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unspeakable.

In fact, the owner of the pavilion does not know that every time He Yu finished his meal, he would hide in a corner by himself and vomit in a dark place. pharynx.

I really don't understand, why bother?Based on the attention the pavilion master attaches to him now, there is nothing he can't agree to.

Once, when he came back from throwing up, I happened to bump into him. I couldn't help but persuaded him, "If you can't eat it, don't eat it. Why bother?"

He Yu just glanced at me indifferently, "If you give me a gift, I will never say no."

I watched the pavilion master showing off the dishes he had just made in front of the kitchen master with a proud face, and suddenly felt a little pitiful for him.

There is a gift from the top, and there is no excuse from the bottom.

It wasn't until later that I realized what it meant.

That day, the sky was gloomy, and the wind of early winter made people shiver.

I was guarding the gate of Zhiyuxuan, shivering from the cold, there were a lot of things going on in the pavilion today, and the pavilion master couldn't come back in time, so I told the kitchen not to wait for him, just prepare the food and send it to him.

The little girl in yellow looks very cute, and she was bouncing around while carrying the food box. I couldn't help scolding, "Walk well, what does it look like? What if the soup spills!"

The little girl stuck out her tongue, stood upright, and took out a bag of snacks from her bosom.

"Brother Yanlin, I brought this specially for you from the kitchen. Eat it while it's hot. Only when you're full will you have the strength to watch the door."

Just kidding, I Yanlin is upright, how can I openly accept bribes, so I secretly hid it in my arms.

Ordinary people can't enter the inner room of Zhiyuxuan. When He Yu came out to get food, the little girl was still jumping up and down, accidentally caught a stone, and fell forward. Fortunately, He Yu helped her out Bundle.

"What are you doing?!"

My heart skipped a beat, the pavilion master was standing behind me, looking at the two people in the yard, his eyes were almost burning.

The little girl was so frightened that she even dropped the food box on the ground, and fell to her knees with a plop, "Ge...Ge...Ge..."

I watched the pavilion master pass by me, the hostility in his eyes almost solidified.

He Yu didn't say anything, he was still the same as usual, greeting him like a pavilion master.

The pavilion master looked at the shivering little girl, raised his foot and crushed the snacks on the ground, and his heart-wrenching voice chilled his heart, "This seat said, treat He Yu the same as you want to treat this seat, how dare you do that?" Offend him!"

"Come here," the Pavilion Master waved his sleeve, "Stand dead!"

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Everything happened too fast, and she didn't wake up until the shadow pressed the little girl to the ground, her face paled, and she screamed, "Pavilion Master, Pavilion Master, please forgive me... this slave is wronged, this slave is really wronged, The servant did not disrespect the lord...Pavilion master...Pavilion master, the servant really did not, it was...the servant almost fell down, the lord helped me...Pavilion master, please forgive me..."

Soon, she was speechless, and Shadow took one stick after another. She was just a weak little girl, and in Shadow's hands, she was as easy as crushing an ant.

Miserable screams echoed throughout the courtyard, accompanied by horrifying shouts, "My lord... ah... my lord, please save me... ah... save me...you tell the pavilion master...servant... Really not..."

But from the beginning to the end, He Yu just knelt aside quietly, without saying a word, as if everything around him had nothing to do with him.

This is not the He Yu I know. The He Yu I know is a kind person who is still kind in the troubled times even though he has suffered a lot.

I can't help but start to resent him a little bit, obviously he just needs to open his mouth to save a life, but why does he just stand by and watch others die because of him.

The owner of the pavilion also didn't seem to understand. He kept looking at He Yu with puzzlement, inquiry, and a trace of panic and viciousness that I couldn't understand.

Blood spattered three feet, the little girl was already dying, unable to cry out, just waiting for the god of death to come, this life that was still alive half a moment ago will immediately turn into a cold corpse.

"stop."

I never thought that the pavilion master would spare her life at the last moment. The little girl lay on the ground like mud, but she saved her life after all.

As usual, the pavilion master gently helped He Yu up, put his arms around him, and whispered in his ear softly, "Be hungry, I'll ask the kitchen to make you some delicious food again."

Soon, a shadow cleaned up the blood in the yard, as if nothing had happened.

I touched the dim sum in my arms, and subconsciously tightened my neckline. The winter in Haijiao Pavilion is getting colder and colder...

After that, the Pavilion Master found me, and he said, "From now on, without my permission, He Yu is not allowed to take half a step out of Zhiyuxuan."

I looked at the back of the pavilion master leaving, that kind of persistence and madness made me terrified, I finally understood that He Yu's silence was actually the best protection for the little girl, that day, whenever He Yu uttered a word of pleading, The little girl really had no choice but to live or die.

