I lost my memory after crossing

Lin was kicked, his blood was churning, and he knelt down again, "Pavilion Master ordered, bring Xiao Jiu back alive."

Stopping his breath, he kicked him again, "Where's that person? I asked you to bring him back alive. You're good, take him to the Palace of the King of Hell!"

Yanlin collapsed on the ground, full of bitterness and no place to pour out.He Yu insisted on going his own way and threatened him with Cangwu. Seeing Cangwu was like seeing the pavilion master, the sword was on his neck, what could he do?

After kicking two feet, Xingzhi's anger subsided a lot, "What about He Yu?"

"..." Yanlin mourned for himself, "I was... injured a little, unconscious..."

Xingzhi turned around and tore off the Xuanji order from his waist, and kicked again, "I can't handle such a small matter, what's the use of you as the head of the film director, from today on, go to Bihai Chaosheng to see the gate, When you can do it, come to me to get your brand again!"

This kick was hard enough, Yanlin groaned, and it took him a long time to find his voice, "Pavilion master calm down, subordinate... subordinate obeys orders..."

******

He Yu had already woken up, and the doctor in the pavilion was treating his wound. He lay expressionless on the bed, like a puppet who didn't know pain.

When walking and walking, what I saw was such a stubborn and forbearing He Yu, on the exposed skin, new wounds were piled up with old wounds, densely packed, ferocious and terrifying.

These wounds were all printed on by him with his own heavy whip. He Yu cried, shouted, and trembled at his feet, but he failed to arouse even a trace of compassion from him.

He's not good at words, doesn't know how to be submissive, and doesn't know how to flatter. He's obviously so good and so loyal, and what he does and what he does, why are you still worried?

The doctor who applied the medicine packed up his things, turned around and saw the Pavilion Master, "See the Pavilion Master."

Xing Zhi was called back to his thoughts by the voice, and hurriedly looked at the bedside. Sure enough, He Yu had already put on his clothes and was kneeling on the ground upright.

He stepped forward a few steps, trying to pull him up in a hurry, but he didn't know where to start. There seemed to be injuries everywhere on his body.

"Get up, go to bed and lie down." He looked at the doctor beside him, "Come out with me."

Standing still outside the house, Xing Zhi said, "How is his injury?"

"Reporting to Pavilion Master, He Huwei suffered all skin injuries, it's nothing serious, it's just..."

"Just what?"

"His body has been severely damaged, and he has accumulated stagnation in his chest, fearing that his roots will be injured."

Xingzhi was silent for a while, then said again, "Then his arm... is it still healed?"

The old doctor secretly glanced at the somewhat lonely Xingzhi in front of him, and sighed silently, "There is little hope."

When Xingzhi returned to the house, He Yu really lowered his head and lowered his eyes, standing quietly in the corner, like a real shadow, without the slightest emotion.

His chest suddenly felt like being pricked by a needle, and it was painful and numb.

Su Xingzhi, it's useless for you to be smart all your life, why can't you understand such a simple thing, He Yu is right in front of you, since you already believe it, why don't you ask him yourself!

He seemed to understand something suddenly, his eyes started to sparkle when he looked at He Yu, he suppressed the surging tide in his heart, suddenly smiled brightly, and said slowly.

"I want to talk to you."

Now that he has everything in his own hands, he has enough ability to bear the price of falling in love with someone, and he doesn't have to suppress his feelings anymore.

"It's not the pavilion master and subordinates, we... are just like two ordinary people, just talk."

He looked at He Yu with hopeful eyes, his eyes were as soft as water, without any trace of coercion or hostility.

"I've always known that Xiao Jiu has a problem." Xing Zhi was a little unable to speak, and somehow found such a topic, but it was a bad topic, but at least he opened his mouth, and the next words were much easier to say.

While paying attention to He Yu's expression, he continued to say, "I know, and you know too."

But He Yu didn't show any expression.

In fact, He Yu has always been expressionless, with his head downcast, not good at words, even if he is angry, he is restrained, but his appearance today is different from before, his cold eyes are replaced by numbness, like a soulless puppets.

It was all because of him that He Yu became like this, because he not only occupied Nanshan's body, but also destroyed Nanshan in He Yu's mind, and even destroyed everything He Yu had.

Regret?

Not to mention, at most it's just a little distressed, but all of this is his own choice, since he chose to hurt He Yu, he should bear the consequences of heartache, isn't it fair?

"I know you have poisoned Xiaojiu long ago, but you delayed doing it until today because of my plan." Xingzhi lowered his head, and his voice gradually became low, "The evidence that Bie Yunjian found is that Xiaojiu It's fake, I know it too."

