forest of golden lions

While crying: "Why aren't you sleeping yet? Go to sleep!"

Later, under the impatience, the tone became much heavier.

When she yelled like this, the child couldn't fall asleep even more, and cried louder.

Ah Yao was tortured to the point where she couldn't help it. After a mental breakdown, she had to wipe away her tears and put on a smiling face to continue to put the child to sleep—she couldn't really leave the child alone.

Finally, the child fell asleep, and she lost sleep. She just felt sleepy and couldn't fall asleep. She just looked at the child in a daze, her mind was completely blank.

After a while, the skin on the child's face gradually opened, and it was not as ugly as it was when it was born. Ah Yao couldn't help stretching out his hand to tease the child, but at that moment, the child suddenly grabbed his fingers.

The warmth of the child's palm spread throughout Ayao's whole body with one finger. He was still so young, so fragile, and so dependent on you. In an instant, a feeling of being needed filled Ayao's heart, and she fell again. She shed tears, hugging the child and weeping silently.

Later, the maid Xiaohua told Yao that the child woke up suddenly in the middle of the night. This is a startle reaction common to newborns. As long as he is wrapped up, he will sleep more peacefully.

Ah Yao tried it, and the effect was great.

Xiao Hua said: "This is because the young master thinks that he is still in the mother's womb. This makes him feel safe, and he sleeps naturally and peacefully."

A Yao was startled, and she suddenly realized that she was so dependent on such a little life at this moment.

Later, when the child grew up, it was not as painful as it was when it was just born, and the person gradually grew, the skin became smoother and smoother, and gradually showed the appearance of a beautiful embryo.

But when it gets bigger, there are bigger problems.

He started getting sick one after another.

Boys are not as easy to support as girls, and when they get sick, they are tormenting people with ups and downs. Once, the children burned their hands so hot that Ayao was so tired that he couldn't sleep for days and nights. Xiaohua was afraid that she would not be able to bear it up.

Ah Yao was thinking, would the child born after she wasted so much energy, tortured so long that she couldn't sleep through it, be taken away by God so easily?

If it's just dead, that's fine. She is even more afraid that the child will be burned into a fool, so is she going to raise this fool for the rest of her life?What if she gets old and dies?What should the child do?

Are human beings so fragile?

In those days, Ah Yao didn't know how he got here. It seemed that he was frying in a pan every day, burning incense and chanting scriptures every day, and his whole body was in a daze. When he looked in the mirror by chance, he found that he was completely inhuman. , the beauty who was once the most famous in the world no longer exists, and now there is only a woman with sallow complexion, sunken eye sockets, and sluggishness.

But with the blessing of God, the child finally survived again and again.

After that serious illness, Ayao strengthened her faith even more. After that, she would go to the temple to fulfill her vows and pray for the children on the first and fifteenth day of every lunar month.

Later, the child grew up again, and there were not as many illnesses as before, but he was so skinny that he didn't know what he was doing if he didn't pay attention. Once, Ah Yao turned around and saw the child He even reached for the teapot, and was just a little bit away from being scalded by boiling water!It scared A Yao half to death.

But how can adults be with children every day?Even if there are two people in the family, they still have to eat and do things. It is impossible to keep an eye on them all the time. Ayao asked someone to make a frame for the child and lock the child on the bed so that he would not crawl around.

But this is not safe. Once he didn't pay attention, Ah Yao saw that the child had climbed over the fence and fell to the ground. His head seemed to be sunken in a hole!

At that moment, she hugged the child and knelt on the ground, unable to even cry, she just felt so helpless, as if a piece of her heart had been ripped out.

After that, Ah Yao planned to buy another maid to take care of the children.

She plans to go back to the brothel to pick a girl who can do things back.

This time, something happened.

The little girl who saved her last time contracted the disease and died, and the sisters are collecting money to collect her body.

Ah Yao has always known that many people in this line of work don't have a long lifespan. It's okay if they become oirans and the like, and they don't need to receive too many customers, but they can't escape this fate even after they get old and frail.

The sisters stared blankly at the passing girl as the straw mat rolled up, and it was a lifetime. At that moment, she suddenly saw a strong numbness in the girls, and she seemed to have been used to it.

Thinking back, she used to be used to being given to one person after another by her brother.

It's just that at that time, she still had hope, and she always felt that she would be free one day.

Later, I was really relieved, and my life was not so good.

She suddenly had an idea that she wanted to do what she could to make the life of the sisters better.

