The omega I was eyeing turned out to be A

My name is Lin Xingqiu.

Currently serving in the Frontier Army, he will soon take up the post of head of the Iron Lions.

I will be the youngest leader of the Iron Lions.

Four years ago I was hospitalized for mental illness.

I have a lover named Qi Yuehuai.

I met Qi Yuehuai many years ago and fell in love with him, but he didn't know me. Later, I tried my best and finally turned him into my lover.

I have many, many secrets, and those secrets are all shady, and Qi Yuehuai cannot know them.

But I have always known a truth.

The more secrets there are, the greater the chances of being discovered.

Qi Yuehuai is a very smart person, so the chances of these secrets being discovered are higher.

So I never thought of hiding these secrets for the rest of my life.

When the spider preys, it waits for the prey to crash into its own web, entangles the prey in the net and cannot move, and then secretes venom to paralyze the prey before swallowing it completely.

At first, I planned to make Qi Yuehuai fall in love with me first and couldn't leave me, and then slowly reveal those secrets to him, letting him accept me bit by bit.

Playing hard to get is such an easy trick for me. However, I wanted to let go of my disguise little by little, and let go of the so-called reservedness after he was so determined to me.

But I didn't expect that what came faster than making him give up, was my desire for him.

He really found the clue.

My disease, which has not recurred for a while, is showing signs of recurring again, and I know I can't pretend anymore.

I'd rather confess this before going mad than expose him like a madman.

I took another gamble.

When Lin Mingyuan came looking for me, I was too lazy to talk to him, but I found Qi Yuehuai.

I choose to let him discover my secrets for himself.

I purposely said things that I shouldn't have said.

As a human being, I like to leave a way for myself, and diary is the last way I leave for myself.

So I used to let him see that write a diary.

He will find out the remaining secrets by himself, he will see my miserable past, discover the diseases I am ashamed to talk about, and my unexpressed love for him.

I bet the rest of my life, desperately, that he would not let me go.

If the bet is lost.

I will leave him and never appear in front of him again.

I think I may not have the rest of my life either.

When I was a teenager, I found out that I had the same disease as Xu Yu. I always thought that I might die when I was 20 years old.

For several nights, I stood on the roof smoking a cigarette, the wind was so strong that it almost blew me off, and there was darkness under my feet, I often wanted to jump off.

This is not something I can control, or my brain, my actions, have been controlled by this disease.

And people like me who are dirty, twisted and dark, born with humiliation, will most likely die alone, and it seems that there is no need to resist this disease.

Qi Yuehuai's appearance is very subtle, I don't seem to have any reason to fall in love with him, but just like I have no reason to have to be born as an illegitimate child, most things in this world are beyond the control of us tiny individuals of.

By the time I realized it, I had fallen in love.

The first half of my life was a mess, like falling into an abyss, deep in the mud, he was the moonlight, illuminating the ravine, originally it was out of reach, the moon stretched out a thin vine, I had to try my best to climb up and reach it carefully Only when you reach that vine can you hold the moon in your arms.

Fortunately, I won.

"Are you ready? Let's go."

Qi Yuehuai's head stuck out from the door, and Lin Xingqiu fastened the button in his hand.

"Okay, let's go, brother."

Today is the old man's birthday, and everyone in the Qi family will go back.

Three years ago, Qi Yuehuai confessed to the Qi family about her relationship with Lin Xingqiu. At first, the elders of the Qi family disapproved, but Qi Yuehuai has always been stubborn, so she can't believe Lin Xingqiu.

Lin Xingqiu's bones were harder than Qi Yuehuai's, but he felt sorry for Qi Yuehuai, he often came to beg Qi's family, and even knelt down for Mr. Qi.

Tang Lan loves her son dearly, and has played around a lot in the middle.

It was also at that time that Lin Zhenkun was completely ignored. Although Lin Xingqiu had always been kind to the Qi family because of Qi Yuehuai, he had no good feelings towards the Lin family. Clean up, no one will give face.

The Lin family was originally at the end of their strength, although there were complaints, no one dared to speak against Lin Xingqiu, instead they wanted to beg him to protect the Lin family.

The first person Lin Xingqiu came to deal with was Lin Sui.

Lin Jue was an idle young master in the Lin family, and he didn't have much right to speak, but his money had never been cut off. He was considered a wealthy idler, and he could devote himself to pursuing his artistic career.

But he was able to make so many movies and win so many awards, all thanks to the money and convenience brought to him by the Lin family.

Back then, Lin Jue was reluctant to part with the prosperity and wealth of the Lin family, did not dare to resist patriarchy, married Qi Lanting, and finally couldn't stand the temptation, and cheated on the original Bai Yueguang.

Although Mrs. Lin later pressured him to plead guilty, but he just took it lightly. After that, he still enjoyed the glory and wealth in front of his leader.

Lin Xingqiu gave him two choices.

One, get out of Lin's house.Two, divorce his wife.

Lin Jue was very tangled in the choice, but it only took one day to give the answer.

He wants to stay at Lin's house.

On the day the divorce formalities were completed, Lin Xingqiu failed to fulfill the promise, and he still told Lin Xu to get out of the Lin family.

Probably because of this incident, the Qi family finally relaxed a little bit about this incident.

No one knew that Lin Xingqiu dealt with Lin Xu for the sake of Qi Yuehuai's face, at least if Lin Xingqiu came again, it would be hard to keep him out.

Lin Xingqiu is used to pretending, only Qi Yuehuai knows his true nature, but in front of the rest of the Qi family, he is a sensible, filial, young and promising Lin Xingqiu.

After opening this opening, relying on Lin Xingqiu's perseverance, infiltrating bit by bit, first starting with Tang Lan, then starting with Qi Lanting, and then Qi Ruoyan, let the soft-hearted omega of the Qi family who love Qi Yuehuai let go first.

Then there are Qi Haocheng and Qi Mengbai.

The last one was the hardest one, Qi Yuehuai's father and Mr. Qi.

It is outrageous for two alphas to be together, but this alpha is the hottest new star in Yuandong and even the federal military. The future is bright and bright, and it can be predicted that it will lead the Lin family to a new glory, even far surpassing the glory of the past.

Considering the interests of the Qi family, instead of taking advantage of other aristocratic families in the Federation, tying such an upstart to the Qi family in this way seems to be an irresistible choice.

Of course, the Qi family is not a family that sells its sons for glory.

The most essential reason is that Qi Yuehuai focused on the south wall and identified this person.

In the end, the Qi family almost treated the relationship between the two with an attitude of tacit approval.

Qi Yuehuai stood at the door and saw that Lin Xingqiu didn't move, Lin Xingqiu asked puzzled, "What's wrong?"

Qi Yuehuai walked up to him, and stretched out her hands to fasten the top button on him: "This one is unbuttoned, okay, let's go quickly, I have to pick up a gift for grandpa on the way later."

Lin Xingqiu smiled at him, and shook Qi Yuehuai's hand.

"Okay, let's go."

All the secrets have been known to Qi Yuehuai, except that when he told Lin Mingyuan those words, he knew that Qi Yuehuai was beside him.

But since four years ago, he has stopped keeping a diary. He is the only one in the world who knows about this matter, including the boss and Chen Jin. Members, do not know the inside story of the matter itself.

When it is a scam, even he himself believes that it is not a scam, that is the truth.

He will take this secret into the grave, and he will be with Qi Yuehuai forever.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-08-1313:50:36~2021-08-1520:14:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: BBBig-Se2;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Linyuan; 15 bottles of oysters;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!