The pavilion master still loves He Yu to the bottom of his heart. He does his best to give him endless honor and favor, but it is no longer respect, but pampering. This kind of favor cannot tolerate the slightest disobedience from He Yu.

After all, he became a canary in a gorgeous cage, without freedom and dignity.

Since then, no one in Bi Hai Chaosheng has dared to approach He Yu, and he has become more and more reticent. He Yu would come to talk to me when the Pavilion Master was away before, but now even I rarely see him. When I took him out to relax, I was able to see him once, one front and one back, like a real master and servant.

For the rest of the time, He Yu always locked himself in a quiet room. Zhi Yuxuan, where there was no one, was terrifyingly quiet, and he just sat there quietly without saying a word.

The clouds roll and the clouds relax, the sun rises and the sun sets, it seems that only the pavilion master is left in his world.

I still guarded the door of Zhiyuxuan, until one day, the pavilion master swaggered and sat on the steps in front of me with a wine jar, stared at me for a while with empty eyes, and suddenly said, "Sit down. "

Of course I didn't dare to disobey, so I just sat side by side with the pavilion master on the steps, watching the pavilion master pour spirits into his stomach one mouthful at a time.

I can tell that the Pavilion Master is drunk.

"Tell me," the pavilion master suddenly turned his head, "what should I do?"

I don't know why.

"What should I do to get back the old A Yu?"

Of course, I can't answer this kind of question, and the pavilion master didn't give any hope, and turned back to drinking alone.

As the sun sets, the horizon in the distance illuminated by the afterglow of the setting sun is golden, and the end of the sky seems to be covered with a layer of golden coat, with a poignant beauty in the desolation.

"I have worked so hard," the pavilion master held the wine jar with both hands, like a wronged child, "but why doesn't he love me?"

I can't help but feel wronged, "He... loves you very much." I love you so much that I lose myself.

The pavilion master suddenly turned around and looked at me fiercely, "He doesn't love me!"

The wine jar hit the ground with a bang, and the pavilion master got up angrily, stomping on the shards on the ground viciously, "It's not me he loves at all!"

"why it's not me?"

"How can I be inferior to a dead man?"

"He doesn't struggle, doesn't resist, he obeys all my demands, he turns himself into a puppet, just because he doesn't want to love me?"

He staggered back a step and sat down on the steps, as if he was asking me, or himself: "Why? He's dead..."

The pavilion master was probably really drunk.

"I'll take you home."

The pavilion master glanced at me with hazy eyes, and suddenly lowered his head. I thought he was tired and was about to help him back, but I heard the pavilion master's extremely hoarse voice.

"I saw him throw up..."

I froze my hand, a little afraid to look up at the pavilion master's expression, I think he must be very sad now.

"Does he think I'm disgusting? Since it's disgusting, why does he still eat it? What does he think of himself?"

"What does he think of me?"

The pavilion master looked at the setting sun in the distance, and stretched out his hand into the void, as if he wanted to grab something.

"I also feel disgusted. Why did I become like this? I fell in love with a man and even wanted to confine him. Even if He Yu looked at others more, I would go crazy with jealousy and want to kill someone. I want him to be the only one in his world!"

I am silently glad that I haven't chatted with He Yu recently.

The pavilion master looked at his hands, and there was a trace of panic in his eyes, "This is not me...not..."

Suddenly, he covered his head with his hands again, as if he was enduring great pain, his deep eyes were filled with fragility and fear.

I'm a little worried, the pavilion master took a lot of bad medicine in order to induce Zhe Yan Zhai, and finally his health is hindered, and now he's in a trance again, I'm really afraid that he will lose his mind and hurt others and himself.

I was weighing whether to knock the Pavilion Master unconscious, suddenly, my shoulder hurts sharply, and the Pavilion Master suddenly grabbed my shoulder like crazy, with a ferocious face, a gloomy tone, and staring at me with black eyes , "He is in my head, provoking me, laughing at me, saying that I am incompetent, that I am a waste!"

I was so overwhelmed by the aura of the pavilion master, my internal organs seemed to be mixed together, but the pavilion master in front of me suddenly disappeared, and the hostility just now disappeared completely.

He suddenly calmed down, looked behind me, and called out in a daze, "A Yu..."

At that moment, I seemed to be back in the past, when the pavilion master had not changed.

It was fleeting, and when I came back to my senses, only tyranny and madness remained in the pavilion master's eyes.

He Yu took the pavilion master from me and helped him back to the house.

I looked at their bodies that were close to each other, but it seemed as if two people were separated from each other.