People can't always wait for others to save them. People can save themselves and others.

At that time, she had already managed to obtain a household registration, and she took out almost all of her remaining savings to buy a brothel.

After buying it?

For the girls who wanted to go home, she gave them a little bit of silver and told them to go home, and for those who were homeless, they all stayed.It's just that if those who stay want to eat, they have to work. It doesn't have to be a flesh and blood business. It's also good to do some sewing and mending work. However, if you want to make money, they are the only ones who can make money quickly. old line.

Gradually, Ayao's original intention was to save, but in the end, it seemed that the girls had all returned to their original track.But there are fewer things that used to be forced to take many customers a day, and the girls just don't do it if they want to.

Who said that only the client can choose a prostitute, and the prostitute can also select a client.

A Yao said: "Selling physical strength is also selling, selling oneself is also selling, it is all business, there is no shame, only voluntary and involuntary."

It's just that such a way of doing things is easy to offend people, and it won't make much money. Sooner or later, it will be squeezed out by others, and it can only last for a while.

In order to maintain the operation of the brothel, Ayao moved to the brothel with her children.

At that time, the child was almost one year old.

The girls asked A Yao: "What's the name of the young master?"

Ah Yao was startled, she hadn't named the child for so long.

Regardless of whether in the Demon Realm or China, the children's names seem to be given by their parents, but the names of the two brothers and sisters are different, which is the product of the mother's stubborn resistance.

It's been almost a year, and she didn't even think about naming the child by herself.

At this time, she was training the child to crawl. She held a rattle drum in her left hand to attract the child to crawl towards her. The child performed well and crawled very vigorously. When she reached Ayao, Ayao handed the rattle in her hand to the child. As a reward, but the child didn't close the rattle, but stretched out his hand, grabbed Ayao's free right hand, and hugged it.

At that moment, Ah Yao suddenly thought: I don't want anything else, as long as this child can grow up safely.

"An'an." A Yao said, "I hope he will be safe in the future."

An An's Zhou Zhou was held in a brothel, and the little sisters were fond of messing around. They put several kinds of rouge handkerchiefs and hairpins on the table that only girls like. The young master caught these, which means that he will definitely be very good at making girls happy in the future."

Only then did Ayao laugh, but she still hoped that An An could grab daggers, pen holders, weights and other things. She couldn't say whether she liked these things, but she just felt that the things the girls put on were not offensive. I realized that if people want to protect themselves and live a good life, they have to be ruthless.

It didn't work out, and finally their young master went to the table, looked around, didn't catch anything, felt bored, and crawled on the table several times, but the bell on his feet got entangled with the tassel on the tablecloth, After turning around a few times, everything on the table was wrapped into a ball—overturned.

The girls were overwhelmed with joy, and said again and again: "Sister Ayao, you don't have to be afraid that An An will not be good enough in the future. It will be good if others don't mess with him."

When he was over a year old, the child finally spoke.

His first call was "Mom—"

Ayao remembered that only China called mother mother. In the devil world, people always call mother, because "Mom" seems to be the first word most babies call after birth, so people use this word to call mother, It seems that as long as you say this word, the sky will not fall.

At that time, Ah Yao thought, fortunately he didn't throw the child away.

When An An grows up, it will save a lot of trouble, but she has also reached the age where "dogs hate it".

He is quite curious about everything, and wants to touch everything, but he suffers a lot because of it.He clearly told him that the chili should not be eaten dry, but he insisted on secretly tasting it. After eating the spicy pepper, he cried without saying a word, and even ruined his stomach, which made the adults very anxious.

He also likes to cause trouble everywhere, he has become a street bully at a young age, and the geese in the village will run away when they see him.

But children should be skinny, and they should not be too skinny, otherwise, if they are not restrained, they will get sick.

The doctor said that the child hadn't grown well yet, so he shouldn't be too noisy. He didn't feel anything when he was noisy, but after the noisy, his body would start to protest.

The stinky boy made himself sick again, lying on the bed so uncomfortable that he burst into tears, Ah Yao also felt distressed when he saw it, crying secretly by himself.

The key point is that when a child of this age is skinny, he has just been taught not to be too skinny by his front feet, and he promised well, and then he started playing wildly again in the next moment. The scars are completely healed and the pain is forgotten. Enough, when he was sick, the adults were anxious, angry and distressed.

At the age of five or six, it is time for children to learn to read.