that there are countless accidents in fate, those unexpected moments are flashing every moment with a very small probability, and may bring their fate to an unknown realm at any time.

If something really happened to Ji Zhongnian this time... Lin Si didn't dare to think how much regret he would have, and didn't dare to think about the days when he would be the only one alive without Ji Zhongnian for the rest of his life.

If it is said that the time of being in love is short, and accidents may even interrupt it, then we should cherish every second of time together, shouldn't we?

At this moment, Lin Si looked at the injured Ji Zhongnian, and the pain, confusion and cowardice that had been struggling in his heart for half a year seemed to have been released.

He suddenly understood a truth: instead of pushing and pulling each other, torturing each other, and meaninglessly wasting the time that could have been loving each other, why not be brave and hug and kiss each other earlier?

Sunlight poured in from the window, covering Lin Si's outline with a layer of soft down. He slowly leaned forward towards Ji Zhongnian, and raised his arms to wrap around Ji Zhongnian's neck.

He leaned himself gently until the chests of Ji Zhongnian and Ji Zhongnian were tightly pressed against each other without any gap.

"You..." Ji Zhongnian had a rare surprise on his face, because Lin Si had never taken the initiative to approach him like this.

He felt that Lin Si was trembling uncontrollably, and the shoulder blades on his back were like broken wings. When Ji Zhongnian touched it through the cloth, he could feel Lin Si's wings trembling constantly.

"Lin Si, I know, you have been afraid." This is the conclusion Ji Zhongnian came to after observing Lin Si for a long time.

"Ah."

"But I don't know what you're afraid of."

"I just... have been feeling very uncomfortable and scared." Lin Si said in a very small voice.

He hugged Ji Zhongnian so lightly and cautiously, but also with two contradictory emotions of timidity and bravery at the same time, his cold lips stuck to Ji Zhongnian's collarbone, and he opened and closed when he spoke, kissing Ji Zhongnian without being noticed. an inch of skin.

"You said that if we were together, maybe one day in the future I would have to suffer a lot. I don't know where you got these predictions, but in my opinion, nothing can stop us from being together." Ji Zhongnian said, "Is there any obstacle between us? Human? Material? I can't think of even a single reason why we can't be together. If there is, please tell me."

"Yes, God won't let us go—"

"Lin Si, can you be brave for me too."

Linston lives.

Ever since he met Ji Zhongnian in his life, he has been forcing himself to show indifference. Every time he deliberately pushed him away, it took a lot of effort.

But what he ignores is that every time he pushes Ji Zhongnian away, Ji Zhongnian also needs to use the same strength to get close to him.

——Thus, the two people who loved each other turned into two people who were in trouble for each other.

"If we obviously have feelings, but give up the chance to be together because of some erratic fears, wouldn't we regret it for the rest of our lives?" Ji Zhongnian said to him again, "Lin Si, stay with me."

Rings was shaken like never before.His love is a love hanging on a cliff, he can fear or worry, but Ji Zhongnian is right, nothing should be a factor that stops them from being together.

He shouldn't be a coward.

I don’t know which day will come first, accident or tomorrow, since the ending is 90.00% doomed, why not cherish the remaining time?

Lin Si let go of Ji Zhongnian, reached into his pocket, and took out a coin the size of a fingernail.

He said to Ji Zhongnian jokingly, "I keep this in my pocket all the time."

Since that rainy night, Lin Si has been carrying a coin with him.During that silent time, he tossed the coin numerous times by himself.

Ji Zhongnian asked him suspiciously: "What are you using it for?"

"Let fate decide, some things are predestined," Lince replied, "If the coin comes up with words, we'll be together. If the coin comes up with a pattern, we'll—"

"Wait, my relationship with you will be determined by a coin. The drama master will provide you with the latest TV series plot introduction, TV series episode introduction, movie plot analysis, and star personal information.

Certainly? "Ji Zhongnian frowned very dissatisfied, Lin Si's approach was a bit too hasty.

"Sometimes, we have to trust fate."

Since the time loop is fate, why not let fate dictate the next decision.

After saying that, Lin Si took a deep breath to prepare himself. With a flick of his light fingers, the small silver coin was thrown vertically into the air.

At this moment, time seemed to stretch and slow down. Lin Si raised his head and looked at the coin that was constantly spinning upwards, and saw that the two sides engraved with numbers and patterns were constantly alternating.

He heard the voice of his heart praying continuously——

word.

I want words.Want it so so much.

"Snapped!"

The coin fell at an accelerated rate, and was finally patted by Lin Si, pressing it on the back of his hand. The warmth of the palm and the coldness of the coin met.

"Is this really the case?" Ji Zhongnian looked at him uneasily.

Lin Si swallowed his throat, and the answer was pressed under his palm, as long as he took his hand away...

However, even if he hasn't seen the result yet, at this moment, he has already understood the result he most desires in his heart——

He hopes that it is a word, and that he can continue to love Ji Zhongnian in this life, no matter whether Yin and Yang will be separated in the end, no matter how many times the cycle is repeated.

Rings put the coin back in his pocket.

He wanted to resign himself to fate, but in the end he chose not to read the answer. Ji Zhongnian, who was nervously waiting for the result the whole time, was puzzled, and even felt like he was being let off the plane.

He wiped his brows and said slowly: "Mr. Lin, you wasted a few precious minutes of my life—"

The last few words of Ji Zhongnian's words were blocked back into his mouth, because Lin Si's body had already leaned forward and kissed him.

The dark black pupils magnified due to the sudden approach of the person in front of him, Ji Zhongnian remained motionless, feeling Lin Si's soft lips in amazement, and a warm and blooming breath sprayed on his face.

This kiss is reckless, shouting at fate unscrupulously, every biting and licking by Lin Si is a bold provocation to God.

——I want to be with Ji Zhongnian!Fuck fate!

Until the two of them took a breather and took a break, Lin Si's eyes were clouded.

He calmed down his overly excited emotions, and he choked up when he spoke, "Zhongnian, so I really can't give up on you, I can't control myself, I really want to love you without scruples. But, if I can't... ..”

"If you can't, then what?"

"Love you no matter what."

Ji Zhongnian hugged Lin Si tightly.

The moment the love came true, there was an irreducible tremor in his voice, and he said vaguely in Lin Si's ear: "I will dispel all your scruples. Including what you can't say and what you hide in your heart."

In this life, they are still in love.

In the following 12 long years, this memory has been stored in Ji Zhongnian's mind. This is the first time that Lin Si said that he wanted to love him, and the first time that he kissed and hugged him so intimately.

Although Lin Si's kiss seemed to be full of sadness that he couldn't understand, he still felt unprecedented... warm and happy.

The beautiful moments are like dots, although small and short, they are bright enough to make up for those sorrows and illuminate those bleak times.

For a cold-hearted person like Ji Zhongnian, it was Lin Siling who once saw love and hope, so when despair came suddenly, he would not collapse into the abyss.

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this is the third watch