He Yu still kept his head down and said nothing, as if he didn't hear anything and didn't care about anything.

Xingzhi's voice became softer, "I'm just annoyed at you for wanting to leave." He knew that He Yu hadn't betrayed, what made him lose control were just those few land deeds and He Yu's word "go", so that he finally committed a crime. an irreparable error.

The person opposite seemed to have reacted, he raised his head, looked at Xingzhi steadfastly, and finally smiled lightly, with vicissitudes and sadness in his voice, "That's just angry words."

He will also be sad, sad, and angry.

Xingzhi didn't deny it, he was angry, and when he looked back, he also knew that it was just He Yu's angry words, but so what, people always have to pay the price for their own impulses, He Yu is, so is he.

He Yu looked at Xingzhi and said softly, "I will never leave you, never." The light in his eyes seemed sad and painful, and there was a sadness that would never be erased, "Unless you let me go."

"I won't!" Xing Zhi suddenly said eagerly, as if he couldn't prove his determination if he was too late.

He Yu chuckled, and turned his gaze to the autumn tree that had lost all its leaves outside the window.

You will, and you've already done it once...

Time seemed to freeze, this kind of silence made Xingzhi a little depressed, he opened his mouth and took a big breath, finally he was not so suffocated.

He finally asked the question, "Back then, on the edge of the cliff, why did you leave?"

The silent air condensed into a thread, grinding back and forth in his heart. He was like a stranded fish, at a loss, flustered, struggling, waiting for the final sentence of fate, life or death.

He Yu turned his head, and in his eyes was the sadness that he could never understand, like the dusty frozen ground under the white snow, lonely and sad...

"Because, you told me, there are reinforcements on the other side of the mountain, and we will all survive..."

There are always some misunderstandings in this world that cannot be avoided, just like him and He Yu.

It turned out that the extreme despair was not the resentment of betrayal, but the sorrow of death.

Like a wave, Xingzhi suddenly wanted to confess desperately to the person in front of him, tell him everything, tell him that he is not Nanshan.

"I……"

"I lied to you." He Yu interrupted his words, smiling relaxedly and presumptuously, as if he had cast off all the shackles, "I lied to you just now, you didn't let me leave, but I was greedy and afraid Death, abandoned you."

Such a smile deeply hurt Xingzhi's heart. The cruel truth couldn't make him weak, but he was defeated by these four words. He never panicked and reminded him that he was about to lose the most important thing in his life.

Drawn by that fear, he couldn't help but take a step forward, wanting to get closer to the person in front of him.

He Yu took a step back indifferently, opening the distance that was about to shrink.

This is the first time that Xingzhi has approached, and it is also the first time that He Yu has been far away. The indifferent alienation shattered the fiery love that bloomed at the beginning of Xingzhi, and it was over before it started.

This step was the gap drawn by He Yu himself for him and his behavior.

"A Yu..."

He Yu smiled, this was the last smile that He Yu had seen in Xingzhi, like a flash in the pan, gorgeous and short-lived.

He knelt down on one knee and paid homage to Xingzhi in the most reverent posture, he said.

"Subordinate, - Shadow Three."

20. Watch

My name is Yanlin, and I have been with the pavilion master since I was 17 years old. It has been ten years now, and it has been as long as He Yu's time as Xuanji's first seat.

I have always admired He Yu, who was born as a film director, but managed to strategize and kill decisively, sat in the first seat of Xuanji, and was favored by the pavilion master.

But I dare not let the pavilion master know about this, because the pavilion master is an extremely jealous person, if I let him know that I have "unreasonable thoughts" about He Yu, then I will definitely lose all my bones.

By the way, He Yu is the pavilion master's sweetheart, the kind with eyes and heart.

But three months ago, the pavilion master went crazy for some reason, and he suddenly seemed to have changed. In fact, it wasn't a different person, but his attitude towards He Yu was different from the past. Just shoot openly and secretly, plot and conspire, and use everything on him.

But later, the Pavilion Master regretted it again, after He Yu completely lost his value.

He started to do everything possible to be nice to He Yu again, sending everything delicious, delicious, and fun to He Yu's house. As long as he had time, he would go shopping with He Yu, but He Yu usually stayed with him. Half a step behind him, An An quietly ignored him, like a guard traveling with his master.

The most amazing thing is that the pavilion owner started to cook for He Yu every day again. The pavilion owner used to cook for He Yu often, but most of them had impure purposes, rarely like this now. He got into the kitchen every day and cooked in different ways. If He Yu can eat two more bites, there will be a lot of rewards. If He Yu doesn't eat, then he will study again. The kitchen master complains and suffers.